the innermost part of the heart

He went to Japan without looking back, which shows his heartache and reluctance at that time. At that time, Ah Ci probably did not have the profound concentration and self-control now, so the more reluctant he was, the more he dared not turn back.

Hearing Yashu say "Mom and Dad", Ah Chu suddenly understood Ah Ci's feelings for He Yashu. It was a kind of comfort after sympathizing with Yashu.The reason why Ah Chu understands is precisely because it is also his injury, a kind of injury called loneliness, loneliness, lack of love, and lack of security!Although Ah Ci has parents, it is impossible for his parents to love him too much. It can be seen from how good Ah Ci is to He Yashu. The more he loves He Yashu, the more it shows that his parents treated him well when he was young. How negligent he is; not to mention Ah Chu, even though there is a sister who protects and hurts with all her strength, but the siblings are embarrassed in the Rong family's low position, and it is difficult to protect themselves, so why care about him?In addition, my sister has been pretending to be crazy for many years, and it is even more difficult to protect him; while He Yashu is even more straightforward, she doesn't even have parents in name, she can only rely on the Yang family!

It wasn't until this moment that Ah Chu felt a little bit of pity for the woman in his arms, not only because of her life experience with them, but also because of the little warmth she had brought to Ah Ci!Even if she had no other choice, even if she had no other choice, he still sincerely thanked her for those years when she was with Ah Ci.Although it cannot be said that he is not jealous, Ah Chu dare not imagine how desolate and lonely Ah Ci's childhood would be if he didn't even have a little playmate with Ya Shu in those years!Will he also hide in the quilt and cry alone when it gets dark?Could it be that you are so afraid that you are shivering, but you can only hug yourself to comfort you?

But because of a fantasy, the tears in Ah Chu's heart overflowed. Fortunately, he didn't let it wet his eyes in the end, but he also blurted out a promise to He Yashu, "Yashu, I won't leave you alone, Never." Ah Chu strengthened his previous thoughts: he will definitely hand her over to Young Master Rong!If the previous decision was only for Young Master Rong's selfish desire, then now, there is also part of his selfish desire for He Yashu: it is his responsibility to let the young master cherish her!Because Ah Chu knows that Young Master Rong is the one who is committed to love and can give everything for love, and what He Yashu has been seeking all along is actually just such a love.Not to mention that Ah Chu thinks he doesn't have that kind of passionate, full, and desperate love now, if he does, I'm afraid it's all given to that little facial paralysis named Yang Muci, so how can he spare a little bit of it for others?And because of the little credit He Yashu had made, he was willing to help her find a complete love, and the candidate, obviously the off-the-shelf Young Master Rong couldn't be more suitable, how perfect is the love of a concubine? !

When He Yashu talked about fatalism again, Ah Chu had already accepted his fate!So what if you don't recognize it?As long as that little bastard named Yang Muci is involved, he can only bear the burden of hard work and accept his fate!This is his fate, he can't escape, and he doesn't want to escape!

Going to the church to make a wish or confess is not something Ah Chu would do, because usually he only believes in himself.But since he accompanied He Yashu in, and the other party seemed to be quite pious, Ah Chu had to put on a show.What's more, he has been in the UK for eight years, and he has long been accustomed to the beliefs of Westerners. He is also familiar with prayers before meals and Christmas mass.Although Ah Chu doesn't believe in religion, he knows how to respect others. Since he has already entered this church, and it is full of people praying solemnly, why should he go to the village to do as the Romans do and confess?Just ask for peace of mind!

Ah Chu's first confession was for deceiving He Yashu, who made this happen right in front of his eyes!He couldn't think of it for a while, and he didn't believe in religion, so there was no need to go forward. "Ya Shu... I shouldn't have kept it from you, but I have to protect Ah Ci..." It was just this confession, which naturally involved Ah Ci, and when it was involved in Ah Ci, Ah Chu's whole thoughts were wrapped around her. I can't come back on Ah Ci! "Lord, I really fell in love with him. I can't extricate myself. Without him, my life will lose its luster." Ah Chu couldn't imagine the days of losing Ah Ci. He was lonely for more than [-] years and finally found his own. Fate, for this person who was born to be closely connected with him, he would not hesitate to pay any price!Aji, you need to get well soon, I will do everything possible to bring you back to me! "Fulfill me, I will protect him for the rest of my life." Ah Chu has never prayed so devoutly, at least not before, "Fulfill me, God!" I don't need love, I don't need reputation, I don't even need a partner, I don't want an heir, but I want my Aci!Complete me! (The subtitle in this TV series is "she", but if you just listen to the voice, "he" and "she" are actually the same, so here Liuliu changed this line of Ah Chu's inner monologue to a dialogue Ah Ci's confession, but did not fully follow the original lines, just listening to the voice without reading the subtitles will not affect the smoothness and integrity of the plot, please ignore this small flaw!)

At this time, although Ah Chu knew that he had some ambiguous thoughts about his younger brother, he didn't break through the defense of his blood relatives, and he never thought about asking Ah Ci to be his lover or partner.He only knew that when they were in the mother's womb, they were close together day and night, and later they were forced to separate during the growth process, and that sense of loneliness came stronger than others.They should be family!At this time, what Ah Chu desperately wanted was a family, and in this family, the necessary family members were Ah Ci!For the others, he had neither time to think deeply nor had the opportunity to experience them.

After leaving the church, Ah Chu chatted with the woman beside him naturally.Because he finally has a certain liking for He Yashu, Ah Chu is no longer as careful as before, and gets along much more easily.Although there was still no truth in his mouth, it wasn't a day or two since Ah Chu was full of nonsense. He was like this when he was in the Rong family. As long as he was comfortable and others were happy, who cares how much his words really mean!But his words of hoping to restore all the truth are 100% sincere, but no one believes that's all!Of course, He Yashu didn't tell the truth, but why did Ah Chu care?This woman even has a false identity!

While eating, Ah Chu couldn't help looking at the woman, imagining how she was by Ah Ci's side when he was young.I have to say, in fact, she and Yashu are more presumptuous but relaxed in front of Ah Ci than she is in front of herself. Except when she is forced to marry, she is always a true temperament, but in front of her, she probably wants to Maintaining a perfect image is sometimes overly artificial.If he remembered correctly, when the Yang family had an accident and he and Ah Ci were forced to separate, they were only one year old, so this and Ya Shu started to accompany Ah Ci when he was old?three years old?Still four years old?So jealous, the 20 years that should have belonged to them!

"Why don't you eat? Why are you just looking at me?" He Yashu's question interrupted Ah Chu's thoughts.

"It's delicious." Ah Chu came out without even thinking about the compliment to coax the girl.

When He Yashu asked him why he didn't smoke, Ah Chu thought about it for a while, and then said the words to quit smoking.No way, he is a person who has never touched cigarettes, and he can't learn Ah Ci's old-smoking posture even if he is cramming. It is better to lie than to expose!What's more, he is not interested in making fun of his health just for a temporary disguise.He believed that with the degree of He Yashu's negligence towards Ah Ci, she would not be entangled in this issue.But for a few days, it's okay to fool around, even if Ah Ci said later that he tried to quit but couldn't or didn't want to quit, he and Yashu would not pursue it.

Sure enough, without a few words, He Yashu didn't pursue it any further. In addition to Ah Chu's fake kiss, He Yashu's attention was completely diverted.And Ah Chu is undoubtedly very happy, this time the kiss was deliberately tested by him, after the result of the previous test, he was extremely happy every time he saw Yashu push himself out disguised as Ah Ci.Ah Chu couldn't help wondering what kind of bad habit this was.I always want to keep proving that Ah Ci and this woman are innocent, and once proven, I can secretly have sex for a long time!That's right, this kid Ah Ci has never even touched his fiancée, let alone other women, right?And once this idea was rooted, Ah Chu stubbornly believed in it.

At noon, the two who had been blowing the cold wind on the mountain all night met to catch up on sleep, but only they knew whether they really fell asleep.He Yashu used this time to contact the person who was watching her in Japan and asked for a special bottle of red wine; while Ah Chu ran to the mountain again, dug out the picture book at his hiding place, and came back. At that time, I just got the contact signal from the underground party!Such a bad disguise, such a bad code!Ah Chu twitched his lips.What Xia's firm?Also "Yang" sail number?Disgusting.But it's good news that I can return to the flight tomorrow, and I can finally go back to see Ah Ci!Ah Ci recovered faster than he expected!Ah Chu felt that he couldn't wait any longer, and he really wanted to return home!

In the evening, Ah Chu accompanied Ya Shu for a walk after cooking, and because she was in a good mood, she felt extra relaxed.The words touched him inadvertently, Ah Chu didn't know how to react, or rather, he could only guess Ah Ci's reaction, Ah Ci cared so much about Ya Shu, and said that he loved her for more than twenty years, for himself