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The rehearsal was on time at one o'clock, and the conductor had stood in front of him early in the morning and knocked sticks. All the staff were seated. He glanced at the back row and asked, "Then who? Why hasn't he come yet? Where's the piano? The piano didn't come either." ?”

Someone replied: "The piano and the one you mentioned have a competition today. I will come back after the competition. I asked you for leave before."

The commander's memory is not good, and he was reminded, and he remembered that it was true.

"If the piano doesn't come, what about the chorus later? Who sends a message to remind them to come earlier."

Jiang Yi and his dormitory had nothing to do, but the counselor asked them to stay there during the rehearsal and do some chores.Now there is no chores to do, nothing to move, they just sit in a hidden place in the auditorium and play with their mobile phones.

The first rehearsal program is singing, of course, it is a song that is more in line with the accompaniment of a symphony orchestra.There are very few students in their college who have studied vocal music. They dug a few from their sophomores and are singing "My Motherland" now.

"A big river has wide waves, and the wind blows the fragrance of rice and flowers on both sides..."

Zhou Jian scratched his ears: "Why is it the same as the old people's party?"

"You know what, it's called art, and the classics will last forever, you know?" Jiang Xian criticized and educated Zhou Jian, and then looked at the chief executive mentioned on the stage. He was so beautiful, and he seemed to be Jiang Yi's uncle.

"Who are you looking at?" Jiang Yi found out, "You're not looking at my uncle, are you?"

"Fart," Jiang Xian denied, "I'm not gay!"

"Who knows." Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows, "Before I met my first love, I always felt that I was not gay."

"..." Jiang Xian was silent.

The rehearsal started at one o'clock, and the program without the piano was rehearsed first. After a 10-minute break after the rehearsal, the piano finally came.

Jin Rong and Fei Yiran rushed here from the concert hall by taxi. They didn't even have time to change their performance clothes. The wind blew their hair into a mess and they couldn't take care of it. When they rushed to the rehearsal venue, Jin Rong was so out of breath Can't tell.

"The speed of life and death!" Fei Yiran panted while holding the chairs on the farthest end, "We came here from the concert hall, it only took 25 minutes!"

Jin Rong was a little out of breath, and he held his stomach to relax.He didn't have time to listen to Fei Yiran talking about cross talk, so he waved his hands feebly and said, "Never, never be so rushed again."

"I have to say, Jin Rong, you still look good in black and look tender!"

Jin Rong glanced at him: "Don't tell me so much, 200 yuan, transfer the money quickly!"

Fei Yiran had a violin competition today, and they were actually competing among themselves. It was supposed to be held at night, but for some reason it started at noon.Jin Rong was his accompanist, and the two agreed to wear black clothes together, which was more uniform.

The 200 yuan is the accompaniment fee. Jin Rong is ruthless and merciless to anyone.The accompaniment charges [-] uniformly, and if you have a good relationship, you can get a discount, and you can play more times.

Jin Rong wears a loose black shirt. He is not a person who likes to show off. The weather is still hot in September, but he buttoned all the buttons of the shirt tightly, even the button on the wrist.

The black clothes made his skin whiter, and because he ran all the way earlier, his face was slightly red from exhaustion, the tip of his nose and the corners of his eyes were red, and his hair was also pulled back, messy, and he was more beautiful than his usual well-behaved appearance .

But he doesn't like others to say that he is white and tender, which makes him look weak.

"Here comes the piano!" shouted the chief violinist inside, and the conductor followed his fingers to look behind him.

"Hurry up, I'll wait for you two."

Before Jin Rong could catch his breath, he stooped up the stairs on the side of the stage, passing the hidden seats in the first row.

He was single-minded, walking intently, looking for music scores while walking, pulling out a music folder from the bag with his slender fingers, and even knocking out the room card.He bent over to pick up the room card, and lightly raised his index finger, only to see the shoes of someone next to him, which were dirty and gray.

Jin Rong frowned slightly, and that was it, he didn't even notice the ex-boyfriend sitting on the far side of the first row.

Bad eyesight.

Pitiful for his ex-boyfriend, his eyes were so wide open that he almost fell out. He stared intently, from staring at the front of the house to looking at the back of the house, and sat in front of the piano without looking at him.

Jin Rong was wearing a black shirt, black jeans, black socks, and black canvas shoes. He was dressed in black and had black hair.Sitting in front of the piano, he almost merged with the black stage shadows.He sat very upright, his trousers were just long when he was standing, and shortened when he sat down, but his socks were raised so high that no skin was exposed at all.

Jiang Yi saw his slightly shaking wrist, his fingertips slid across the black music folder, and turned to a certain page of music.He was still panting, the redness on his face hadn't completely disappeared, his lips were red and his teeth were white, and it became even worse when the stage lights shone on him.

Jiang Yi's heart hiccupped: It's been five years, and all of a sudden, he reunited with Jin Rong.Across the stage so far away, many thoughts popped up in Jiang Yi's mind, and kept bubbling out, like soda bubbles.

He also thought about what it would be like to meet again. When he was in the college entrance examination for the first time, he wondered if Jin Rong's student status was still here, so he would meet him in the college entrance examination.However, fate made a twist, and he didn't see it.He also looked at the first graduation photo shoot in high school. Everyone in the music class came, smiling brightly at the camera. There was an empty seat, which was reserved for Jin Rong by their class.Jin Rong didn't come, and there was no P on Jin Rong in the graduation photo, just an empty seat.Before graduation, he went to the piano room where Jin Rong stayed, and touched the black and white keys he had played.The piano room has changed people a long time ago, and the piano score is not the same as it was back then.Jiang Yi was in a daze in front of the piano he had played, and played a piece of "Winter Wind" that he had played before, hoping to touch the temperature of his fingertips.

But none.

When he finally gave up on seeing him completely, it was wonderful to meet again.

Jiang Yi was stunned and surprised. He felt that his eyes were dazzled and rubbed his eyes several times. The person on the stage was still Jin Rong.

At this moment, Jiang Yi's heart was beating violently, and he danced wildly with his ups and downs.

"What's wrong? What the hell?" Zhou Jian pushed his shoulder, "Who are you looking at?"

"I'm going to the bathroom!" Jiang Yi hurriedly got up.The side is very dark, and the stage is so bright that it may not be possible to see the bottom clearly, not to mention the piano is still in the corner.Jiang Yi was afraid that his heartbeat would be too fast and he would die suddenly, so he ran to the bathroom to wash his face, and after washing his face over and over again, the water was rushing, he looked up and saw himself in the mirror, and was stunned.

Jiang Yi looked in the mirror for a long time, but he wasn't looking in the mirror, he was thinking about something.He recalled Jin Rong's appearance just now, as if everything had changed, but also as if nothing had changed.

Thinking of the times when they were together before, and thinking of the last time they met.Thinking of the sunset one day, and thinking of the irritable sound of the piano in the piano room.

Why did Jiang Yi think of these things again, why did he feel so sad when he just recalled these things, there was something stuck in his heart, he couldn't swallow it, and he couldn't spit it out.

Now he reunited with Jin Rong again, a unilateral reunion.He remembered what Jin Rong said "I will never see you again", even though Jiang Yi wanted to see him so much, he really saw it, but he became cowardly again.

Or just forget it, they have broken up for five years, who else would be nostalgic for a relationship that has passed, after five years, they can change several boyfriends.

Jiang Yi finally washed his face. He wiped off the water on his face with his clothes, and wanted to pretend that nothing happened before going back, but he couldn't use his legs.

He was sitting on a chair outside the theater in a daze. Many chorus actors passed by in the corridor, talking and laughing, which was in stark contrast to him.

Jiang Yi twirled the prayer beads wrapped around his left wrist—he really had plans to become a monk, and he begged for a bunch of prayer beads, isn't that pious?

"What are you doing sitting here?" The counselor inspected and passed by, "Have you moved the chair yet?"

"It's been moved, and it's all played out inside."

"Okay." The counselor felt that Jiang Yi was quite reliable. "After the rehearsal, you can put away the grand piano. There is a cloth over there, so cover it up."

Jiang Yi wanted to ask if he could not ask him to build the piano, but the counselor had already left, and his mind was still buzzing on "becoming a monk".

He waited outside for rehearsal until 06:30, and finally went through all the programs.He watched the orchestra in the corner go out with the piano, looked for a long time, and saw Jin Rong's figure.

Jin Rong is still cold. Although he walks with people, he is not intimate and keeps some distance away; he does not take the initiative to talk to people, nor does he listen to others' chats, but walks very seriously.

He looks better than before. He was always thin before, but now he seems to be a little fatter, not very fat, and his edges and corners are still distinct.He was whiter than before, and when he carried the bag, every joint was slightly red.

Seems sickly white.

Jin Rong's hair is soft, and it can last for a second or two when stroked, and then falls down, soft and fluffy.

Jiang Yi was startled, and only when Jin Rong disappeared from his sight did he get up slowly, like an old man who had exercised too much.

By the way, the old man still needs to collect the piano.When he returned to the student theater, the chairs did not move, and the orchestra would come back tomorrow.But the piano must be closed, and it will fall to dust overnight.

Jiang Yi sighed, and put down the bracket supporting the piano, then put down the cover of the piano very, very lightly, and walked around to the keys, only to find that there was a sheet of music left on it.

"Sibelius Concerto in D Minor Op. 47".

He frowned, picked up the crumpled sheet music, and found familiar notes on the second side.

Circle it with a red pen and write: "Hurry up!!"

Jiang Yi's ears are also quite good, the theater is not quiet at all, some people are talking, some people are taking things, but he just heard footsteps coming in.The footsteps went all the way inward from the gate, and stopped before the steps on the side of the stage.

He didn't want to turn around, but his body always reacted faster than his brain. When he turned around, he happened to meet Jin Rong's eyes.

The so-called ten thousand years at a glance, Jiang Yi experienced the feeling of ten thousand years at a glance.

It seemed that the air was frozen, and each other's breathing stopped abruptly.There is only endless, enduring warmth rippling from heart to heart.The score in Jiang Yi's hand landed quietly, floated down, and wiped to the other side of the piano.

So far, they are still silent and staring at each other for so long that even sourness wells up from their eyes.

For Jin Rong, this was caught off guard, and it was a blow to the head. In winter, a large bucket of ice water covered his head, and his whole body was both cold and hot.Jiang Yi in front of him was a strange yet familiar existence, who wanted to speak but didn't know how to speak, wanted to move but didn't know how to raise his hand.

It took him a long time to remember some expressions, his eyes turned red at first, but he still kept a little smile, as if they had never known each other before.

"That's my score." Jin Rong murmured.

"Sorry." Jiang Yi bent down to pick up the score, he had the urge to hand it over himself, but stopped the moment he picked up the score.

He put the score on the piano bench, closed the cover of the keys, and walked away indifferently without a word of greeting or farewell.Instead of going down the stairs on the side of the stage, he deliberately walked around to the backstage and exited through the corridor.

The corridor seemed to be thousands of meters away. He walked for a long time but couldn't reach the side. Finally, a little light came through, and Jiang Yi realized that his back was soaked.

He took a quick breath and ran away from here with all his strength.

The author says:

simmer again