The bright moon sits on the ground

Just as he was about to turn around and leave, Nie Qiu keenly heard footsteps.

Turning around, it was a little girl.

At the age of ten, with two braids, he raised his head and looked at him curiously.

Nie Qiu is actually not too sad. After all, the dust has settled and everything is over. No matter how sad you are, all the things that have happened will not disappear, and the dead will not reappear, so he is Shen Yun who entered with a smile Pavilion,? He left with a smile.

The moment he saw this little girl, he felt his fingers trembling.

The weather, which was originally sunny and sunny, was as cold as an ice cellar at this time.

She looks too much like Yin Qingqing.

The younger sister that Yin Qingqing has been thinking about is also at this age.

Seeing Nie Qiu staring at her blankly, she grinned brightly and asked curiously: "Brother, are you from here? How do you get in this bamboo forest? Me and My mother searched the neighborhood for a long time but couldn't find the way."

The little girl heard her beautiful elder brother ask, "Why do you want to go in?"

"My elder sister is a disciple of Shenyun Pavilion." She was a little distressed, "But she hasn't returned the letter from home for a long time, and she hasn't come back to read it,? My mother was worried about her, so she took me here to take a look,? Give her something by the way."

"I don't know how to get in."

Knew it!The girl is not surprised, she has asked many people.

But the big brother in front of him seemed to react differently from the others.

He was silent for a long time. He didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he took out something from his sleeve and put it in his hand solemnly.When the fingertips touched, the girl found that his hands were so cold.

She opened her hand and looked, and there seemed to be a knife tassel in her hand.

Before the girl had time to figure out why he wanted to give herself this thing, she saw that her big brother seemed a little sad.

"Are you okay?" she asked quickly.

"I am fine."

"Really?"

"real."

The girl hesitated for a moment, raised her innocent face, and whispered, "But why are you crying?"

He did have tears in his eyes, like glass beads, clear and bright, and would break into pieces on the ground if he let go of his hand.

It is so fragile, but reflects an indestructible light, no one will let go easily.

The eldest brother was stunned, as if he didn't realize that he was crying, and he didn't understand why he was crying, he was a little dazed.

My mother told me not to speak too bluntly.Seeing his appearance, the girl suddenly felt as if she had done something wrong, and waved her hands in a panic, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Is it me..."

The good-looking big brother shook his head and stroked the top of her hair.

He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he heard other movements, so he left without saying a word.

The girl felt a sense of familiarity inexplicably.

But the elder sister in her memory is already very blurred. Others said that her eyebrows and eyes were very cold and unreasonable, but the face that remained in her memory was always smiling, as bright as a flower.The person in front of him was clearly a man, no matter how confused he was, he couldn't possibly misread this.The girl didn't think much about it, and when she lowered her head, she realized that the big brother hadn't taken the tassel away.

She forgot which way he was walking at that time, gritted her teeth, and was about to catch up with her instinct when she saw her mother running over from the other side, panting.

"Didn't I tell you not to run around?" Mother reprimanded gently and yet severely.

"Mom, I just met a big brother."

The little girl held up the tassel in her hand to show her, "But he forgot to take it after he gave it to me."

Then she saw her mother take the tassel in her hand, play with the clear beads on it, and after seeing the words on it, she suddenly hugged her, without saying why, hugged her tightly, and cried bitterly.

Tears flowed down the girl's collar, and she turned her head to look at the tassel in her mother's hand in bewilderment.

The word "Qing" is engraved on the bead.

He simply gave away the tassel that Yin Qingqing entrusted to him as a talisman.

Nie Qiu thought, if the senior sister knew about it, she probably wouldn't blame him.

After all, the senior sister has always protected him, neither scolded him on airs, nor asked him too much about things that were hard to say.

What's more, that girl is the sister she has always missed.

Nie Qiu heard the crying behind him, but he didn't look back. His heart was obviously in a dull pain, but he seemed to be relieved.

The dead will not come back, and the living are still struggling in the floating world.

Just like senior sister's family, he is like them, no matter how sad he is, he still has to grit his teeth and go on.

In the long time to come, even if no one knows about Shen Yun Pavilion, he just needs to remember it.

Whether memory is a blade or a good medicine, whether it is bitter or sweet, whether you want to forget or remember, it is all up to him to choose.

He put his hands on his chest, and he could clearly feel the beating of his heart under the flesh.

thump.

Boom, boom.

It was shouting, telling him in a deafening voice that you were alive.

The hatred and nightmares that have accompanied you for years have evaporated and you are now breathing like a newborn baby.

Boom, boom, boom.

The drum and pestle beat the huge drum one after another. The head of the cowhide drum trembled like water ripples. The vigorous and powerful drum sound reached the sky, smashing the sound of the wind, and the clouds cleared away, revealing the bright and dazzling sky behind. rising sun.

Nie Qiu's finger moving the red sandalwood beads never stopped.

Everything has long passed, even if he misses it again, after he really thinks about it again, the miss is just a miss.

And master and senior sister, they don't want to see themselves indulged in memories.

Every time I recall the years of Shenyun Pavilion, when the scene of Hanshuangdao and Huodaodao lying quietly in the corner appeared, Nie Qiu broke away from the memory as if awakened by someone. There is nothing that can hold him back, so even if he is afraid that he will not be able to return to reality from the quagmire of memory, it is just unfounded worrying, and such a thing is actually impossible to happen to him.

Nie Qiu raised his eyes and glanced slightly.

Nie Chi watched from not far away, his face full of pride and pride. Someone was offering a toast to him, and he accepted it all.Qi Qianyuan lowered his gaze, not knowing what he was thinking, Meng Qiuze was standing beside him, with a smile on his mouth, without any wavering, it was an impeccable mask.The emperor's expression was a little tired, and there was a stern look between his brows. Wherever he looked, no one dared to meet the eyes of this sickly lion, and all lowered their heads.The old priest devoted all his energy to overseeing the process of the ceremony, and he had no spare energy to take care of the new priest who was kneeling on the cushion, but his mind had already flown eight feet away.

He suddenly felt amused.

In fact, there is nothing ridiculous in such a serious scene.

But Nie Qiu couldn't help but covered her lips and smiled, her brows and eyes stretched, looking peaceful and natural.

In fact, there is no need to wait, the answer is already there.

From the dark night when he left, from the time when he left the snow-covered Lingshan, from the time when he solemnly handed the tassel of the knife to Yin Qingqing's sister, from the time after he died in Yaoxiantai, in the sight of After sitting on the eaves of the mountain inn all night... everything has come to light, and it is obvious that there is no need to give him time to think.

Going against Heaven.

Just to fight against Heaven.

Compared with all kinds of things in the past, the way of heaven is nothing.

Xu Hua said at the time: "I will give you time to think about it. If you don't agree, I won't make it difficult for you. After all, they all recognize that you are a member of the Bu family. If you want to agree, you can do it at any time tell me."

Nie Qiu squeezed the bead string slightly, and he cut off the thin string. The rosewood beads were crumbling. If they fell on the ground, the delicate and crisp sound would be covered by the drumbeat. Others People couldn't hear it at all—but he still caught those round and shiny beads with his palm and held them in his palm.

He said: "Don't think about it, I agree."

The brass bell in his sleeve trembled, as if Xu Hua was also shocked by his quick reply, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

Ever since he was reborn, Nie Qiu knew that his future life would be for himself.

Such reckless courage was only available when he was fifteen or sixteen years old.

Nie Qiu thought again, he has lived his life trembling and walking on thin ice all his life, no matter what he owes, he has already paid off.

He sank into the floating world, and was no longer the childish and naive Nie Qiu who only had beautiful images in his mind.

His hands were stained with blood, his heart was ashes, and he refused to trust others.

If he met his former self, Nie Qiu would definitely say the word "stupid" mercilessly.But he really envied the unhesitating sincerity, bravery and fearlessness that he once had. Even if there was a rift valley and a cliff in front of him, or a jungle where wild beasts were dormant, he would not hesitate and just go as he had to.

Because he knew that behind him was Shen Yunge, his master and sister, and others.

Later, I didn't dare to leave, because the people who would shelter him and tolerate him all left one after another.

For many years in the past, Nie Qiu thought that he would never get back his original hot blood.

but--

Nie Qiu held thirty sandalwood beads tightly in his palm.

He actually never changed.

The path he took was completely different from that of Li Hanshan.

It is said that Jiangshan was cold this night, and the hot blood in his body was completely cooled the night when Shenyun Pavilion was destroyed. The blood was cold, and the eyes were cold, but the heart was actually still warm, but it was wrapped in a thick blanket. Under a layer of ice, magma flows slowly.

Said it was murderous and rebellious, but he still gently touched the top of the senior sister's sister's head, and gave her the tassel of the knife. When he left, there were tears in his eyes, and he was not as cruel as he said at all.When I meet people begging on the street, I will also remember the words of Master and Sister. In fact, I don’t think I have done any good deeds at all, and I will subconsciously put some silver taels in it.

If it weren't for the birth of Sanhuyue, Nie Qiu became an example of righteousness and became a scapegoat, everything would be different in the future.

Nie Qiu, who is fifteen or sixteen years old, will do what needs to be done.

He will not retreat because he is facing the so-called Dao of Heaven.

If someone says, you are really living and going back, it is probably meant to be mocking, but what Nie Qiu lacks at the moment happens to be this reckless bravery. If he wants to live vividly and vividly, he has to abandon All unnecessary burdens, face the future with a true and complete self.

If you see an old man.

What I saw was myself.

As Xu Hua said, he doesn't need to prove his innocence to anyone, nor does he need to pretend to be pious.

So Nie Qiu laughed lightly again, and repeated: "I promise."

"I said before, no matter what is in front of me, I will cut off with frost in my hands, even if it is the way of heaven."

The way of heaven is immortal, and my heart is hard to get rid of.

This sentence also applies to Nie Qiu.

Tiandao intends to eliminate the celestial masters in the world, and he is born with special hexagrams. Many Taoist priests and celestial masters have said that he is suitable for this way-think about the boy in Xiayan City, Tiandao will not let him go easily of.As for why Nie Qiu lived so well for so many years, it was probably because Nie Chi didn't let him touch this kind of thing, so Tiandao turned his attention away.

Although he didn't understand why Tian Dao obviously didn't like it, he still gave him the three pots of moon.But now that he has come into contact with these things and has lived a new life, it is impossible to keep himself out of it.

If it is said that most of the things he encountered before were caused by the way of heaven, causing him to die...

Then he won't stop there.

It's just heaven.

Nie Qiu heard the loud and hearty laughter, and it said, okay.

Confronting the Dao of Heaven, perhaps also confronting the whole world, is such a serious and difficult thing, it seems like a fantasy.

But such a significant matter was settled between Nie Qiu and Xu Hua's two or three words.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-08-15?17：30：53～2020-08-16?17：36：11期间为我投出霸王票的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: you are the poison in my blood °? 13;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!