dandy anti-possession

He was silent, staring at Xie Jingyao, trying hard to stop being awkward.

Maybe just like Xie Jingyao said, now is not the right time, Xie Jingyao is also helping himself.He stopped stubbornly thinking about thoughts that made him feel uncomfortable, that would be an insult to Xie Jingyao's desperate efforts to save him.

He took a deep breath and watched Xie Jingyao leave.Unconsciously staring at the wall of the empty room, looking at it, couldn't help hugging the quilt, suddenly felt that the room was so big that it suffocated him, mixed with a deep loneliness.

He used to be a fan of luxury and money every day, and he knew that he was just acting on the spot.But this is the first time he sent out his sincerity, which made him feel at a loss and shy to reveal his heart, but he encountered indifference, and his rational thinking could not help but produce subtle worries.Xie Jingyao's intimidating attitude, and his uncle's words of reminder, made him seem to have some thoughts in his head.

He shook his head vigorously and roughly pulled his hair, trying to drive that thought out of his mind.

For half a month, Xie Jingyao would call on time every evening, but hung up hastily after he couldn't say a few words.It doesn't look like a couple in love, but it seems that they are barely completing a task, coping with things every day, until even the perfunctory disappears in a week.He tried his best to tell himself not to care too much about all this, and stop thinking about too many things, but when he sees anything, he can't help but think of Xie Jingyao, thinking of their alienated and sticky relationship with each other.

Amidst the restlessness, after lunch, he watched TV programs with Uncle Zhong in a daze.

The phone flicked across the screen, seeing Xie Jingyao's remarked name, couldn't help but sigh, turned away hesitantly, and put the phone back in his pocket.Trying to concentrate on the TV program, but his fingers were unconsciously inserted into his pockets, stroking the screen, and tightly gripping it.After a moment of silence, he stood up, returned to the room with the mobile phone, and moved his fingertips to the green phone button, watching that the call was successfully dialed.

The beeping ringtone made him suffocate slightly and his heart pounded.

"Hey?"

"This, these few days, you haven't called me, I wonder if something happened to you, so...so I want to ask..."

On the other end of the phone, before he could finish speaking, he interrupted softly.

"It was very late when I was resting yesterday. I think you have fallen asleep so I didn't bother you. I'm very busy now, why don't I call you back later when I have time."

"En, er..."

He put down the phone and sighed deeply.

Back in front of the TV, he watched the program on the screen, but no matter how exciting the program was, he couldn't catch his eyes.

He was reflecting on whether he had been too active during this time, making Xie Jingyao feel bored.

After all, when he saw Xie Jingyao every day, he always swore to die. Every time when Xie Jingyao had bad intentions, he firmly shouted that he hated Xie Jingyao.Suddenly their relationship changed, and the two became intimate immediately. He greeted Xie Jingyao with caresses, which seemed not very similar to his personality, so the sudden change might be unacceptable to Xie Jingyao.

Even if he hadn't experienced feelings before, he could feel the subtle atmosphere between the two of them, which had been changed since the last time they met.

Uncle Zhong checked the time, and it was time for him to go out for a walk during the afternoon tea, so he greeted him and took his new Samoyed out for a walk to bask in the sun.He changed his posture, holding the remote control with his fingers, and randomly changed channels.The screen switched images instantly, dazzled, and suddenly stopped at one image.

He stared stiffly at the screen, staring at Xie Jingyao entering and leaving the hotel with a hot actress, and was photographed by paparazzi.The entertainment anchor above introduced the specific details in detail, as if she had seen with her own eyes how Xie Jingyao and the actress were intertwined in bed, so lifelike, it made him feel a little sick immediately.

Throwing the remote control to the ground forcefully, the battery flipped up and hit the cabinet, hitting his forehead again.

"Well……"

"Even you bully me!"

He stood up, smashed the battery into powder with a hammer, and threw it in the trash can.Reluctantly regaining his composure, he was looking at the TV screen, which had switched to a new program.

He really wanted to tell himself that this was a hype, but unfortunately, he knew Xie Jingyao's temperament, if it wasn't for Xie Jingyao's instruction, no one would dare to report such news.Xie Jingyao's so-called busy work means that he is so busy. He has time to go to and from hotels with actresses, and he can appear on news programs without any scruples.

Is it telling him in this way that if he wants to be with Xie Jingyao, he has to turn a blind eye and close one eye in the future, and don't care about so many things.

He sat on the sofa expressionlessly, waiting for a long time, waiting for Xie Jingyao to call.He felt that if Xie Jingyao explained this matter clearly to him, maybe he would still have the courage to continue with Xie Jingyao. He could at least make Xie Jingyao change to only like himself for the sake of the impulse of life and death.Even though it didn't fit his personality, he found it really not easy to meet someone he likes, and he didn't want to let go so easily, or miss each other because of misunderstanding.

However, on the night after the third day, when Uncle Zhong came back with Samoyed, there was no movement on the phone.

From noon on the first day, he persuaded himself that he was waiting for an hour, or that Xie Jingyao would be done after an hour, maybe Xie Jingyao was really in a hurry to film.The hope that motivates him to persevere is the beauty constructed one after another, like a mirage. Although the beauty is huge, it cannot be approached. Once it is close, the beauty will disappear little by little.

Just like the current relationship between him and Xie Jingyao, it is good to be ambiguous, but once the relationship is confirmed, there is nothing left.

His palm was licked, he touched Samoyed's head, and called Xie Jingyao again.

There was no response, he held the dog's head again, changed his posture, stroked its paw, and dialed another phone.

"Uncle, are you free tomorrow? I want to tell you about Xie Jingyao in detail."

"Yes, last time I heard you say that Xie Jingyao and I are not suitable, I think I want to ask what's going on." His thigh was hugged by it awkwardly, he struggled for a while, and said out of breath: "Enen, okay, do you happen to have time to come over to my place tomorrow? Okay...I'll pick you up at the airport tomorrow morning."

He communicated well, and couldn't bear to give that stupid dog a mark.

"It's his uncle! The young master is a man, even if you are in heat, please go find a bitch, okay? Stop hugging the young master's thigh and dawdling around."