the innermost part of the heart

medicine.Ah Ci's head hurt from thinking about it, and the only answer he finally came up with was his brother's arrogant self-esteem.His brother's self-esteem is too strong, so he can't be allowed to show weakness in front of his brother, even if it is difficult, he still tries to solve all the problems independently.To put it bluntly, it was his elder brother who didn't trust him, refused to rely on him, and didn't want him to see his weaknesses.Alas, the so-called brothers and sisters are nothing more than everyone carrying and hiding!He didn't know if his brother was like this in the Rong family, or what kind of education the Rong family gave him. He only knew that he didn't intend to apply the old, decadent model, to get rid of him Seniors and children are orderly, as long as he is around, he doesn't believe that his brother's illness can't be cured!

Ah Ci thought he had figured out all the sections, so he turned over and got out of bed, tied the bandages on his knees again, checked his surroundings for any abnormalities, then jumped out of the window and ran out of his elder brother's bedroom.

Part 18

When Yang Muci went outside Ah Chu's window, Ah Chu had already fallen asleep, but Ah Ci still knew that his elder brother's condition might not be very good, because his elder brother's sleeping pills were placed on the bedside table, not in the desk drawer. Apparently he just lay down after taking the medicine.

Is elder brother feeling unwell?Ah Ci frowned, but he didn't dare to go forward, because he didn't know when his elder brother would wake up.The time spent in his own room was too long today, and he failed to see his elder brother fall asleep with his own eyes.

Ah Ci leaned against the window to reduce the stress on his legs, and just watched his brother sleep from a distance.Ah Ci really hoped that he could see the dawn like this, and that his elder brother could also sleep until dawn, but obviously the situation was not as he expected. After about an hour or so, Ah Chu began to sleep restlessly again.

Ah Ci knew that his elder brother was about to wake up, so he straightened up and hid himself more discreetly.

Ah Chu was still the same as last time, his eyes opened very suddenly, but still out of focus.Ah Ci saw his brother trembling faintly on the bed, his whole body was soaked in sweat as if fished out of the water, his heart ached so badly, he was even sure that his elder brother's sweat must be cold, how much he wanted to go over and shake him He took it into his arms, but he didn't dare, and couldn't.Eldest brother wants to know that he knows his secret, must he go crazy?Besides, he still has another reason, that is, he injured his leg. When the time comes, the two evils will add up, and the elder brother will have to eat him alive!It's all right to discipline him, if he gets angry at himself, or alienates him from then on, where will he find another elder brother who loves him so much!The point is, he can't bear it, he can't wait to hold his elder brother in the palm of his hand and enshrine it on the tip of his heart, how could he be willing to let his elder brother get angry and hurt himself all the time?

Ah Chu slowed down this time longer than last time. When he finally sat up, he held his chest and panted for a long time. When his breathing finally stabilized, Ah Chu dragged his disintegrated body to the bathroom to take a shower. up.

Ah Ci watched his brother walk towards the bathroom step by step, his teeth almost bleed from biting.

When Ah Chu came out of the shower, he seemed to have calmed down a lot.Ah Ci didn't feel anything at first, but when his elder brother took off the bathrobe in front of him and began to put clothes on the slender and pale naked body, Ah Ci realized that he seemed to be doing something wrong. Especially when the nasal cavity became hot and something flowed out, Ah Ci turned around and jumped out of the window and ran upstairs.

Damn it, I had a nosebleed!

In front of his window, looking at the blood stains with his hands in the moonlight, Ah Ci's face turned pale.Even if he has unreasonable thoughts about his elder brother, but it's just the naked body of a man, can he be so worthless?Ah Ci tore off the bandage on his leg, and wiped off the blood on his hands and face.At this moment, he heard the footsteps of his elder brother going upstairs.

Brother is here!Ah Ci closed the window, stuffed the bloody bandage under the bed, rolled over on the bed, and covered himself with the quilt to pretend to be asleep.

Ah Chu's footsteps stopped when they reached Ah Ci's door. After a long pause, Ah Ci heard the door open very softly, but his elder brother's footsteps never sounded.

Ah Chu was very hesitant. He didn't want to come to see Ah Ci smelling of sweat, so he took a shower before coming, but when he got to the door, he didn't dare to go in again. He was afraid that like the day before, Ah Ci would not be able to sleep peacefully because of the noise. , but he was really reluctant to leave, although from his angle he could only see a lump of raised quilt, but as long as he knew Ah Ci was here, he would feel at ease.Ah Chu leaned against the door frame, neither advancing nor retreating, just looking at the outline of a quilt for which nothing could be seen.

Acimeng was in the quilt, but his heart ached so badly, is the eldest brother going to stand by the door all night?He suddenly remembered that after he frightened his elder brother away yesterday, his elder brother had been standing outside his door. If he pretended to be woken up now, would it mean that his elder brother would not even dare to open the door of his room tomorrow, but Is it just standing outside his door?But he can't just let his elder brother stand by the door like this?How to do how to do?It would definitely not work to directly say that he wants to sleep with his elder brother. With his elder brother's self-esteem, I am afraid that he will blow up the nest directly.so what should I do now?What is available?Thinking of this, the reconnaissance mode in Yang Muci's mind is automatically turned on, the target is to sleep with the eldest brother; do not touch the minefield, the eldest brother's self-esteem; the available conditions, the eldest brother cares about him... There it is!

Ah Ci suddenly threw off the quilt, and turned his face to the direction of Ah Chu at the door, as if turning over by accident.

When Ah Ci suddenly lifted the quilt, Ah Chu shrank out of the door subconsciously. He was afraid that he would disturb Ah Ci again. It wasn't until he found that Ah Ci hadn't woken up that Ah Chu fixed his eyes on Ah Ci's face again. superior.But seeing this, he couldn't help but startled him for a while.Ah Ci was sweating all over his face, his brows were wrinkled, and his breathing was short of breath.What's wrong with Aji?

In fact, Ah Ci was fine, the sweat on his head and face was covered under the quilt, and as for his frowning and shortness of breath, he imitated Ah Chu's appearance when he had a nightmare.

Ah Chu didn't dare to go forward at first, even though he could see that Ah Ci was having a nightmare, but he didn't know whether to wake Ah Ci up, until Ah Ci's breathing stopped suddenly, so scared that Ah Ci rushed straight past.

"Ah Ci, Ah Ci, wake up, breathe, Ah Ci, breathe..." Ah Chu hugged Ah Ci and stroked Ah Ci's chest vigorously.

Ah Ci held his breath for more than 30 seconds before he began to pant again amid Ah Chu's shouts, but before the expected scene started, Ah Ci was deprived of the right to speak first by the ensuing severe cough.The damn lungs!Why is his body broken like this now?Ah Ci cursed in his heart.

"Ci, Ci..." Ah Chu didn't know whether to let Ah Ci breathe slowly or quickly, so he could only hug him tightly and massage his chest.

"Brother..." When Ah Ci managed to catch his breath, his throat was already hoarse, so he simply collapsed into his brother's arms.

"Is there anything uncomfortable?" Ah Chu wanted to help Ah Ci check, but Ah Ci held his brother's hand, clinging to his brother's arms and couldn't get up. "Ah Ci, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, it's just a nightmare." Ah Ci shook his head, but his whole body seemed boneless, as if he wanted to break free from his brother's arms but couldn't get up at all.

Ah Chu simply hugged the person in his arms tighter, "What nightmare is it?"

"Water, there's water everywhere, I want to breathe, I want to ask for help, but I can't breathe..." Ah Ci said, shrinking back into Ah Chu's arms, as if he had really done a terrible and An inescapable nightmare.

"Ah Ci!" Stop talking, I know, I know everything.From Ah Ci's description, Ah Chu could deduce that what Ah Ci was talking about was the scene of falling into the water after the explosion, his struggle when his life was dying.It turned out that he was not the only one who was repeatedly tortured by the death rehearsal!Ah Chu hugged Yang Muci tightly, and it took a while to find his voice again, "How long have you been having this dream?"

Ah Ci covered his eyes with his hands, as if he didn't want his elder brother to see his expression, "It's not long, but only occasionally."

"How long is it? When did it start." Ah Chu didn't let go of this question.

Ah Ci thought for a while, and finally said, "It's been less than half a month since the drug was stopped!" He hoped that there was nothing wrong with his statement, because Ah Ci remembered that he slept extremely during the period of taking the medicine. Shen, that's why he said the drug withdrawal started.

"It's probably because your lungs have been seriously damaged, so you have such a dream. You were suppressed by drugs before and it didn't show up. When your lungs get better, you won't have this dream again. Don't worry!" Ah While stroking Ah Ci's chest, Chu performed a psychopathological analysis on Ah Ci, but he didn't know that Ah Ci's so-called nightmare was nothing at all, it was just a trick set by Ah Ci for him.

Brother, you can analyze me so calmly, why can't you analyze yourself?Ah Ci sighed in his heart, feeling sorry for his brother even more.

"Go to sleep!" Seeing that Ah Ci had calmed down, Ah Chu wanted to help Ah Ci back to the pillow and lie down.

Ah Ci nodded, and obediently lay back under the blanket under Ah Chu's hand, but asked, "What about you?"

Thinking that Ah Ci was afraid of having another nightmare, Ah Chu smiled and promised, "I'll be right here with you."

"Really?" Ash confirmed.

"Yeah." Ah Chu nodded.

"Are you going to sit like this all night?" Ah Ci asked again.

Ah Chu raised his eyebrows, not knowing what Ah Ci meant.

Ah Ci lifted his quilt, moved his body inside, and made room for one person on the bed, "Come on!"

Ah Chu gasped for breath, his eyes widened in disbelief.

Ah Ci frowned, "Didn't you want to sleep with me? I can't let you stay here