The bright moon sits on the ground

When Qin Rongchong walked out of the cabin, it was getting late and night was falling.

The stars are like the day, dotted in the night sky, shed a faint light, float on the surface of this smoky lake, crushed by the water waves, and turned into countless golden threads, flowing towards the depths of the undercurrent, and finally Converged into a tail swimming fish hidden at the bottom of the lake.

When he saw the endless smoke willows beside Lingyan Lake, he was in one mood, but now he is in another mood.

Not only the tightness in the chest, but also the sour and unbearable pain in his heart. He was not worried because he missed Gu Huazhi, but because he knew what Gu Huazhi wanted to see the most. What I couldn't see,? That's why I felt so sorry.

If I had been able to cross the gap at the beginning, wouldn't their endings have been completely different?

At least, at the last moment of Gu Huazhi's life, he could know that he was not wandering around in this world alone.

After Nie Qiu and Jiang Sheng left, Tan Rongchong sat there, staring blankly at the jade pendant in his hand, thinking for a long time.

He knew that his silence lasted too long, because when he walked out of the cabin, the eyes of Lu Huairan and Shen Chuping carefully stuck to him, and he couldn't shake it off, which was harder than the stickiest spider web get rid of.

Those two people don't know about it at all, Tan Rongchong thought, it's not just Gu Huazhi, he is actually the one who kept silent.

The love of youth, secret and trivial, the sudden heartbeat can make people have such reckless courage.

If it weren't for the wiping of the remnant soul on the jade pendant, he might never have said that memory in his life.

In the corner, Lu Huairan and Shen Chuping pushed each other for a while, took a small stone and threw it, but in the end, Shen Chuping was unlucky, and under Lu Huairan's gaze, he walked over bravely and walked over with great difficulty. Said: "Young master, if you..."

Tan Rongchong raised her hand to stop the second half of his sentence, turned over her wrist, and casually put her arm on his shoulder.

"Don't hide, Xiao Lu, come here." He smiled, "Is it possible that I can still eat people?"

Only then did Lu Huairan heave a sigh of relief, touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, rubbed over, and squeezed in between them, "Mr. Shen and I didn't even know that the young master had a sweetheart, eh, although we know now , but it was too late.”

Shen Chuping said: "I used to think that the young master would not spend all his thoughts on one person."

Tan Rongchong sighed to himself, "What kind of impression did I leave on you?"

"I think you should know this question better than us." Shen Chuping folded his hands on his chest, tapped his fingers lightly on the crook of his arms, and replied in a flat tone, "If it weren't for you, you always like to pick people with beautiful looks. , and you are not afraid of men and women, there are countless beauties in the mansion, and the troubles are known to the whole city, so how can everyone think you are just an idle, frivolous and sentimental prodigal son?"

"Correct you - something." Tan Rongchong raised a finger and shook it, "They are all voluntary, not forced by me."

After all, he raised his eyes to look at the mountain in the distance, shrouded in the afterglow of the Milky Way, and looked more and more hazy, reminding him of the lady in the boudoir lying on the pillow mat, lazy and quiet, dressed in a dress The bead pendants at the corners have all turned into green cedar.

"Did you say anything when Nie Qiu left?" Tan Rongchong looked away and turned the jade pendant in his hand.

"We originally wanted to send him off, but he declined, and Mr. Shen and I didn't mention it again." Lu Huairan pondered for a moment, he had to lower his head to meet the two people's eyes, "Before we leave , Mr. Nie said, I hope you know that someone is still waiting for your reply, and you have traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers just to seek a moment of peace, and you must know this feeling."

Shen Chuping listened, and said: "What he said must be Miss Yuehua."

As soon as the eyes of the two people met, Lu Huairan immediately persuaded: "Young Master also knows how much she has for you, whether it is good or bad, I hope you can give her a clear answer, and it will be better—" To be entangled, to be entangled."

"You two... I haven't forgotten." Tan Rongchong squeezed the space between his brows, a little tired, "I'll go see her."

He has too many doubts to solve, for example, how Yuehua found Nie Qiu, and why Nie Qiu agreed, is her identity really as simple as it seems?These questions, when he went to see Yuehua, he would see the resolution.

But not now, Tan Rongchong thought, he couldn't meet Yuehua with the current state of mind.

From the moment he said "I really want to see Gu Huazhi again", Tan Rongchong knew that what Yuehua could get from him was nothing more than a light apology, and all the unforgettable affection turned into rocks and gradually Erosion into deep pits.

All he has to do now is to make an end to his past self and wave goodbye to that memory.

No matter where the future road extends, Tan Rongchong is unwilling to immerse himself in such depressed emotions anymore.

"Remember, after I fall asleep, don't let anyone come in to disturb me." He solemnly urged, "I have very important things to do, if I miss the opportunity, it will never be possible again There's a second chance."

Seeing his serious expression, Lu Huairan and Shen Chuping couldn't help becoming serious, so they almost patted their chests and said, "Leave it on me".

Immediately, Tan Rongchong hurriedly ate something to pad his stomach, washed up, and was about to fall asleep.

When smelling that strange fragrance, Shen Chuping frowned and almost sneezed, but luckily he held back.

Who knows how the son endured that smell?Even put it on the head of the bed?He secretly thought about it, but he didn't say anything, he just thought that Nie Qiu brought it, picked up some dust with his hands, and after confirming that there was no problem, he wanted to blow out the candle lamp.

In the gap between the flickering candles, Shen Chuping couldn't help asking softly: "Master, that Gu Huazhi, Mr. Gu, is so important to you, so important that you can never forget him, but how is he to you?" Have you ever been tempted for a moment?"

He didn't deliberately listen to the conversation in the cabin, so naturally he didn't know the twists and turns.

The candle lamp was extinguished, and the curling blue smoke rose, making the darkness in the room even more hazy.

In the end, what Shen Chuping heard was Tan Rongchong's answer, his voice was very soft, and he spoke clearly, allowing him to hear clearly.

"I'm not as good as him by one tenth of a million—" He said so, without continuing, he waved his hand to signal Shen Chuping to leave.

The incense ash was placed in a porcelain cup, which was full, and he put it on the bedside. The strong and heavy smell lingered in his nostrils, and Tan Rongchong suddenly felt that he was about to be out of breath, and his chest seemed to be pressed. A boulder, and that boulder was firmly nailing him to the bed—if it wasn't for the fact that he could still move and speak normally, and the Gu worms were placed within his reach, he really felt This is a bone-burning poison, no different from that violent poison.

He thought he would lose sleepiness under the oppression of this smell.

However, not long after Shen Chuping left, a drowsy dream struck, dragging Tan Rongchong into darkness.

Jiang Sheng said that what he saw was not the real Gu Huazhi, but the memory in his mind, the Gu Huazhi in his heart.

Therefore, when he stepped out of the Qin mansion and saw that familiar figure, Qin Rongchong was not too surprised.

From this moment on, he has had a preference for Gu Huazhi, irresistibly, like a bird loving the mountains.

At this time, Xu Fengzi should have just left. He left in a hurry, leaving some traces unavoidably, but Tan Rongchong didn't pay attention at that time, he was completely focused on Gu Huazhi, how could he be distracted, and then pay attention to the whereabouts of other people ?

Gu Huazhi had obviously noticed him, but his eyes were still on the nesting swallows. Tan Rongchong couldn't help laughing, the heart in his chest was beating happily, and he was walking towards the Yanliu gradually, just like his steps. people approach.

He suddenly had an illusion, as if the boy had never left, and had been waiting there quietly.

Waiting for someone to free him from prison, let the long, never-ending wait end here and now.

So Tan Rongchong quickened his pace and ran towards Gu Huazhi from a distance.

Gu Huazhi looked over unconsciously as if disturbed by the violent noise.

His eyes froze for a moment, and his lips moved slightly, as if wanting him to be careful.

Tan Rongchong bypassed the gentle breeze, crossed the crowded crowd, and stepped over the chasm that he had never crossed in his life.

Just like in memory, Gu Huazhi pushed aside the emerald green willow branches with his fingers, and raised the natural curtain, revealing a gap, wanting to let Qin Rongchong approach, wanting to satisfy his curiosity—but, Tan Rongchong did not Following his line of sight, he didn't look at the swallows nesting among the branches and leaves, he just looked at Gu Huazhi, and held his hand eagerly and firmly.The wicker slipped between their fingers, it was indeed uneven, like fish scales, but the end was extremely soft.

"What I said to you that night was not false." Tan Rongchong suppressed the turbulent emotions and said, "I really fell in love with you, it was not on a whim, and I never forgot the past, I just... what Can't do it either."

The water surface in Gu Huazhi's eyes was calm, he lowered his gaze, stared at the person in front of him, and replied: "I know."

This is Gu Huazhi in his heart, Tan Rongchong thought.

He felt guilty and felt that Gu Huazhi might never forgive him for the rest of his life, so he was able to reincarnate decisively.

However, there was always a voice next to his ear, telling him that Gu Huazhi had never held grudges against anyone.

The person who didn't want to believe it was none other than himself. He would rather Gu Huazhi hate him than feel a heavy sense of guilt.

Tan Rongchong's throat started to hurt, and there was bitterness in his mouth, but he held Gu Huazhi's hand lightly, not wanting to hurt him anymore.

This Taoist priest who helps the canal is a person who can't live more soberly.

Gu Huazhi knew his favor, he knew his reluctance, he knew that he was not a fickle person, but Gu Huazhi just didn't say anything, Tan Rongchong took a step, he would take a step back, go Stop and go, after all, separated by that distance.

Qin Rongchong said, "Can I take you away?"

Gu Huazhi shook his head.

"You are always so calm." Tan Rongchong took a deep breath, and suddenly felt his eyes a little sour. He knew that Gu Huazhi would never say something against his will, even if it was a lie, even if it was a white lie, he would not confide in it. one word.

He turned over his palm, clasped Gu Huazhi's fingers, and shortened the distance between them, "So, what do you want?"

"You know." Gu Huazhi's fingers lightly touched Tan Rongchong's knuckles, a momentary smile appeared in his eyes, and he said in a soft voice that was almost like a spring breeze, "Didn't you always know that?" do i want something?"

"In fact, I really want to say that you want to measure the mountains and rivers in this world yourself, but this is what I will do next."

Tan Rongchong looked at Gu Huazhi's face carefully, as if he wanted to engrave every inch of his bones in his mind, so that he would never be soaked and blurred by the river of time, but would follow the time and time again. Washing away, it gradually became clearer and clearer.

He watched it for a long time, but Gu Huazhi didn't say anything, nor did he ask what he was doing.

Yanliu by the lake is always so quiet, when they are silent, Yanliu will not speak, with lowered waist, holding the two people under the tree in his arms, the falling willow branches will cut the noise They are all tightly blocked from the outside.

The swallows on the branches came and went, picking up feathers and soil, fluttering a few times, but they couldn't wake up the dreamer.

When he retracted his gaze, Tan Rongchong felt an instant panic. He knew that when this big dream disappeared, Gu Huazhi would also disappear forever in every night of his life. From then on, he could only recall it in the daytime. The desolate past.

But Qin Rongchong paused for a moment, and still looked away.

He whispered, "Goodbye."

Gu Huazhi also said, "Goodbye."

Tan Rongchong let go of Gu Huazhi's hand, and the warm touch lingered on his fingertips, like a small flame, the bursting sparks were not hot, falling on every crevice on his body, without scorching the flesh, It becomes cool when it is blown by the wind.

Then, he turned around and walked towards the further future—step by step.

The sound of footsteps also came from behind, interlaced with his footsteps, occasionally overlapping, slightly chaotic.

Tan Rongchong didn't look back, but he knew that Gu Huazhi was also going the opposite way.

From then on, the past melted into the wind, and they went their separate ways without looking back.

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