The crematorium is missing one, come quickly

Ji Chenyu closed the car door heavily, and leaned back against the back seat with a cold face.

In the driver's seat, the driver didn't dare to show his breath, and only dared to glance at this man with bloodshot eyes and a violent aura all over his body through the reflection of the rearview mirror from the corner of his eye.

"Drive." Ji Chenyu's voice became colder and colder in the thick night, causing the driver to shiver.

"Yes."

I didn't feel it when I first fought, but now the wound started to turn red and swollen, and it was particularly noticeable on Ji Chenyu's snow-white skin.

Ji Chenyu pressed the car window and used cold wind to relieve the burning sensation on his face, but it got hotter and hotter.

I can't video chat with my grandma these few days, I have to heal my injury, he calmed down with the wind blowing for a while, thinking irritably.

When he calmed down completely, the phone rang in his hand, and Ji Chenyu guessed it was Tong Xiaoyao.

Between Tong Xiaoyao and He Yanshu, there is always one who wants to call him, and He Yanshu probably doesn't even bother to scold him, so it will only be Tong Xiaoyao.

"...Hello?" Ji Chenyu said awkwardly, not wanting to face it.

Tong Xiaoyao seemed to be making this phone call secretly outside the door, her voice was deliberately lowered, but she could hear her anxiety: "Ji Chenyu, what's the matter with you today? Hitting someone in front of Senior Yan Shu, with you like me Are you out of your mind?"

Ji Chenyu was also very helpless: "I didn't know that you guys were eating here at night...they aren't next to you, are they?"

"No, the two of them went in. Senior Yan Shu seems to have something to ask Yuan Jing." Tong Xiaoyao looked in the direction of the box and said.

"Oh."

"Oh what? Didn't we agree that I'll be your staff officer, can't you act alone?"

"I don't care about it." Ji Chenyu said lazily.

Tong Xiaoyao became angry: "You will suffer if you are disobedient. You deserve it because you can't catch up with Senior Yan Shu! Let me ask you, what is Senior Yan Shu's most important thing, do you know?"

Ji Chenyu clicked impatiently: "I know, He Yanshu values ​​patients the most, followed by family and friends."

"Then you still hit his friend?"

"I couldn't hold back!" Ji Chenyu gave up on herself, "I've been beaten, what can I do, can the relationship between me and He Yanshu be worse? Anyway, he has been ignoring me."

"Isn't it bad for him to run away again? Ji Chenyu, this world is huge, if you want to hide alone, it's impossible for you to turn him out."

Ji Chenyu thought to himself, it's not like I haven't turned over.

An outstanding person like He Yanshu can shine brightly everywhere, and it is never difficult to stand out from the crowd.

Hearing Tong Xiaoyao's sigh, Ji Chenyu's conscience was a little uneasy - he was patronizing himself to vent his anger, forgetting that Yuan Jing was not only He Yanshu's friend, but also Tong Xiaoyao's boyfriend.

"I'm sorry, I hit your boyfriend." Ji Chenyu mumbled a few words and said.

Tong Xiaoyao rolled her eyes, even though Ji Chenyu couldn't see it: "You still know that's my boyfriend, I thought you, Mr. Ji, do whatever you want and never care about the feelings of us little people."

"It's my fault." Ji Chenyu apologized quickly.

"Why are you fighting with him? I really want to know." Tong Xiaoyao chased after her.

"I don't want to talk. You can ask him." Ji Chenyu said softly, and hung up the phone.

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Tong Xiaoyao was stunned for several seconds.

Back in the box, I felt an extremely low air pressure as soon as I opened the door.

Yuan Jing and He Yanshu were sitting opposite each other, their expressions were very serious, especially He Yanshu's fists were so tightly clenched that even his knuckles were white.

"What are you two talking about?" Tong Xiaoyao walked over lightly, but they didn't seem to see him.

"That's all?" He Yanshu looked at Yuan Jing's face, and for the first time felt that the friends he grew up with were so strange.

"I've already told you everything I said to him back then, without missing a word." Yuan Jing said calmly, without hiding anything.

He Yan endured it and endured it, and finally couldn't hold back, he quickly stepped forward and grabbed Yuan Jing's collar, and lifted him up.

He pulled Yuan Jing in front of him, his voice was so hoarse that it didn't belong to him: "Yuan Jing, you and I made a big joke."

The two of them were almost touching their foreheads, and there were faint twitching veins on He Yanshu's forehead.Yuan Jing let him talk, with a slumped face.

"Senior Yan Shu, you, calm down." Tong Xiaoyao panicked, and hurried up to persuade the fight.

What's going on today?First, Ji Chenyu had a fight with his husband, and now He Yanshu is also going to beat him up, what happened!

Yuan Jing shook his head at him, telling him not to intervene.

"I'm not joking." Yuan Jing raised his drooping head and looked at He Yanshu, "Didn't you notice? When you were with Ji Chenyu, you didn't look like you at all."

"Yes, Aunt Yanyan came to me and asked me to help you persuade you. But I was not forced by her, and I agree with her words. I knew it wouldn't make sense to you, so I went to find Ji Chenyu."

"Yan Shu, I know that you and Auntie have a tight relationship, but you must listen to what the elders say. Auntie is your mother, and she will not harm you. Ji Chenyu is not worthy of you. If you are with him, life will only end It just kept going downhill."

"Look at what you were like back then. You didn't study abroad because of him, and you put him first in everything you do, and you don't think about yourself at all. I'm your friend, and I'm really sad. I'm not worth it for you, you know? "Yuan Jing said, sighed, as if returning to the crazy days many years ago.

He Yanshu released him more than once because of Ji Chenyu, and it was not once or twice that he accompanied He Yanshu because of Ji Chenyu.

Which friend can bear this.

"You're living a good life now, aren't you? Ji Chenyu doesn't bother you, and your journey is getting smoother."

He Yanshu clenched and relaxed his hands, his eyes gradually lost their brilliance: "I agree, there was indeed a problem with the way I fell in love at that time."

Not mature enough, too involved, chilling the hearts of friends without knowing it.

"But you shouldn't say that to Ji Chenyu." It was very difficult for He Yanshu to say this.

"Right and wrong in the relationship, in the final analysis, it's a matter between the two of us. Even if you are my friend, I don't think you have the right to intervene."

He Yanshu used such a sharp word as "qualification", which had never happened in the past 20 years of acquaintance, and Yuan Jing found it very harsh.

"He Yanshu, you just can't let him go, and you have to settle accounts with me for this kind of old sesame seed and rotten millet? I have known you for more than 20 years, can't it be compared to him and your mere two years?" Yuan Jing said The next is really angry.

He Yanshu's throat rolled, and his voice was very low: "Yuan Jing, if you really treat me as a friend, you should know how much I value him."

The person he himself was reluctant to hurt, was actually said by his mother and friends so excessively, but he didn't know anything about it.

As long as he thought of how wronged Ji Chenyu was, he couldn't control the sourness in his eyes.

"When you said those words, for a second, did you consider me? You used my best friend to hurt him, but you never thought of treating him kindly for my sake."

Yuan Jing opened his mouth, unable to refute.

That's right, this is just his wishful thinking to "help". He thinks that this is good for He Yanshu, but except for He Yanshu himself, no one can decide for He Yanshu what is best.

Life always comes down to death. If you look at the result, it is meaningless.How can we force a "meaningful" process in meaningless things?

"Yan Shu, I..." Yuan Jing grabbed He Yanshu and apologized repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm too self-righteous, I shouldn't have gone to him behind your back. But I really want to help you Well, I, I don't want to lose you as a friend."

He Yanshu was silent for a few seconds, then pulled his hand away: "Let me calm down for a few days."

When Yuan Jing really understands the sense of boundary between friends, maybe then they can reconcile.

He Yanshu thought about calling Ji Chenyu to apologize, then quickly left the box, went down the stairs and walked out of the restaurant.

After dialing the phone, he heard the man's low "Hello", but his mind suddenly cleared up.

What is he doing?Why do you have to make this call to Ji Chenyu?

I couldn't utter a word of the disorganized words in my mind, and could only repeat dryly: "Hello."

Ji Chenyu was leaning on the window sill, his eyes were as dark as night, he knew that He Yanshu was going to come to Xingshi to question him - he beat his friend, can he pretend nothing happened?

I just didn't expect the questioning to come so quickly.

"He Yanshu, you're here to criticize me for beating Yuan Jing in public, aren't you?" Ji Chenyu had long been used to He Yanshu's scolding, and his eyes were bleak and clear.

"I know it's wrong for me to hit him. No matter what grievances I have with him, it's wrong to hit someone. But I hit him for you, not for myself. For your sake, it's worth it no matter what, even if you ignore me for the rest of your life I also admit it."

"I know I was wrong, but I don't regret it." Ji Chenyu thought, let's die, and confess before dying.

But the expected indifferent questioning did not come, He Yanshu just hummed lightly, and then said: "Ji Chenyu, I'm sorry on Yuan Jing's behalf."

Ji Chenyu was stunned. After all these years, he never felt that Yuan Jing owed him an apology.

Protecting friends is a matter of course. In his values, Yuan Jing didn't feel sorry for him, because Yuan Jing's friend was He Yanshu, not him, and Yuan Jing didn't need to consider his feelings.

People are far and near, if it was him, he would only go too far than Yuan Jing.

It wasn't until a few weeks ago that he heard He Yanshu's heartfelt words on He Yanshu's radio station that he knew how much Yuan Jing's behavior had indirectly caused He Yanshu.

He and He Yanshu were so good before, if it wasn't for Yuan Jing, he might never have told He Yanshu about Xu Luo in his whole life.

He just felt that he and Yuan Jing were to blame for not being able to make it to the end with He Yanshu.

Hitting Yuan Jing was out of his own personal indignation.

But even if he beat him this time, he didn't want to ask for that apology.

"I don't want him to apologize." Ji Chenyu said sullenly, "The person he should apologize to is not me, but you."

"He also apologized to me." He Yanshu said.

"Oh."

The two were silent, but neither of them hung up the phone. After a while, He Yanshu said, "I heard that my mother also went to look for you."

"Yeah." Those were bad memories, Ji Chenyu didn't want to mention them.

"What she said to Yuan Jing is not true." He Yanshu said.

It's been a long time since it happened, it doesn't make much sense for him to clarify these things, but for some reason, he just doesn't want Ji Chenyu to misunderstand any more.

He suddenly understood why Ji Chenyu's perverse behavior always revealed a bit of inferiority intentionally or unintentionally.

I am afraid that he will be angry, that he will ignore me, and that he will be too far away from me.He Yanshu sometimes felt that Ji Chenyu was too clever, and he was simply sensitive.

How can people who grow up surrounded by stars have low self-esteem?He always thought it was his own illusion.

It turned out that this inferiority complex had been around for a long time, like a poisonous weed seed, it was sprinkled in places he couldn't see, and it took root and sprouted.

"Well, it's not true, I know now." Ji Chenyu said lonely.I know, but it's too late.

Hurtful words are like splashed water, and feelings are like broken mirrors, no matter how hard it is to recover.

"Thank you for your willingness to call me, for causing you and your friends trouble." Ji Chenyu pretended to be relaxed, "Then hang up, good night."

"......Good night."

The days passed smoothly, He Yanshu never received breakfast, and Ji Chenyu was rarely seen.

After the quarrel in the restaurant, the relationship between the two of them appeared to be back to the original point, even more alienated than when they first returned to China.

But only He Yanshu knew that Ji Chenyu already had a subtle difference in his heart.

People have to pay for their own character, but there is an essential difference between intentional injury and unintentional injury.

In the events of that year, Yuan Jing was like a catalyst, his existence only detonated the hidden dangers that existed between him and Ji Chenyu, not all the responsibility.

The matter of revenge was started by Ji Chenyu, and the breakup was indeed brought up by Ji Chenyu. This was all due to Ji Chenyu's naive and reckless character.

But He Yanshu felt that, in the final analysis, it was also a misunderstanding caused by his unrevealed personality.

If he could make Ji Chenyu more confident and trust the relationship between them, Ji Chenyu would not do that kind of thing that would hurt both of them.

The only thing He Yanshu cared about was that Ji Chenyu deceived him about his feelings. He heard Ji Chenyu's words at that time, and thought that Ji Chenyu's affection was all faking.

Now, he knows that Ji Chenyu is sincere, that's enough.

They all need to pay for their youth and frivolity.

On that day, He Yanshu received a rare call from He Nianqiu from the United States, but was told a sad news - Ji Anji was about to die soon.

"Do you want to tell Ji Chenyu?" He Yanshu thought of him almost immediately.

"No, Yan Shu, I'm calling you because I want you to help hide Chen Yu." He Nianqiu said sadly, "This is what the old man meant, she doesn't want Chen Yu to know."

If he knew, he would definitely not be able to bear the blow.He Yanshu understood Ji Anji's thoughts.

"Did the old lady Ji find out that there was something wrong with her health, and deliberately sent Ji Chenyu back to China to send him away?"

"You can't hide anything from you, but don't let Chen Yu know about this. The old lady is good to our family, you, and me. We have to fulfill our dying wish. You also understand that the old man has worked hard all his life. The only thing that worries me is Chen Yu."

"I understand." He Yanshu whispered, "I won't let him know."

"Ji Chenyu has an assistant named Zhang Yi, you should cooperate with him."

"Well, I'll go find him."

After hanging up the phone, He Yanshu felt lost.He is a doctor, he has seen many life and death, at first he could not sleep all night, but now he can face it calmly.

People have this kind of self-protection mechanism. If every patient puts his true feelings into it, he will be crazy even if he is not depressed.

But this time the feeling is different, he needs to keep the secret for others, his heart seems to be lifted by something.

Ji Chenyu's parents died early, he should not be very sensible at that time, it can be said that since he can remember, he has not experienced the real separation of life and death.

And He Yanshu's grandparents and grandparents have not been here for a long time, so it can be said that he has rich experience in this area.

If he knew the truth, he didn't know how Ji Chenyu would collapse.

Although He Yanshu felt that he shouldn't hide it, he decided to do so for the sake of his aunt and Ji Anji's request.

After all, seeing Ji Chenyu's tears is not a pleasant thing, so delay it if you can.

Just as he was thinking, a nurse suddenly ran over in a panic and said to him: "Doctor He, Ji, Mr. Ji fainted!"

"Where is it?" He Yanshu immediately closed his notebook and stood up, following the nurse to the ward.

"The pregnant woman who was yelling about jumping off the building before had an acute labor and hemorrhage, and the blood in the blood bank was suddenly insufficient. Mr. Ji happened to come to visit Mr. Xu, and when he learned that the pregnant woman had the same blood type as himself, he rolled up his sleeves and wanted to donate blood. We said 400cc was the most, but he said he was in good health and 600cc was fine, but he fell to the ground after smoking 600cc and took two steps.”

"He said 600 and you really smoked 600?" He Yanshu couldn't control it, his tone was so angry that the little nurse turned pale with fright, "The pregnant woman was in a critical situation at that time, and the blood was not enough, so it would be nice to have more... ..."

He Yanshu saw that she was blaming herself, and couldn't bear to blame her anymore, and said softly: "Currently, in the countries that promote blood donation, the most regulations are only 550, and drawing 600 is too risky."

"I'm sorry Dr. He, we didn't think carefully!" The nurse kept apologizing.

Pushing the door open, Ji Chenyu just woke up.

He sat up from the bed, his always ruddy lips were now pale, and his skin was bloodless. The moment he saw He Yanshu, he immediately showed a weak smile: "Why are you here? Aren't you busy? I'm fine , you go back quickly."

"My father is responsible for medical accidents in the hospital." He Yanshu walked to Ji Chenyu's bedside, and touched Ji Chenyu's hand, feeling a little cold.

"Oh, so it's not about me, but about Uncle He." Ji Chenyu leaned back.

He Yanshu helped him put a pillow behind him: "What do you think?"

"Everything is normal, just a little dizzy." Ji Chenyu said with a smile.

"600cc came as soon as he opened his mouth, why didn't you just say that you'd be drained, one life for another?" He Yanshu looked at him.

"It's okay, He Yanshu, I'm willing to die for you." Ji Chenyu took his hand and rubbed his head against his arm, "Don't you value your patient the most? I'm willing to die for your patient, you Unconditional contribution to the medical career.”

He Yanshu was startled, and sat on the side of the bed in a daze, looking at Ji Chenyu's face, hesitantly: "But I won't die for you."

"No, I don't need you to die for me." Ji Chenyu said urgently, "You just need to live well. Live happily, happily, and freely."

"Of course, it would be even better if I could participate." He bowed his head.

"I did a lot of wrong things before, but I won't do it now. I will tell you everything and never hide it from you. Give me another chance, okay?" Ji Chenyu's eyes seemed to be crushed. Xingxing looked at He Yanshu sincerely.

"Tell me everything, and don't hide anything from me?" He Yanshu raised his eyebrows and repeated.

Ji Chenyu didn't understand why he asked such a question, nodded heavily: "Yes! I lied to you, I'm a puppy! I even told you the balance of the bank card!"

"Then, you have to show me well."

"Ok?"

What does He Yanshu mean, what does He Yanshu mean?Ji Chenyu couldn't believe his ears.

"Brother Yan Shu." Ji Chenyu felt like she was about to cry!

"Hmm." He Yanshu smiled.

"Then can I kiss you?" Ji Chenyu looked at him expectantly, and licked his pale lips.

He Yanshu closed his eyes, and leaned over to press those cold and moist lips, "Stay by my side from now on, don't make me worry."

The author has something to say: there is no HE, don’t panic

感谢在2021-09-0923：40：17～2021-09-1023：50：42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of Shen Lingqiu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!