the innermost part of the heart

, he can't forgive himself!

I don't know if it was because he was too tired after not sleeping for two days, or because he was tired from crying. In short, Ah Chu fell asleep unknowingly when he knelt down.When I woke up with a sore and cold body, it was already past three o'clock in the morning.Ah Chu changed to a sitting position, and after more than half an hour of massage, his legs were basically restored to flexibility, and he could barely stand up.Ah Chu didn't dare to delay, for fear that Ah Ci would wake up at any time, at 10:[-] in the morning, [-] minutes later than the previous day, Ah Chu carefully moved out of Ah Ci's room.

At 1:[-] in the morning, Yang Muci woke up from his sleep, looking at the still dark sky outside the window, just like his heart.The empty ward had a faint smell of disinfectant, just like the clean and slightly mixed smell of disinfectant and medicine on Ah Chu, who has been studying medicine all year round. The smell made Ah Ci feel at ease, but even more It hurt his thoughts.Three days, the third day since the eldest brother came back.He didn't want to admit that his elder brother didn't even want to see him, but he couldn't figure it out, his elder brother was working in the hospital, no matter how busy he was, wouldn't he even have a minute to visit him?Ordinary patients are hospitalized, and the attending doctor has to patrol the room every day to ask about the condition, right?Why has no one cared about him since he was transferred from the secret clinic?Is it because what he said that day was too serious, and the elder brother was angry?Or in fact, he has always hated him and his parents together?Ah Ci carefully recalled all the scenes of getting along with Ah Chu until now, but found that they almost never talked well and got along peacefully. But it ended like that!Ah Chu loves Yashu, right?I love it so much, that's why I'm so sad.So is it because of Yashu that he hates himself even more?Ah Ci smiled wryly.Brother, I will not compete with you for Yashu, I will give you whatever you want, anything, including He Yashu of course!

Before dawn, Ah Ci finally made a decision to leave the hospital!He should not turn hope into despair in the midst of boundless expectations. He should not be weak, not even for a day. Past experience has told him many times that whenever he is weak, he will bear the blow. He will teach him how to be strong, and he must be strong.Because he has no one to rely on, only himself!What's more, what they said this time was only a leg injury, and if he wanted to rest again, he might arouse suspicion.

At 08 o'clock, He Yashu showed up at the hospital on time; at 30:[-], Yang Muci completed the discharge procedures with the help of He Yashu, and canceled the leave with Secretary Yu of the Criminal Investigation Department; Unexpectedly, he saw Yu Xiaojiang waiting for him outside the gate of the hospital. What was even more unexpected was that after he sent Yashu away, he saw his teacher, Du Luning, in the back seat of the car.Ah Ci knew that the teacher really cared about him, but he also came to personally verify. He understood Du Luning's suspicion and sensitivity better than anyone else.

Along the way, there were ridicules, caring, and temptations. Aci tried to pass the test smoothly, and still played in front of the teacher as the proud student who was a little arrogant, humorous, and even made fun of the teacher; At the beginning, Ah Ci's heart turned and ached, especially the sentence "There is no hatred for no reason in this world", which instantly penetrated Ah Ci, making him unable to say anything to respond; What Du Luning said made Ah Ci start to feel cold all over. He, the person who took the risk to crack Thunder, had even just been discharged from the hospital. The teacher already knew that the Thunder vaccine was going to be mass-produced. Even, just from Du Luning's words, Ah Ci already understood that the teacher suspected that the elder brother was the Communist Party!This is simply more terrifying than the teacher directly doubting him.

At five o'clock in the morning, Yang Muchu drove home by himself, and returned to his room without disturbing anyone.For kneeling, he is too experienced and knows how to take care of it afterwards. He even keeps wormwood and medicinal wine by his side all year round to dispel the coldness in his body after kneeling for a long time.It's just that Ah Chu didn't expect that after leaving the Rong family, he would still need these things.

After rummaging through the bottom of the box to find things, and holding a lot of odds and ends, Ah Chu made a secret decision in his heart as he slowly moved to the bathroom. He must install a bathroom in the bedroom. Now This is simply suffering and wasting time.

But when taking a bath, a problem that I have never encountered before appeared. Wormwood is a pure yang substance. Although taking a bath can dispel dampness and cold, it obviously has the effect of strengthening yang.It was okay before, it was nothing more than the restlessness of the body, when Ah Chu could bear it, he endured it, and when it was really unbearable, he solved it by himself.But this time, along with the restlessness of the body, came the deep memory of last night, Ah Ci's slightly opened lips, warm lips and tongue, sweet kiss with a slightly bitter taste... Even, Ah Chu fantasized more, that disease What kind of slim, flexible and powerful waist will be under the uniform?Does the wheat-colored skin that has been exposed to the wind and sun for a long time feel as tight and smooth as it looks?Imagining that my hands are walking on such a body, will the other party groan softly in enjoyment, or beat him down hard?

"Ah!" Yang Muchu yelled to wake himself up.What was he thinking about?What the hell is he thinking?He actually molested his own brother in his head!Ah Chu raised his hand and gave himself two big mouths, grabbed the towel and hurried out of the bath, not daring to soak again.

After taking a bath, he rubbed his knees and legs with medicinal wine to warm him up, and Ah Chu went back to sleep.It's just that it was past six o'clock in the morning, and Ah Chu was going to sleep until noon, but Xia Yuechun dragged him back to the dean's office of Chunhe Hospital at nine o'clock in the morning.He didn't understand what this guy was in such a hurry, did he have to rush in this hour or two?Moreover, he has obviously rearranged, corrected, and polished the report, so why should he do it just for typing? !

Xia Yuechun just asked him nonchalantly, "Do you want to do it?" There was a hint of regret in his expression.

"Do it, of course. Do I dare not do what Dean Xia told me?"

Xia Yuechun glanced at him meaningfully, and then said nothing.While typing the report, Ah Chu was still thinking, what does this guy mean?When the report was finally finished typing, Ah Chu breathed a sigh of relief. While sorting out the documents Ah Chu typed out, Xia Yuechun said casually, "By the way, Yang Muci was discharged from the hospital."

"When?" Ah Chu, who was already slumped in the office chair from exhaustion, sat up suddenly.

"This morning." Xia Yuechun said without raising his eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Ah Chu didn't know what the sudden evil fire was for. He only thought that the little bastard's leg that was knocked on purpose was not yet clean, and his body that was poisoned by the toxin still needed some time. Rehabilitation, what did he do when he was discharged from the hospital so early?

"I told you earlier? Didn't you meet him when you came? You arrived at nine o'clock in the morning, and he left the hospital at nine o'clock." Xia Yuechun finally raised his eyes to look at Ah Chu.

Yang Muchu gritted his teeth, this guy definitely did it on purpose!When he came in the morning, he went through the back door. How did he know that Ah Ci was just discharged from the hospital through the front door?If I had known that he was going ahead, I would have intercepted that little bastard.

"Is this important? Basically, Ah Ci's injury can be said to have healed." Otherwise, he would not agree to discharge the patient.

"You also said it is basically!" Ah Chu roared.

Xia Yuechun stared blankly at Yang Muchu, did this person protect his younger brother too much?

Ah Chu rubbed his face, and said in a slow tone, "It's not that you don't know his personality, as long as he is discharged from the hospital, he will definitely not recover well."

"I don't know his personality! Besides, does he have any serious illness that must be hospitalized?" Xia Yuechun's words are completely correct to the ears of outsiders. After all, their superficial relationship is just a doctor and a patient. To be precise, it is the dean And the patient, he is not even his attending doctor, not to mention that the reason Ah Ci was admitted to the hospital was not a serious illness. The cruciate ligament injury plus repetitive cartilage rupture is indeed not a serious illness that requires long-term hospitalization.But these words sounded awkward to Ah Chu's ears. He knew that Xia Yuechun was telling him their current position in another way, but he, Yang Muchu, never cared about the position or task. All he cared about was the man named Yang Mu It's just a little bastard!

Ah Chu got up and walked out without saying anything.

"You're not really going to catch him, are you?" Xia Yuechun asked anxiously.

"Will he come back if I catch him?" Ah Chu gave Xia Yuechun a white look, and went out.

He Yashu was extremely depressed because he ran into Yu Xiaojiang when he was seeing off Ah Ci in the morning.She couldn't tell exactly what kind of mentality she had towards Ah Ci, she should love Ah Chu, shouldn't she?But why when it is obvious that someone likes Ah Ci, and the other party is intellectual and beautiful, it seems that he is still Ah Ci's colleague, and he should have a lot of common topics with him. The key is that when Ah Ci sent himself away, She felt as unwilling as if her beloved toy had been snatched away?Ah Ci should belong to her, she is Ah Ci's fiancee, isn't she?Why was that woman able to stand beside Ah Ci so confidently, but her genuine fiancée wanted to leave?But at that time she did not dare to refute, dare not intervene, dare not follow, this is not like her always, even if she was willing to leave before, she would definitely ask Ah Ci to coax her or beg her to leave. But this time, why are you so guilty?Too many problems stuck in He Yashu's heart, causing her to keep walking from morning to night, but she just didn't want to go home. When she got home, it was already evening, and the sun was setting, and it was even worse.