The crematorium is missing one, come quickly

Crying and admitting mistakes, stalking, acting like a baby, and self-abuse.

He Yanshu knows that Ji Chenyu's tricks are just like this, they are arranged and combined irregularly, very old-fashioned.

Therefore, when He Yanshu received the ordered breakfast for a month in a row, he was not at all surprised.

It can only be said that he knows Ji Chenyu too well, and Ji Chenyu is a person whose nature is hard to change.

No matter how chic and mature on the outside, Ji Chenyu is still the child who can't grow up.He Yanshu knew it well.

Ji Chenyu apologized only because he showed displeasure, but Ji Chenyu didn't know what was wrong with him.

Ji Chenyu didn't know, more precisely, he couldn't understand, Ji Chenyu was the kind of person who would only blame others when something went wrong, and never reflect on himself.

Ji Chenyu didn't need any face, and he always spoke easily and opened his mouth. His apology was as worthless as his confession, because it was just the most labor-saving way for him to achieve his goal.

After all, after being together for two years, He Yanshu has already seen through this person completely.

In fact, it wasn't that he was blindfolded by love before. He Yanshu just didn't want to destroy the relationship. Ji Chenyu was once a rare person for him, and he was willing to tolerate some flaws.

After all, tolerance has always been one of the things he is best at.

It used to be the past, but now, he doesn't have this kind of effort.

When He Yanshu arrived at the office, he didn't see the breakfast that should have been on the table. He calmly took out the soy milk fritters he bought from his bag, not surprised.

Playing hard to get this trick, Ji Chenyu also played it with proficiency.

He Yanshu didn't take it seriously - he had long since lost expectations of Ji Chenyu, so how could he be disappointed and injured?

But today He Yanshu guessed wrong.

Ji Chenyu didn't have time to buy breakfast in person, but there was Zhang Yi for the shift.

Zhang Yi mentioned a dozen hearty breakfasts, and when he saw He Yanshu in the office, he froze: "Doctor He, why are you here so early?"

Oh no, no, no, his boss told him that he had something to go out today, and asked him to come over to deliver breakfast, and told him to try his best not to let Dr. He notice that the boss was not there. Wouldn't it be a mess now?

Doctor He, Doctor He, do you have to work so hard?Your family is not short of money!No matter how bad it is, there is still a Boss to raise it!

Seeing Zhang Yi's reaction, He Yanshu only thought that he had given Ji Chenyu the whole month, and he was so flustered when he caught him revealing his secrets.

He Yan said calmly: "Don't worry, I won't tell him."

"Well, it doesn't matter if you tell me or not, the most important thing is that you have a good breakfast." Zhang put the dozen or so dishes on the table and introduced them one by one:

"Beef patties, milk-flavored steamed buns, sandwiches, eggs, chicken rolls, preserved egg and lean meat porridge... Is there anything you like? If not, I will buy it again." Zhang Yi took it for granted.

Zhang Yi is so considerate because he has two small calculations in his mind.

For one thing, the meal was delivered by Boss a few days ago, even if Dr. He is not satisfied, he can only blame himself for not being able to choose.But today he gave it to him, if there is something wrong with it, the Boss must magnify it a hundred times and blame it on him, he will never give the Boss a chance to catch him wrong!

Secondly, judging by Boss's posture, it's definitely a matter of congratulations, Boss is unreliable, but Boss's future husband must take good care of him, maybe he will be in charge of money in the future!

Seeing He Yanshu's immobile and calm appearance, which is more than a hundred times more deterrent than his own boss, Zhang Yi corrected his thoughts - it's not that it's not possible, it's that it is certain and definitely that Dr. He will take care of the money!

"I bought breakfast, but I can't eat these things. Throw them away and share them with other colleagues." He Yanshu said with a glance.

"Ah, here." Zhang Yi stayed where he was, "Doctor He, if you don't eat, the boss will scold me."

He Yanshu started to work as if no one else was around.

Zhang Yi thought with great resentment, it was all the Boss's fault, which lowered his position with Dr. He a lot—it was obvious that He Yanshu called him "Mr. Zhang" the first time he met him!

He doesn't want to be with this hopeless Boss!

"Okay, when the boss comes back, you have to intercede for me." Zhang Yi dejectedly picked up the pile of oily things and walked out, but was stopped by He Yanshu.

"Where did he go?" He Yanshu stopped writing and stared at the blank paper.

"I came back for a while, Boss must be going to visit Mr. Xu's grave. I was too busy with social activities a while ago, or I should have gone. The two elders of the Xu family are not in good health, and no children will die in retirement. The old man had a stroke a few years ago and got hemiplegia, and his brain was also damaged, so the Boss can't ignore it."

Hearing "Xu's family", He Yanshu's right hand holding the pen trembled unconsciously, and he pressed it with his left hand calmly, and put down the pen.

"Oh." The surface is calm, but there are two people talking inside:

"Ji Chenyu went to see Xu Luo."

"It has nothing to do with me."

"Ji Chenyu loves him."

"That's none of my business."

"Ji Chenyu still takes care of his parents for him like a lover."

"..."

The voice of one of them was quickly suppressed, and only the sneering voice dominated:

"Ji Chenyu lied to you."

"Ji Chenyu will always value Xu Luo the most."

He Yanshu took a deep breath and stood up, looking at Zhang Yi with deep eyes, Zhang Yi's legs were a little weak.

"Doctor He, is there anything else you can do?" Zhang Yi trembled.

"Where is Xu Luo's tomb, can you tell me?" He Yanshu's tone seemed to pass through a slab of ice.

"Ah?" Zhang Yi couldn't make up his mind.

He Yanshu took out a document and said expressionlessly, "This document must be signed by Ji Chenyu within today, and tomorrow my father will send it to the relevant department for stamping, so I can't wait."

"Oh, I see, I'll take you there." Zhang Yi hurriedly said.

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Xu Luo's ashes were buried in a cemetery in the suburbs.

The cemetery is built along the mountain, located halfway up the mountain, in the shape of steps.Looking from the bottom up, it is extraordinarily solemn and desolate.

At the turn of autumn and winter, the white birch trees around the cemetery are bare, pointing to the air messily, only the pines and cypresses are evergreen.

During the daytime on weekdays, there were very few people who came to worship. The tall and straight man was dressed in black and stood in front of the stele. He Yanshu saw him almost immediately.

He Yanshu didn't approach, but just looked at Ji Chenyu diagonally, he was thankful that the terrain here covered him, and the tall tombstone could block his face.

That's right, he was eavesdropping, but it didn't count - he didn't intend to hide, if Ji Chenyu found him, he would go over and offer some incense.

He should come to see Xu Luo this time.

Ji Chenyu stood there, covered in frost, congealed from the desolation and loneliness of early winter.His forehead hair was as black as ink, his pupils were as cold and noble as obsidian, but his face was pale, with a sad and lonely expression.

This man who likes excitement seems to have never really embraced excitement.

To live is to be alone.Such a sentence suddenly flashed through He Yanshu's mind.

Ji Chenyu held a bunch of daisies in his hand, with small white petals and golden flower cores, the blossoms spread out generously, just like the unrestrained smile of a teenager.

He put down the flowers and looked at the boy on the tombstone: "A Luo, He Yanshu misunderstood that I like you."

When he said this, he didn't have a joking tone, but was very serious and very at a loss: "He actually loved me. Such an excellent person, he was so sad that he wanted to flee abroad because of me."

"I tell you this, can you believe it? He is not the same as what you said. He is not unfeeling, not indifferent, and wants to be with me forever."

Ji Chenyu is not like a person who came to mourn, in fact Xu Luo has passed away for many years, he will not be as sad and angry as when the incident happened.He seemed to really come to a friend for help and advice, even if it was only this kind of one-sided confession, it made him feel better.

"Ah Luo, forgive me, I know you like him, I didn't mean to rob you. But what happened back then, you think I'm too naive, don't you? If you were still here, you would definitely beat me and tell me to give up That stupid idea."

"But, I really like him, no, I love him, especially knowing that he loved me too, I don't want to let go."

"There are so few people who love me, even my parents are gone, I can still get such a person."

"A Luo, will you protect me? I want to get him back, and I must regain his heart!" Ji Chenyu said with an agitated expression, a little selfish.

In Eastern philosophy, people are alive after death, and he has never believed in materialistic values.

But this time he also began to deceive himself, if it was true, would Xu Luo bless him and He Yanshu in the sky to have everything go smoothly?

"It's unlucky to be your friend." He Yanshu stepped on a dead branch and walked up the steps.

Ji Chenyu looked at him steadfastly, there was surprise in his eyes, but very little, more of it was pain.

Judging from this reaction, Ji Chenyu intended to lure him here, but he didn't place any hope on him actually coming.

He Yanshu's heart was gloomy and helpless - so what if he knew that this person was trying to get him, and he knew that he might not be able to escape.

He will come, even if it's just to see Xu Luo, he should come.

"Closed to me in order to help him get revenge, and then used him as an excuse to get rid of me, and now you are asking someone to bless you. You really want a lot, and you are too selfish. But from the beginning to the end, Xu Luo never asked you for anything. "He Yanshu said flatly.

Facing the tombstone, he bowed and lit a stick of incense.

"I'm sorry." Ji Chenyu didn't know what else to say besides this sentence.

"Xu Luo." He Yanshu looked at the tombstone calmly, his tone as calm as water, "It's been so long since I came to see you, I'm sorry."

"I regret what happened back then, and I don't want to excuse myself. I have negligence, which makes me regret it. But I have to admit that you have brought me a lot of influence, both directly and indirectly. "

"...I don't blame you, but it's always hard to look at you with a normal heart."

"This is the first time I have come to see you, and maybe it will be the last time. May you be well in heaven." After He Yanshu finished speaking, he bowed again.

"Thank you for your willingness to come and see A Luo. I know, you don't like to mention him very much..." Ji Chenyu's voice lowered, and she glanced at He Yanshu's expression, "Are you here to find me?"

He Yanshu stared at Ji Chenyu for a few seconds, then took a picture of the folder he was carrying with him: "I need you to sign something, it must be today."

Ji Chenyu lowered his head and took the folder, and took it away: "Oh, I see, I will sign it for you when I find a pen, don't worry."

"I'm in a hurry, I'm going back now." He Yanshu turned his head, but Ji Chenyu grabbed his arm.

Before Ji Chenyu said anything, he heard a middle-aged woman's trembling voice: "Is Chen Yu back?"

He Yanshu heard the sound and looked over, Ji Chenyu held onto his arm, and waved the folder with the other hand: "Mother Yuan!"

"Chen Yu. You are so caring, you still came to see Ah Luo." Yuan Yuxiu came tremblingly with a basket full of paper money and candles.

In fact, this high-end cemetery has long banned the burning of paper money with open flames, and the use of candles is also prohibited. Even during the Lantern Festival and the Hungry Ghost Festival, only energy-saving light bulbs are allowed to be turned on.

But Yuan Yuxiu still maintained the traditional thinking, afraid that her son would have no money to spend there, so she always brought her in secretly.

Ji Chenyu occasionally accompanied her to cook secretly, and never criticized her - he was like her second son, always on the same side as her.

Seeing Yuan Yuxiu's familiar facial features, He Yanshu had guessed the identity of Xu Luo's mother, felt a little embarrassed, and gave Ji Chenyu a wink to tell him to let go.

But Ji Chenyu became more and more intimate, took his arm and introduced to Yuan Yuxiu: "Mother Yuan, this is..." He stopped halfway through the words, turned to look at He Yanshu, and was indeed glared at.

He was stupid, it seemed a little irritating to mention the name He Yanshu to Xu's mother.

"He's...my boyfriend." Ji Chenyu changed his rhetoric.

He Yanshu's eyes widened even more. It's better to say it outright. At worst, he will leave after saying a few words, and he will never see each other again anyway.

However, seeing Yuan Yuxiu's kind appearance, He Yanshu couldn't bear it.

It's just a title, a boyfriend is just...boyfriend.he thought resignedly.

He Yanshu has always known that people need to pay for their own character, just like Ji Chenyu needs to pay for his recklessness, he also needs to pay for his soft-heartedness.

As long as he knows he's not a boyfriend, it's better to get away with a white lie than to brutally tear the truth apart.

At least he thought so.

Hearing Ji Chenyu's shocking remarks, Yuan Yuxiu didn't appear too surprised. Her delicate brows stretched, and she looked at He Yanshu with a smile: "So it's Chen Yu's boyfriend. Feelings are so good."

He Yanshu was stunned and did not speak, Ji Chenyu hurriedly held him tighter: "Okay, very good, I take him as my life!"

"Hahaha, this kid, I'm really not ashamed. You're already used to it, right?" Yuan Yuxiu patted He Yanshu's shoulder and smiled.

"Yes... I'm used to it." He Yanshu twitched the corner of his mouth.

To be honest, he is in a good mood today and is willing to accompany Ji Chenyu in this scene.

Because after hearing what Ji Chenyu said in front of Xu Luo's tomb, his heart was untied a lot.

Whether Ji Chenyu said the truth or made it up for him on purpose, he doesn't want to pursue it anymore.

It's meaningless to compete with a dead person. What Ji Chenyu is doing now is for him alone, and his intuition tells He Yanshu that Ji Chenyu really never liked Xu Luo.

He might be overly sensitive and really misunderstand.

It is not his style to hold on to the mistake because of a misunderstanding.

Even if he is not with Ji Chenyu, he will not use this reason as an excuse again.

Things went wrong back then, but the harm was real. He was able to let go of his prejudice against Xu Luo, but it took a long, long time to forgive Ji Chenyu.

He didn't know if there would be such a day.

Yuan Yuxiu finished burning the paper for Xu Luo, and said that she would invite Ji Chenyu and He Yanshu to eat at home.

He Yanshu wanted to refuse, but Ji Chenyu agreed first for him: "Okay, I haven't eaten the dishes made by Yuan's mother for a long time."

Ji Chenyu turned to He Yanshu and said, "Father Xu's illness is very serious. It's a bit of an intractable disease. He went to many hospitals but he was not cured. You are a doctor, so go and see for yourself."

He Yanshu became serious when he heard the diagnosis. In the morning, Zhang Yi also heard that Xu Luo's father had the sequelae of a stroke. There was no delay in getting sick.

"Okay, I'll go with you, then go to his house to find a pen, and sign the document." He Yanshu said.

Ji Chenyu nodded with a smile and crooked eyes, this medical idiot.

After going there, He Yanshu found out that this was not an intractable disease, it was simply because the old man shy away from the doctor and was unwilling to go to see it.

He sat by the bed and patiently persuaded Xu Luo's father for a long time, then went to the kitchen to do ideological work for Yuan Yuxiu who was cooking, and finally convinced the two elders that they were willing to find time to register at his father's hospital.

Ji Chenyu listened from the side, heartbroken - when Xu Luo was in the past, the Xu family's conditions were very good, but it was a pity that the son passed away, and the two elders couldn't bear the blow, and fell ill one after another.They also had no intention of breaking into a career, and the two supported each other and spent their dying years in thoughts of their son.

"Then when the time comes, do you need to report your name?" Yuan Yuxiu wondered.

He Yanshu was silent for a few seconds and said: "Just make an appointment and go to register. The hospital treats patients equally, and will arrange a doctor for Uncle."

"Hey, good, good." They felt more at ease without using He Yanshu's relationship to go through the back door, otherwise the favor would not be repaid.

He Yanshu wanted to help with the cooking, but Yuan Yuxiu drove him out of the kitchen and told him to sit and wait with Ji Chenyu.

Of course he won't sit with Ji Chenyu - that person's eyes almost pop out of the stars, and he won't be bored to death if he sits there.

He Yanshu wandered around the room casually, looking at the furnishings at home.

The things in the Xu family are very old, at least ten years old, but the quality and style were considered high-quality goods at that time, and it can be seen that they used to be a petty bourgeoisie family.

Xu Luo's photos from childhood to adulthood can be easily seen, from infancy to graduation photos in school uniforms, the people in the photos always have brown hair and soft, smiling eyes, just like when He Yanshu and he first met.

Around the age of five or six, a boy began to appear on the screen, and the family portrait of a family of three became a family of four. Those who didn’t know thought that this family had two sons.

"At that time, I took the two of them out, and they all envied me. Sister Yuan, you are so lucky, you have two sons. I said bah, the two lose money. I like daughters." At the dinner table, Yuan Yuxiu While picking up food for the two of them, he talked about interesting things from the past.

"One son has to prepare a dowry gift to earn a house, and two sons get two shares. What is it if you don't lose money?"

"Mother Yuan, you're all old-fashioned. Times have changed a long time ago, and you have to buy a house after giving birth to a girl." Ji Chenyu was helpless.

"Why is it different? No matter how it changes, you will always be my second son."

"Of course, you are also my mother." Ji Chenyu smiled helplessly. He picked out the fishbone and put the fish meat into He Yanshu's bowl. He turned his head and whispered, "Be careful."

He Yanshu glanced at him, and in front of Yuan Yuxiu, he didn't have the nerve to refute his face, so he just said: "You eat yours, leave me alone."

"Although this fish is tender, it has many spines." Ji Chenyu's tone was very gentle.

"He loves you so much, you just have to bear it. Chen Yu has been spoiled and spoiled since he was a child, and I have never seen him serving food for others. When he was a child, he found it troublesome to spit out thorns even when eating fish, and got stuck many times."

Before the words fell, Ji Chenyu coughed a few times, touched his throat and opened his eyes wide: "It's stuck...it's stuck."

He Yanshu was eating vegetables, but immediately put down his chopsticks when he heard it: "What's stuck?"

"Fish...fishbone." Ji Chenyu blushed and tears filled his eyes.

"This kid! You got stuck before I finished speaking! You haven't made any progress at such a young age." Yuan Yuxiu said anxiously.

"No hurry, no hurry." He Yanshu comforted Ji Chenyu, but he didn't look like he was not in a hurry.

He helped Ji Chenyu grab a big mouthful of white rice, and brought it to his mouth with his hands, and picked up a few large leafy vegetables, and watched worriedly: "Come on, eat some rice balls and let's go."

Ji Chenyu put it into his mouth obediently, and swallowed it without chewing twice.

"Is it better? Have you swallowed the fishbone?" He Yanshu asked softly.

"Still, no." Ji Chenyu frowned, as if feeling the tingling and foreign body sensation coming from his throat.

He Yanshu stood up anxiously and walked to the kitchen: "Aunt Yuan, is there any vinegar in your family?"

"Yes, it's in the closet up there. I'll get it for you."

He Yanshu filled a small cup with vinegar, handed it to Ji Chenyu, coaxing: "Come on, drink this, it doesn't taste good, bear with it."

Seeing He Yanshu's concern, Ji Chenyu's eyes were wet, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I wish I could get caught by fishbone every day."

The author has something to say: He: Oh, it would be even better if you can get stuck.

感谢在2021-09-0723：42：16～2021-09-0823：28：57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

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