unconfessed love

I found He Yan at the circular steps in the central square.Instead of sitting on a bench, she crouched on a high step.When approaching lightly, Liu Yuxian noticed that there were faint sparks shining between He Yan's fingers... Sure enough, he was smoking again.

Girls smoking... Liu Yuxian still can't accept it.But when she saw He Yan, she didn't care about anything anymore, as if "He Yan smoking" and "girl smoking" are not the same thing, because He Yan is He Yan, even though she is a girl, who called her He Yan Woolen cloth.I don't know when it started, I only know that when I came to my senses, my usual judgment standard has changed with the appearance of He Yan.

When he suddenly met He Yan's inquiring gaze, he realized that he had rubbed against the steps where she was squatting.

Feeling uncomfortable being looked at by He Yan like that, Liu Yuxian had no choice but to falter and take out the shield from his pocket: "That...I...I gave you this..."

"What?" He Yan didn't move, just glanced at Liu Yuxian and reluctantly pulled out half of the letter from her pocket.

"Letter... a love letter... that, a certain classmate entrusted me to pass it on..."

"A classmate? Who?"

Liu Yuxian murmured out the boy's name, and said hesitantly: "Actually, he said he knew it after reading it..."

"Oh... I don't know." He Yan brushed off the cigarette ash in her hands gracefully, and that skillful movement didn't look like it was done by a novice.

Liu Yuxian held the love letter, and didn't know whether to simply hand it to He Yan or keep it away.

After glancing at the embarrassed Liu Yuxian, He Yan said, "It doesn't matter what kind of thing, I'm not interested in a guy who dare not even hand in a love letter."

"Then...shall I let him deliver it?" Liu Yuxian, who didn't know how to answer, choked out such a sentence, and regretted it as soon as he finished speaking.

He Yan looked at Liu Yuxian, smiled suddenly, and shook her head: "Whatever."

"Oh." Liu Yuxian lowered her hand, and a big stone fell from her heart.Just holding onto the love letter like that, she stood aside not knowing what to do.Is it time to go away?Judging by He Yan's appearance, she obviously didn't want to be disturbed by others, but if she just left like this, she seemed very unwilling.She didn't want to leave, even if she didn't say anything, even if He Yan ignored her, she still wanted to just stay by her side.

After extinguishing the cigarette butt in the flower garden behind her, He Yan stood up and stretched herself.From Liu Yuxian's point of view, she is as tall and beautiful as a statue of a goddess.

He Yan jumped down from the high steps and landed right in front of Liu Yuxian. "I want to eat sushi, do you want to join me?"

As a result, Liu Yuxian followed like a demon.

"It's so cold!" He Yan called softly as soon as she entered the sushi restaurant.

It's obviously colder outside, but there is heating inside the sushi restaurant. I don't know how He Yan came into a warm place and called it cold.Liu Yuxian thought secretly.But when He Yan called out cold, Liu Yuxian also subconsciously tightened her padded jacket.

"Since you're here at the sushi restaurant, do you want a glass of sake?" He Yan ordered a few sushi with different flavors as soon as she sat down, and asked as if to add something after the two of them placed their order.

Liu Yuxian shook her head hastily.You must know that she has never drank alcohol since she was a child, and she is neither curious nor interested in alcohol. She has no intention of tapping her potential in this area.

He Yan smiled, ordered sake and drank it slowly.

She really has both tobacco and alcohol...Looking at He Yan like this, Liu Yuxian thought to herself.But the way she drinks is really charming, there is no sense of disobedience at all.Thinking of this, Liu Yuxian couldn't help blushing secretly.

Probably because he drank sake by himself, and felt sorry to see Liu Yuxian didn't drink it, He Yan ordered Liu Yuxian a cup of hot drink.After a few sips, Liu Yuxian's body warmed up.

"Don't you need to spend Christmas with your boyfriend?" After chatting for a while, Liu Yuxian finally couldn't help asking.Although she knew that asking this question would be annoying, but she couldn't help it.Besides, it's normal to ask this kind of question at this time, so she had no choice but to comfort herself.

It was really uncomfortable waiting for He Yan's answer with trepidation.Liu Yuxian almost felt that half an hour had passed, but in fact it was less than a minute.

"Can't you see, I've already broken up with my boyfriend... It was just past Wednesday, haha."

Liu Yuxian was taken aback for a moment, because she was so surprised that she forgot to be surprised.

The past Wednesday... She suddenly remembered, wasn't Wednesday the day she saw He Yan and her boyfriend walking under the streetlight in the central square?

He Yan looked at Liu Yuxian and smiled slightly with a complicated expression on her face. "Although we broke up, he is really a very good person. I guess it will be difficult for me to find a boyfriend in the future."

Having trouble finding a boyfriend?For some reason, Liu Yuxian remembered the love letter in his pocket, and secretly squeezed it with his hands. It was quite thick. I guess that classmate was also very serious in conveying his feelings in words.

Sigh~~~~ Liu Yuxian sighed in his heart, for the male voice who entrusted him with sending love letters, and for himself.

Not knowing how to comfort He Yan, let alone if He Yan needed comfort, Liu Yuxian still gave up denying He Yan's statement that "it will be difficult to find a boyfriend in the future", and just quietly stayed aside, taking what she thought He Yan secretly stared at each other with eyes that would not be noticed by He Yan.

"That..." Liu Yuxian hesitated, not knowing whether to say it or not.But when she saw He Yan's suspicious response and looked over, she finally decided that it would be better to speak out.

"Well, the review... I didn't tell the truth in it... That is, it was based on the version of KFC and the bus... But I still admitted my mistake, otherwise I really don't know what to write in the review ..." I thought well at first, but turned into a mess as soon as I opened my mouth.Liu Yuxian didn't know if He Yan understood, but she wanted He Yan to know this no matter what, even though it wasn't such an important thing to say.

"Really?" He Yan only said so.

"Yeah. Because... I still think the KFC version is more interesting..." Liu Yuxian nodded subconsciously. It didn't seem like he was explaining to He Yan, but more like affirming his own thoughts.

"Really?" He Yan said the same sentence again.

After thinking about it seriously, Liu Yuxian nodded.

The two men met their eyes, fixed for a few seconds, and both laughed.

Putting down a big stone in her heart, Liu Yuxian didn't say anything more, and stayed silently with He Yan until the sushi restaurant closed before leaving.

It was already twelve o'clock, and there were still many people outside, and it was too lively.Here and there groups of excited people set off small but beautiful fireworks.

He Yan, who was slightly drunk, looked extremely charming.Standing on the side of the brightly lit street, she slightly leaned against Liu Yuxian's side, looking at the cheering campus opposite, and the students around her laughing and waving fireworks.

Not knowing whether it was because of drinking sake or smoking, Liu Yuxian smelled a faint but particularly sweet smell on He Yan.When he was suddenly touched by He Yan's hand, Liu Yuxian's back went numb, and her heartbeat accelerated violently.

Looking back, when she saw a Santa Claus doll in front of the sushi restaurant that had just closed, He Yan suddenly realized: "Oh, Christmas..."

Liu Yuxian gave a low hum.

He Yan laughed: "Come on, give me a hug, I can't let down a festival."

For a moment, there was an illusion of falling into the clouds, soft and light, as if floating up.The feeling of being hugged by He Yan made Liu Yuxian dizzy. Although she opened her eyes, she couldn't see anything.Just cuddling with He Yan like this, Liu Yuxian didn't dare to move.

She smelled He Yan's hair fragrance and slight body fragrance...

Her legs were a little numb.

"What's wrong?" Sensing that something was wrong with Liu Yuxian, He Yan lowered her head and asked.

"No... no... maybe it's because I've been sitting for a long time... my legs... are a little numb..."

He Yan smiled, kissed Liu Yuxian on the forehead, looked at her bright eyes and said playfully, "Okay, this will give you strength. Master He Yan's kiss can cure all diseases..."

...Ah, the fireworks are so beautiful.

Liu Yuxian turned her face away, looking vaguely at the brightly lit night street.

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The time has finally come to the end of the semester.

After the last exam, I found out that it was snowing.

Oh, the first snow of this winter.

Think about it, it is already the first month of the new year.The snow came really late this year.

Standing at the end of the corridor, Liu Yuxian took a deep breath, and saw that the girl walking leisurely among the swirling snowflakes was exactly the person she was already filled with...

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