Be affectionate

Open the curtains of the room, half past four in the afternoon, the sun is about to set.

Lin You noticed that snowflakes began to float outside the window, and the translucent white hexagons stuck to the glass and melted in just a moment.

A few hours have passed since she found out that she likes Gu Xi.

Lin You hid in the house and never went out, and was very upset.

Before dinner, Gu Xi knocked on the door again.

"Lin You, have you finished your homework today? Let's check. I also found two sets of English papers for you."

She sent a message to Chen Yao, and learned from Chen Yao that when Lu Qing came to celebrate Lin You's birthday yesterday, she gave Lin You a USB flash drive full of adult education.

Lin You's abnormality today should have something to do with that USB flash drive.

But Gu Xi also couldn't figure it out, just because I watched some colorful movies, why didn't I want to go downstairs all day?

Gu Xi felt that Lin You's reaction was too strong, but she didn't expect her to be so innocent...

Gu Xi was also embarrassed to ask Lin You about the USB drive directly, fearing that her already embarrassing mood would be worsened.

Before dinner, take advantage of homework to see how she is doing.

Lin You was worrying about how to face Gu Xi.

She still remembers her rhetoric not long ago, never playing the trick of crushing love, if you like it, just confess it.

I didn't expect to slap my face so quickly...

Although she quickly accepted that she likes girls, and fortunately Gu Xi is also gay, the joy brought by this luck did not exceed three seconds.

A thought popped into Lin You's mind——

Although Gu Xi is gay, she never said that she would fall in love with me.

Thinking of what happened to Gu Xi before, Lin You didn't even dare to ask around.

If she doesn't like me, will she not be able to be friends?

Lin You, who has always hated hesitation the most, felt melancholy and hesitant for the first time in his less than 20 years of life.

I want to see Gu Xi and get tired of being with her, but I am also afraid of seeing Gu Xi.

Afraid that I can't help but say something that may be irreversible.

Hearing Gu Xi knocking on the door at this moment, Lin You wished to open the door for her immediately, but was also afraid that his expression after seeing Gu Xi would betray his heart.

She dilatoryly opened a crack in the door, and the moment she saw Gu Xi, she had to admit that her mood after a whole day was a little joyful.

Seeing Lin You staring at her, Gu Xi was even more puzzled, what exactly did Lu Qing show her... Something was wrong with her.

"Why do you look at me like that? Could it be that you haven't written a word for today's homework?"

Lin You flicked her messy hair, "Ang, I didn't write."

Gu Xi thinks it's exaggerated, but it's just some adult education documentaries. As for letting her do nothing all day?

Gu Xi said helplessly: "Although it is a holiday, there is only half a year left before the college entrance examination. Now is not the time to slack off. Hurry up and write, okay? I'll watch you write."

Although she was reprimanded by Gu Xi, Lin You, who was inexplicably happy, couldn't help but raise her lips slightly, and responded sweetly: "Oh."

Gu Xi patted the paper into Lin You's arms, turned around and left.

Seeing that she was about to leave suddenly, Lin You asked anxiously, "Where are you going? Didn't you watch me do my homework?"

Gu Xi said: "Go and bring up dinner, you won't be able to sleep if you can't finish your homework tonight."

Lin You immediately smiled when he heard the words, and there was a little light of hope in his eyes, "I still want to eat the muffin cake you made before, okay?"

Gu Xi couldn't bear her puppy-like expression the most, so she didn't look at her anymore, and focused on supervising her studies, "Hurry up and do your homework, you, if you haven't finished a set of papers when I come back, the cake will definitely No!"

Lin You didn't make a fuss at all, and today she said "Oh" in a particularly obedient manner, and watched Gu Xi go downstairs.

When Gu Xi went upstairs again, Lin You had already finished three sets of math test papers.

Seeing Gu Xi's slender arms holding the large tray, she hurried forward to take it.

Auntie made roasted chicken and mushroom risotto tonight, but none of these caught Lin You's eyes, her eyes only fell on Gu Xi's muffin cake.

Lin You picked up the fork and immediately picked up a piece of muffin cake coated with thick cream and caramel crumbs.

The special sweetness of caramel and the melt-in-the-mouth cream wrapped in soft muffins were more delicious than all the desserts she had eaten before.

After Lin You ate one bite, he forked another piece, feeling very happy.

Gu Xi just loves me, if I want to eat, she makes it for me!

Seeing her eating the muffins first, Gu Xi frowned, "Eat first!"

Lin You looked at her with the corner of his mouth bent, "I'm hungry, let me have a bite first."

"You don't want to eat if you eat too much." Gu Xi took the muffin away and put it a little farther away, and when she turned around, she saw Lin You staring at the direction of the muffin, a little annoyed and funny at her childishness.

"What are you doing, I didn't see you so greedy last time."

Thinking of the last time I celebrated Lin You's birthday at twelve o'clock last time, although Lin You was also very happy, it was far less exaggerated than it is now.

It's as if what she makes is not an ordinary muffin, but the most amazing food in the world.

The two sat at the small square table for dinner. Gu Xi scooped up a spoonful of mushroom risotto with a spoon in one hand and delivered it to his mouth, and checked the test paper that Lin You had just finished in the other hand.

Lin You tossed the spoon back and forth in the rice, before taking a few mouthfuls, his eyes fell on Gu Xi's profile intentionally or unintentionally.

She has always known that Gu Xi is beautiful, but when she looked at Gu Xi in the past, it was mostly with admiration, but now she looks at Gu Xi with a layer of unspeakable emotions.

Gu Xi's skin is very white, tender and soft. She has touched it a few times before and squeezed it with her hands. It is like soft tofu and egg white, and it feels very good.

I don't know what it feels like to kiss...

The eyes slowly moved to Gu Xi's lips, Gu Xi's lips were a little light in color, light pink, full like jelly.

She remembered that she seemed to be thinking about it a long time ago. I wonder if the taste of these lips is also like jelly.

Lin You looked at Gu Xi with a bit of concentration, and the messy thoughts in his mind were jumping out one after another, all of which were pictures with unhealthy colors.

She didn't realize it herself, and unconsciously, she slowly moved towards Gu Xi's direction.

Gu Xi was about to tell Lin You that she made a mistake in writing multiple choice questions, but when she turned her head, she saw Lin You's magnified face close to her.

The faces of the two were only a few centimeters apart, and she even felt Lin You's breath hitting her face.

Seeing Gu Xi's astonished eyes, Lin You also found that he almost kissed Gu Xi.

In a panic, Lin You wiped the corner of Gu Xi's lips with his fingers, and then straightened up very naturally: "Don't read the test paper when you eat, it's all over your face."

The corner of Gu Xi's mouth still felt the touch of Lin You's fingers brushing against it, it was soft and numb, which made her afraid to meet Lin You's gaze.

"Just say it, and I'll just wipe it off myself."

Even though she tried her best to maintain her composure, Gu Xi's flushed cheeks and earlobes still betrayed her nervousness at the moment.

Lin You looked at Gu Xi's red ears, and secretly looked forward to it.

Perhaps, Gu Xi also has a little different emotion towards her?

After all, when she was with Li Ximing, she never blushed.

This knowledge seemed to give Lin You a shot in the arm. She didn't feel like eating dinner at all, so she asked Gu Xi: "I asked you a question before, do you remember?"

Gu Xi looked up at her with a tense expression, "What?"

"I asked you before, do you have someone you like? You answered me at the time, you don't know."

Gu Xi was a little lost in thought, and quickly nodded, "Hmm...what's the matter?"

Lin You asked nervously and apprehensively: "Can I ask, why don't you know?"

Like it or not, isn't it obvious?

What caused Gu Xi to give an ambiguous answer?

Although Gu Xi's face was still calm, he unconsciously clenched the fork tightly.

She smiled slowly and said, "Why are you so obsessed with this question? Could it be that you still want to introduce me to a girlfriend?"

Lin You said frankly: "Because I want to know your answer. I don't seem to have liked anyone since I was a child, but these days I am wondering if it is possible that I like girls like you."

Lin You's words made Gu Xi's heart tremble.

She immediately lowered her eyes and looked at the half-eaten mushroom risotto on the plate.

Not wanting to reveal too much emotion, Gu Xi took a deep breath, and said in a relaxed tone: "I like girls too? Don't you? Are you affected by my affairs, and you are a little cranky?"

Lin You shook his head and said, "I know myself very well. I remember everything that happened these days, and I have thought about it seriously. I don't think it's just random thinking."

Gu Xi's breathing was a little difficult, and the corners of his mouth tried hard not to stretch into an ugly straight line.

The two were silent for a moment, until Lin You wanted to speak again, but Gu Xi said:

"Did you know? Many people mistake homosexual attachment for homosexuality and homosexuality. In fact, there is a big difference between the two. The emotion of homosexual attachment is normal, and it may not be homosexuality. Probably because they knew about me and caused you I'm sorry Lin You, you may not be really like me."

After Gu Xi finished speaking, Lin You didn't respond to her.

After sweeping away the happy mood just now, he just remained silent.

In Gu Xi's impression, Lin You was rarely so silent.

For the next two days, Lin You didn't mention it again.

She felt that what Gu Xi said might not be wrong.

I need some time to confirm whether my feelings for Gu Xi are just a whim, or whether I want to join hands with each other for a lifetime.

She didn't want her mood to fluctuate, otherwise, it would be Gu Xi who was hurt in the end.

On New Year's Eve, the driver of the Lin family, Lao Zhang, took Gu Xi and Lin You to the nursing home, and brought Gu Xi's grandma to the Lin family.

When Qin Yi woke up in the morning, she began to adjust the decoration of the home with her aunt, and placed a group of porcelain she took at the charity dinner some time ago in the living room.

"Left... well, no, a little bit to the right."

Qin Yi adjusted the orientation of the porcelain ornaments, heard the sound of Lin You and the others coming back, turned around and saw Lin You helping to push Grandma Gu's wheelchair into the house.

It was still snowing outside, and a few white snowflakes gathered on top of their heads, which turned into water droplets immediately after being baked by the heat in the room.

Auntie helped to bring towels to Lin You and Gu Xi, and asked them to wipe off the snow on their bodies so as not to catch a cold.

After Gu Xi took the towel and thanked her, she helped grandma wipe it first. She bent over halfway, and carefully and gently wiped the snow on grandma's body with the towel.

Seeing this, Lin You directly covered Gu Xi's head with the towel in his hand, and helped her wipe it off.

Gu Xi paused, looked back at her and said, "I'll do it myself, your hair is full of water, wipe it off first."

Lin You pursed her lips and did not say a word. She stubbornly helped Gu Xi finish wiping, and then covered her head with a towel. While taking off her coat and changing her shoes, she helped push Grandma Gu's wheelchair into the room.

Qin Yi, who was standing in the living room, watched the interaction between the two of them, and it seemed that it was somewhat different from the way she remembered the little girlfriends getting along with each other.

A thought slipped through my mind, and then I felt that I was thinking too much, so I went forward to greet Grandma Gu with a smile.

"Xiao Xi, grandma is here to pick you up. It happens that you stay at home for a few more days, so you can spend more time with grandma."

Gu Xi showed a sweet smile and said, "Thank you, Aunt Qin."

"Why are you being polite? You have lived at home for a year, and you still treat yourself as an outsider?"

"I know Aunt Qin loves me."

Gu Xi's smile remained unchanged, and the guilt in her heart couldn't help clutching her, making her avoid Qin Yi's eyes.

That day Lin You suddenly said that he might like girls, even though Gu Xi didn't want to think about it, but after all, he was one year older than Lin You, and he became more mature because of some things he had experienced.

She was keenly aware that what Lin You said to her that day might not have been a sudden whim.

And what Lin You said inside and outside the words seems to have a certain direction for the whereabouts of his emotions.

This realization made Gu Xi's heart skip a beat.

She didn't know if her words had snuffed out the signs that Lin You had just ignited.

Fortunately, Lin You didn't bring up that topic these two days, and his attitude towards her was the same as usual, as if it was really just casual talk.

At this moment, facing Qin Yi's careless kindness and kindness, and thinking of her feelings for Lin You, she only felt that she had committed a serious crime.

Qin Yi touched the top of Gu Xi's head affectionately. She was still discussing with her husband two days ago, whether she should just recognize Gu Xi as her daughter and hold a banquet in public so that Gu Xi can feel more comfortable at home Some.

Lin Peiming thinks it's good, Gu Xi is well-behaved and sensible, what's rare is that the old man likes her, and Lin You is also affected by her and becomes positive.

Seeing that her husband did not object, Qin Yi had to ask Gu Xi about this matter first.

However, she thought that if she spoke, she would be afraid that Gu Xi would be unwilling or too embarrassed to reject the elders, and she might still have some concerns in her heart, so she planned to ask Lin You to help make a side note.

Qin Yi asked Lin You to help her record a New Year greeting video, called her into the house, and mentioned that she would adopt Gu Xi as her daughter.

I thought Lin You would support her, but I didn't expect that she was strongly opposed by Lin You just at the beginning.

"No, I don't agree."

Facing Lin You's resolute attitude, Qin Yi felt a little strange: "Why? I think you have a very good relationship with Xiaoxi. Don't you want to become sisters with her?"

Lin You had been feeling unspeakably upset for the past two days, but Ms. Qin wanted to make things worse for her.

Who wants to be sisters with Gu Xi!

"I don't want to. Don't mention this matter again, or you will lose face. You know my temper."

After speaking, Lin You went out and went downstairs.

Qin Yi put her hands on her hips, said "Hey", and said to herself, this unlucky child, why has his temper not improved at all!

She tossed her hair a little before she remembered that the New Year's greeting video hadn't been filmed yet!

Who wants to be sisters with Gu Xi!I don't want to be her sister!

The more Lin You thought about it, the angrier he became, and the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became. When he went downstairs, he almost flew down.

As soon as she came down, she saw Gu Xi sitting on the sofa, watching TV with grandpa and grandma Gu.

"When does the Spring Festival Gala start?"

Lin You seemed to sit beside Gu Xi casually, leaning back slightly on the sofa, her eyes seemed to be looking at the TV in front of her, but she was actually looking at Gu Xi's side face from the corner of her eye.

"It doesn't start until eight o'clock."

Gu Xi realized that she was a little close to Lin You, if it was before, it would be fine, but ever since she discovered Lin You's thoughts that day, she would unconsciously care about the subtle distance between Lin You and Lin You.

Gu Xi thought about it, maybe it was because of some too intimate behaviors during this period, and the fact that Lin You knew that she was gay, gave Lin You some illusions.

Maybe pulling the distance away can bring those illusions back on track.

Ke Linyou is sitting on her right, and grandma's wheelchair is on her left. Even if she moves, the distance she can open is limited.

Gu Xi could only straighten his back silently, try to sit up straight, and avoid contact with Lin You.

Lin You immediately noticed that Gu Xi was stiff because of his approach, and his back would ache after sitting like this for less than 5 minutes.

Reluctant to bear Gu Xi's hard work, she simply stood up and said, "I'll go see if there is anyone in the kitchen who needs help."

Lin You left, Gu Xi's eyes slowly fell on her back, what happened on TV didn't enter Gu Xi's mind at all.

Even if an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks were added to the New Year's Eve dinner, it didn't add much burden to Aunt Lin's family.

Although many people will go to the hotel to have the New Year's Eve dinner, or simply order a table of New Year's Eve dinner in the hotel to be delivered to their homes, but Mr. Lin doesn't like the hotel's food, and thinks it is very crafty and impersonal.

He just loves the home-cooked food made by his aunt at home, and the old man said that it feels like home when he eats it.

So every New Year's Eve, the aunt of the Lin family will help to finish the New Year's Eve dinner at the Lin family and then go home to enjoy the family happiness.

In order to thank her aunt, Qin Yi will give her a red envelope of 8888 on New Year's Eve, and her aunt is also happy to stay at Lin's house before going home at night.

When Lin You went to help in the kitchen, she only helped Auntie carry a plate and a bowl.

The last hot dish, steamed dongxingban, was put on the table. Auntie put away the apron, told Qin Yi, and went home for a reunion after receiving the red envelope.

Before the banquet started, Mr. Lin toasted first, praised Gu Xi, then Lin You, and then said some hopes for the new year.

"I hope that you can all be admitted to the school of your choice in the college entrance examination next year. Grandpa has no other wishes. He only hopes that you will be happy and free from illness and disaster."

The family happily finished the New Year's Eve dinner, and the Spring Festival Gala just started.

At the beginning of the song and laughter, the lively music filled the living room.

Gu Xi was infected by the atmosphere, and his mood improved a lot.

The New Year in Lin's family is her happiest moment.

As the first skit opened, she felt the phone vibrate in her pocket.

The uneasiness that had disappeared for a while was like a cold snake, wrapping around her back again.

Another unfamiliar number.

Gu Xi turned her thoughts a few times, stood up, and went to the bathroom to answer the phone on the pretext of going to the bathroom.

She didn't speak, the receiver was silent for a few seconds, and a woman's voice sounded.

"Hello... is it Xiaoxi? I'm my mother."

The author has something to say: Although it is an annoying character, it is also a kind of assist~~~

Touch my own daughter~~o(╥﹏╥)o