unconfessed love

When he came back to his senses, he unexpectedly discovered that Zhou Weilai was actually from the same department as himself.

After the class meeting with the theme of "Military Training Related Matters" that day, Zhou Weilai took the initiative to come over and say hello to him. Maybe he realized that he didn't have much interest in talking, so the other party walked away after chatting casually.Liu Yuxian couldn't help sighing that the two people who had never met before were admitted to the same department, while Jiang Xiaoqing, who had always wanted to be with Zhou Weiwei and even copied the application letter, was admitted to another department...

Recalling when Jiang Xiaoqing questioned her, Liu Yuxian even thought of being willing to exchange departments with Jiang Xiaoqing—but she didn’t consider that it was not something she could decide at the time—but now, she can’t be so frank, because the same department And He Yan.To be honest, she didn't care at all whether she was in the same department as Zhou Weilai or not. For Zhou Weilai, she didn't even have the intimacy of a fellow from the same class in high school. She only cared about being in the same department as He Yan.

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The half-month military training began.

Liu Yuxian, who has always been said to be too thin, hopes to take advantage of the opportunity of military training to exercise herself, and she is also looking forward to spending the time of military training with He Yan.Thinking of everyone sitting around every night, burning a bonfire, singing songs, talking and chatting casually, she felt very yearning.After doing this, he should know He Yan better, and it would be great if he could be treated like a good friend by her.

The reality is that Liu Yuxian made two typos.

First, there was no singing around the bonfire as she had imagined—there was singing, but the atmosphere was not cute at all; as for the bonfire, there was no shadow at all.

Second, and the main reason for her disappointment, He Yan did not participate in the military training.Without He Yan, how could military training be cute?How can I forget it?It's just meaningless at all!

I don't understand why He Yan didn't come?Didn't the counselor say that everyone must participate in the military training, and it must be counted in the overall quality score. Why did He Yan not come?

Surrounded by doubts, Liu Yuxian had no intention of experiencing the growth and joy of military training at all, and also forgot her plan to "take advantage of the opportunity of military training to exercise myself".In such a state, she kept making mistakes in her steps, and even caused the whole team to practice repeatedly.It was really painful, but there was nothing I could do.

Could it be that he was sick?

This thought flashed through Liu Yuxian's brain.

What kind of disease can not participate in military training?But the first day was fine...

Liu Yuxian remembered eating with He Yan in the cafeteria at noon yesterday, and He Yan laughed at Liu Yuxian's behavior like a little rabbit when eating, and gave her one of the steamed carrots on the plate, saying that the little rabbit would only be satisfied if he ate carrots What other people expect.At that time, she didn't show any signs of illness at all...

Could it be that something happened at home?

The bad feeling skipped Liu Yuxian's mind.She shook her head hastily, as if she wanted to get rid of those bad thoughts.

No, you can't think badly.

Oh, maybe someone in the family got married!

who?

Liu Yuxian never asked He Yan who was in her family, nor did she take the initiative to talk about it.But she decided to believe that it would be better for He Yan's brother or sister to get married.Thinking of this, Liu Yuxian felt a little bit of peace of mind, but the disappointment still lingered.

Maybe it will come tomorrow.Liu Yuxian, who didn't see He Yan's shadow until the end of the military training that day, thought so.

Didn't come the next day either.

In fact, Liu Yuxian had a premonition before.No basis, just a hunch.Based on her experience from childhood to adulthood, most of the things she expects will not succeed, but the things she hates always come true from time to time as if they had made an appointment.

Although she had a hunch, the disappointment was still beyond her own imagination, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that she was extremely disappointed.To make matters worse, she fainted within half an hour of the afternoon military training.Hearing the instructor say "the body is too weak", and hearing the students around her say "oh, finally there is the first one to fall down, the other students will continue to work hard", she was so ashamed that she wished she could get into the cracks in the ground go.

"Hey, admirers of Liu Yuxian, it's time for you to show your performance. Whoever takes the fainted Sleeping Beauty to the school hospital in one go will be her Prince Charming! Don't say they didn't give you a chance── "Because of Lin Yuanyuan's words, everyone burst into laughter.Liu Yuxian, whose limbs were weak, her eyes darkened, and her back was sweating cold, hadn't completely lost her hearing. She trembled all over when she heard this kind of teasing, but she couldn't say anything.

Liu Yuxian, who was leaning on the reclining chair in the school hospital for the infusion, went limp as if the skin had been pulled from her spine.The counselor, the two male classmates who brought her here, and Yu Zhu, who accompanied her, comforted her, saying that she should take a rest after the infusion and that she would not have to participate in today's military training before leaving.

The body is uncomfortable, and the heart is even more uncomfortable.

Tears flowed quietly from Liu Yuxian's half-closed eyes.Feeling the itching and numbness on her face, Liu Yuxian hastily wiped away the uncontrollable tears with her hands, she was afraid of being seen and said she was delicate.In fact, it wasn't that she wanted to cry, but something like water dripped out of her eyes.It's such an ugly look.She vigorously wiped away the tears on her face, but the palms of her hands were covered with sweat.

She remembered Lin Yuanyuan's seemingly joking words again.What a disturbing person.

To be honest, she doesn't like Lin Yuanyuan, but she doesn't hate her.She knew that Lin Yuanyuan didn't have a bad heart, she was just used to being self-centered and sometimes a little frivolous.

On the first day of military training, that is, last night, Liu Yuxian couldn't help asking Yu Zhu and Lin Yuanyuan if they knew why He Yan didn't come to the military training.Although she also thought in her heart that the two of them might not know, but just ask to be on the safe side, maybe they really do know.Especially Yu Zhu, as the head of the dormitory, even if it was due to procedure, she probably knew about it.The result was just as she expected, they really didn't know.Yu Zhu only said that it seems that He Yan asked the counselor for leave, probably because of family matters.

Because of something at home?But if you asked for leave, why didn't you tell yourself?Sure enough, he still wasn't considered a friend by her?It’s just that she regards He Yan as a friend from her own side... It’s a lie to say that she won’t be hit, but on the other hand, she thinks that something happened suddenly, so He Yan didn’t have time to tell her, besides, if it’s really a family matter , that is also a private matter, He Yan is not a person who likes to talk about private matters with others.It's one thing to be disappointed, but she also sincerely hopes that nothing will happen to He Yan.