The crematorium is missing one, come quickly

After Tong Xiaoyao conveyed He Yanshu's words, she subconsciously glanced at Ji Chenyu.

The delicacy of a man no longer exists, his clothes are loosely buttoned, and his chin is covered with blue stubble due to days of neglect.

He listened quietly without making a sound, but his face was already wet.

"Chen Yu..." Tong Xiaoyao didn't know what to say, she could only look at Yuan Jing for help.Yuan Jing patted him on the shoulder, signaled with his eyes that he could go, and left Ji Chenyu alone for a while.

"Yuan Jing, thank you for coming." Before the two went out, Ji Chenyu said softly.

Yuan Jing's body froze, and he closed his eyes: "I don't like to owe others, so as not to be accused of bullying you again." After speaking, he glanced at Tong Xiaoyao.

Ji Chenyu twitched the corner of his mouth helplessly: "No matter what, I will keep this incident in my heart. If you two can use me in the future, just open your mouth."

"Not everyone is like you, only approaching others for profit. Xiaoyao regards you as friends, and after hearing about your affairs, he was so anxious that he didn't sleep well for several nights. If I didn't come, he would still be anxious. "Yuan Jing's tone was flat.

"I'm telling you this, and I don't want to help you chase He Yanshu. You also know that I am not optimistic about the relationship between you two than anyone else. Until now, I still haven't changed my mind. I don't agree with you being together. I hope you think Be clear, then let it go, and don't bother him."

"If you really love him and really want to be good for him, then stay away. This is not a warning, but advice." Yuan Jing looked at Ji Chenyu steadfastly, his eyes as sharp as knives.

"I can't let it go." Ji Chenyu shook his head and smiled wryly, pointing his fingers vigorously at the position of his heart, "He is here, unless I take my heart out, I won't forget it."

"That's something you need to sort out yourself, don't disturb others." Yuan Jing left such a sentence, and pulled Tong Xiaoyao out of the private room.

Ji Chenyu more or less listened to Yuan Jing's words, since He Yanshu disliked others' forceful actions the most, he didn't have to force him.Let's just spend it, it's just a little hard to bear, let's see whether his life is exhausted first, or He Yanshu surrenders first.

Ji Chenyu quietly withdrew the people guarding outside Chen's house, and she stopped following her. She tidied up her shabby appearance and went to work in the domestic branch.

Although the employees in the company don't know what happened between Ji Chenyu and He Yanshu, they can still feel the weird atmosphere in Ji Chenyu - Ji Chenyu no longer bends his eyes and talks to them without airs Waving hello, like a pool of stagnant water all day long, with a deadpan expression on everything he does.

But it is completely understandable, Ji Anji passed away a few months ago, and Ji Chenyu flew back to the United States for several months, during which Dr. He did not show up, so there is a lot of room for fantasy.

The departure of relatives and the separation of lovers are the greatest changes in life. No matter how idle you are, you should have experienced these things.

But Zhang Yi knew that when his boss came back this time, it was definitely not because he was worried that he could not handle the affairs of the branch, nor was it because he was tired of working day and night.

Ji Chenyu came back to see what He Yanshu left behind.

He Yanshu's office, such a small room - a sofa, a bookcase, a set of office desk chairs, plus a pot of asparagus green plants, just these things, Ji Chenyu closed the door inside Two days of sitting is not enough.

Ji Chenyu gently flipped through He Yanshu's manuscripts, prescription lists, notebooks, and the address book of experts who were interested in cooperating with him. Ji Chenyu was so familiar with the elegant handwriting on the white paper .

Compared with electronic files, He Yanshu prefers paper things.He will print out some electronic documents and bind them for reading, and use a pen to draw lines on them for annotation.He said it was more tactile and impressive.

Ji Chenyu was sitting on the sofa, looking sideways at the empty office chair, he could even reproduce the scene of He Yanshu working in his mind - He Yanshu was holding a pen, sitting upright, with his head down, rustling on the paper Written, and tapped his chin with his index finger from time to time, even the way he was thinking was very charming.

Not long after they separated, Ji Chenyu had already experienced something called longing—different from the chaos and torture he had experienced in the past six years, this time he was sober and powerless.

The experience of losing and recovering and losing again is not meaningless repetition.At least both of them saw that even if their feelings remained the same and no one was obstructing them, there was still an insurmountable gap.

The problem is always there.

Ji Chenyu's only regret is that now that he finally sees his problem clearly, He Yanshu doesn't give him a chance.

"He Yanshu, I really want to know, if I was taught well by you, but in the future I will take advantage of others, will you feel it is a pity?" Ji Chenyu said to the non-existent person in the air.

Will there be such a day?He and He Yanshu are strangers, and there are other people around him.

He will repeat what he did with He Yanshu with others, and he will follow He Yanshu's teaching, not willful, not noisy, and be a considerate and meticulous perfect lover.

His lover may even praise him, Mr. Ji, I like you to be mature and stable, you seem to be born to wait for me.

The predecessors planted trees and the descendants enjoyed the shade?No, he didn't dare to think that if he was to be reborn to embrace other people, he would rather die alone.

He Yanshu, he only wanted He Yanshu, and no one else.

Boom boom boom.The door was knocked three times, Ji Chenyu came back to his senses, and said: "Come in."

Zhang Yi came over with a stack of materials and put them on the glass coffee table: "Dr. He has read everything before here."

"Well, let's put it here." Ji Chenyu didn't lift his eyelids.

Zhang Yi didn't leave immediately, but sat next to Ji Chenyu, and looked at him worriedly: "Boss, you don't look very well, do you want to go back and have a rest?"

Ji Chenyu didn't let anyone other than Chi Yu know about his discomfort. Zhang Yi was busy in the country and hadn't followed him closely for a long time, so naturally he didn't know anything about it.

The people I see every day get used to it and won't feel any difference, but Zhang Yi hasn't observed Ji Chenyu for a while, and when he saw Ji Chenyu all of a sudden, he felt very thin, so he opened his mouth to care.

"It's okay, after this busy period, just stay up late." Ji Chenyu said lightly.

"Boss, you don't want to be an actor. Your slapped face is enough to be photogenic. We men don't like to lose weight." Zhang Yi winked at him, trying to cheer him up.

Ji Chenyu was too lazy to listen to his lip service, and reached out to look through the documents He Yanshu had read.

Before He Yanshu left, he looked for some information on remote mountainous areas.Ji Chenyu remembered that he mentioned before that he wanted to extend telemedicine to mountainous areas, and set up test points in mountainous areas, so that people in remote areas and difficult to go out can get expert diagnosis and treatment online.

The first brochure on the surface was a brief introduction to a village in the south of the Yangtze River. Ji Chenyu recognized at a glance that it was the poverty alleviation point when they were in college.

Every university is assigned the task of poverty alleviation, and the poverty alleviation point of S University happens to be assigned there.As a member of the Youth Volunteer Association and the chairman of the school's student union, He Yanshu was responsible for most of the poverty alleviation work.

People in poor places are poor, and their ideas are even poorer.The piglets issued by the government are too lazy to be raised and bred, and there are many people who directly get them to be roasted and eaten.

Sit and eat, stretch out your hand and wait for someone to help you, don't want to teach them to fish, and hope that people will give you fish directly. The work of He Yanshu and his team is very difficult.

At that time, in order to get close to He Yanshu, he took the initiative to apply for the volunteer project of the Youth Volunteer Association, and went to live in the village with He Yanshu for a few days.

That used to be a memory he didn't want to recall the most, because the conditions were too difficult, there was no flush toilet, and there were mosquitoes everywhere in the grass, which bit him all over.

Thinking about it now, that was the time when he and He Yanshu had the best relationship.At that time, he was making trouble and He Yanshu was laughing, neither of them knew that there would never be such a carefree time in the future.

A lot of things felt commonplace at the time, and I felt that tomorrow would be the same after today, but after a long time, I recalled it, but I couldn't exchange it with anything.

Every day with He Yanshu is like a gem.

"Tomorrow, I'm going here." Ji Chenyu pointed to the villages in the brochure and said seriously.

"Okay, I'll book the tickets for you." Zhang Yi held his phone and responded in a dazed manner. He seemed to be thinking about something, and after a while he said, "Boss, can you give me a raise?"

"Why bring this up all of a sudden?" Ji Chenyu is not reluctant to part with the money, but Zhang Yi's salary is already as high as his own, and this person usually looks frugal, and it doesn't look like there is a place where he needs to spend a lot of money.

"I don't have a wife's bank account yet." Zhang Yi was very depressed, "I want to save a wife's bank account, and I want to buy a big house."

"Isn't your house big enough?" Ji Chenyu was surprised, Zhang Yi's smallest house also had two floors.

Zhang Yi has been with him for so long, and his salary alone is tens or hundreds of times that of his peers, not to mention that Ji Anji prepared a separate inheritance for Zhang Yi before his death, and Zhang Yi usually secretly speculates in stocks and starts a company to do side jobs to earn money. that's it.

Although he is a small assistant, he is an assistant of Ji's family after all, and he is always called Mr. Zhang when he goes out casually. In terms of assets, it is more than enough to overwhelm the bosses of several small and medium-sized enterprises.

These Ji Chenyu are very clear, just don't say anything, as long as Zhang Yi can ensure that the work around him will not be affected, he will not interfere.

It's somewhat unconvincing for such a person to cry about being poor, it's normal for Ji Chenyu not to listen.

But Zhang Yi looked really worried, and insisted: "Not enough, not enough." To let that person live in, it needs to be bigger and better.

"Zhang Yi, you have a situation and plan to start a family?" Ji Chenyu's tone was more sour than eating ten lemons - he is still chasing after him, and Zhang Yi's crooked melon and split dates can be appreciated by others ?

Take a closer look, well, it's not that crooked, at least it was picked by his grandma to accompany him, a pretty pleasing guy.

"Hey boss, just leave it alone." Zhang Yi turned his face away, but Ji Chenyu noticed the mobile phone in his hand.

When he came over without any response, Ji Chenyu had already snatched the phone away, and Zhang Yi's blocking hand stopped in the air, thinking that it was over.

Ji Chenyu looked at the page of Moments on the screen of the mobile phone, his heart felt as if he had been hit by a blunt weapon, and his face remained calm.

It was a circle of friends posted by Chen Weiyang. Since the Ji family had business contacts with the Chen family when they were in San Francisco, Zhang Yi once added him on WeChat.There are many comments visible below, and they are mutual friends in the same circle.

What Chen Weiyang sent was a picture: the sun was shining brightly, and on the wooden shelf of the balcony, a succulent plant was crystal clear, reflecting soft light.

But Ji Chenyu didn't pay attention to the small plant, but stared at the gentle man in the photo who was half-bending beside the wooden shelf, watering the succulent with a dropper.

His eyelashes are very dense and long, his whole body is covered with a golden halo, and the smile on his lips is dazzling.

He never gave him that kind of smile again.Ji Chenyu's heart felt like being stabbed by a needle.

Chen Weiyang's matching words are: [You look really good. ]

Someone from the bottom replied: [Succulents grow better or people grow better~]

[Yo, spring is here, brother 99]

[Living together, really right]

Scrolling down one by one, it was full of congratulations, Ji Chenyu had veins throbbing on his forehead, cursed secretly, and threw the phone into the trash can.

"Boss! My phone!" Zhang shouted.Woohoo, lost money for another mobile phone, his wife Ben!

"I didn't reply, why did you drop my phone?"

"How dare you? If you reply, it won't be your phone that fell." Ji Chenyu said viciously.

In the evening, He Yanshu was sitting on the sofa watching the news broadcast, and Chen Weiyang was sitting next to him, holding his mobile phone and giggling.

He Yanshu found it very interesting, and turned to look at him: "What are you laughing at?"

"Look at the circle of friends I posted in the afternoon. Many people liked it. Wish us a long time." Chen Weiyang held the phone in front of He Yanshu and showed him.

"If you're like this, your friends will misunderstand." He Yanshu was helpless.

"I didn't say anything, they made their own guesses."

"But you didn't deny it either."

"Uh, what, Yan Shu, if you don't like it, I'll delete it right away." Chen Weiyang looked at He Yanshu, trying to see from his face whether he was angry or not.

"It doesn't matter." He Yanshu smiled, and Chen Weiyang can post it if he wants, since they are all people he doesn't know anyway.

"Yan Shu..." Chen Weiyang sat a little closer and leaned shoulder to shoulder with him, "I really want to be a real lover with you, and I am willing to openly announce our relationship in my social circle , I want to know what you think now."

"After getting along for this period of time, what do you think of me as a person, is it worthy of your entrustment for life?"

"Would you like to be with me?"

Chen Weiyang's words were very sincere, his eyes were bright, and he looked straight into He Yanshu's eyes.

He Yanshu felt that he was willing to agree to him.Besides, they are all single now, so there is nothing to worry about.

In fact, his life is composed of many factors. Family, career, friendship, and hobbies each have their own proportions. Love is just one of them.

He also doesn't quite agree with the saying that there must be someone in his life, and he can't live without someone.Theoretically speaking, love is just a momentary chemical reaction, and it will return to mediocrity after a moment of excitement. After that, it needs to be maintained with a sense of morality and responsibility.

In one's life, it is possible to fall in love with more than one person, because everyone has shining points and merits, and people with different personalities have different ways of getting along, but they can all be very happy.

When people walk into different fork in the road, they will live a different life. It cannot be said that being ordinary is not as happy as vigorously.

He is just an ordinary person, and he only has very simple requirements for his partner. It is good enough to respect each other as a guest and not to quarrel like his parents.

He didn't think it was a compromise or a makeshift, as he didn't want much in the first place.

"There is no entrustment or non-entrustment. We are two independent people and both have the ability to take care of ourselves." He Yanshu said.

"Well, you're right, what else?" Chen Weiyang listened patiently to his thoughts.

"There's a more important point...It's always bad for a psychological counselor to be with a patient." He Yanshu thought about it, wondering why.

"Conscience of heaven and earth, I'm not sick!" Chen Weiyang made a gesture of swearing.

"You're not sick again?" He Yanshu said with a smile, "Didn't you say you had a heart attack before?"

"Then you didn't fool me with your identity as a doctor, and we are not a doctor-patient relationship now."

"Weiyang, you have to think clearly. Many patients will rely on doctors psychologically during the diagnosis and treatment process, which constitutes a disparity in the power relationship. Neither."

"What kind of feelings do you have for me?" He Yan asked in a warm voice, "I have to confirm it clearly before I can answer you."

Chen Weiyang took his hand and said firmly: "I love you dearly. I want to take care of you. It's not the dependence between doctors and patients, but the relationship between men. Can you feel it?"

He Yanshu bowed his head, pursed his lips and smiled: "Yes."

"Then..." Chen Weiyang waited for He Yanshu's answer.

"I don't want to reply you too hastily, I think we can get along first, after all, we don't know each other completely yet..."

"Okay, I'll wait for you to figure it out, don't worry." Chen Weiyang squeezed his hand, very excited.

Ken lets go, which means his chances are a little higher, and he is not in a hurry.

Due to the remoteness of the area and the inconvenient transportation, there is no direct way to the village.Ji Chenyu took the plane to the bus, then to the minivan, bumpy for two whole days, and finally arrived at the mountain where the village is located.

The asphalt road has not yet been repaired to the mountain, because of the rain, the road is full of mud and puddles.Halfway through the van's journey, the tires were completely stuck in the soft mud and couldn't turn. Ji Chenyu and his party had to switch to walking instead of driving.

"I'm sorry, this section of the road is so bad that cars can't pass when it rains, and there are often landslides, so be careful when you walk. In the past two years, the truck overturned and killed many workers, but no one picked them up. Qian Xiu." said the villager leading Ji Chenyu.

The village chief told him that someone was going to invest in the mountains. He was so happy that he immediately drove his broken van to pick him up, but now he had to get down and walk.In fact, he regretted it a little after he finished speaking. The big boss looked at the delicate skin and tender meat, so don't scare him away.

Ji Chenyu didn't mind much, and looked at the land with nostalgia, thinking that if it was He Yanshu who came here, he would definitely not have the heart to complain about this section of the road, and maybe he would sympathetically raise money for them to build the road.

"Rain is a good thing for you." He said, "Spring rain is as expensive as oil."

"That's it." The villagers were a little surprised. It's really rare to hear empathy from such a big boss.

"I've arranged a room for you in the guest house, and I'll take you there."

"No need." Ji Chenyu interrupted him, "I remember there is an orchard here, I know the owner, take me to live there."

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