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Jin Rong lied again, how could he not sleep well.It's been five years since they broke up, why did they just remember to call him now and say "I can't sleep well".Jiang Yi knew very well that the words that came out of his mouth were all lies!

"I want to hear your story, I miss you so much." Jin Rong kept saying, "I miss you so much...Jiang Yi, I miss you so much." The apex of my heart is really itchy.

Jiang Yi said: "Once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple in the mountain." He paused for a long time, and Jin Rong couldn't wait to ask: "And then?"

"There is an old monk in the temple who is telling a story to a young monk. What story is he telling?" Jiang Yi looked out from the window in the bathroom. It was still raining outside, dripping mist, and the hazy night outside seemed unforgettable. The abyss of the Qing Dynasty.The trees downstairs look like coral, and the occasional lights on the opposite side of the building are the eyes of big fish.

He remembered the dream he had several years ago. He and Jin Rong were both in the sea. Jin Rong was entangled in seaweed and suffocated and asked him for help.Jiang Yi swam over to untie him, but was entangled by him unsuspectingly.

——I originally wanted to save you, but in the end I was also deeply involved.

"What story are you telling?" Jin Rong asked again.

Jiang Yi said helplessly: "The old monk told the young monk, it's late and I'm sleepy, can you think of a little story yourself, and make it up to lull yourself to sleep!"

Jin Rong giggled: "I have no story."

"I didn't say you were a little monk."

"Then let me tell you a little story, shall I?"

Jiang Yi couldn't say it well, and Jin Rong hummed and acted like a baby again: "Listen to me, Mr. Jiang, I'll sleep after I finish talking!"

"You say it."

Jin Rong thought for a while, and then said half-heartedly: "Once upon a time, there was a mountain, and there was a temple in the mountain, and there were two monks in the temple. There was no spring in the mountain, so they had to fetch water from the bottom of the mountain every day. Today is you, Tomorrow is me, so I can’t go back on my promise. But one day, the young monk fell down in the temple and couldn’t go down to carry water, so he didn’t carry water. The elder monk was very angry and asked him why he didn’t carry water, but The little monk refused to explain. They started arguing, and the more they quarreled, the more fierce the quarrel. The little monk was so angry that he said, let’s separate, you are no longer my brother! After many years, they met again."

Jiang Yi was a little touched, but didn't interrupt him.

Jin Rong continued: "They met, but the little monk regretted it very much! He wanted to get back together with the big monk, but the big monk was so fierce that he ignored him. Tell me, what should the little monk do?"

Jiang Yi chuckled: "Am I fierce?"

"I didn't say you were a great monk."

"Did I ignore you?"

"It makes sense."

Jiang Yi couldn't laugh or cry: "Then what do you want me to do? I don't think the little monk should reconcile at all. Anyway, they are so quarrelsome that they want to separate, which means that they can't get along! Why do you have to reconcile? Are you right?"

Jin Rong said, "No! They have to reconcile, they must reconcile."

"If the great monk refuses, then don't make up."

"Jiang Yi..." Jin Rong refused, "I really want to reconcile with you... I'm sorry, Teacher Jiang, I have always regretted it for the past five years. I shouldn't break up with you impulsively. Now I I also realized my mistake. Can you, can you forgive me? In fact, I can't do without you, and I can't do without you. Let's make up, okay?"

Jiang Yi found that Jin Rong was also naive, and he had to say over the phone when he broke up, and he had to say over the phone when he apologized, so Jiang Yi was very embarrassed.

Anyway, if it doesn't make sense, just hang up the phone, even if you want to explain.

Jiang Yi didn't want to hear him reconcile with him on the phone, it was too childish: "I'm going to sleep."

"Teacher Jiang!"

"Don't call me Teacher Jiang."

Jin Rong was quiet for a while, and seemed to be giving up: "Then you...you promised me that you will go out for dinner together, won't you break the appointment?"

"No." Jiang Yi began to get angry. Why is this person like this? He said he wanted to reconcile but he was not persistent. After asking if he disagreed, he immediately changed the subject. What do you mean?It doesn't seem like a sincere reconciliation.

"Then, can we go to the movies together after dinner?"

There was thunder outside again, and it sounded like the drum in Jiang Yi's heart, warm and cheerful.Jiang Yi was unwilling to fall into his trap, and found a reason to refuse, but Jin Rong began to beg again: "Mr. Jiang, I beg you! I really want to watch the new movie recently! Just treat it as if you have nothing to do." , watch a movie with me, won't you?"

"...Don't call me Teacher Jiang."

"Jiang Yi!"

Jiang Yi scolded his mother in his heart, reluctantly: "Okay."

Jin Rong was so happy that he even breathed freely.Jiang Yi didn't know what he was doing there, and after a long silence, he said again: "Good night, Mr. Jiang."

Jiang Yi didn't say good night to him, it was too ambiguous.Doesn't saying "good night" online mean "I love you"?Jiang Yi avoided his words, gave a dry "hmm" and didn't continue.

"You..." Jin Rong hesitated to speak.

"Why, are you waiting for me to say good night to you? I won't say it, you hang up quickly, I'm going to bed, and I have to go to the laboratory tomorrow morning."

"Okay." Jin Rong should have frowned pitifully, and his tone was aggrieved, "Good night, Jiang Yi."

He hung up the phone, Jiang Yi was relieved, glanced at it, said he would not make a call, and continued to call for almost half an hour.

commit a sin!

Jiang Yi deliberately went out with a straight face, and the two people in the dormitory were looking forward to it, and asked, "Brother Piano?"

"En." Jiang Yi casually nodded.

"What did he say? Is he asking for reunion?!"

"It's none of your business, don't check what time it is, don't ask about me!" Jiang Yi gave them a glare, turned off the toilet light and was about to go to bed.

As soon as the lights went out, he didn't have to pretend to show his face any more, he just raised the corners of his mouth, proud of himself.He went to bed in two steps, thinking about things while lying on the bed, feeling on both sides.

He didn't want Jin Rong to succeed easily.

He didn't want to admit his feelings on the other side.

Jin Rong didn't see Jiang Yi all day. He listened to Chen's speech. Jiang Yi was usually very busy and loved to spend time in the laboratory.

Chen Yan was acquainted, and they all knew Jiang Yi, so they talked more.He and Jin Rong met at the entrance of the Qinfang building, and just remembered what Zhou Jian said about the "private album".If you ask Jiang Yi, you will definitely not be able to find out. He brought Jin Rong over to investigate.

"Where did you go to high school?" Chen Yan asked.

Jin Rong was a little puzzled: "High school? I studied in N City."

City N, sure enough!

"Which high school? I'm also from N City, what a coincidence!"

Jin Rong said "Three Middle Schools", now it's all right, it's on the right track.

Chen Yan clapped his hands and asked, "Did you know my eldest nephew before? He is also from No. [-] Middle School, so it's impossible for you not to know him?"

Jin Rong smiled silently and did not speak.

"If you don't talk, you know each other! You are Jiang Yi's first love that you can't forget, right?"

"Never forget?" Jin Rong raised his eyebrows, "What did he say never forget?"

Chen Yan had to force him to admit it first, otherwise he would not say anything.Jin Rong said helplessly, "It's my first love."

"Whether it counts or not, first love is first love! Since you are my nephew's first love, then I must have a good talk with you!"

Their piano department has a dedicated piano room, which is very large and can accommodate a grand piano.There was a table and a chair in the piano room. Chen Yan dragged the chair to line up with the piano stool, and pushed Jin Rong to sit down again, which meant a long talk.

"What are you talking about?" Jin Rong's expression was indifferent. If you put it nicely, it's called "indifferent", but if you don't, it's just wood.But he looks good, even if it is wood, it is also called "beautiful wood", "elaborately carved and peerless wood".

"Let me ask you, why did you break up with Jiang Yi in the first place?"

Jin Rong couldn't answer this question at the beginning.This is his secret, and only a few people knew it back then.He doesn't like others to say that he is sick, and he doesn't want others to sympathize.Depression, sounds like "hype", many people suffer from "depression", and some people say that they are sick in order to be independent.Jin Rong didn't want others to think that he was "unconventional" and that he was "hypocritical", so he simply concealed his illness.

Why do you want to break up?The first breakup was forced by Jin Shiyuan, who was already sick at that time, and felt sorry for the sky, the ground, and my beloved Jiang Yi.He didn't want Jiang Yi and Jiang Chengtian's lives to be broken, so he broke up.Later, I called Jiang Yi to say goodbye. At that time, I really wanted to die, and I put it into action, so I said these words to say goodbye.

If he was allowed to go back to the past, he would still break up. No one would want to live with a burden. A brisk person like Jiang Yi would not want to be burdened by anything.Or go a little further, Jin Rong may not let Jiang Yilai save him and take him out of trouble, he must watch from afar.

Why do you want to reconcile now?Because Jin Rong is no longer sick, he doesn't feel that life is so sad.He still likes Jiang Yi.

Depression patients can also pursue happiness, right?

If someone told him "no", then he would not bother Jiang Yi.

"I was confused at the time," Jin Rong said.

Chen Yan slapped his thigh, feeling very lamented and resentful: "You are so confused! My eldest nephew, although he is a bit stupid and stupid, but he is still very good-natured! I am his brother-in-law, I grew up with him, and I understand him very well! He is stubborn, very persistent, and he will not let go of what he likes. Do you know how long he has fallen because of you?"

"how long?"

"It's been five years! Until now! On the first day of rehearsal, he even told me that he wants to become a monk!"

Jin Rong laughed: "How could he become a monk?"

Chen Yan felt that this was not a joke: "It's true, junior brother! My undergraduate degree was abroad, so I didn't see him crying! I heard from my sister, oh, that's his mother, he was crying at home at that time, no He was willing to go to school and refused to eat! Later, my brother-in-law asked him what was going on, and he came out crying!"

"gay?"

"Hmm!" Chen Yan didn't know the scene at that time, anyway, Chen Huai only told him afterwards.After listening, he also felt extremely shocked.

"Then he wasn't beaten up by Mr. Jiang, right?"

"I did. It was just because he was absent from school. He was in a relationship, but he didn't." Chen Yan touched his nose, "My sister and my brother-in-law also fell in love at the time, so they are not qualified to beat my nephew. Anyway, Jiang Yilai later My family doesn’t go to school, and I stayed there for more than a month, and I’m going back soon.” I also got the first place in my grade, but I don’t know how I passed the exam.

Chen Yan began to describe Jiang Yi's misery again, and it has been miserable for five years, until now.

"However, he told me that he is still in love, and that he is tired of being too pestered by him..."

"Fart!" Chen Yan clarified, "That's how it happened! It was indeed a primary school boy chasing him, and he planned to agree to it at that time. He went out for a walk with him on a snowy day, and when he came back, he broke up with him. Nothing. I didn’t do it! I asked him why, and he said that when he saw the snow melting in his palm, he thought of his first love and couldn’t let it go! But I said it wasn’t hypocrisy? Now I understand, the melting of ice and snow means thinking of you gone."

Jin Rong felt that Jiang Yi could indeed do such a thing.He couldn't help wanting to laugh, he thought Jiang Yi was funny, and his brain circuit was so clear.

Jiang Yi never forgets him, and he never forgets Jiang Yi, so what's the trouble?Go after him boldly and beg for forgiveness.

"Do you still like him?" Chen Yan asked Jin Rong, "If you don't like him, then I won't let him approach you again, so as not to react. If you still like him, I'll set up a line for you, you two I'm also relieved to make do with each other."

Jin Rong naturally said without hesitation: "I like it! But..."

He felt inferior again. Before, he did bad things and said hurtful things, and Jiang Yi complained.

"It's normal for couples to quarrel. My father and my mother still say they want a divorce every day because of the littering of socks. Why don't we live together? My sister and my brother-in-law also quarrel. What's the matter? Brother, if you really want to live a good life, make up for it. My eldest nephew, I will help you."

"How can you help me?"

Chen Yan asked Jin Rong to come over, and said in a low voice, "I know Jiang Yi's daily schedule. He usually goes to the laboratory at eight o'clock, and sometimes he doesn't come out at noon, but he will definitely go to the cafeteria after five o'clock in the evening. Eat. He usually doesn't go out after six o'clock, but their school doesn't check dorms, so you can take this opportunity to trick him out!"

"How to lie?"

"Oh, you've been talking to him for so long, don't you know his virtues?"

Jin Rong recalled for a moment and laughed: "I know."

Chen Yan continued to talk to him about the clumsy plan: "If you trick him out, say something nice, and cling to him, he will definitely soften his heart! You'd better sell yourself badly and behave pitifully, then he'll give up surrender!"

Everyone knows that Jiang Yi's ears are soft-hearted, one second he insisted on not wavering, and the next second he immediately wagged his tail.Chen Yan cheered Jin Rong up and told him not to worry. Later, he would do psychological work with Jiang Yi.

"Okay." Jin Rong laughed, "Then I'll listen to you, Senior Brother."

The author says:

Jin Rong: Thank you uncle for your confidence, I'm going to rush, thank you, thank you