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Jin Rong wanted to make things clear, and he must have an explanation today.Whether it works or not, it doesn't matter what the result is.

"I'll ask you, do you like me?"

It seemed that Jiang Yi didn't intend to answer.

"If you don't like me, then we will never see each other again." Jin Rong said cruelly, "I said at the beginning, don't provoke me. You provoked me, and you don't want to be responsible. Anyway, now I already like you If you don't like me, then stop the loss in time."

Jiang Yi didn't answer, he was still struggling.

But Jin Rong thought that he had already given the answer, and his heart became clear: "You don't like me."

Jiang Yi said: "I haven't figured it out yet."

Jin Rong fiercely took out a large box of chocolates from his schoolbag, which was exactly the same as the one Jiang Yi gave him before, and he bought a brand new one and returned it: "I don't want it anymore, I will return it to you."

There is also Coke, Jin Rong also has several cans, all of which were taken out: "I don't want to owe you."

He put all these things on the bench, thought about it without leaving a word, and left without looking back.

Jin Rong walked simply, leaving Jiang Yi swaying in place.

All the things have been returned, and those who are careless and careless are not counted.This could have stopped the loss in time. If it stopped at this moment, then Jiang Yi could take back his heart, right?Then Jiang Yi won't turn into gay, right?

He leaned on the bench and looked at the stars, he should be calm, but his heart fell to the bottom.

Does Jin Rong's doing this mean it's over?Is it over between them?When Jin Rong sees him again in the future, he won't smile so happily, will he?

Jiang Yi didn't want to be a stranger, but he was also confused.Does he like Jin Rong?Isn't all this an illusion?How could he like men?How could he...

Since he was a child, he always felt that he liked girls. After living for more than ten years, a person suddenly appeared in his life.This man is full of tricks, he told Jiang Yi personally: You like men.

So was his perception of sexuality wrong all along?He doesn't like so many girls confessing to him, is it all because he likes men?Why hadn't he realized it before?

Jiang Yi has been struggling with it, and when he went to sleep, he was still thinking about this problem.Does he like Jin Rong?Jin Rong likes him. Did he break his heart by rejecting him so vaguely?

Thinking about it, he opened WeChat to find him, only to realize that Jin Rong had blocked him.

Looking at the bright red exclamation mark, Jiang Yi panicked.

At night, he dreamed of Jin Rong again, which combined with the movie Yao Xue showed him.That delicate white and tender "0" turned into Jin Rong, and the "1" on it was someone else.

Jiang Yi had a feeling of being cheated. Regardless of the danger, he fattened up the wild man and drove him away. Then he pinched Jin Rong's chin and asked, "Don't you like me?"

Jin Rong was wrapped in a white quilt, exposing his neck and collarbone.He smiled dissolutely, and asked back, "Don't you dislike me?"

Jiang Yi was stunned.

Later, the scene was completely reversed, and it was Jin Rong who strangled him by the throat: "Do you like me? Jiang Yi?"

Even in the dream, Jiang Yi still gritted his teeth and did not answer.

"You don't like me, why do you care what I do?"

Jiang Yi has no reason.

He only dared to say to Jin Rong in his dream: "I like you."

Waking up in a mess again, Jiang Yi hasn't figured out the difference between dreams and reality.

In the morning, Jiang Yi waited on the bench at the vending machine until 07:30, but no one came.He hurried to school and was made to stand in the hallway for being late.

Jiang Yi was still thinking, where did Jin Rong go?Did you start avoiding him too?Glancing at the music classroom upstairs, Jin Rong was walking with a man, talking and laughing, as happy as when he was with him.

That man is Yang Zhuo, one accompanist, one singing, really a tacit understanding.

Jiang Yi was extremely unwilling.

During the day, he saw Jin Rong many times, always with this Yang Zhuo.Whether it is jogging in the morning, eating at noon, or taking professional classes in the afternoon, we are all together.

"Want to Kiss My Mother" is playing in the piano room building, and the walnut blossoms have been blooming for a century, and they are still singing together.

Jiang Yi impatiently wrote Jin Rong's name on the draft book, writing and crossing, crossing and writing, wasting several pages.

Yao Xue saw all this, and she took advantage of the self-study class to tease: "What's the matter, it seems that the relationship is not going well?"

Jiang Yi ignored it.

Yao Xue picked her nose with another hand: "Jin Rong played with others, are you jealous?"

"If he plays with others, he will play with others. What does it have to do with me!" Jiang Yi scratched the draft paper with force, stared fiercely at the position of the music class, and then turned his head heavily, without speaking.

Yao Xue understood: "Do you like Jin Rong?"

"Bullshit!"

"Why are you so excited?" Yao Xue quacked, "I like Jin Rong too, who doesn't like Jin Rong? He's good-looking, has good professional grades, doesn't flirt, doesn't talk to anyone, it's the most reassuring boyfriend!"

Jiang Yi was displeased: "You don't understand him." Isn't he still flirting?I just broke up with myself last night, and hooked up with Yang Zhuo the next day, so why not call me flirtatious?It's just too flirtatious and messy!Will Jin Rong hug Yang Zhuo stickily?Will he also show such an uncontrollable look?

How can that be!

Jiang Yi thumped the table and corrected Yao Xue's statement: "He is very disturbing."

"Did you quarrel with him? Or did you confess your love to him and was rejected?"

Jiang Yi felt that Yao Xue's IQ was really high, and he could guess the clue at a glance.Quarrels and confessions, although they are not the case, but she guessed that they are almost inseparable.

September passed quickly, and there was a seven-day holiday in between.Once the holidays are over, it will be the celebration of the Third Middle School.

In order to take advantage of the time, No. [-] Middle School decided to choose two or three days of rehearsal during the National Day holiday. Jiang Yi and Tao Jun had a program and they wanted to come to the school.

If you want to come to school, you must see Jin Rong.Jiang Yi began to feel uneasy again, he was very contradictory, he wanted to see him but he didn't want to see him, he shyly went to the concert hall, Jin Rong was sitting in the first row, next to Yang Zhuo.

Jiang Yi felt uncomfortable.Although it is said that Yang Zhuo and Jin Rong are on the same program, it is fine to sit together, but is it necessary to whisper to each other?He gritted his teeth and peeped, if Jin Rong was as expressionless as before, he would feel better; if Jin Rong smiled at someone, he would be annoyed and mad.

Didn't it mean that Jin Rong doesn't like to laugh?Now it seems that he loves to laugh too much!Laugh at everyone!

"Who are you going to eat?" Tao Jun was extremely surprised, "Who messed with you again?"

"No!" Jiang Yi said angrily, "No one messed with me!"

It was his own fault.

Jin Rong was not wearing a school uniform, and the weather was getting colder. He was wearing a thin black sweater, which made his skin whiter; his hair seemed to be cut a little bit shorter, but there was no big difference. Can see his cold eyes more clearly.

He was cold when he was on stage, and he was also cold when he was off stage.

Jiang Yi likes to see him look cold. The colder Jin Rong is to others, the more at ease he is.It's a pity that Jin Rong gave Yang Zhuo a little bit of tenderness. When they looked at each other on stage, Jin Rong actually smiled.

"He looks so pretty when he smiles," Tao Jun said.

He really looks good when he smiles, and he looks even better when he raises his head and asks "Do you like me?"Jiang Yi regretted it too much. When Liu Shen was waiting in the background, he looked around, but he didn't see Jin Rong.

"Next, Jiang Yi and Tao Jun's "No Change", hurry up!"

Hearing the sound, Jiang Yi hurried to the piano, adjusted the piano stool, and found a sheet of music left on the floor.

The location of this piece of music score is very tricky. If you don’t look carefully, you really can’t see it. It’s right next to the piano, half of which is covered by the piano.Jiang Yi tilted his head and glanced at it. It was nothing but the "Winter Wind Etude" that was full of marks.

The last player to play the piano was Jin Rong, and this score should belong to him.

"Let's start?" the judge teacher urged.

Only then did Jiang Yi pull Shensi back and played his accompaniment.

The background behind him was dark, and there was a curtain standing beside him. From the corner of his vision, he caught a glimpse of a person standing behind the curtain, hidden in the darkness.

"If the chords in the left hand are lighter, the main theme should still be the main theme." The teacher commented, "The female students' voices should come out a little more, don't be nervous."

While commenting, Jiang Yi quickly bent down, picked up the score, and put it in his music folder.

"Let's do it again."

Jiang Yi took a deep breath, the first time he could play the piano with concentration, but the second time he was distracted, like a machine.

It was only later that he realized that the person standing behind the curtain was Jin Rong.

"Okay, prepare the costumes for the rehearsal tomorrow, and rehearse with makeup."

Jiang Yi received the score, and after a few words with Tao Jun, he was about to step off the stage, and before going out along the dark corridor, he stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Tao Jun asked.

"It's okay, you go first, I'll go to the toilet."

Of course, there are toilets and a dressing room in the backstage, and there are many people sitting in it, all of whom are music class students waiting for the show.Jiang Yijian skipped these people and found Jin Rong in the last dressing room.

He came to return the score, who just picked up Jin Rong's score.

Jin Rong was the only one in this dressing room. He was bored and was playing with his mobile phone with his head down. He didn't know who to chat with, so he replied a few words perfunctorily, and left the interface there.He looked at Jiang Yi's figure through the screen of his mobile phone.

"That..." Jiang Yi sweated a little. He wiped the dampness from his palms and took out the sheet music he picked up. "Is this yours?"

He pinched one side of the score, just in time to show the title to Jin Rong.

Jin Rong didn't get up, and didn't look at Jiang Yi too much, and said casually, "Put it aside."

His tone was emotionless, as if he were a stranger.This reminded Jiang Yi that when they first met, they passed each other on the stairs with cold eyes.

Jiang Yi listened to his words, put the score on the dressing table next to him, hesitated for a while, and decided to leave.He turned around and took two steps, noticing that Jin Rong picked up the sheet music, he turned around suddenly: "That!"

Jin Rong frowned slightly: "What else?"

"It's nothing." Jiang Yi pulled the corner of his mouth with difficulty, "I just... just want to treat you to dinner."

"No." Jin Rong resolutely refused, and did not say anything superfluous after that.

Jiang Yi ate a closed door, didn't remember the lesson, and asked cheekily: "Drink water? Do you want to drink water?"

Jin Rong closed his eyes and rolled his eyes, he put the score back into his own score folder, and walked past Jiang Yi like no one else was there.He ignored Jiang Yi's words, and he didn't care about his existence.

Jiang Yi couldn't accept such a big change, so he blocked the doorknob and didn't allow him to open the door.

In this way, he trapped Jin Rong in the small dressing room. There was no ambiguity and sweetness before, only embarrassment and elusiveness.

Jin Rong crossed his arms, as if to watch him perform.

"I, I picked up your sheet music, shouldn't you say thank you to me?"

After saying this, Jiang Yi felt that he was really stupid as a pig and deserved to be beaten.

The author says:

Rongrong: If I don’t talk to you, I will piss you off (＾ν＾)