The crematorium is missing one, come quickly

There was a time limit for parking at the gate of the airport, so it was inconvenient for Chen Weiyang to continue asking, so he stuffed his luggage into the trunk, took a deep look at He Yanshu, and got into the car.

Within ten seconds, He Yanshu received a call from Chen Weiyang.

"Is it because of Ji Chenyu?" Chen Weiyang's voice was deep and hesitant, "The urgent matter you mentioned has something to do with Ji Chenyu?"

He also knew that his guess was groundless, but a calm person like He Yanshu never showed a look of anxiety when encountering anything, and he always kept his promises.

There is only one person who can make He Yanshu change his plan temporarily, and that is Ji Chenyu.

"Weiyang, I don't want to lie to you, it is true that Ji Chenyu is seriously ill, I have to go there." He Yan said soothingly.

Hearing that Ji Chenyu was ill, Chen Weiyang didn't have the idea of ​​gloating, but felt a little bit in his heart - he knew very well that being ill means being weak, which means that Ji Chenyu is very likely to use this opportunity to make He Yan feel distressed.

He tried his best to suppress the wild thoughts in his mind, and asked calmly: "Why is Ji Chenyu sick, you have to go?" Who are you?

He Yanshu's voice lowered, showing remorse: "I think his illness has developed like this, and my negligence is inseparable." He paused for a few seconds, heard Chen Weiyang's silence, and said softly: "Weiyang, I'm sorry."

Sorry.

Chen Weiyang suddenly realized that since he had known He Yanshu for so long, the most he had heard from He Yanshu was sorry.

Not only to him, He Yanshu also said to patients, to people who accidentally bumped into passing by, and to anyone he felt indebted to.

He understands that He Yanshu is a person who likes to take responsibility for himself, saying sorry is not because of low self-esteem or fear of offending others, but precisely because of conceit.

Being poor cares themselves, being wealthy cares the world.He Yanshu feels that with his own ability, he should take good care of everything around him, and if something goes wrong, he will blame himself.

At the same time, he also knew that if Ji Chenyu was well and He Yanshu could be with him very smoothly, Ji Chenyu would not be able to affect their lives no matter what.

But when Ji Chenyu had something to do, He Yanshu still believed that he had his own responsibility for it - even if the responsibility was so slight that it could be ignored, it was impossible for He Yanshu to ignore it.

If you don't go, He Yanshu is no longer He Yanshu.

"Yan Shu, I've always been thinking that I have been chasing after our relationship from the very beginning, and you may have agreed to me reluctantly. I am the inferior one, so I am willing to accommodate you and try I want to support you, even though sometimes I can't understand you. With me, do you regret it?"

"No, that's not the case. Weiyang, you are a valuable person to me, and I don't take you lightly at all." He Yanshu said, "I also seriously consider our future life."

"I also sincerely regard myself as your lover. But apart from caring about you, I am also a man who can get angry, jealous, and have self-esteem. When I lose my temper, it is no different from Ji Chenyu. I just don't want to force you, you understand Is it?" Chen Weiyang looked at the pine trees whizzing by outside the window, clutched his phone tightly, and spoke very fast.

He Yan lowered his eyes, knowing that Chen Weiyang was giving in: "I understand."

He couldn't promise anything verbally, and he knew that explanations were powerless in this situation, but he promised himself that he would never be sorry to Chen Weiyang.

He will not let down Chen Weiyang's understanding and trust in him.

"Yan Shu, I'll wait for you, until you have no worries, and then come to me completely." Chen Weiyang finished speaking softly, and hung up the phone.

He Yanshu stood at the door blowing the wind for a long time, then walked back to the airport lobby.

He wasn't sure whether Ji Chenyu was at home or abroad. The reason why he said he was going to live with He Nianqiu was because he remembered that Zhang Yi had said that he was going on a business trip, and after contacting Ji Chenyu's condition, he guessed that they would return to the United States, but Not sure.

If Ji Chenyu was still in the country, he would have to fly back again.

He Yanshu sat on the chair for a while, then dialed Zhang Yi's phone.Zhang Yi rang for a long time before answering, with a hesitant tone: "Hello, Dr. He?"

"It's me." He Yan said in a deep voice, "Where are you now?"

"Us?" Zhang Yi didn't understand, "Doctor He, what are you going to do?"

"Ji Chenyu, which hospital are you in now?" He Yanshu asked again impatiently.

"Oh, you're asking this..." Zhang Yi deviously practiced Tai Chi, "We are no longer in the hospital before, and then moved to another place... Boss said he didn't like it." The smell of hospital disinfectant..."

"Are you still in China?" He Yanshu couldn't help interrupting him.

Zhang Yi was silent for a few seconds, and said helplessly, "Doctor He, don't ask, Boss doesn't want to see you."

He Yanshu felt ironic: "There are still times when he doesn't want to see me?"

Zhang Yi smiled: "You also know that Boss cares about face and doesn't want you to see his ugly appearance. He said that he won't go to you again until his illness is cured."

"Then is he treating it?" He Yanshu said coldly, "If you don't like the smell of disinfectant, why don't you treat it?"

Zhang Yi stopped talking, and spoke after a while: "Doctor He, isn't the profession of a doctor very demanding of people?"

"What do you mean?" He Yanshu frowned.

"I mean, are doctors as calm and professional as you, and never empathize with patients?"

Without waiting for He Yanshu to answer, Zhang Yi himself affirmed this statement again, "That's right, if every patient feels the same way, then they will be depressed even if they are not in pain."

"Have you ever done so many surgeries, have you ever felt the fear of a patient?" Zhang Yi's tone was unprecedentedly unfamiliar, and He Yanshu could clearly feel the hostility from it.

He Yan paused, and said slowly: "I understand your concern for him, but avoiding medical treatment is just waiting for death. Let me see him, and I can persuade him."

Zhang Yi didn't answer and hung up the phone, but half a minute later he sent an address, which was Jiuquhua Street.

Ji Chenyu didn't go to the hospital, and lived in the villa on Jiuquhua Street.

Since Zhang Yi revealed Ji Chenyu's rejection of him, He Yanshu naturally would not use his own identity to enter the villa. He found his school girl Nora, hoping to use her name to treat Ji Chenyu together.

After graduating from school, Nora also opened a private clinic. As soon as she heard He Yanshu's request, she immediately agreed.Perhaps because of having met Amber and the others once, Ji Chenyu didn't drive Nora out like the other doctors Zhang Yi invited, but politely allowed her to come in.

Even Nora's request to bring another assistant, Ji Chenyu agreed.

After entering this villa again, He Yanshu realized that when the curtains were drawn, the room could be so dark.

With her back to the door, Ji Chenyu sat alone on the bed in the bedroom.The curtain was blown open a gap by the wind, and a ray of skylight hit Ji Chenyu's face, dividing that pale face into a line of light and two shadows, which gave off a morbid beauty.

Ji Chenyu's whole person is very delicate, especially in two places, which He Yanshu used to like the most.One is a slender hand, the other is an eye.

Ji Chenyu has a pair of very beautiful eyes, like peach blossoms in autumn water, burning with energy, which can make people's hearts jump.

Those eyes are now empty.

The atmosphere in the room is very depressing, like the sea before a storm, the waves appear to be slight from the outside, but they are pregnant with a grand explosion.

Ji Chenyu was very anxious.He Yanshu could feel it.

Zhang Yi stood at the door and took a look, pushed the door open to let He Yanshu in, He Yanshu thanked him, and walked in lightly.

"Doctor Nora?" The other senses of the person who lost vision became more sensitive, even though He Yanshu deliberately restrained his footsteps, Ji Chenyu still heard the voice.

"Actually, I didn't ask you to see a doctor for me today. I just wanted to chat with you." Even though he couldn't see, Ji Chenyu still turned his face to the light and reached out to touch the curtain.He Yanshu looked at him quietly, without speaking.

"You are He Yanshu's junior, right? Oh no, He Yanshu is his Chinese name, you should call him Kerwin." Ji Chenyu smiled and said to herself, "I heard that you were on the street that day. Went to the parade and was rescued by him and Amber. I really admire you and what you're doing."

"He is also a kind person, so we can become friends with you." Ji Chenyu touched the curtain with his fingers, as if he was touching someone's face in his imagination, "I miss him so much, I couldn't do without him , especially when he was sick, he couldn't help but think of him and what happened to us before."

"You must be laughing at me. This is how the heirs of the dignified Ji Group are like this. When my grandma was still there, people outside often said that I was naughty and that I was not worthy of a big responsibility. It's okay to be naughty. After getting to know He Yanshu, more and more A cowardice."

He bowed his head and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I don't dare to disturb him, so I can only call you over and tell me something about him. You can tell me anything, as long as it is related to him, I am willing to listen. I I will pay you the same amount according to the time."

After waiting for a few minutes, Ji Chenyu still didn't get a response, so he asked tentatively, "Doctor Nora, are you still there?"

He Yan stretched his eyelashes back, and said calmly, "I'm not Nora. Ji Chenyu, don't be moved by yourself, it won't help your condition."

Hearing the familiar voice, Ji Chenyu's hands instantly clenched the quilt under her body, her whole face was as white as paper.He turned around following the voice almost tremblingly, identifying He Yanshu's direction.

"He Yanshu? Nora's assistant, is that you?"

Why did He Yanshu come?He Yanshu avoided him like a beast from a flood, there was no way he would appear here!

"It's me." He Yanshu said.

"You, are you here to see me?" Ji Chenyu stood up helplessly, and walked towards He Yanshu, "I'm fine, I'm fine, just take some medicine, don't worry. "

"I'm not worried." He Yanshu said flatly, "As an ex-boyfriend, our breakup was not happy. Whether you Ji Chenyu is dead or alive has nothing to do with me, He Yanshu."

"The reason why I came here is not for myself, but for two things. One is that as a doctor, I failed to detect your illness in advance, which is my negligence; the other is that your grandma once asked me to take care of you, and you were sick. , she will not rest in peace in heaven."

"I will stay until you recover. After you recover, I will leave, and I will not stay for a moment."

He Yanshu's emotionless words were like a basin of cold water, chilling Ji Chenyu from the head to the bottom of his heart.The anticipation on his face faded and was replaced by sadness.

"That's it." He murmured, froze on the spot.

That's right, why does he think that after he did those willful things, he can still get He Yanshu's worries?

"If you don't want to, you can pretend that I haven't been here today." He Yanshu said.

Whether Ji Chenyu accepts his love or not, he is benevolent and righteous, he will not force others, he just wants to seek a clear conscience for himself.

"Yes, yes, don't go." Even though his heart ached, Ji Chenyu said it quickly.

To him, He Yanshu's cold words and expression were no different from Ling Chi's. To him, this kind of getting along was tantamount to drinking poison to quench thirst, but the person he was thinking of was standing in front of him now, how could he push away?

Even if He Yanshu came with a knife, he was willing to pull him into his arms, as long as he could get closer to He Yanshu, the pain was nothing.

How lucky he is that He Yanshu still has a trace of guilt and pity for him, even if it is a thorny thorn, it is a straw that must be grasped for him.

Blood dripping, death is not a pity.

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He Yanshu became Ji Chenyu's attending physician.

Even though it was inconvenient, he still did not live in Ji Chenyu's house, but He Nianqiu's house, and went to the villa on Jiuquhua Street every day to check on Ji Chenyu's situation.

The reason for this, in addition to considering reputation, is more about Chen Weiyang.Chen Weiyang's willingness to let him treat Ji Chenyu was already a huge concession, and He Yanshu was very sorry, so naturally he would not do anything that would hurt their relationship even more.

He also knows that his obsessive-compulsive disorder is harmful to him, not only hurting the people around him, but also dragging himself down, but he firmly believes that everyone has their own path, has something to do, and needs to pay for it.

Ji Chenyu's illness is not good, he can't live his life calmly and turn a blind eye.

If there must be an end, he hopes that he and Ji Chenyu can be separated, not owe each other, and be well.

That day, before He Yanshu reached the door, he heard the sound of porcelain breaking on the floor in the living room.

The footsteps in the room were messy, and there were helpers busily picking up the debris, and the sound of breaking was still one after another.

When He Yanshu stood by the door, he saw the man holding a nanmu bogu stand with one hand, and wielding a guide stick with the other hand, sweeping all the antique vases beside him to the ground.

Ji Chenyu was losing his temper, and no one dared to persuade him - they all knew that Ji Chenyu was a character who was more and more persuasive, and the best way to deal with anger was to let it go, he had to have fun before he would give up.

Unknown who said "Doctor He" is here, Ji Chenyu took back his blind stick, calmed down his violent breathing, and said to the air, "Brother Yan Shu, when did you come?"

"Ji Chenyu, is it fun to go crazy early in the morning?" He Yan said calmly.

"Just now there was a person whose hands and feet were too clumsy, and he couldn't control it for a while." Ji Chenyu was full of apologies.

Everyone in the room was stunned.During this period of time, Ji Chenyu's temper became more irritable day by day, and he would throw things if something went wrong, but that was when He Yanshu was not around——when He Yanshu was around, Ji Chenyu was gentler and more talkative than anyone else .

He Yanshu pulled Ji Chenyu to the sofa with a cold face, and let the helper beside him clean up the debris on the floor: "Ji Chenyu, let me ask you, why did you postpone the inspection time? Why did you throw the medicine in the trash can? "

"No, I also want to go for a checkup as soon as possible, but it's been raining recently, I don't want you to get caught in the rain, so I just want to wait until the weather is better before going. I also take the medicines on time, some of which Zhang Yi said are about to expire, so I will I lost it, maybe I couldn't see it, so I took it by mistake." Ji Chenyu said without hesitation.

He Yanshu looked at him for a few seconds: "Do you think I can't even hear you lying?"

Ji Chenyu touched the sofa and held He Yanshu's arm: "Brother Yan Shu, are you angry? I'll listen to you, I'll go check it out, I'll take whatever medicine you give me, don't be angry."

"If you have concerns, you can tell me. If you don't want to see my face, you can cooperate with the treatment and strive for an early recovery."

"I have no worries...I believe in Brother Yan Shu, I will cooperate." Ji Chenyu reassured again and again, her face was determined, but her trembling fingertips revealed her inner anxiety.

It's raining today, and it's going to be uncomfortable tomorrow, Ji Chenyu promised well, but he can always find a reason not to go for the examination, not to take the medicine, let alone the surgery.

He tried not to be supported by others, and walked around obstacles by himself with a blind stick.

Get up very early, feel the escalator from the first floor to the fifth floor, walk through every room, and walk down again.He Yanshu watched at the door, but never said anything.

It was rare for him to walk smoothly, and more often, Ji Chenyu would bump into the corner of the table and hold his waist to breathe in the cold air.

[The pre-operative examination has been booked, and I will pick you up tomorrow. ] He Yanshu typed a text message on his mobile phone and sent it to Ji Chenyu's mobile phone.

The reason why he didn't say it face to face was because Ji Chenyu would definitely bargain.

He didn't have time to quarrel with Ji Chenyu, he could see that Ji Chenyu's situation was not optimistic, and he was just supporting himself in front of him.

Ji Chenyu is not born blind after all, as long as He Yanshu doesn't speak, he won't be able to hear it when he enters the room.

He heard his phone's text message beeping, fumbled to take it out, and said to the phone: "SMS."

In the early days when he was blind, Zhang Yi set up various functions on his mobile phone that are convenient for blind people, such as language control.He just needs to say what he needs, and the phone will use the speaker to play the content.

The cold robotic female voice read out the message from He Yanshu, Ji Chenyu froze for a few seconds, fumbled for the blind stick to stretch it, and walked straight out.

He Yanshu watched him go astray, walked towards the glass display case, stopped him in no hurry, and heard him "hiss".

The unexpected pain was like a small spark, igniting Ji Chenyu's suppressed emotions for a long time. He violently swung the blind stick at the glass cabinet, each time getting heavier.

Stop him, who dares to stop him, even the cabinet blocks his way, he smashes everything in the way!

The glass couldn't bear this strong blow, it shattered all over the ground with a bang, the splashed glass shards scratched Ji Chenyu's clothes and arms, and the bright red blood on the snow-white skin was shocking.

The guide stick was thrown aside, making a crisp sound, Ji Chenyu slowly knelt down and hugged his head, sobbing uncontrollably.

"He Yanshu, are you not afraid that I will die at all?"

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