Marry the right man on the wrong sedan chair

When he arrived at the Xuanzheng Hall, Wu Wenxuan sat down on the dragon chair all of a sudden, and the court ladies wanted to come forward to serve him, but he waved his hand and motioned others to go down, leaving only one person to serve in the hall, Blessing.

I closed my eyes, sighed, and the expression of Zhuang Han speaking just now appeared in my mind, obviously very wronged and bitter, even with indescribable despair and fear, but pretending to be fine.

What a stupid person, such a temperament is really helpless... In the whole world, Zhuang Han is the only one who is willing to be a substitute, a person who loves himself silently behind his back, as long as he is in danger, he will fight for his life Also help yourself through the danger; if you need it, just reach out your hand and you can hold him in your arms and toss him around at will.

He gave himself too much affection, so heavy that no matter what he did, he couldn't make the affection between them equal.

So, all along, I have been trying my best to make him feel that I love him, respect him, cherish him, love him...but it seems that what I give is still too light, or what Zhuang Han wants...too heavy ?

In fact, when I think about it, it is right for him to want more. As a man, he is lying under another man, and because of his special physique, he has to bear children for him. Dressing up as a girl, this is already a big grievance, not to mention fighting with Li Han...

Li Han was originally a thorn between them that they didn't want to mention, but now a person who looks very similar to Li Han came out of nowhere. To be honest, at that moment, I suddenly thought that Li Han was not dead, and the relationship between him and Li Han appeared in my mind All kinds of things kept coming up, disturbing his mind... But his reason told himself that that person was not Li Han, and he couldn't be Li Han... He knew better in his heart that even if Li Han was alive, at this moment, he would never let Zhuang Han down again. never...

But the question is can you do it yourself?Just like what Zhuang Han said about where he is in his heart, is it his first love?Beloved?loved ones?Or is it just an old friend who has passed away?

He didn't know, that's why he felt heavy and hard to breathe.

Opening his eyes, Praying thoughtfully poured a cup of tea and served it respectfully. After taking a sip, Wu Wenxuan looked up at Praying and said indifferently: "The four of you have been with me for so many years, and you can say that you know everything about me. Especially I pray for you, you can say that you are inseparable from me, you have seen the person who is similar to Han'er today, what do you think?"

Blessing took a careful look at Wu Wenxuan, then bowed his head and said, "Go back to Long Live, the slave saw it, it does look like Young Master Han, but..." He hesitated to speak.

Wu Wenxuan looked at him and said, "But what?"

Praying for blessings suddenly knelt down, and said: "Long live Lord, forgive me for being bold, how can he not know, even though he has an astonishing similar appearance to Master Han, he is not Master Han after all; Should it be our Empress Zhuang?" After finishing speaking, he bowed his head in prayer.

Hearing this, Wu Wenxuan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, nodded and said: "Yes, what you said is quite right." After a while: "But the key is that your stubborn queen refuses to believe that I put him in my heart the most. Important position, tell me, what should I do?"

Kneeling there with his head bowed, he secretly pondered how to answer, pursed his lips, and said cautiously: "I dare not give any advice to Lord Long Live, but Lord Long Live, forgive me for saying a few more words, the queen won't believe you , it’s not that you don’t give enough, Long Live Lord. This queen is a man, but she was raised as a woman by God’s will, and then she married into our palace by mistake, and later conceived a child for you, and accompanied you to fight. He became a queen who is under one person and above ten thousand people, but along the way, the grievances he has suffered are really indescribable; although the slave is an eunuch who has never talked about love, but has read books, Having heard the song and seen other people's stories, this slave will feel that if the love has really reached a certain level, then no one else will be able to affect him."

After hearing what he said, Wu Wenxuan suddenly felt speechless, even a little bit guilty.

Yes, if love really reaches a certain level, how can these idlers disturb my heartstrings? !

So, is he useless?Thinking of this, Wu Wenxuan was unwilling to admit that he was useless, so he blinked, raised his hand and rubbed his temples, leaned back on the chair, and said nothing with a sullen face.

Praying for blessings frowned, paused, looked at Wu Wenxuan, and said hesitantly, "Long Live Lord, I'm just saying something disrespectful today, I think, if it's Young Master Han today, I'm afraid he wants to see you that day." You have to find a way to pick off the stars on the sky; therefore, this servant feels that you are giving the empress..."

Hearing this, Wu Wenxuan's heart suddenly trembled, and then he jumped up and knocked over the teacup on the table.

Seeing this, praying for blessings, kowtowed in fright and apologized: "Long live God forgive me, slave, slave is just talking nonsense, I hope Long live God will calm down and spare this slave."

Wu Wenxuan was a little angry, he didn't speak for a while, and suddenly stood there and smiled, the smile was desolate, and the doubts in his heart were answered so quickly.

It's not that Zhuang Han wants too much, but that he gives too lightly.

In the final analysis, I just didn't use my love to the deepest.

I have always been too conceited, so conceited that I have given enough to Zhuang Han, but never considered his feelings, or I was too selfish, wanted everything from him, but refused to give him all of myself.

He would just blindly say some empty words to fool him, and then deceive himself to make himself feel at ease...

What excuses do you use to deceive yourself and others?

Now, even a little eunuch knows right from wrong, so why not face up to his self-righteousness.

Thinking of this, Wu Wenxuan let out a long breath, calmed down and said: "Xiao Fuzi, I want you to tell me everything you think in your heart."

"Ah?" Qi Fu frowned, and cried bitterly: "Long Live God! Please spare this servant! This servant is convicted!" He kowtowed repeatedly to admit his mistake.

"I forgive you for your innocence!"

How dare you pray for blessings, just knelt there and trembled all over.

"Okay, then I'll ask you, and you'll answer it. If you avoid anything, I won't forgive you lightly!" Wu Wenxuan snorted coldly, sat on the chair and said, "Now I'm asking you, do you all feel that there is something wrong in my heart?" The heaviest thing is Han'er, not the queen?"

"..." Blessing frowned.

"Say."

Blessing hurriedly said: "Yes."

Wu Wenxuan took a deep breath and suppressed his anger: "Okay, then I will ask you again, what is the standard for this conclusion?"

"..." Ji Fu secretly wiped his sweat: "Feeling, feeling..."

"Feeling?" Wu Wenxuan frowned.

"..." Blessing wiped his sweat again, turned his head and said, "Actually, Lord Long Live, I know that you are already very good to the empress, but the so-called authorities are obsessed and bystanders are clear. You are good, maybe it is to let him collect all kinds of things." You love him all over the body, and you tried your best to protect him, but you forgot the most important point, the empress is not a woman." After saying that, she lowered her head.

After hearing his words, Wu Wenxuan froze in place.

Yes, it seems that he really forgot, he——

Not a woman;

Even if you can conceive and bear children;

But it's a man after all;

The heart is a man's heart, with a man's ambition in his heart, how can he only be loved and bound by the child in his belly...

After a little thought, he ignored the kneeling and trembling praying, and quickly walked out of the Xuanzheng Hall and ran towards the Jiaofang Hall.

Arriving at the Jiaofang Hall, Yun'er saluted and said, "Report to the Emperor, Your Majesty has already fallen asleep, do you need a servant to report..."

Wu Wenxuan waved his hand and said: "Don't wake him up, I will take a look at him quietly."

"Yes."

Wu Wenxuan approached the house quietly, and sat down on the edge of the bed lightly, never thinking about Zhuang Han but not sleeping, just closing his eyes and resting there, seeing Wu Wenxuan coming, he just opened his eyes.

"Didn't sleep?" Wu Wenxuan looked at him gently and said.

"If you don't come, I won't be able to sleep." Zhuang Han said lightly, and then pressed his hand lightly on his lower abdomen.

Wu Wenxuan also lightly attached to it: "How is our baby doing?"

Zhuang Han smiled: "Better than you."

Wu Wenxuan also laughed, and then took a deep breath: "Hanhan, are you jealous because of the way I saw that person today?" He paused: "I want to hear your truth."

Zhuang Han lowered his eyes: "Yes."

"Then pretend?"

Zhuang Han said: "Because I know, in your heart, Li Han is the first."

Wu Wenxuan looked at him, neither denied nor admitted, but took his hand and interlocked his fingers: "It's useless to talk, I will show you slowly, I will give you everything you want, including me Everything about this person." Paused: "I know, you have been wronged before, even now, you are wronged to pretend to be a woman and live in this deep palace. If there is a day, you are really Tired and tired, I won't force you any more."

When the words fell to the ground, Zhuang Han's eyes suddenly widened, with indescribable surprise.

Wu Wenxuan continued: "I'm too selfish, always thinking of ways to lock you by my side, never considering your feelings..." Zhuang Han paused, opened his mouth to say something, but was stopped by Wu Wenxuan, he said slowly: "Hanhan, you have always been submissive, forbearing, and kept your grievances in your heart. You understand my difficulties as the king of a country, but you never ask me if I care about your feelings as a man. Treat you with a good look, but people's hearts can't lie, if you wrong yourself like this, your heart will hurt."

Wu Wenxuan actually choked up a bit when he said that, he collected himself, hugged Zhuang Han into his arms, and whispered in his ear: "Hanhan, I hope you can show me all your emotions unreservedly. , Do you know what else is there to hide between you and me? I want to share your joys and sorrows with you, so that I feel that you belong to me completely, and I also completely belong to you."

Zhuang Han didn't speak, just listened quietly, and finally burst into tears, and soon he cried in Wu Wenxuan's arms.

He closed his eyes slightly, his eyelashes fluttered, and cried so hard that it made people feel distressed.

Wu Wenxuan was a little flustered, he had never seen Zhuang Han cry like this before, raised his face, and said distressedly: "Hanhan, my Hanhan, cry, if crying feels better, then cry... just Mo You will break your body from crying, and you are still pregnant now."

Zhuang Han tried hard not to let himself cry, but the tears still kept flowing. In the end, he hugged Wu Wenxuan's neck tightly, leaned on his neck, and howled loudly.

If he hadn't been greatly wronged, how could he cry so heartbroken.

Wu Wenxuan uttered an uncomfortable sentence, so he could only hug him tightly, and hug him again.

"Brother Wu." Zhuang Han said, wrapping his arms around his neck, pressing his thin body against his chest, crying, "I like you too."

Zhuang Han said: I like you too

——I like you as much as Li Han, even more than him...

Zhuang Han folded his arms around his neck, looked at Wu Wenxuan with eyes full of tears, opened his mouth, and said in a hoarse voice: "I am also very obedient..."

Zhuang Han said this time: I am also very obedient

——As obedient as Li Han, willing to pretend to be a woman for the sake of the overall situation, even more obedient than him...

Wu Wenxuan watched his tears quietly, his heart tightened with distress, and then he felt an indescribable sense of self-blame.

He raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of Zhuang Han's eyes and the tear stains on his face, but he saw the man choked up again, and the tears rolled down.

With him like this, Wu Wenxuan was at a loss, but he didn't know what words to use to comfort him. In the end, he could only kiss his eyes, then the back of his face, and then to his lips, kissing the bitter tears into his stomach.

Zhuang Han cried even harder, Wu Wenxuan felt sad when he heard it, and felt distressed when he saw it. At this moment, he could hear the crying accusing him that Zhuang Han had not lived happily for so long.

Thinking of this, Wu Wenxuan held Zhuang Han's tear-stained face and said, "I'm sorry." As he spoke, the tears fell down and slid across his cheeks, leaving water marks.

Zhuang Han now cried from grievances to heart-piercing distress, he cried, "Brother Wu, don't cry, Hanhan won't cry anymore, I was wrong, don't cry... Brother Wu... ..."

Wu Wenxuan held back his tears and hugged him tightly in his arms. Zhuang Han didn't dare to cry anymore, bit his lips tightly, his face was covered with tears, his eyes were swollen like bells, his body was trembling slightly, nestled in Wu Wenxuan's arms A low sob.

Wu Wenxuan hugged him, fell on the bed, felt his slightly trembling body, smiled wryly, and said, "Fool."

Gradually the sobbing became quieter, and finally Zhuang Han really stopped crying, but he didn't speak, and nestled in Wu Wenxuan's arms, as well-behaved as a cat.

The two lay silently for a while, and Wu Wenxuan asked softly, "Do you feel better?"

"Yeah." Zhuang Han's voice was hoarse from crying, and he whispered in a soft and slightly hoarse voice: "Brother Wu..."

"Hanhan, I'm here." Wu Wenxuan sat up eagerly, pushed Zhuang Han up by the way, looked at him and said, "What can I tell you, brother Wu is willing to help you."

Zhuang Han looked at him, swallowed his saliva, seemed a little embarrassed, and said, "I'm hungry." After speaking, he lowered his head and his ears turned red.

Wu Wenxuan was stunned for a moment, then laughed a few times, and hurriedly shouted outside: "Prepare the meals." Then he looked at Zhuang Han, and dotingly said: "Brother Wu was negligent, forgot that you are two people at this time."

Zhuang Han looked at him, his eyes warmed up, his eyes met, and he was silent for a long time before he said, "For the sake of my son, I will trust you this time."

Wu Wenxuan was stunned for a moment, then overjoyed, he threw himself into a hug and kissed Zhuang Han fiercely for a while.

Zhuang Han's jade-like cheeks instantly flushed with a faint blush, and he said angrily, "Just this once..."

Wu Wenxuan hummed heavily.

"Report to the emperor, the meals are ready." Yun'er replied.

Zhuang Han looked at it, and Wu Wenxuan said, "Let's go eat."

Got out of bed, took his hand, and walked to the dining table, a scent wafted over.

Sitting down, Wu Wenxuan looked at him and said, "I'll feed you."

Zhuang Han looked at him, picked up the chopsticks, and put a mouthful of food into his mouth.

Wu Wenxuan was at a loss for words.

My queen is telling herself with actions: I don't need you to feed me!

Zhuang Han lowered his head to eat his own food, Wu Wenxuan saw that he ate deliciously, and there was a smile on his face, and he smiled, very relieved.

After eating and drinking, and sleepy, Zhuang Han lay on the bed and fell asleep.

Wu Wenxuan sat beside him, looked at him for a long time, then sighed secretly, and said to himself in a low voice: "Hanhan, you have been wronged."

It was before and it is now.

However, I can't let you feel wronged anymore.