Great God, show points fast!

"You... this... evil son! You bastard! You son of a bitch, you were raised so big just to let other men go... go... get lost!! I don't have a son like you!"

"Son...it's not normal for you to behave like this...you can't go on like this, you know? Mom, please, please, go find a girl...you have to live anyway...a lifetime is so long, Wouldn't it be nice to have a peaceful and stable life?"

On the day when he officially came out to the family, his father's scolding and his mother's pleading were like a heavy shackle, which was bound in his heart forever and ever.No amount of tears on the face can wash away the bitterness and helplessness in my heart, as well as the guilt for my parents who worked so hard to raise me.If the parents feel that it is pure to be out of sight, he will no longer stay at home to irritate the parents. He is already so unfilial that he can no longer disturb the future life of the parents.

He was walking down the street alone, the shops on both sides of the street were illuminated with colorful lights, and the noisy pedestrians passed by around him, all these seemed to be two worlds of time and space with him, only him, alone one person.

Afraid of being discovered by others, he didn't like to interact with others when he was in middle school, and gradually the people around him didn't want to interact with him.Becoming alone, he got his wish, but he didn't want to live like this.

In the new semester of the university, he went to study in a distant city alone. It was a city where no one knew him. He felt that it was a city that would give him a little peace of mind, where he could live a normal life again. A collective life where people can communicate with each other.

The upper bunk in the same dormitory is a cheerful, enthusiastic, confident and dazzling person, who can talk and laugh with other people in the dormitory shortly after arriving.He silently packed his things, but his heart was paying attention to that person. When that person came to talk to him, he felt excited and happy that the whole world would brighten up.

"Aren't you a local? There are so many things, do you want to help clean up?"

"Hahaha! Do you also like to play this game? Let's play scumbag games together in the future!"

"Why don't we go out to eat, we have a lot of famous delicacies here, let my buddies take you to eat them all!"

Looking at the hand on his shoulder, looking at that bright smile, he also showed a sincere smile after a long time...

Going to class together, exchanging notes with each other, copying each other's homework, eating together, playing scumbags together... The daily life of a student that seems very ordinary to others is such a precious companionship to him.

Slowly he went out for supper, watched movies together, played ball together...

"We are good brothers, good brothers forever... Hahaha..."

Looking at the still bright smile, he tilted his head and nodded with a smile: "A good brother for life!"

A lifetime... such a long time... If you know the difference between me and you, let alone a lifetime, maybe you will avoid me in the next second...

University life is free and wonderful, and there are couples of couples around, they break up and reunite, they cry and laugh, everything is youthful.Seeing that person also began to pair up with a girl, hugging her so intimately, he actually felt sour.

So, he began to distance himself from that person slowly, he was afraid that he would disturb them, they were of the same family, they were both talented and female...yes, this is the most important point, they...were both talented and female, and he was a man... Impossible between them.

"It seems that I don't pay much attention to me for a long time? Why? Is it because I am in love with Weiwei?"

"Cough! Although we spend less time playing together, our relationship is still there! You also know that women always like to pester people, and they can make trouble if you don't coax them for a while. Brother, next Monday is my birthday. Come celebrate with me!"

If someone is accompanying his girlfriend, what qualifications does he have to stop him from letting him go?He wants him to go to his birthday party, he doesn't want to let him down, and he must attend on time.Although he would feel uncomfortable seeing the two of them being intimate and affectionate at the birthday party; even though he was still trying his best to suppress his feelings and not disturb them.

It's just that he overestimated his self-control, "I... like you..."

Looking at the surprise on that person's face and the disgust in his eyes, he knew that they couldn't even be brothers.

After that, he found another part-time job and moved out of the school to rent a house by himself.He usually only shows up at school when there are classes, but even if he seldom goes back to school like this, after less than a month, he began to hear rumors about him from his classmates.

Gradually, he didn't even go to school for class, and after one semester passed, he dropped out of school directly.Before leaving, that person finally came to him again and talked to him, "Do you really like me?"

He looked at him nervously, not understanding why he would suddenly ask such a question, so he could only nod his head and wait for his next words. Although he was laughing at himself, he couldn't deny the small expectation in his heart.

"Give yourself to me."

He looked at the man in surprise, and was stunned for a while. Although he knew his orientation, he had never really interacted with a man, let alone slept with a man.

"Why, don't you want to? Didn't you say you like me?"

That afternoon he went to that person's small apartment without any resistance, he just wanted to tell that person that he really liked him, really liked him...

The body was opened up by the man's fingers, listening to the man's sarcasm: "How lewd and slutty are you, how much do you want a man to fuck you? Just using your fingers can make you respond."

The heart is bleeding, but the body is still enduring the pain caused by the rude movements behind him, maybe he is just like what he said...

When everything stopped, while the man entered the bathroom to wash, he ignored the red and white stains between his legs, endured the pain of tearing, endured the feeling of liquid flowing down every step he took, Also dressed neatly and left that nightmarish place.

If I am abnormal, others cannot be abnormal too, heh!If you like someone, that person has to like you too, what are you!You're a gay, a gay to be shunned and scoffed at!

"Careful! No..."

The sharp sound of the convertible sports car braking suddenly rang in his ears. Before his body could react, he was hit by the car and landed in a small parabola. Why didn't he feel any pain?It seemed that he was hallucinating, otherwise, how could he hear that person's voice and see that person running towards him in panic!

Sure enough, I was wrong, that person didn't come over, but stood not far away, to see if he was dead or alive, right?However, he can still live after death, and it won't affect that person...

Zhiran... I don't like you anymore... You should be relieved...

i'you

you'ing

ilosei'ing

'causeig

all, all of you, oh

all of you

the table, we'h showing hearts

risking it all, though it's hard

loves all of you

love your curves and all your edges

This song is really nice... I really want to ask the owner of the car, the name of this song...

But I'm really... very tired... very tired...

How can I express the sadness in my heart...

Is there anyone willing to listen to what I have to say from the bottom of my heart?

Anyone willing to erase the scars for me?

Is there anyone willing to heal my wounds?

Would anyone say something like that to me?

the world dis beats you down, i'mad

you'remydownfall, you'remymuse

No...no...no one will...so...I will leave this world now in obscurity...

No one will be sad, and I am... set free...

If there is a next life... I just hope that I will no longer be alone... I hope that there will be someone who will accompany me no matter what...

the table, we'h showing hearts

risking it all, though it's hard

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Su Lingbai opened his eyes and found that the pillow was already wet with tears. He touched the corners of his eyes with his hand, then took out a tissue and touched the pillow mechanically, but he was still thinking about that dream.

Actually dreamed about those things in the previous life again, the face of the person in the dream was blurred, but those things were still so real, even the song seemed to be playing in my ear.

Didn't you already promise to let go?Why do you have to remind him like this...

"Why did you wake up so early? Did you have a nightmare?" Gu Xuran half-opened his eyes and saw Su Lingbai who had woken up earlier than him was wiping the pillow, so he stretched out his hand to help wipe it in a daze, focusing on Su Lingbai's body, Concerned about his emotions.

"En..." Su Lingbai watched Gu Xuran wipe it carelessly a few times, then took the tissue from his hand and put it on the bedside table temporarily, and lay down on the bed again.

"Let's sleep again~" Gu Xuran hugged Su Lingbai who was lying on the bed again, wrapping his hands and feet around his body.

Su Lingbai stared at Gu Xuran's face for a while, then closed his eyes, and did not fall asleep again, but feeling the presence of this person by his side made him feel at ease.

He can really let go, because the man next to him is hugging him and pretending to sleep, because they have always been in love with each other.

Good morning, Gu Xuran... "Even if you rub me against me... I won't agree to do it again..."

"Baby, you feel it too, let's get up and exercise~"

"Oh!" Pervert!Sure enough, the peace of mind just now was an illusion!It's all an illusion!

"It will be uncomfortable to hold back, come on, my dear, let me work for you!"

"Go away! Ha..."