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Jin Shiyuan was crazy, and Jin Rong was also crazy.The place where Jin Shiyuan bit his hand was broken, and now he was bleeding.

It took Jin Rong a long time to feel pain in his hands, and when he looked down, it was already covered in blood.

The most precious thing in a pianist is his hands.My hand was injured and I couldn't play the piano anymore.

"You really don't take me seriously." Jin Rong felt a little sad, "You are pregnant, so there will be a new child to replace me. You want to turn the pages of the past, that person It can disappear, and I can disappear, right?"

Jin Shiyuan also regretted it. Looking at Jin Rong's bloody hand, she suddenly wanted to slap herself.But she still refused to bow her head, and choked at his words: "You don't look like my son at all, your elbows turn outward."

"Then what do you want from me? Do you want me to support you as someone else's third party? Don't you know this is a very, very despicable thing?"

"I know."

Jin Rong clenched his fists: "Then you still have to do it! What's so good about Fang Yizhe? Isn't he just a little rich?!"

"He loves me!" Jin Shiyuan roared, "I want someone to love me, can't I? Even if he is married, even if he has a son! I don't care."

"I love you very much, too. So many people love you, my grandma, my grandpa, don't they all love you? Why do you insist on making a fool of yourself?"

"The love I want is not this kind of love." Jin Shiyuan lost his support and sat on the sofa fragilely.She looked at the crystal chandelier in the living room, which flickered like a flickering light.

The crystal lamp is really like a spotlight on the stage. When people stand under it, the lights will turn on and gather together; when people leave, the lights will go out.

Jin Shiyuan watched for too long, tears fell down: "I will give birth to this child."

Jin Rong didn't know how to communicate with Jin Shiyuan, he asked, "Did Fang Yizhe know that you are pregnant?"

Jin Shiyuan shook his head.

"That's good." Jin Rong broke into Jin Shiyuan's bedroom as he spoke, making Jin Shiyuan scream from behind: "What do you want to do?!"

Jin Rong was looking for her mobile phone on her bed, and despite Jin Shiyuan's obstruction, he easily unlocked the password.

"What the hell are you going to do!" Jin Shiyuan cried, "Don't tell him! Don't tell him...Jin Rong..."

"You were pregnant with his child and didn't tell him? Is it like you were pregnant with me back then? Are you going to repeat the same mistakes again? Pregnant before marriage, then take the child away and fly away, and find another family when you can't make it through?"

"You little bastard!" Jin Shiyuan slapped Jin Rong on the face, "You know how to hurt me the most, so you desperately want to say that!"

The mobile phone was taken back by Jin Shiyuan, and she repeatedly confirmed that Jin Rong had not called or sent Fang Yizhe a message, and a stone fell from her heart.

"Kill the child."

"I am your mother! What qualifications do you have to ask me to kill the child?!"

Jin Rong was speechless, he looked around and saw a photo album that Jin Shiyuan was holding when he was taking a nap just now.

On the cover of the yellowed photo album, it was written in elegant handwriting: Yuan.

Jin Rong has never seen this photo album, but Jin Shiyuan remembers it today, which proves that there must be something in the photo album.

He picked up the photo album, and sure enough, Jin Shiyuan was scolding him again.

The first photo in the album also looks old.Jin Rong knew the people inside, so when he saw Jin Rong, he really felt struck by lightning.

"Take it here!" During the snatching, they tore up the old and fragile photo album, and those photos fell on the floor one after another.

Jin Rong could see clearly that this photo album belonged to Jin Shiyuan and that person. From high school to college, Jin Shiyuan and his smile were deeply captured by the camera, freezing the moment.

A small piece of paper floated out, Jin Rong picked it up in a daze, and said word by word: "When you look at the mountains and rivers, you think about the distance, falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring more, it is better to take pity on the people in front of you."

My eyes are full of mountains and rivers, and my thoughts are far away.

A thought suddenly came to Jin Rong's mind: "Song Nianyuan..."

The note fluttered to the ground, even Jin Shiyuan was stunned.

"how do you know……"

"Is he my father?" Jin Rong asked, "Song Nianyuan, is that the man?"

This question seems to need no answer.The surname is Song, "My eyes are full of mountains and rivers, I read far away", and I can play the piano. Besides that Song Nianyuan, is there another Song Nianyuan who can play the piano in this world?

No wonder he still felt that Song Nianyuan was familiar, no wonder Song Nianyuan wanted to learn piano from him so much.All of this, only Jin Rong was kept in the dark!

"Did Song Nianyuan contact you?!" Jin Shiyuan grabbed his sleeve, "He's back, right? Why didn't he dare to come see me?"

Jin Rong was in a daze, he couldn't hear all the sounds around him, and he couldn't see the bright lights.He seemed to be breaking down a little bit, there was too much news to digest this night - Jin Shiyuan was pregnant with Fang Yizhe's child; Teacher Song, who enthusiastically and responsibly urged him to learn the piano, was a heartless person who abandoned their mother and child.

He remembered Song Nianyuan's gentle words during the online class, he remembered the Liszt set Song Nianyuan gave him, he remembered the red envelope Song Nianyuan sent him during the Chinese New Year, he remembered...

Song Nianyuan treated him so well, regardless of any cost, because they were biological father and son.

Jin Rong kept taking deep breaths, but he still couldn't believe it.

"Where is Song Nianyuan? You must still be in contact with him, right?"

"Yes." Jin Rong said dully, "He wants to take me away and leave you forever."

"Don't think about it! Where is he?!"

"So what do you mean by looking at these photos now? You are pregnant with Fang Yizhe's child, and you want to remember your ex? You have such a big heart, can you pretend to be so many people?"

"Bastard!" Jin Shiyuan slapped him in a hurry, "How can you say that about me?!"

"I just don't understand you!" Jin Rong said fiercely, "I don't understand you at all! So what are you doing now?"

"There are so many things you don't understand, what do you know?"

Jin Rong wanted to leave.

If he stayed by Jin Shiyuan's side for another second, it might drive him crazy.

When going out, Jin Shiyuan still asked him where he was going, but Jin Rong didn't answer.He gently closed the door, and when he left the unit, the moon was just outside, and there was a faint cool breeze at night.

The scenery is so beautiful, there is wind and moon, and there are young couples who come out to walk their dogs at night.These beautiful lives seem to have nothing to do with Jin Rong.It seems that he hasn't been anxious about these messy things at home for a long time, and now he has returned to before liberation overnight, and countless things are piled up in his heart, which is even worse than before.

Jin Rong seemed to have been hollowed out of his soul, and he forgot how he got home.Anyway, as soon as he got home, he didn't even turn on the lights, and sat on the sofa meditating.

He didn't know what he was thinking about, but he saw a fruit knife on the coffee table through the moonlight, and after staring at it for a long time, he had a little thought.

Jin Rong wanted to reach for the knife, but he heard the sound of the door lock.

The room was very quiet, so quiet that I could hear my own breathing.Hasty and absurd.

"Rongrong?" Jiang Yi opened the door, and he saw Jin Rong sitting on the sofa in the dark at a glance, and said helplessly, "Why don't you turn on the light, my dear."

Jin Rong looked at him in a daze, speechless.

"I thought you wouldn't come back today." Jiang Yi was quite proud of holding a box of yogurt, "My mother bought me a box of yogurt! I thought you really liked this taste, I'm afraid I'll forget it tomorrow , I’ll let you here today first.”

Jin Rong didn't speak.Because the moment he saw Jiang Yi, tears were already brewing in his eyes.

"What's wrong with your hand?" Jiang Yi hurriedly put down the milk, "You can't even see the blood? You're confused. Where is the iodophor?"

"Mr. Jiang." Jin Rong's nose was sore, "I miss you so much."

"I'm here." Jiang Yi took iodophor and came over to treat the wound on his hand, and frowned at first glance, "Who made it hurt like this?"

Jin Rong didn't answer, he just said: "I want to hug."

"Hug, hug," Jiang Yi leaned over to hug him, and patted his back to coax him, "Who bullied you? Tell me, I'll beat him up."

"No one bullies me." Jin Rong said.

Nobody bullied me... never was.

Jiang Yi held him in his arms, and while deliberately singing with tone incompleteness to make him laugh, he gave him iodine.His wound is not too deep, but it is bleeding, and it should be able to be done with some povidone iodine.

"Call out if it hurts, you don't have to man this time." Jiang Yi said.

"It doesn't hurt."

No matter how painful it is, can it hurt when you are bitten?

But taking the medicine still hurts, just like getting an injection.Jin Rong hid in Jiang Yi's arms in fear, crying while enduring the pain.

It's not because of the pain, it's because of grievances.He didn't know who to talk to about this grievance, not even Jiang Yi.He didn't want Jiang Yi to know about this scandal in the family, so he couldn't say it.

He was afraid that Jiang Yi would know, but judging by Jiang Yi's performance, he probably didn't know yet.Then Jin Rong was a little more relieved, it was a day to be able to hide it, and it was okay to be able to linger in such tenderness for a day.

"Why are you crying, my little artist." Jiang Yi wiped his tears for him, and kissed his eyes affectionately, "Have you taken a bath? I'll take you to take a bath?"

Jin Rong didn't want to do anything.He wanted to calm down for a while, so he leaned on the sofa and watched TV with Jiang Yi.I was watching the music channel, which is playing classical music, the first movement of Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata".

"I've played this before." Jiang Yi picked up his chin and turned on the TV. "The third movement, Teacher Chen asked me to take this to participate in the competition."

"Did you get the ranking?"

"Of course!" Jiang Yi said stinkingly, "No.1, is it amazing?"

Jin Rong said he was great.They chatted without a word, and Jin Rong was completely exhausted, as if his soul had been sucked out.

"My mother plays the piano, my grandmother also plays the piano, my grandfather plays the French horn, and I have a little uncle who plays the violin." Jiang Yi murmured.

After a while, Jin Rong asked, "A musical family?"

"Forget it, don't count." Jiang Yi said, "I didn't continue to study anymore. My dad studied culture. He couldn't even understand music scores, so he didn't count as a musical family. But if you come to my house in the future, then our family still It's a family of musicians."

"why?"

Jiang Yi coughed: "You can also play the piano, so my generation will continue. Right?"

Jin Rong wanted to laugh a little: "Then I will work hard to learn better, so as not to embarrass you."

"You don't want to embarrass me," Jiang Yi hugged him tightly, "You are my pride."

But Jin Rong felt that he was never anyone's pride.

Music family.Jin Rong is really envious, envious of the atmosphere of his family, envious that he has a father, and he is a very good father.Also envied his good mother.

Jin Rong really likes Chen Huai, although they have never met or spoken to each other.Chen Huai in Jiang Yi's mouth is a "gentle and strict" person. She can take care of others, care about Jiang Yi's feelings, and give him enough freedom without letting him go too far.

Just right.

Chen Huai is so nice, Jin Rong thought, if only Jin Shiyuan could be half as good as her.Not much, let him have a normal family, that's good enough.

"I like your mother." Jin Rong said, "It would be nice if she was also my mother."

"She will also be your mother in the future." Jiang Yi said, "I will take you to our house after high school, okay? I will introduce you to her and tell her that this is my boyfriend. She will like it very much." your."

"really?"

"real."

Jin Rong really wanted to cry.But he was unsure, because he was not worthy of Jiang Yi, nor was he worthy of such a good mother.

Jin Rong was silent for a while, and asked, "Jiang Yi, what if one day you find out that I'm actually a bad person?"

"What rotten person?"

Jin Rong and Jiang Yi looked at each other, and he found pure doubt in Jiang Yi's eyes, like a big dog.The big dog doesn't know about Jin Rong yet.

"It's just..." Jin Rong conceived, "It's just...a person with bad conduct."

"You have a very good character!" Jiang Yi gave him a thumbs up, "Why is Jin Rong's conduct so bad? It's just that the three views are very upright!"

He rubbed Jin Rong's cheek with his cheek, and almost distorted Jin Rong's face: "I believe in you, I believe in you unconditionally."

"Ah."

However, no matter how unconditionally I believe, Jin Rong's mother is still a third party, and Jin Rong is still the one who allows his mother to make mistakes.He is a cover-up criminal and should be implicated.

Should be thrown into hell.

"I'm sorry..." Jin Rong suddenly apologized, "Maybe I'm not as good as you imagined...I'm just..."

"No one is perfect, and I'm not perfect either." Jiang Yi stroked his cheek so lightly and softly, "Do you think I'm okay?"

Jin Rong burst into more tears: "Okay, very good."

"But I also have many, many shortcomings. You like every side of me, and I like every side of you. I will always be by your side, forever and ever."

"Jiang Yi..." Jin Rong's tears fell like pearls one by one.Jiang Yi reached out to wipe away his tears, and said: "No matter what, you are the best and the most perfect in my heart. You are not a bad person, and you have no misconduct. You are very good."