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Jin Rong's piano room was very quiet. When I listened closely, there was no sound of the piano or footsteps.There is a door between Jiang Yi and him. With this door, he can't see Jin Rong, and Jin Rong can't see him.

He waited outside the door for a long time, but the people inside did not intend to open the door for him, presumably the door was not locked at all, and he wanted to open it outside.

Jiang Yi put his hand on the doorknob, but he never pressed it down, and he didn't dare to go over it.

Just as he was wondering whether to open the door or not, his hands stopped, and the door turned inward, revealing half of Jin Rong's face quietly.Jin Rong hid himself, with a mixed expression of doubt and joy: "Why don't you come in?"

"I'm afraid you are busy." Jiang Yi said casually.

"I'm not busy."

Jin Rong turned around, still keeping the door open.Jiang Yi pushed it away, and the light came from the window. This was the last sunset, and it was all reflected on Jiang Yi's face, and there was nowhere to hide.He heard the sound of nail clippers scraping, went in and saw that it was Jin Rong who was cutting nails.

Piano students must often cut their nails bald, otherwise it will affect the touch of the keys, so many piano learners have no nail beds, and the short ones are ugly.Jiang Yichang has long hands, so his nail bed is also long.If his hands were short, he probably wouldn't have such long nail beds.

Jin Rong's nail bed is not short, and his fingers don't look thick. He is a rare and beautiful pianist.

"You're cutting your nails." Jiang Yiming asked knowingly.

"Yeah, it's grown and needs to be trimmed." He stretched out his hand to show off the newly cut nails, and only two fingers were cut, which were clean.

Jiang Yi sat on the chair next to him and reminded him helplessly: "Don't cut it so bald, your fingers won't look good."

"It's okay, it's not good-looking." He took the nail scissors and wanted to continue cutting casually. Jiang Yi really felt sorry for such beautiful hands, so he took the initiative to ask: "Shall I cut it for you?"

After he finished speaking, he regretted it.Cutting nails for other people for no reason, or cutting nails for gays, will it make the other party feel that there is something wrong?Would it be too presumptuous?Will it...

He froze there, stretched out his hand, then retracted it, in a dilemma.

It's a bit abrupt.

Unexpectedly, Jin Rong smiled instead: "Okay, then you can cut it for me."

There is an ambiguous atmosphere in the air.

Jiang Yi felt ambiguous.

He squeezed Jin Rong's hand, it was warm, fair and soft as cotton candy.The more you touch it, the more uncomfortable you feel, or it's too comfortable, and there's nowhere to hide some blush.

But at this time, Jin Rong still likes to tease him: "Why is your face red again?"

"No..." Jiang Yi lowered his head.

"Is the temperature of the air conditioner in my piano room too high?" Jin Rong asked again.

Every word and sentence he said was clearly a spring breeze, but in Jiang Yi's heart, it was like a pressing question, which caught him off guard.Jiang Yi had no choice but to put his head lower, and stammered, "I... I'm wearing a school uniform jacket, and it's a little hot."

Jin Rong nodded: "Then you took it off?"

Jiang Yi cut off a small part of his nail, leaving a little sticky, in order not to jump everywhere, Jiang Yi pulled the nail off with the other hand.

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

Jin Rong looked at his nails, although they are not bald, but the length will not affect playing the piano, not bad.He said with satisfaction: "Mr. Jiang really knows how to cut nails."

Jiang Yi continued to cut.

Then Jin Rong read again: "Does Teacher Jiang often help people cut nails?"

Jiang Yi almost cut it crookedly: "No!" He immediately retorted, "I just cut your nails for you."

"That's my honor." Jin Rong said, and he dragged out the ending again, "Why are your ears getting redder and redder?"

Jiang Yi lost his soul, looked at him obsessively, and told the truth: "I'm afraid... offend you. You like men, and I happen to be men, so I cut your nails for you, I don't know if it is... ..." Not sure if that's offensive.

Jin Rong thought this was too funny: "What kind of offense is this?" He added heartily, "Although I like men, I don't just love every man I see. I don't like you either."

There was a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and Jiang Yi's heart fell from a high place in an instant, it was smashed, and the feeling of "self-made passion" was overwhelming.Jin Rong's "I don't like you" repeated frantically in his mind, mocking his overthinking mental retardation.He could only forcefully say, "I didn't say you liked me."

"Then you like me?"

Jiang Yi's ears turned red again: "No, I like girls."

Jin Rong teased: "I guess so, boys like you probably like girls. I think I will find a boyfriend in the future, but I can't find someone as good as you?"

"How come, I'm not good." Jiang Yi murmured.

Jin Rong asked himself and answered: "Are you not good enough? You are very good."

Yeah?Jiang Yi was a little proud: "Then if I like men, will you... like me?"

There was silence, and again silence.Jiang Yi saw a bit of cunning flashing in Jin Rong's eyes, full of desire and ambush, and couldn't figure out what his heart was.He said, "Yes?"

Will it?Is it yes, or is it no?Jiang Yi was at a loss, he really hoped Jin Rong said "yes", even though he still doesn't think he likes boys.

Jin Rong was the last person to go out of the piano room every time, locked the door, and turned off all the lights in the corridor one by one, and the door was locked by the security guard.This time Jiang Yi followed him, watching him turn off the lights.

He also turned off the lights very casually. He turned off the first few lights first, and then turned around to turn off the lights after 206.After turning off the lights, the corridor was completely dark, only the windows at the head of the stairs let in light.

Jin Rong walked to the last light switch, looked up at the bright light above his head, and suddenly laughed at himself: "I should start closing it from here, the door at this end of the stairs is locked."

Jiang Yi didn't know if he wanted to turn off the light, so he thought about turning it off for him.Just when he just raised his hand, Jin Rong also raised his hand, and they met at the switch, Jiang Yi's hand was on the back of his hand, and they pressed the switch together.

"Pa——" the lights went out, Jiang Yi's eyes were dark, and what he could see was Jin Rong's restless eyes.

Jin Rong's hand was still pressing on the switch, and Jiang Yi's hand was still covering it.Both of them were silent, and they both became short of breath.Before Jiang Yi could say "sorry" to him, he embraced something soft.

It was Jin Rong who suddenly stepped forward and hugged him, just like the water fairy in the dream who had just untied the water plants, entangled him tightly, and even the heartbeat was mixed together.Jiang Yi was stunned for three seconds, and when he came to his senses, it was as thrilling as if he had run 1000 meters.

"If only you liked me." Jin Rong said lightly, like a quill of a feather, and like a hook tightly hooking someone.He looked up at Jiang Yi, his eyes seemed to hold a handful of clear spring water, pure and lustful: "It's a pity, you like girls."

Jin Rong let go of him and walked through the darkness, no longer waiting for Jiang Yi's footsteps.

He walked under the lighted window and looked back at him coldly, just like the look when they passed each other when they first met: "Let's go?"

Jiang Yi couldn't figure out Jin Rong, he didn't understand his words, and he didn't understand his behavior.

"It's getting dark." Jin Rong urged, he didn't wait for Jiang Yi to chase him, he turned and went downstairs without even leaving a glance.

Because he knew that Jiang Yi would definitely follow.

When I left the piano building, there was silence outside. Just as Jin Rong went down the steps at the door, there was the sound of Jiang Yi's hurried footsteps behind him.

Jiang Yi Yousi pretended to be confused with understanding: "Are you still going to the convenience store? Or... take you home?"

"Are you hungry?" Jin Rong asked.

"I'm not hungry."

In fact, Jiang Yi was very hungry, but he suddenly didn't dare to eat with Jin Rong, and he didn't know why.

"Then go home, I'm not hungry either."

There was no words along the way, only the sound of overlapping footsteps.Jin Rong walked in front, and Jiang Yi walked behind, one with his head up high and his chest indifferent, while the other bowed his head in thought and worried.Jiang Yi is naturally the one who is uneasy. This kind of uneasiness is suspicious, tricked, and concealed.

Jiang Yi didn't notice that Jin Rong stopped suddenly and bumped into his back.

"Want to take a break?" Jin Rong pointed to the bench of the vending machine.

I didn't expect to come here already. If it wasn't for Jin Rong's reminder, he would have to follow Jin Rong to his house.

Jiang Yi didn't want to rest, his mind had prepared the idea of ​​"I'll go first", but he said first: "Then let's rest for a while."

The wind picked up at night and rumpled Jin Rong's hair. Sitting beside Jiang Yi, he could occasionally smell the faint fragrance of laundry detergent on his body, or other fragrances.Jiang Yi can always smell this smell, but whenever he feels the smell, it means that Jin Rong is approaching him.

Brighter than eyes.

"Will it be getting colder?" Jin Rong asked with his arms propped up, "It's getting colder, should I wear a sweater?"

Jiang Yi was dumb for a while: "Yes, wear a sweater when it's cold."

Jin Rong's topic was very jumpy, and suddenly he talked about something else: "I haven't drunk the Coke you gave me yet."

"Why didn't you drink?"

"No one opened the jar for me." Jin Rong took the Coke out of his schoolbag and looked at it for a long time, but he didn't intend to open it.

Jiang Yi sighed helplessly. He took the Coke into his hand, flicked it lightly, and opened it with a "snap", and breath came out of the mouth of the can: "Here."

Jin Rong took it with both hands, took a sip, and said happily, "It's so sweet."

"Ah."

"Drink something sweet and you will become happier."

"Ah."

Jiang Yi always felt angry, just like Coke, it was about to explode after a shake.He doesn't understand what this means, Xiaolu Luanbang?Anyway, I was a little flustered, at a loss, rubbing my palms for a while, looking around for a while, not sure what to do.

Jin Rong drank a few more sips, but finally couldn't drink any more. He held it in his hand and looked at the lights and trees in the distance.As the lamp shines, dust dances and moths flutter at the lamp.

Jiang Yi followed suit, and as he watched, he couldn't help locking Jin Rong's face.He is a moth, and Jin Rong is a lamp—much more tempting than a lamp.

"Can't you drink it?"

"Ah."

Jiang Yi didn't think about helping him drink Coke.

But his hand was still reaching out to Jin Rong.

He drank the Coke that Jin Rong drank, and swallowed along the mouth of the small can.Coke at normal temperature overflowed into his throat, sweet and stimulating poured in, as if it was ice and hot.

Jin Rong was looking at him, Jin Rong's eyelashes flickered under the lamp, blinking, what a deer.

"Is it good?" Jin Rong asked.

Jiang Yi turned his face, there was still a little stain of Coke on the corner of his mouth; he looked at Jin Rong awkwardly, and swallowed the last sip of Coke helplessly.Then, his eyes widened unconsciously, Jin Rong's beautiful hand magnified in front of his eyes, approaching as if in slow motion, his fingertips lightly brushed the corner of Jiang Yi's mouth, and took away the drop of Coke.

"Save it for tomorrow?" Jin Rong asked with a smile.

Jiang Yi blushed, stood up angrily, and choked, "It's late! I, I'm home!" He even bit his tongue, tripped over a chair leg, and ran away without thinking.

"Let's go?" Jin Rong still called him, "Be careful on the road! Send me a message when you get home!"

Jiang Yi ran to the road where no one was around, and the heat swept through his brain. He could only exhale and exhale, sweat dripped from his forehead and back.He simply sat on the side of the road, panting with his hands behind his back, the bright moon and stars above his head, as if covered by clouds, ambiguous.

He hugged his knees tightly, still thinking about Jin Rong's soft hug in the evening, and his blurred whisper: "If only you liked me."

Just like in a dream, he said: "Love me..."

Love me, love me...is it difficult to love me with all your strength?

Jiang Yi felt that he was crazy, he messed up his hair, and ran around in the moonlight, trying to throw Jin Rong out of his head.

"love me Please……"

"love me Please!"

Jiang Yi ran enough, he was sweating madly, his legs were limp, and he sat on the ground weakly.

Who can tell him what happened?Why is he doing this?Or he really fell in love with Jin Rong.