Be affectionate

After grandma's funeral was done, Gu Xi packed up all her belongings in the nursing home and sent them to the old house.

The old house has been unoccupied for a year, and the moment the door is opened, the stale atmosphere blows over us.

Lin You, who was following Gu Xi, looked around the room quietly. This is the place where Gu Xi lived since she was a child. She has been here before and now, but looking at it now, she doesn't have the slightest impression.

The old house is a dark hall. Although it is already the best sunshine time in the afternoon, there is not much light coming in, so it is a little dark.

The house was covered with white cloth, which should have been carefully laid by Gu Xi before he left.

Gu Xi lifted the cloth covering the sofa. The sofa was still clean. She asked Lin You to sit down first, and she went to clean up the dust that had accumulated for a year.

Lin You took off his coat and put it on the sofa.

"I am with you."

As he said that, he rolled up his sleeves, found the cleaning tools directly, and started cleaning.

Lin You was wiping the dust off the cabinet when Lu Qing called.

"Where are you?"

I don't know if it was because she did so well in the final exam last semester, and the elders in Lu Qing's family suddenly rekindled their hopes for her, thinking that she might still be able to get into a decent university in China if she worked hard.

"I don't ask you how good you are. I don't count on it. If you can be a mother of the second one, you will be satisfied."

Lu Qing couldn't help but want to complain when she thought of her mother's loving face and whimsical words.

But mother Lu's next words made Lu Qing come to her lips, "You might as well hope to have a second child sooner." She immediately put it back in her stomach.

Lu's mother said: "If you can pass the second exam, you can choose the sports car you wanted before."

Tempted by the sports car, Lu Qing thought of Gu Xi, the god of learning.

She doesn't have high requirements, as long as she can get into the second-ranked college entrance examination, the sports car she's been dreaming of can be realized ahead of schedule!

Originally, I thought that Lin You and Gu Xi must be doing homework on the weekend, but I didn't expect her to come to Lin's house, but it was all in vain.

Then I called Lin You.

Lin You glanced at Gu Xi who was washing rags in the bathroom, and whispered to Lu Qing about Gu Xi's grandma's death.

Lu Qing's originally cheerful tone immediately sank.

"So where are you now? Is there anything I can do to help?"

Lin You said that they were at Gu Xi's grandparents' old house.

Lu Qing came to find her according to the address Lin You had given her, carrying a few bottles of drinks in her hand.

Seeing Lin You, she couldn't help exclaiming: "My God, what happened to you, Miss Lin? I haven't seen you for a few days, and you've lost too much weight, right?"

Since Lin You went to the rocket class, he had several times more exams and homework than the international class. Especially in the second half of the third year of high school, sometimes he didn’t have time to go to the cafeteria for lunch, so the cafeteria would send it directly to the classroom.

So I didn't meet Lu Qing and the others for some days.

The last time Lu Qing saw Lin You was when Lin You celebrated her birthday.

In just two weeks, she found that Lin You had lost a lot of weight, her whole body had become much more melancholy, and now she had a deep bruise.

Hearing Lu Qing's exclamation, Gu Xi looked up and saw the clear line of Lin You's jaw line at a glance.

The flesh around the lips that were a little pouty also disappeared.

She suddenly realized that Lin You had really lost a lot of weight during this time, as if she had become an adult overnight.

Gu Xi still remembers the first time she saw Lin You a year ago, that angry face was full of vitality and youthful vigor, although her voice was stern.

In just a short time, Lin You became haggard and fragile...

Gu Xi asked himself, is it because of me?

Thinking of Lin You who was clearly so sad last night, but now he is trying to stay with her...

Gu Xi was a little shaken, she didn't know if she did something wrong, she shouldn't alienate Lin You like this, and make her suffer.

She is willing to do anything for Lin You, but she is unwilling to love her for her.

Seeing Lin You being sad and heartbroken, is it really for Lin You?

Seeing Gu Xi look up because of Lu Qing's words, Lin You didn't want Gu Xi to feel guilty for himself at this time, so he gave Lu Qing an angry look and said:

"Come here to help, why are there so many nonsense, can't I lose weight?"

Lu Qing also realized that when Grandma Gu Xi had just left and was sad, what kind of nonsense she had just said.

Completely forgetting that she came here to ask Gu Xi for tutoring, she quickly and honestly started to do the housework that she had never done before.

Seeing Gu Xi biting her lower lip in a daze, Lin You knew that Lu Qing's words just now definitely made her feel uncomfortable.

Lin You was a little angry.

Recently, Gu Xi has been biting her lips all the time, what kind of a pair of beautiful lips have been bitten by her!

Lin You took off her gloves, pulled Gu Xi to the bedroom, and used her thumb to release Gu Xi's lower lip from between her teeth. Sure enough, she saw a row of deep teeth marks on Gu Xi's delicate lips, almost To be bitten by her.

"Why do you bully it like this?" Lin You raised Gu Xi's chin with some distress.

In fact, Gu Xi didn't realize that she couldn't help biting her lips every time she was sad, trying to let the pain from the outside world ease the pain in her heart.

When Lin You raised his chin so suddenly, the distance between the two was only ten centimeters.

Gu Xi's breathing involuntarily eased, and her heartbeat was unknowingly disturbed for the first time. She knew that she should step back, but she was afraid of hurting Lin You again.

Between the dilemma, the pain rolled up a stormy sea in her heart, and Gu Xi was like a small boat in a storm, which could capsize or be swallowed at any time.

Lin You just lifted Gu Xi's chin, and then let go.

Although she really wanted to kiss like this, if she really did, maybe Gu Xi would not push her away because of the guilt of Lu Qing's words just now, but she would definitely have more feelings for the Lin family because of this kiss. guilt.

Gu Xi is already very sad now, and Lin You can't bear it.

It's just that the touch of Gu Xi's lips last time is still fresh in my memory, as if my body has memorized the feeling of kissing on its own initiative, and when she gets close to Gu Xi, I can't help but feel some desire in my heart.

Interrupted by Lin You, all the sad, struggling, and painful emotions that had just arisen in Gu Xi's heart were swept away.

She wanted to bite her lip again, but she stopped when she thought of Lin You's words.

"I won't bite...let's go out." Gu Xi said softly.

Lin You can always easily pull her out of the whirlpool of bad emotions.

Lin You was so close to her just now...

When Gu Xi avoided Lin You's gaze and walked out, his legs were still a little weak.

I thought I was going to kiss again...

Gu Xi's face was flushed red.

She knew that if Lin You really kissed her just now, she probably wouldn't be able to refuse.

Such Lin You, she really doesn't have the ability to resist at all, she will only sink deeper and deeper in this emotion.

The grandmother's belongings were sorted out one by one, and the house that had not been lived in for a year was also cleaned.

The sadness in Gu Xi's heart that had nowhere to vent was released little by little with the cleaning, and she thought of many happy times with her grandparents.

It was the time when the sun was setting.

The ground has just been dragged, and it is still a layer of water color.

The three of them were sitting on the balcony, drinking drinks while watching the sunset.

Lin You looked at the silent Gu Xi beside her, her whole body was coated with a warm orange color by the golden afterglow, her hair was fluffy and soft, her eyes drooped slightly, and her eyelashes cast a small shadow under her eyes.

Sensing the sight around her, Gu Xi's long eyelashes moved slightly, and she looked at Lin You: "Do you want to go back? Grandpa Lin is waiting for us at home."

Lin You still couldn't hold back, and rubbed the top of Gu Xi's head: "Don't worry, just go back before dinner, I'll stay with you in the old house for a while."

Gu Xi's hair is so soft and smooth, and it feels good when rubbed. Lin You seems to understand why Chang Le always likes to rub Su Qianqian's head.

Gu Xi was caught off guard. When she wanted to say something, Lin You had already withdrawn her hand. It was very strange for her to speak again, so she could only silently pretend that what happened just now had never happened.

"It's okay to stay in the old house. Grandma and grandpa have been reunited. Although the living will be sad, they still have to live, take exams and study. The world will not stop because of someone's sadness. come down."

Lin You felt uncomfortable at Gu Xi's words.

The world may not stop for someone's sadness, but she will.

She will be sad because of Gu Xi's sadness, and stay because of Gu Xi's sadness.

These words were stuffed in Lin You's heart, but he didn't say them out.

She knew that all her love words would only increase Gu Xi's troubles.

"If you want to go back, let's go back."

Gu Xi raised the corners of her lips and showed a faint smile to Lin You.

Lu Qing, who had been silently eating dog food with a strange taste for a long time, silently looked at the setting sun in the distance, and couldn't help asking herself, why did she come here?

A week after dealing with all the affairs behind her grandma, Gu Xi also gradually got rid of her sad emotions.

The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and all the third-year students are caught in an endless cycle of exams, lectures, exams, and exams.

What Lu Qing said that day made Gu Xi suddenly realize that his attitude could affect Lin You so deeply.

She could endure all the pain, but she couldn't bear the pain of letting Lin You accompany her.

Seeing that the college entrance examination is approaching, Gu Xi dare not do anything to reject or alienate Lin You, she is afraid that her actions will make Lin You sad and affect Lin You's performance in the college entrance examination.

So during this time, she and Lin You were surprisingly harmonious.

Lin You's occasional little actions and words made Gu Xi suffer while being sweet, but he enjoyed it so much.

Until the end of April, Gu Xi was called to the office by Lao Yu.

"Gu Xi, are you interested in going abroad?"

This was the first sentence Lao Yu asked when he saw Gu Xi.

Gu Xi was dumbfounded by the question, a little puzzled, "Teacher Yu, I don't understand very well."

Lao Yu pushed his glasses and smiled kindly, "It's like this. Our school has been cooperating with several foreign universities. Top students can apply for a place to study abroad as long as they pass the relevant exams. In terms of your ability, There must be no problem, so I came to ask you if you have this intention."

In fact, every year Ruize has a few places to study abroad, but most of them are reserved in the second year of high school. When the college entrance examination is approaching, a place suddenly becomes vacant. It is also because of a change in the family of a student who was booked before, and Lao Yu came to ask the consultant Xi.

For the students of the Ruize Rocket class, the top [-] are actually used to go to top universities, and the number of places to study abroad is not very attractive to the top students of the Rocket class.

The reason why Lao Yu asked Gu Xi was because he had a general understanding of Gu Xi's family situation. Ruize's study abroad quota comes with scholarships and subsidies, and the living expenses and tuition fees for four years abroad can be completely saved.

In addition, she really likes Gu Xi, a student who is independent, self-improving, and extremely self-disciplined.

And the place to study abroad is a first-class top university in country Y. Out of selfishness, Lao Yu wanted to help Gu Xi win it first.

But before fighting for it, of course, he had to listen to Gu Xi himself if he had the will.

After hearing what Old Yu said, Gu Xi frowned hesitantly.

The matter of studying abroad has never been within the scope of her consideration.

As a top university in China, Qingbei is no worse than foreign universities, and she is more familiar with the domestic environment.

More importantly, she never thought about living away from Lin You.

But there is another voice deep in her heart saying that perhaps going abroad is the best result for her and Lin You.

This opportunity to go abroad is really rare right now. It doesn't need to cost the Lin family's money, and it can also make Lin You's heart separate from her.

Seeing that Gu Xi was hesitant, Lao Yu also knew that this matter was relatively serious, and a teenager could not make a decision all at once.

"In this way, the school with the quota for studying abroad will definitely give priority to the rocket class. I will help you stay for a while. You don't have to make a decision in such a hurry. Go back and think about it. If you are interested, please fill out this form and give it to me. It will last a week. How's the time?"

Gu Xi was a little surprised by Lao Yu's thoughtfulness, she thought that such opportunities were fleeting, but Lao Yu was willing to let her consider it slowly.

After receiving the application form, Gu Xi sincerely bowed to Lao Yu: "Thank you Teacher Yu, I will seriously consider it."

Before returning to the classroom, Gu Xi remembered the sad look on Lin You's face when she saw the dormitory application form last time. She hadn't thought about things clearly, and didn't want to make Lin You sad again, so she folded the application form and put it in her pocket , just go back.

"Why is Lao Yu looking for you?"

Lin You finished all the papers before waiting for Gu Xi to come back, frowning in dissatisfaction.

"It's nothing, just ask me about my status before the college entrance examination, for fear that I will be under too much pressure."

Gu Xi pursed her lips and smiled, her dimples looming.

Lin You didn't doubt that he was there, and stuck the milk tea he bought before on Gu Xi's face: "Drink it quickly, it's not iced anymore."

I don't know what's going on this year, but it's only the end of April, and it's so hot that people want to wear short-sleeved shorts immediately.

It's the hottest time right now, almost thirty degrees.

Lin You went to the vending machine to buy two cans of iced milk tea, and wanted to give it to Gu Xi. Unexpectedly, it took almost 10 minutes for Gu Xi to go, and the iced milk tea was almost heated to room temperature.

Gu Xi held the milk tea pot, slightly lost in thought.

Is she really going abroad?

Gu Xi asked her heart, do I still want to hurt Lin You?

"Is milk tea beautiful? You stare at it so intently, as if you're about to fall in love with it."

Lin You's tone was inexplicably sour, and she didn't know if she was crazy, but seeing Gu Xi staring at the milk tea, she couldn't help being jealous.

Reaching out to take the milk tea in Gu Xi's hand directly, curling up the slender index finger, and lightly buckle the pull ring to open the milk tea.

"It seems that your milk tea does look a bit delicious." Lin You switched the milk tea he had just opened with Gu Xi, "You can drink my can."

After finishing speaking, as if she was afraid that Gu Xi would snatch her, she raised her head and drank most of the can of milk tea in one breath.

Gu Xi sighed softly: "Drink slowly, don't choke."

After speaking, Lin You really choked and coughed violently for a long time.

Gu Xi helped her back, it was distressing and funny at the same time, she couldn't help thinking, if she really left Lin You, she might not be able to take care of herself in college alone?

At this moment, the scale in Gu Xi's heart has unconsciously tilted a little in the direction of giving up going abroad.

作者有话要说：摸摸各位读者小可爱～感谢在2021-07-1812:45:16~2021-07-2407:48:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 rain kite;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Pipian, sloppy and serious C, sleeping until the world is cooking, 1 Yoyo Xiaocao;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：木辛30瓶；中野祐里25瓶；流下了羡慕的口水23瓶；给太太打call、上善若水21瓶；一尾小鱼20瓶；阿冰14瓶；小兔兔、软萌小熊10瓶；抚顺一姐6瓶；ddddd、mhfyh5瓶；水产批发商4瓶；Yvbei、铁锅炖大鹅2瓶；天使在人间、卫庭煦是我老婆、金色牛角、爵士1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!