unconfessed love

Liu Yuxian, whose judgment has been completely compromised, simply didn't know how to react, honestly showing an unacceptable look of surprise, for fear of being hated by He Yan, but she absolutely couldn't do it if she pretended to be normal to girls smoking and drinking Yes, that goes against her 18 years of daily behavior norms and basic common sense.

However, she didn't want to have a disagreement with He Yan because of this, and she didn't want to be hated by He Yan because of her disgusted and unacceptable appearance.Before Liu Yuxian's ideological struggle decided the winner, her body reacted first—she lowered her head and silently walked to He Yan's side, standing by the balcony guardrail and looking out at the noisy campus.

He Yan took a sip of beer, still leaning against the guardrail without speaking, staring at some unknown place with empty eyes.Liu Yuxian noticed that there were two empty soda cans on the balcony floor, which were the same as the beer cans in He Yan's hand.Could it be that this is the third can she has drunk?Thinking of this, Liu Yuxian secretly looked at He Yan's profile.It was a face that was not drunk and indifferent, and in the light of night, the profile of that face was shockingly beautiful.

Liu Yuxian lowered her head.Her heart started beating wildly again.

Taking a deep breath quietly, he unexpectedly smelled the faint fragrance of tobacco from He Yan's body.

Liu Yuxian has always disliked the smell of cigarettes, and especially scoffed at people who smoke regardless of occasion. The choking smell of cigarettes always makes her restless.She couldn't understand what happened to those who liked to smoke. She once thought that if she had a boyfriend in the future, she must not smoke a man.

But He Yan's smoke smell was not pungent, and it was the first time that Liu Yuxian realized the existence of such a thing as "tobacco fragrance".The smoke floating up from He Yan's fingers has a kind of He Yan's breath; the slender fingers holding the smoke have a charming feeling; He Yan, who is exuding a faint tobacco fragrance, has a kind of attractiveness that makes people palpitate...

and many more!

There seems to be something wrong, my perception of smoke should not be like this...why...

Liu Yuxian stole a glance at He Yan again, just in time to meet He Yan extinguishing the burnt cigarette, turned sideways to Liu Yuxian's direction, and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can in the corner of the balcony.

Liu Yuxian hurriedly lowered her head, her face flushed.

He Yan looked at Liu Yuxian beside her, and seemed to think that she, like herself, would rather stay silent and not speak, so she maintained the previous posture, raised her head and drank the few sips of beer left in the can, and kept the beer in her hand. Next to the two empty cans on the balcony floor.

After standing in the same posture for so long, Liu Yuxian felt that her back, legs, and arms were getting sore one by one.Think about it, He Yan should have stood longer than herself, wouldn't she be tired?However, she was standing very relaxed, blowing the wind, watching the scenery, drinking, smoking... It must be because of nervousness that her limbs are getting more and more sore.

I suddenly realized that I was still holding a bath towel in my hand, which was used to wipe my hair after I just took a shower.Liu Yuxian really wanted to send the bath towel in and hang it up, it would be strange to hold it in her hand like this.However, after standing for so long and neither of them talking, wouldn't it be unnatural if they left suddenly, put down the bath towel and came back again?It's good that he didn't notice at first, but since he realized that he was standing next to He Yan with a bath towel in his hand and doing nothing, Liu Yuxian felt more and more like a fool.

what to do?So sad.

The more anxious I was, the more I didn't know what to do; the more I couldn't think of a way, the more sore my body became.

Suddenly, He Yan let out a long breath. Liu Yuxian, who thought the other party was about to speak, became nervous, and let out an "uh" sound from her mouth unexpectedly.

"Huh?" He Yan tilted her head and looked over.

"Ah... well, hi... do you like beer?" What's the matter!He obviously didn't have anything to say, but he had no choice but to say it. Instead of making the other person feel strange, it's better to pretend that he has nothing and talk as usual.

"I don't particularly like it either." I got such a non-painful answer.

I don't particularly like it... so I can drink three cans in one go?Liu Yuxian reflexively looked towards the ground.Realizing that she was looking at the empty beer cans on the ground, He Yan also glanced over.After the two people's eyes met, He Yan shrugged.

"Then, what about cigarettes? Don't you particularly like smoking?" Liu Yuxian asked tentatively.

"Yes." After glancing at Liu Yuxian, He Yan replied in a flat tone.Then he added: "What's wrong?"

"Ah, no. It's just... I always feel that smoking and drinking are things that boys only do..." Liu Yuxian said softly, unreasonably.

"I look like a boy?"

Not knowing what emotion He Yan was in, Liu Yuxian hurriedly waved her hands and said, "No...no, I didn't mean that..."

How can you look like a boy!Beautiful face, curvy figure, pleasant voice, nothing like a boy!Liu Yuxian cried in her heart.

In order to get rid of this unpleasant topic, Liu Yuxian rushed to the next topic.

"Ah, why didn't you come to the military training?"

There was no immediate answer.

Just when Liu Yuxian was about to wonder if the other party hadn't heard her question and was about to repeat it, He Yan finally spoke.

"Something," she replied.

"Oh, that's it." Liu Yuxian nodded without real feeling, "Then..."

She didn't ask the following words, because she was surprised to find that He Yan gave her a stare, and the courage to continue asking was completely lost by the other party's stare.She suddenly realized that perhaps He Yan glared at her just to prevent her from continuing to ask.

Being stared at by He Yan... Does she hate herself?Is it because of too many things?

Liu Yuxian was extremely frustrated, but in order to cover up her panic, she began to find other topics incoherently, trying to cover up the topic that He Yan hated.

"Ah, the military training is very tiring, and I get dizzy from the sun every day..." Liu Yuxian laughed forcefully.

"Really?" In a tone of complete disinterest.

"The instructors of the military training... It is said that next year they will lead our next class of freshmen!" Trying to create an atmosphere.

"Who knows." Flat tone.

"Because this year the students responded that all the instructors were male, next year there might be some female instructors!" Liu Yuxian pretended to be excited.

"Perhaps." Absolute indifference.

"It seems that our military training review will be arranged in the last two days..." Liu Yuxian, who had nothing to say, was almost at the limit.

"I don't know." There was no interest in the tone.

"That... ah, from next week..."

"I'm going to take a shower." Before listening to Liu Yuxian's racked topic, He Yan went back to her seat, opened the closet, took a change of clothes, walked to the bathroom with a "squeak", and closed it with a "squeak" door.