Be affectionate

The screenshot of the previous chat history is like a prelude.

As soon as the placement test was over, rumors that were originally just undercurrents began to spread rapidly.

First, the original screenshot was posted on the forum, and after arousing heated discussions on hundreds of floors, the post was suddenly deleted.

Immediately two days later, an even more amazing headline appeared in the love forum.

[Does anyone know?The new goddess of our school is txl. 】

As if a single stone stirred up a thousand waves, overnight, Gu Xi's previous affairs were picked up and put on the forum, and several derivative posts were created with added fuel and vinegar.

Since Zhang Chao transferred to another school, the school forum has been in a state of calm, because Gu Xi's past in No. [-] Middle School and the explosive news from unknown sources have once again boiled over.

Gu Xi didn't go to the forum again, she was so full of thoughts on how to help Lin You improve her grades that she had already forgotten about this place.

She doesn't communicate with people very much on weekdays, and she hasn't joined any WeChat groups.

Li Ximing, who is the only friend in the rocket class, is not much better than her. He was a little transparent in the sprint class before, but in the rocket class, he has no close friends except Gu Xi.

And Lin You didn't want Gu Xi to know about the WeChat group, so he didn't mention it.

From the start of WeChat group fermentation to the explosion of forums, it took only a few days.

The next day was the day when the placement test was released. Before entering the school, the students gathered together in threes and fives, sharing the contents of the forum on their mobile phones with each other.

The face is full of unbelievable melon-eating expressions.

When Gu Xi arrived at school in the morning, she was keenly aware of the sights that kept sweeping over her. Every time she looked up, she found nothing.

This feeling is so familiar.

It reminded her of that year in an instant, and it was the same atmosphere when certain things broke out.

Gu Xi felt a little uneasy in his heart, uneasy about the recurrence of the old things.

She took out her mobile phone and found the school forum that she hadn't logged in for a long time.

After seeing the post that linked her name with the word "txl", she felt a chill in her heart.

Gu Xi held the phone tightly, standing on the school playground, unprecedented anger and fear began to seep from the bottom of her feet, bit by bit over her head, drowning her.

What she feared the most had finally happened.

In an instant, she seemed to be back three years ago, on the playground of the sixth middle school, surrounded by several girls.

The sarcasm of those people was still in my ears.

"You like women? Are you gay?"

"Wow, it's really disgusting."

"The difficulty is that you are by Qianya's side all day long, and you can do whatever you want, like a dog. It turns out that you like us Qianya."

A girl named Qian Ya stood behind the girls surrounding Gu Xi. Gu Xi, who was drenched in cold water, raised her head, looked past the aggressive girls in front of her, and looked at Qian Ya with the last sliver of hope and nostalgia.

Qian Ya's face was full of disgust. When she saw her like this, her hair all rose up, and she almost screamed: "You are not allowed to look at me! You are really disgusting, you know? When I think of you now The breakfast you bought and the drink you bought for me made me sick to my stomach! I can’t wait to go to the hospital for an examination right now to see if I’ve been infected with AIDS by you!"

The blood on Gu Xi's face faded completely after Qian Ya finished saying these words, she felt extremely ridiculous.

And she did raise the corners of her lips and smiled.

"That's right, it's so easy for gays to get AIDS, don't you have it too?" One of the girls seemed to be disgusted, rubbing her arms and hiding.

Seeing the smile on Gu Xi's face, another tall girl was immediately annoyed and stepped forward to kick Gu Xi hard.

"why are you laughing?!"

As if Gu Xi couldn't feel the pain, she raised her stubborn and stubborn chin and looked at them: "I laugh at you for being ignorant, and I also laugh at you for being shameless."

This sentence completely annoyed this group of people.

From that day on, Gu Xi's life in No. [-] Middle School was full of all kinds of violence and insults.

Just because she fell in love with the same sex, she devoted everything to this person she secretly liked, and took care of him meticulously.

No. [-] Middle School is a school full of scum. No matter what kind of campus violence occurs, the teachers and school leaders will turn a blind eye and turn a blind eye. As long as no one is killed, they will give verbal warnings and deal with it.

I can't control it, and I don't want to control it.

Until Gu Xi was blocked by people in the bathroom, and several boys and girls surrounded her, trying to tear her clothes to see how the lesbian body was different from others.

Like a ferocious beast, Gu Xi shattered the mirror in the bathroom, picked up a piece of sharp broken glass and stabbed it at the boy who tore her clothes.

The boy's hand was pierced, bleeding profusely, and the group of people were scared away by her reckless behavior.

Gu Xi wasn't much better either, her whole body was covered with injuries, and her clothes were ripped open at the neckline.

She didn't go to the hospital or talk to anyone.

Walking lonely on the path home, she couldn't understand the pain.

Why, she looked at the night sky and asked the twinkling stars.

I just want to like someone, I just want to be nice to the person I like.

I didn't even think about confessing, let alone entanglement.

If you don't like me, tell me, I can leave you, why do you do this to me...

The silent night sky did not give her an answer, and no one could give her an answer.

Later, Gu Xi was forced to suspend school for a year, and those students who blocked Gu Xi in the bathroom only received a notice of criticism.

Gu Xi didn't expect anyone from a school like No. [-] Middle School to uphold justice for her, so she accepted it calmly.

I don't know if it was a blessing in disguise, Gu Xi returned to school a year later, although the students in the class isolated her as always, but after hearing that she was crazy, especially after she was desperate, no one dared to do anything to her again.

Violence turned into cold violence.

Until his grandfather passed away suddenly, Gu Xi was picked up by the Lin family and transferred to Ruize.

It has been a long time since Gu Xi remembered the past, she sealed all the memories together, she didn't want to recall and didn't want to let those bad emotions entangle herself again.

but……

The sudden vibration from the phone brought Gu Xi back from the memories.

Gu Xi's heart trembled, and it seemed that it was the message from Lin You.

When Lin You saw the post on the forum, the first thing she thought of was Gu Xi, don't read these contents, so she called directly.

"Gu Xi, where are you?"

Hearing Lin You's voice coming from the receiver, the bad emotions that had drowned Gu Xi before receded like a tide.

"The playground, heading to the classroom."

Gu Xi's tone was steady, as if nothing had happened.

Lin You breathed a sigh of relief for a while: "Then you go to the classroom first, and I'll come and find you after finishing the transfer procedures. By the way, I still didn't understand a few questions yesterday, so I put them in your schoolbag. Take a look first, and tell me later?"

It took Lin You a long time to find an excuse to think of the few physics problems that were put in Gu Xi's schoolbag last night, and to find something for Gu Xi to do, so that she would not have a chance to see the smog in the forum.

Gu Xi hummed lightly: "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Xi realized that his hands were trembling uncontrollably.

That's right, Gu Xi thought, starting from this semester, Lin You will be transferred to the rocket class.

I'm afraid Lin You will know about my homosexuality before it ends today.

What will Lin You think of me?Will it be like Qianya?

Will she find out that I like her?

If the Lin family knew about my past, would they think I was a pervert?

Thinking of Lin You and the Lin family who might be hurt by her, Gu Xi's heart felt as if it had been twisted hard.

pain.

She suddenly discovered that even though three years had passed, she thought she had forgotten and relieved, but when the black fear came again, it would still make her flustered, feel inferior, worry uncontrollably, and fall into a painful emotional quagmire.

Is this my fate?

During the short 10 minutes on the way to the classroom, Gu Xi had already prepared for the worst.

If the Lin family knew about this and didn't want a person who coveted their daughter to continue living at home, she would move out.

She calculated the balance of her bank card and left the Lin's house. She could still live in the old house.

Grandma can’t be left alone to take care of her. She needs to hire a part-time worker during the day, which costs about 2000 yuan a month. It costs about [-] yuan for the third year of high school and four years of college.

Grandpa's compensation was 23 yuan in total. After deducting these, the monthly living expenses of her and grandma are only a little over [-] yuan, not counting tuition fees and grandma's medicine.

Compensation alone is not enough.

She has to find a way to find a part-time job to make money.

All of these are okay, but it’s just a little bit more tiring. The only thing that makes Gu Xi a little embarrassed is that the third year of high school is very critical. She can no longer transfer schools, so she can only finish her third year of high school in Ruize with a cheeky face.

I don't know if it will bother Lin You...

If Lin You really minds, she can minimize her presence and walk around her, preventing Lin You from seeing her.

As soon as Gu Xi walked to the door of the classroom, he was stopped by someone.

Qi Kai had a somewhat ambiguous smile on his face: "No wonder you don't accept me, so you are gay."

Although many people have seen the posts on the forum, for the people in the rocket class who are dedicated to learning, many people don't care about boring gossip.

Hearing Qi Kai's words, they all raised their heads, thinking that they had heard wrong.

Gu Xi ignored him, wanted to walk around him from the left, and stood up to Qi Kai and his group of boys: "What are you hiding? What are we talking about is not the truth? You pretend to be so noble all day long, I didn't expect you to be a pervert ?”

This boy was the one who was ridiculed by Gu Xi during the holidays before, and now he finally found a chance to humiliate and taunt Gu Xi, so naturally he would not let it go.

Gu Xi frowned, and raised her eyes coldly to look at the other party.

The chill in her eyes made the boy tremble uncontrollably, feeling a little scary.

"What are you looking at, you pervert!" the boy spat.

Gu Xi blocked it with her schoolbag and pushed the boy hard.

The boy didn't expect that Gu Xi's strength was quite strong, he was caught off guard by this push, and took two steps back.

Gu Xi entered the classroom directly from the passageway he made, and returned to his seat.

Everyone in the class was looking at Gu Xi and whispering.

Gu Xi turned a deaf ear and opened the exercise book to do the questions, but when she wrote down the first stroke, she found that her hands were shaking uncontrollably.

Song Yan, who was still in second place in the placement test this time, raised his head to look at Gu Xi who was beside him, with an uncontrollable smile on his face.

She finally waited for this opportunity!

Unexpectedly, Gu Xi turned out to be gay.

It's so good, there is nowhere to find it when you break through the iron shoes.

Such a person, what qualifications does he have to compete with himself?

Song Yan's smile deepened when he thought of the past events of No. [-] Middle School repeating on Gu Xi.

She couldn't wait to see the scene where Gu Xi was expelled from school.

However, although the students of Ruize were frantically posting about Gu Xi's previous repetition and homosexuality in the WeChat group and the forum, they still had the mentality of eating melons.

Unlike the scumbag school in No. [-] Middle School, everyone would only spread gossip and rumors of unknown truth behind their backs.

No one really went to trouble Gu Xi like the people in No. [-] Middle School.

Guo Jiajia was a little annoyed to see Gu Xi sitting there writing questions as if nothing had happened. The people in the rocket class knew how to protect themselves, but no one came forward to drive this dead gay out? !

She couldn't bear it anymore, and stood up suddenly.

He kicked the chair vigorously and made a loud noise, which attracted the attention of everyone in the class.

Guo Jiajia walked up to Gu Xi aggressively: "Hey, gay! I warn you, stay away from the girls in our class!"

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