The crematorium is missing one, come quickly

He Yanshu came out after the meeting, and accidentally saw the news feed on his phone.

Perhaps because of the ability to obtain the location of the user, this app often pushes news about his location, which are all trivial civil disputes, and there are no major national events.

He Yanshu usually doesn't read these local news. The reason why he clicked on it today is because he saw the familiar word - "Yan's Capital".

This is a company established by his grandfather, and the current manager is his mother Yan Yan.

According to the description in the news, this company suffered a major loss a few years ago, and the projects it invested in in the past few years have also suffered losses every year, and it is expected to go bankrupt this year if it cannot survive.

He Yanshu's hand holding the phone couldn't help trembling—if he went bankrupt, would that proud woman be able to bear it?

Before he was an adult, his relationship with Yan Yan was very tense.

Yan Yan always arranges everything for him compulsively, euphemistically saying, "I'm doing it for your own good, and when you grow up, you will understand me."

At that time, He Yan thought to himself, he won't, he will never understand her.

Looking at it now, incomprehension does not mean complete hostility. After all, blood is thicker than water, and he values ​​family very much. Naturally, he hopes that everything will go well.

The mother and son are in good health without interfering with each other, which is his ideal state.

It can be said that the feast is not good right now, which broke this delicate tranquility.He Yanshu decided to listen to He Tingdong's words and take the time to visit her.

But never found the time.The project is about to change phases, and He Yanshu has to start looking for online experts. He has to make countless calls every day, and he is too busy.

He is actually not very good at this kind of interpersonal communication. He used to immerse himself in his own research and didn’t need to deal with too many people—he would communicate with patients, but most of the time it was unilateral input from the other party. The peace talks project is Different.

So He Yanshu often felt that he and Ji Chenyu could complement each other in many ways.

Ji Chenyu can speak beautiful words, has a good temper, and is both right and left, which in his opinion are rare and worth learning traits.

Ji Chenyu offered to help him make these calls, but He Yanshu felt that Ji Chenyu was not a medical professional, so he might not be able to completely chat with them.

Some experts have weird personalities, and he has seen a lot at foreign exchange meetings. It would be more respectful for him to make this call, he thought.

At the end of the second month of winter, the news of Ji Anji's death came from the United States.

He Yanshu immediately called Zhang Yi and told him to look at Dian Ji Chenyu, don't talk about it, Zhang Yi kept agreeing.

But Ji Chenyu seemed to be aware of something, fidgeting every day, and didn't dare to mention the matter of returning to the United States to He Yanshu.

He Yan is comfortable to respond to all changes, despite the turmoil in his heart.

Zhang Yi called He Yanshu almost every day: "What should I do? The company in the United States needs someone to go back to take charge of the overall situation immediately. I'm stuck in the domestic branch and can't leave. I can't help the boss deal with it."

"And I think this is not a small matter. Others can't do it for you. You still have to go back with the Boss himself to get it done."

He Yanshu thought over and over again, and had no choice but to let go: "You tell him." At the end, he added, "You just said that you are seriously ill and ask him to go back and take care of you."

"I see."

Zhang Yi faked the news of Ji Anji's death as Ji Anji was seriously ill, and conveyed it to Ji Chenyu.Ji Chenyu couldn't sit still any longer, and bought a plane ticket overnight to leave.

He Yanshu sent him to the airport, he squeezed He Yanshu's hand tightly and said: "I wanted to take you back with me, but it must be very hard to take care of the patients, I'm enough for me alone. You take good care of me In China, when grandma's condition improves, I will come back to accompany you immediately."

He Yanshu smiled and said: "See outside. Your family is my family, and I should help take care of it. But we can't all leave, and no one will follow up on the project if we all leave. I will guarantee the project for you It's going well, you can go at ease."

"Thank you for your hard work. I'll leave Zhang Yi here. If you need anything, you can just ask him."

"I know."

"Wait for me." Ji Chenyu turned his head three times a step, reluctant to let go.

"Wait for you." He Yanshu rolled his eyes and waved at him, "Go in, pay attention to covering the plane with a blanket, and be careful of risk."

"Okay, be careful on your way back."

After more than ten hours, the plane landed smoothly.

Ji Chenyu called He Yanshu to report his safety almost as soon as he landed. He Yanshu told him some things about life, and before hanging up the phone, he said: "No matter what happens, I will be by your side. I am here The country is waiting for you."

Ji Chenyu's voice choked up and said: "I left in the morning, and I miss you now."

After comforting each other a few words, the two hung up the phone in a hurry.

After all, there are many things waiting for Ji Chenyu to deal with, and they don't have time to talk about them.

He Yanshu couldn't see the situation in the United States, but he could guess what kind of blow Ji Chenyu was about to face when he got there.

He didn't know that it would be their last warm phone call.

That day, He Yanshu came home from get off work and was going to buy some green plants and dried flowers at the flower shop——Ji Chenyu likes to play with these at home, sometimes he has to ask for his opinion several times wherever a vase is placed, he is really a very caring person Life style people.

He Yanshu also has life rituals, even though Ji Chenyu is not around, he can still make the house beautiful.

He thought that when Ji Chenyu came back, these flowers might be able to comfort him.

At the gate of the unit building, He Yanshu met an unexpected person—his mother, Yan Yan.

She was still dressed smartly, with a long black trench coat and black high-heeled shoes, but no makeup was applied on her face, her haggardness and aging were obvious.

The arrogance of a victor in her was gone, and all that was left was a heavy sense of powerlessness.

"Can I come in and sit down?" she asked.

He Yanshu said expressionlessly: "This is the house you bought, you can enter it if you want."

"Who did you buy the flowers for?" Yan Yan noticed the bouquet of dried flowers in He Yanshu's hand, with a desolate smile.

"I bought it to decorate the house." He Yanshu said lightly.

As soon as you enter the door, you can see the traces of the two people's life at a glance-everything is for two people, lovers, slippers, water glasses, pillows, all in pairs.

The furnishing of the home is very warm, and the owners have put a lot of effort into managing this home.

"Sit whatever you want, I'll make you tea." After being spied on the living environment, He Yanshu looked natural, and went to the cupboard to find a cup for Yan Yan to pour tea.

Yan Yan sat on the sofa and waited for tea, feeling a little cramped.

Is this the kind of life that He Yanshu chose?This is where her son's happiness lies?with a man?

"Jasmine tea, be careful of getting hot." He Yanshu put the teacup on the coffee table in front of the sofa, and didn't pass it directly to Yan Yan.

Yan Yan stared at the tea, twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Yan Shu, do you still remember what mom likes to drink the most?"

"I don't have amnesia, of course I remember." He Yanshu sat down with a distant tone, "What do you want from me?"

"Are you with Ji Chenyu?" Yan Yan took a sip of tea, and got straight to the point.

"Yes." He Yanshu looked into his mother's eyes, "I know that you approached him in private back then."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he regretted a little - he was thinking about going to see this woman on his own initiative a few days ago, but why she came, but he couldn't say any soothing words.

"So what? You want to ask me to blame you?" Yan Yan smiled.

"No." He Yanshu shook his head, "I don't want to quarrel with you, I just want to tell you that Ji Chenyu is the person I believe, so don't get close to him anymore."

"I don't approach him." Looking at his son's stubborn face, Yan Yan showed a self-deprecating smile, "Sometimes I wonder if I'm really a failed mother."

He Yanshu didn't speak, and was silent for a while, before saying, "If you're talking about this, then you can leave after drinking the tea."

"Ji Chenyu wants to bring me down." Yan Yan said suddenly, causing He Yanshu to look at her in surprise.

"Over the years, the Ji family has never stopped suppressing the Yan family. It used capital operations to hit us once a few years ago, and it has intensified in the past few months, causing us a lot of non-performing assets and bad debts. The products cannot be paid back. , the company has no money, so it can only go bankrupt." Yan Yan's expression was very sarcastic.

Apart from being shocked at the moment when he heard it, He Yanshu was actually very calm afterward.

How to put it, it is not completely unexpected, with Ji Chen Yu's character, there is such a possibility.

But He Yanshu immediately felt a kind of sadness, like a farmer rescued a frozen snake in the snow, deluded himself that it would not bite, and warmed it up, but was bitten back.

Ji Chenyu is self-willed, but in He Yanshu's heart, Ji Chenyu has a great advantage, that is kindness.

Although he doesn't know how to consider other people's suffering, the Ji Chenyu he knows will never intentionally harm others.

When that person was in college, he would follow him in charity sales and help the poor in the mountains. When he grew up, he would take on social responsibilities and help Amber and Chi Yu who were bullied.

So this kindness is also fake?Still, Ji Chenyu's kindness is only aimed at those who do not endanger his interests, once someone threatens him, he will do whatever it takes.

He Yanshu's back felt cold - what about him?

After all, Yan Yan is his mother, and even if she will receive such revenge, if one day Ji Chenyu no longer loves him, that is, he no longer belongs to the category that Ji Chenyu values, how much can Ji Chenyu miss him?

Moreover, Ji Chenyu kept telling him everything, not lying to him or hiding anything from him, were all lies used to paralyze him?

He Yanshu felt terrible in his bones - Ji Chenyu did so many things when he didn't know, but still pretended that nothing happened and got tired of being with him.

"How much do you owe?" He Yanshu calmed down for a while and spoke, and was taken aback by Yan Yan's question.

"Yan Shu, mom didn't come here today to ask you for money."

"He did it, and I am also responsible." He Yanshu took a deep breath and exhaled it with great difficulty.

"I'll give you my savings first, and I'll figure out what to do with the rest."

On the day Ji Anji was buried, it rained.

Ji Chenyu was dressed in black, and stood at the front holding her still photo. The bodyguard was beside him, holding an umbrella for him.

Ji Chenyu's expression was very dazed, he didn't listen to what the priest was praying, and just stood there with a wooden face, like a walking dead.

The people around him felt sour when they saw it, for fear that he would fall down if he couldn't hold on.

In fact, Ji Chenyu did not see Ji Anji for the last time.Ji Anji passed away a few days before he arrived, and the people around him were afraid that it would spoil if they couldn't store it, so they sent him to be cremated immediately.

When Ji Chenyu went back, all he saw was a small black box.

He was so angry, helpless, and sad that he was about to go crazy. He wanted to smash this box to pieces, and told everyone present to stop acting and return his grandma to him.

For several days in a row, when he was awake, he would cry and yell, smashing things, like a mad beast, and no one dared to approach him.

It wasn't until the day of his actual burial that he realized that the person who held up the world for him was gone, and no one would pay for his cries unconditionally.

Growing up is an instant.When a person finds that he has no support and can only be his own support, and there are even a large group of people waiting to rely on him, he is forced to grow up.

It hurts to grow up, he would rather not have these wealth and status, and just want to be a child protected by his grandma for the rest of his life.

"Is there anything Grandma left for me?" Ji Chenyu finally remembered and asked.

"No. The old lady said, you don't like to be taught, and she never asks you for anything. If you don't talk when you are alive, it makes no sense to keep nagging when you are about to die."

Ji Chenyu's eyes were red again, even though they were already like walnuts.

"What else did she say about me?"

"She said that in her eyes, you are a simple, kind, enthusiastic and cheerful boy, and she wants to protect you forever and ever."

He Yanshu understood that when Ji Anji was about to die, he was finally selfish for a while.

She considerately spared Ji Chenyu from serving and suffering before his death, but she didn't think about the things behind him at all.

She let go of the group's overwhelming decision-making and Ji Chenyu's self-blame for not seeing her for the last time.

Perhaps it was not until the moment of her death that she finally stopped working and worrying for most of her life.

People die like lights go out.

Ji Anji didn't have any end-of-life instructions, but her sudden death was the last lesson for Ji Chenyu.

Ji Chenyu must stand up from her grief and light new fireworks for the Ji family.

He Yanshu made up his mind and counted the days for a whole month before making that call.

He knew it was inappropriate to choose such a time, but he couldn't wait for Ji Chenyu to come back before speaking.

"Hello." He Yanshu spoke first.

"Brother Yan Shu..." Ji Chenyu's voice was hoarse, his throat seemed to be so swollen that he couldn't speak, and he was exhausted, "I'm sorry, I've been too busy these days, and I can't meet you when I'm free. Because of the time difference, I didn't call you because I was afraid of disturbing your rest."

"It's okay, I didn't wait for your call." He Yanshu said.

"Oh, that's good, that's good..." Ji Chenyu repeated the same sentence several times, his brain was very dull.

There are too many facts that the group has to deal with. He has more than ten hours of meetings a day, and he lacks sleep extremely.

But when He Yanshu took the initiative to call him, motivation was injected into his heart, and he felt much relieved.

Yes, how could he forget?He also has He Yanshu.

That gentle man has been waiting for him in the country, and they still have a home.

No matter how bad it is, he still has He Yanshu.

"Ji Chenyu, are you free now? I want to tell you something."

"I'm free. Tell me what you want, as long as I can do it."

He Yanshu's voice was very calm: "Ji Chenyu, when you and I are together again, promise me that you will tell me everything and never hide anything from me. Do you remember?"

Ji Chenyu had an ominous premonition in his heart, but he could only follow his words and respond passively: "I remember."

"Now I know that you suppressed my mother's business. You did it without telling me, and you never wanted to tell me, did you?"

"...Yes." Something seemed to have slipped through his fingers, and he was about to be unable to grasp it any more.

"Then, our relationship should end. I say this, do you accept it?" He Yan said calmly, without any sense of confrontation, as if he was just explaining a fact.

If the promised things are not fulfilled, the contract cannot go on.Just such a simple truth.

"...Congratulations Yanshu." Ji Chenyu couldn't say anything except calling his name.

Because he knew that that matter would be He Yanshu's bottom line, and being known would be a death sentence.

He can't appeal.

"I won't wait for you anymore." He Yanshu finished the last sentence and hung up the phone.

4 minutes.Ji Chenyu stared at the finished call record, their end became an established fact in less than 4 minutes of conversation.

Without comfort or concern, He Yanshu announced lightly that he only had to agree.

He Yanshu called, and He Yanshu hung up. The memories of being with He Yanshu were all in his mind, like a fantasy dream, so uncomfortable that it was suffocating.

Unfortunately, he has no strength to recover.

He Yanshu commutes to and from get off work these days, and he can always see Zhang Yi sitting on the stairs in front of him. Whenever he sees him, he will lean over and say to him: "Boss is dealing with the group's affairs abroad and can't come back. He asked me to Come to apologize to you, he wants to know how you can make up with him."

"There is no need to apologize, there will be no reconciliation." He Yanshu's answer was always the same.

He wanted to sell the house and return the money to Yan Yan.

There are two considerations.One is that Yan Yan bought this house for him in the first place, and now that Yan Yan company is at a loss and needs money, he simply returns it to her; the other is that anyway, he and Ji Chenyu have already broken up, and Zhang Yi is blocking each other downstairs every day. With him, it is good to leave this sad place.

He threw out all Ji Chenyu's things, and Zhang Yi packed them up and took them away.Zhang Yi was quiet, his hands and feet were nimble, and he didn't dare to complain.

Zhang Yi's interception lasted for a week, and He Yanshu regarded him as air every day.

That day, Chen Weiyang heard He Yanshu say that he wanted to take stock of the things in the house and then move out, so he drove a car to pick him up.When Zhang Yiyi saw it, he immediately quarreled with Chen Weiyang downstairs.

Maybe it's just a one-sided noise.

"Mr. Chen, you can't do this. Dr. He is my Boss' boyfriend, how can you pry into someone's corner?" Fortunately, when he was in San Francisco, he still thought that Mr. Chen was a good person worth dating.

"My Boss just went abroad for temporary business. He didn't leave Dr. He alone. He will be back soon."

"You can't take Doctor He away!"

When He Yanshu heard the same noisy noise as Ji Chenyu's, his head ached, he carried his luggage and walked down the stairs and said: "He and I have already broken up, it doesn't matter now."

Zhang Yi looked over: "Doctor He, our boss hasn't fully agreed yet, you just broke up unilaterally!"

"Breaking up is not about signing a contract. It has always been done unilaterally." He Yan said calmly.

"No, what I mean is that you still need to have a good talk, and it won't be too late to talk about it!"

"Chapter One." He Yanshu interrupted him solemnly.

Chen Weiyang's coming is a good opportunity to push the boat along the way. It can help him drive away Zhang Yi, and it can also make Ji Chenyu give up.

"Please tell your boss, thanks to him, my mother's company is going bankrupt and I have to sell the property. I really have no place to live, so I have to move to a friend's house. If he still has a conscience, please stop The oppression of Yan's Capital."

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