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Jin Rong played "Winter Wind", which was one of his art exams. When he couldn't play well in the past, Jiang Yi even guided him.

This time the playing must have been better than before. After finishing playing, he blinked and begged for praise: "How is it?"

"Very good." Jiang Yi applauded.At Jin Rong's level, he has already passed the postgraduate entrance examination. It is completely different from the art test in the past, and his level has been improved by several grades.Jiang Yi hasn't touched the piano for several years. Before, he was able to play at a certain level, but now he is not good at all.

"Do you see what's wrong with me?"

Jin Rong's words almost killed Jiang Yi, and he also pointed out one or two things. The level of the two of them is like a child versus an adult. How can they compare.

Jiang Yi had nothing to criticize, so he criticized him: "The trousers are too short, and no one who plays the piano likes to wear such short trousers."

Jin Rong was delighted: "Then what kind of pants do you wear? Down pants? Wrapped tightly so that no skin can be exposed?"

"Yeah." Jiang Yi said stiffly, "It's better to be like an astronaut, with your head covered, so you can't touch it or touch it."

Jin Rong stood up, walked straight to Jiang Yi, and knelt on the bed with one leg. Those two hands were so strong that they pushed Jiang Yi down.His bed is soft, and it can bounce back when he goes down, hitting his chest full.

Jin Rong knelt beside Jiang Yi with his legs, sat on his waist, leaned down and murmured: "Reward, give it to me!"

"What reward?"

"You reward me."

"Are you rewarded for playing a piece of music?"

Jin Rong nodded: "I want a reward."

Jiang Yi sat up, wrapped him in his arms, and asked seriously: "What reward do you want?"

"I want to hug, kiss, love me, coax me to sleep, and kiss me good morning." Jin Rong hugged him, and kissed his earlobe and mouth, forcing him to look up. dodge.

"Then you have too many demands, and you can only satisfy one."

"Why?" Jin Rong was unhappy, "Then can I get back together?"

Jiang Yi shook his head: "I haven't thought about it yet, no."

"why?"

"Why why, you don't have so many why, my boyfriend doesn't even wear such short pants, you insist on wearing them."

Jin Rong bit his lips and scolded him: "I'm sick! Didn't I wear such short pants to seduce you? If you don't wear them, you're very happy to touch them!"

Jiang Yili said bluntly, "I didn't touch it." With his wrist around Jin Rong's waist, how could it be considered touching his leg?Jin Rong couldn't help but pulled his hand down, put it on his thigh, and touched it: "Look!"

Jiang Yi called him "stupid", and hugged him with a smile: "It's very late, let me put you to bed, okay?"

"Yeah." Jin Rong was very obedient. He lay down and pulled the quilt to cover himself. He had to wait for Jiang Yi to get under the quilt before he felt relieved.

"Tell a story?" Jin Rong asked.

Jiang Yi shook his head: "There are so many stories to tell, and I'm not a storyteller."

He and Jin Rong lay side by side, holding one hand, and rubbing his stomach with the other, gently, as if to help digestion, or simply want to rub the soft flesh on his stomach.

Jiang Yi thought in a daze that he was 17 years old, and that what he was lying on was not this bed, but Jin Rong's single bed, or his own big bed.He heard the sound of the second hand coming from somewhere, and it was "clicking", counting seconds by seconds, about many seconds.In the past, he loved to count the bells and to compare the speed with the second hand. At night, he ran his fingers through Jin Rong's black hair and kissed it between his lips.

Jin Rong suddenly said: "At that time, Mr. Song accompanied me back to N city for the unified exam, and brought me a small alarm clock. The sound of the second hand walking was like this, similar to a metronome. Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick Be dazed by the sound."

"How did you do in the exam? Later, your admission score didn't appear on the school bulletin board. I thought you didn't study."

"The test was pretty good," Jin Rong recalled. "When I took the written test, my head was buzzing, but I could hear the sound. When I was writing music theory, my brain was also buzzing. I always felt sleepy, but I could write it out. Back then, I was quite high in the exam, 82 in the third grade."

"so tall."

"Well, but it didn't work. Later, the school exam didn't depend on your score in the provincial exam. After I finished the provincial exam, I had to prepare for a single exam. At that time, I was very tired. I dozed off during the day and night, and I was super sleepy."

It was the most painful time for Jin Rong. At the beginning of December, the doctor advised him to suspend his studies and be hospitalized for a while, not to run around.But Jin Rong suddenly became obsessed. He wanted to pass the provincial unified examination, and then go back to N City to have a look. Maybe he could meet Jiang Yi on the street, and he could just watch him from a distance.

Song Nianyuan couldn't convince him, so he agreed.Jin Rong took the exam while he was being treated. At that time, he also took a lot of medicines, each of which seemed to be killing him.He didn't prepare much for the provincial examination, mainly because he practiced the piano.There was not much pressure during the exam. Song Nianyuan said, go to the exam to feel it, so that you can prepare well next year.

Jin Rong walked the streets of the city in early December and felt the breath of early winter.Many art candidates came to take the exam, all wearing thick scarves, sometimes holding a cup of hot milk tea in their hands, taking a sip, and countless hot air would come out.He delusional to find Jiang Yi's figure on the street, and his infatuation prompted him to cross one road after another.He kept walking, rushing, and running after a phantom.I didn't see Jiang Yi, nor heard anything about him.

He stopped at the entrance of the No. [-] Middle School. There were still teenagers playing in the basketball court, laughing and running between the sky and the earth.He was looking forward to seeing Jiang Yi, he hung on the fence longing for a familiar figure.But when the senior high school student came out, he ran away again.Jin Rong's courage has long since disappeared, perhaps in that purple evening.

After taking the written test, he went to the interview after a two-day break, and it was fast. After the test, he left without staying.

"Why are you sleepy, are you too tired?" Jiang Yi asked.

"Well, I'm so tired. I can see you when I fall asleep, and I want to sleep."

In fact, it was because Jin Rong took the medicine. The medicine seemed to make people feel sleepy and drowsy. It was fine at night, and he was supposed to sleep, but he couldn't do it during the day.I was also sleepy during the day, and when I was waiting for the exam, I would nod my head and doze off. I couldn't lift my spirits up, like a wilted leaf.

Later, Jin Rong returned to Beijing and was hospitalized, not afraid of lethargy.Just don't dream, it's quite boring, close your eyes, and open them again, it's dawn.

Song Nianyuan thought that he did not do well in the unified examination, but the result was good. Jin Rong was also very happy, and said casually, "Either take the exam this year, and don't wait until next year."

What he said in his mouth, he didn't think so when he had an attack at night.That night he always felt that he was a disobedient child, dragging down Jin Shiyuan, dragging down Song Nianyuan, and then committing suicide later, that's another story.

He didn't tell Jiang Yi these words. Anyway, the quality of sleep has improved recently, not too lethargic, and not able to sleep well, so-so.Jiang Yi patted him, and he was sleepy, and when he was sleepy, he buried him in Jiang Yi's arms to sleep.He fell asleep and talked a few words in his sleep. Jiang Yi was replying to WeChat, and happened to hear Jin Rong say, "I'll eat tomorrow, okay?"

"What to eat?" Jiang Yi asked him softly.

Jin Rong replied unconsciously: "Tomorrow... I will take medicine again... I'm fine today, I don't want to take it."

Jiang Yi didn't know what medicine he was taking, and wanted to keep asking, but Jin Rong ignored him and fell into a deeper sleep.

The senior year is relatively busy. During this time, the dissertation is about to be opened, and he is asking the teacher about the dissertation.He was busy with the experiment report again, and Jiang Xian sent the data to him to check with him, and it was very late when he finished his work.

It was a rare opportunity for him to sleep with Jin Rong in his arms. He felt comfortable and secretly kissed Jin Rong on the face several times.

Jin Rong slept soundly and woke up naturally at seven o'clock in the morning. He was especially happy to see Jiang Yi hugging him tightly, inseparable.Sun Qiyi left early in the morning. He heard him eat breakfast early in the morning and close the door to go out. The house was suddenly quiet and there was no one else.

"Mr. Jiang." Jin Rong called him hoarsely, insisting on shaking him awake, and said, "I'm cooking dumplings for you, Mr. Jiang, wake up quickly!"

Jiang Yi didn't wake up.So Jin Rong sat on his waist, pressed on his body, blew into his ears, and sang "toot toot toot".

Who can not wake up!

Jiang Yi yelled "God" several times in his heart, and he dragged him up to brush his teeth and wash his face, and stood in the kitchen to serve him dumplings.Quick-frozen dumplings, stuffed with cabbage, cooked after a few times of water, floating on top.Jin Rong scooped it out with a large spoon, filled it with soup by the way, and said happily, "How is it?"

"It's delicious."

"Of course," Jin Rong said proudly, "Chef Jin's cooking, isn't it delicious?"

Of course, as long as you don't cook it yourself, it won't taste bad.

He had breakfast with Jiang Yi, and the stuffing in the dumplings was hot, which made him groan several times.Jiang Yi laughed at him as "impatient" and couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry.Jin Rong didn't care about him. After eating the dumplings, he just watched him eat, with his face crooked, and his expression couldn't express the deep meaning.

"What are you looking at me for? I'm going back to school later."

"Didn't you have no class on Monday?"

Jiang Yi nodded: "Can't go back without class? What are you doing here? Playing the piano with you?"

That's not impossible.

Jin Rong thought of a way to keep him, without shoes and socks, groping around with bare feet, slowly rubbing from Jiang Yi's ankle to thigh, stepped on a certain place, and stopped moving.

Jiang Yi remained calm, but the movement of eating dumplings was half a beat slower.

Jin Rong was still kneading, and his movements became more and more bold. He held his chin and smiled to see Jiang Yi's reaction.

"Have you finished eating?" Jin Rong asked knowingly.

"Yeah." Jiang Yi felt very hot, "I washed the dishes for you and left."

"Where?"

"School."

Jin Rong said "hmm": "Let's go later, let me play a song for you?"

Jiang Yi frowned and snorted softly, grabbed his foot and shook his head: "I don't listen."

"Don't want to hear?"

"Whoever can't play the piano, I can too."

Jin Rong smiled and said, "Then you can play it to me." He approached, leaned over half of the dining table, and called weakly, "Husband."

Jiang Yi was shocked: "Who is your husband!"

"Of course I only have you as my husband."

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Jin Rong has gained weight, but not too much.Jiang Yi touched his back and waist before, but there was no flesh at all.It's better now, it feels like a small dough when you touch it.

"Fat." Jiang Yi said, "Ten catties?"

"It's about the same." Jin Rong stretched his legs and stretched his waist, "Ten catties gained a lot of weight."

You can't see it, but you can feel it.

It was agreed to play the piano, but no one played the piano.Jiang Yi helped him take a shower and washed his sheets, as if he came here to do housework.

Jin Rong leaned on the sofa and looked at him. He felt more comfortable, his legs were on the back of the sofa, and his face was flushed, extraordinarily rosy.His legs are very long, hanging there casually, sometimes swaying; his arms are hanging down, and his fingertips are carelessly moving in the air, lazily.

Jiang Yiwang thought it was funny, and asked, "Are you tired?"

Jin Rong shook his head: "I'm not tired, my back is sore, it's too cool."

Jiang Yi was too lazy to say such words.

Jin Rong laughed for a while, then said, "My throat hurts too, go and get me a cup of hot water."

"You're still waking me up."

Jiang Yi poured water for him, watched him gulp down half a glass, satisfied, his lips were covered with moisture.

A little embarrassed, Jiang Yi looked at his lips, thought of something else inexplicably, and his heart beat fast, so he simply turned his face away.

"what are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything!" Jiang Yi said, "I'm going to leave later, and go back to do experiments."

Jin Rong teased him: "Teacher Jiang is so physically strong, and he can still do experiments after working hard all morning. It seems that a few more times will be enough?"

"I can do it, can you do it?"

Jiang Yi washed the sheets, hung them on the balcony to dry, tidied up the living room, cooked him a meal, and was about to leave.Jin Rong stood up humming, hugged him for a while, and whispered something in his ear.

"I'm so worried." Jin Rong almost bit his earlobe, his breath mixed with the breath from his mouth.

Inexplicably, Jiang Yi thought of the smoke in the incense burner, which floated up, diffused, and penetrated into his body.Something was pulling him, pulling him, restraining him.He pushed the person in front of him a little, but he got closer and closer.

"worry about what?"

Jin Rong held Jiang Yi's hand maliciously, brought it to his lower abdomen, and suddenly changed into an innocent look: "Being tortured by you like this, will you be pregnant with your little baby?"

Jiang Yi's face and ears turned red when he heard this, and he stammered, "Did I torture you?"

"Look, you bit me, on my leg, on my neck."

He even rolled up his trousers to show Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi held the red mark on his thigh and smirked: "Next time I will bite lightly."

"Then what if you are pregnant, what if you have a baby?"

Jin Rong said these words without any shame, which completely didn't match his beautiful and flawless face.Jiang Yi felt ashamed, he simply followed his mistake and said: "If you have a baby, give it to me, I will raise it."

"I can't have a baby." Jin Rong laughed, "But you want to raise me, and I want to be your baby."

Jiang Yi tried hard not to look at him, but he looked at him with his chin hooked.

"I'll be your baby, okay?" Jin Rong murmured, "I'll be your baby."

The author says:

there will be tomorrow