the innermost part of the heart

Worry no more, go back to sleep.Ah Ci, on the other hand, returned to the bedside with tea, seeing his brother was still in a daze, he was even more worried.

Yang Muci put the tea on the bedside, took the towel and went to the bathroom, and removed the scar on his face by the way, and then came back to face Ah Chu.He was no longer ready to wait, but wanted to ask in person, even if it was prying, he would pry his elder brother's clam-like mouth open.

Ah Ci returned to the bed and was about to take off his elder brother's wine-stained clothes first, but unexpectedly his elder brother held his hand before he could unbutton his suit vest.

Ah Ci frowned, his elder brother's hands were cold, and his palms were covered with cold sweat.Just before he went to open the door, he obviously covered his hands to warm them, but now they have cooled down again.

"What did He Yashu tell you? Or what did she do?" Ah Ci is not stupid, but also very sharp, and has passed the test of all professional knowledge. If his brother was drugged, after such a long time, Symptoms are long overdue, not just this listless look.His brother's reaction was obviously stimulated by something, not drugged.Before thinking about it, his brother had only been with He Yashu alone, so the problem must be He Yashu.But if he said that his brother could do this just by meeting He Yashu, he really didn't believe it. After all, He Yashu had been in Shanghai for several days, and it was not that the two had never met before, so it must be when they met alone later that He Yashu What did Suk say or do to Big Brother again!

Just, what was said or done?Ah Ci was actually worried, he was afraid that if his elder brother told him he wanted to go back to He Yashu, should he let go or not?

"Yes... I said a few words." Ah Chu murmured, his eyes began to slack again.He Yashu didn't say much, but the last few words were like the sharpest knife piercing the most fragile and secret corner of his heart.

"What did she tell you?" Ah Ci tightly gripped Ah Chu's shoulder, forcing his brother to look at him.

"She said that none of us loved her." Ah Chu tried hard to force a smile, but found that this expression he was always good at, but at this time he couldn't do it no matter what.

Ah Ci was taken aback, it wasn't surprising that he didn't love Yashu, after all he had made it clear to her.What does it mean that her elder brother doesn't love her?

Seeing Ah Ci stunned, although it was difficult, Ah Chu still asked, "Do you love her?"

Ah Ci came back to his senses, frowned slightly, but said affirmatively, "It's not love."

"But you said you loved her for more than twenty years." Ah Chu's voice was sleepy, but he finally revealed a smile that was so faint that it could disappear at any time.

"So?" Ah Ci didn't understand, was Ah Chu feeling wronged for Ya Shu?This makes no sense at all!

Ah Chu's eyes began to diverge again, but this time he nodded slowly, and the words in his mouth did not stop, "It seems that what she said is correct, your oath is only for words, not for heart. "

Ah Ci finally understood the point of his elder brother. What his elder brother meant was that his oath could not be trusted, "What are you doubting?" Ah Ci suddenly tightened his grip on Ah Chu's hands, forcing his elder brother to look at him, "You Are you suspecting that I lied to you when I said I love you?"

Ah Chu shook his head, "Have you visited Xia Yuechun before?"

Ah Ci nodded, "I've looked for it." This can't fool anyone, but he thought it was over before.

"What did he tell you?"

"It doesn't matter what he told me..."

"Yuechun has already told me."

Ah Ci suddenly stopped talking.After a long while, he finally found his voice, "So, you think I'm with you out of pity? I, Yang Muchi, am so unprincipled in your eyes?"

"It's not because of pity." Xia Yuechun had already awakened him before this incident, Ah Chu knew that pity was not enough to shake Yang Muchi, but what if family affection and guilt were added?The affair with Yashu has clearly proved that Yang Muci's love can be coerced by other emotions. He may not give you his heart, but he can give you his person.Just like Ah Chu has no doubts at all, if he hadn't appeared at the beginning, Ah Ci would have married He Yashu in the end, and lived honestly with that woman for the rest of his life. Maybe there is no love, but family affection and responsibility are enough for him to keep his own place Be a qualified good husband!It was him, it was his appearance that disrupted all of this, and finally dragged Ah Ci into the immoral hell of brotherly incest, but he was still complacent and self-righteous. "Ah Ci, you don't owe me anything, let alone the Yang family, you have done enough, enough, you will give me whatever I want..." Isn't that enough?For those so-called family ties and grudges, Ah Ci has already died once, and he has already lost his life, so what does he want from him?Is he still not enough?Isn't it enough that his greed and obsession hurt Ah Ci?

"Why did you decide that my feelings for you are not love? But something messy?" Seeing Ah Chu's pale face and shaking his head in cold war, Yang Muci was about to go crazy. He no longer wanted to pry He opened his brother's mouth, but wanted to pry open his brother's head to see what was in his brother's head?Why are these wild ideas!

"Ya Shu said, you don't want her, and I don't want her. She asked how can a man not want to possess the person he loves? Yes, how can a man not want to possess the person he loves?" Like himself, he has always wanted Ah Ci seemed like it wasn't enough, but Ah Ci..."Ya Shu said, it's just that she doesn't love..." Before Ah Chu could finish speaking, Yang Muci interrupted her.

"Yashu said that Yashu said that you believe everything she says, so why did you ignore everything I said?" Ah Ci pinched Ah Chu's shoulders and whispered in his ear, "Okay, it's just because there is no Did it take your body? That would be easy." Ah Ci said, letting go of Ah Chu to unbutton his clothes.

Don't be like this, don't give me whatever I want! "Ah Ci, please, give me some dignity. I don't want it anymore. I really don't want anything." Ah Chu was powerless to stop Ah Ci, so he stretched out his hand to cover his face. There were no tears, but the voice was firm. Broken as a cry.

"You don't want it? You don't even want me?" You can live well without me, and you don't have to torture yourself like this!Ah Ci slammed Ah Chu's arms away, feeling sorry for Ah Chu but at the same time he was so angry for the first time, even the time Ah Chu insisted on killing Yang Yuhua, he had never been so angry with Ah Chu!It's fine if he doesn't believe him, but he actually tortured his favorite person like this?Not even himself!Ah Ci can't stand anyone hurting Ah Chu even a little bit, he can't do it himself, and Ah Chu can't do it himself! "How do you want to believe me? How can you believe that I really love you and not just talk? Do you want me to show you my heart..." Ah Ci couldn't choose what to say in a fit of anger , but before he finished speaking, he knew that he had made a huge mistake. How could he threaten his elder brother with his life?He clearly knew that it was his elder brother's heaviest injury.

Sure enough, Ah Chu froze on the spot when Ah Ci said that he was going to take out his heart. His body didn't shake, his eyes didn't blink, his breathing even stopped, and his eyes didn't move. He just stared at Ah. Second-rate.

"Big Brother, Big Brother, don't scare me, I was wrong, I said the wrong thing, Big Brother..." Ah Ci caressed Ah Chu's face with one hand, and rubbed Ah Chu's chest anxiously with the other, "Brother, breathe, Don't scare me!"

It took a long time for Ah Chu to resume breathing under Ah Ci's rubbing, but the sharp contrast between the tightly closed lips, the clenched root and the violent ups and downs of the chest made Ah Ci feel even more distressed and guilty.And the tears finally gradually pooled in Ah Chu's eyes, and then slowly flowed down. During the process, there was no sound of crying, which was quiet but painful.

"Brother, don't be like this, my heart hurts." Ah Ci wiped away tears for Ah Chu, and at the same time wanted to cry with Ah Chu.why?Obviously they love each other so deeply, but why do they torture each other?Ah Ci didn't dare to confront Ah Chu head-on again, it had been like this all along, none of them would give in, and the result was that it seemed that no one had lost on the surface, but in fact they were all hurt in their hearts.For the sake of Ah Chu, Ah Ci can lose face, even to the enemy, for the sake of the task, he can be submissive and play nice, let alone facing his favorite elder brother?

"Brother, do you know how painful it is?" Ah Ci held Ah Chu's face in both hands after being subdued, and began to speak in a low voice while wiping his brother's tears carefully, "Do you really think that Can I, Yang Muci, fall under anyone at will? How could you think that I don’t love you, don’t want you? I think, I’m going crazy thinking about it,” Ah Ci’s tone even carried Feeling aggrieved and gnashing his teeth, "But I'm afraid you'll be hurt. But I know now, it's better to be in pain than to make you think about it and feel sad."

After Ah Ci finished speaking, he reached out and unbuttoned Ah Chu's clothes.

Ah Chu stretched out his hand, barely grasping Ah Ci's nimble fingers, his eyes were full of bewilderment, he didn't know what to believe or not to believe for a moment?

Ah Ci held Ah Chu's hand, and pressed his hand into his lower back. "Brother, people say that deep love will never last, and wisdom will hurt you. Can you, at least, not be so thoughtful when you are facing me? If you have anything to say, you can ask me directly. I never hide anything from you." , isn't it?"

"Ah Ci..." Ah Chu's tears finally stopped, and he turned his sour eyes to look at Yang Muci in front of him.He didn't know what Ah Ci was going to do?

"You can't stop me this time, it's no longer a question of whether you want it or not." Ah Ci finished speaking, "shua"