unconfessed love

A very ordinary meal for dinner.

If there was anything unusual about it, it would probably be that I had dinner with a boy I didn't know well.

In fact, Liu Yuxian regretted it after he muddle-headedly agreed to Deng Daping's invitation during the day.

Don't want to go out to dinner with him.This is Liu Yuxian's most honest feeling.

But what to do, I have already agreed to the other party on the phone, and they have even booked the time and place, it is a bit unreasonable to refuse now, just now I clearly said that there is nothing to do at night, and it is too strange to change my words and say that there is something to do in a blink of an eye , made it clear that he didn't want to be with the other party.This is really a bad feeling for Liu Yuxian, who has always been very polite.Besides, finding a decent excuse was not easy for Liu Yuxian, who is not good at lying.

After much deliberation, I feel uncomfortable.If I want to eat, I feel uncomfortable, if I don't, I don't know how to say no.The time passed in a whimper and hesitation, and it was already past one o'clock in the afternoon when I realized it.

Liu Yuxian became more and more irritable, even if she stayed in the library as usual, she couldn't read books at all.I opened "Captain Corelli's Mandolin" from the middle, spread it out in front of me, stared at the words on the page in a daze, and looked at the same sentence back and forth, but couldn't understand it, as if I had lost the ability to perceive words.

Her eyes are fixed on the book, but her mind is involuntarily thinking of He Yan, who is not knowing where she is, her crimson hair, her gentle smiling face──although it is rare recently, her straight back , and her always dismissive expression, her calm and melodious voice...I thought of He Yan who was smoking and drinking at the same time. Full of irresistible allure.

In short, Liu Yuxian cares about He Yan's every move, and Liu Yuxian cares about every word and deed. Whenever she suddenly thinks of He Yan, her heart will suddenly be pulled, and the pain in her heart will slowly spread. , Surrounding Liu Yuxian's whole body and mind, she didn't know what to do.

Why?

why?

she does not know.She didn't know why, and she didn't know why she was asking why.

A lot of time slipped away while thinking about He Yan. When Liu Yuxian knocked her head on the open book in front of her, she suddenly thought of another serious problem—even if she had the courage to call and refuse the invitation tonight, She also didn't know the contact number of the other party.

Just like that, Liu Yuxian, who never thought of solving the problem, finally made it to [-]:[-] in the afternoon.Six o'clock is the time we made an appointment with Deng Daping, if we don't go then it will be too late.

I'm so anxious, I really don't want to go.

But there is no way, she can't break the appointment, she doesn't have the tough courage that some girls can feel at ease to break the appointment casually, and she doesn't have the strong perseverance to let others go without saying anything.

With a depressed mood, Liu Yuxian reluctantly went to the appointment.Forget it, the other party is also someone who helped me, so I should just thank him. I haven't thanked him properly since I fainted from military training.In order to kill her own resistance, she had no choice but to comfort herself in her heart.

As Deng Daping said, the food at the restaurant they went to tasted really good, but for Liu Yuxian, who had no appetite, it didn't just mean good taste.So even if the other party graciously recommended and introduced several dishes, Liu Yuxian just moved a few chopsticks while politely expressing them when they were served.

During the meal, it was basically Deng Daping who was talking, and Liu Yuxian would at most briefly answer the parts that needed to be answered by himself. For the rest, since Deng Daping likes to talk, let him talk about it. Anyway, Liu Yuxian has nothing to say , just looking forward to returning to the dormitory soon after the end.

Even if he was not interested, Liu Yuxian did not forget to thank Deng Daping for being sent to the school hospital by him when he fainted during military training. In order to express his gratitude, Liu Yuxian also sincerely offered to treat the meal by himself.It is conceivable that Deng Daping would definitely not agree to such a request.Seeing that Deng Daping insisted on paying, Liu Yuxian, who was afraid of talking about it in the restaurant, was less polite and asked him to pay.

Seemingly unaware of Liu Yuxian's depressed mood at all, after dinner and out of the restaurant, Deng Daping enthusiastically suggested that the two of them go to the campus cultural square for a walk.

"Take a walk as a way to help digestion after meals. It's a holiday, so it's good to relax a little bit." Looking at his peers walking back and forth on the campus at night, he said so.

Seeing that what he said was so reasonable, Liu Yuxian couldn't refuse immediately, thinking to himself, it's good to go for a walk, anyway, you can always go back after taking a walk, and at that time, it seemed logical to say that you were tired from walking and wanted to go back and have a rest.

The campus cultural square is a place where students like to play at night, and the "shadow wall" is even more popular. It is a wall designed according to the wonderful projection technology at different angles and directions. Standing in front of the shadow wall, you can change yourself In the standing position, various wonderful shadows with different effects will be projected on the wall, which will also change according to the actions of the person. It is very interesting and varied.Many wonderful and creative people have carefully studied the effect and principle of the shadow wall, and designed a variety of amazing projection effects. I heard that this kind of projection competition has been organized on campus.

With the mentality that it would be good to have a look, Liu Yuxian followed Deng Daping to the "Shadow Wall" tribe in the campus cultural square.There are five large shadow walls in total, because there are people playing on the other four sides, so they took advantage of the people leaving and came to the shadow wall on the farthest side.

Seeing Deng Daping posing in various poses in front of the shadow wall, casting interesting projection effects, Liu Yuxian just watched with a smile on the sidelines, and did not try it himself.For her, although it's interesting, she doesn't have to invest in it by herself, just look at it like this.

Not only did he watch Deng Daping play, Liu Yuxian also watched the other students on the other four walls play.

They all looked happy.Liu Yuxian thought to herself.

Suddenly, her eyes stopped on the wall that separated them from the two shadow walls.The projection remained still, and the person leaning against the middle of the wall was also motionless. He just leaned his back against the wall and tilted his head to look upwards. Because of the tilted head, the ponytail behind his head rested on one shoulder.It looks very relaxed, like thinking about something, and like enjoying the time of projection.

That...that's not...

Because we are in the night, in order to highlight the effect of the shadow wall, except for the wall, the surrounding light is not bright, and there is a kind of night charm.Guessing that the other party should not be able to see her, Liu Yuxian carefully observed the slender and tall person leaning against the shadow wall, and after confirming that the person was the He Yan she had been thinking about all along, Liu Yuxian immediately felt a fever in her forehead , eyes were sore, and even the tiny nerves in his body were trembling slightly.