the innermost part of the heart

There is resistance, firstly, he knows that that kind of thing will lead to drug dependence and he will eat more and more with the increase of drug resistance, and he has never strictly prohibited himself from relying on anything, including people; secondly, if he takes it for a long time This kind of medicine is useless for him as a surgeon, and he really never wants to use a scalpel again.However, he is no longer Yang Muchu, and he doesn't need to use a scalpel anymore, so what else is there to worry about?Ah Chu took out a tablet, broke it in half, thought about it, and broke it in half again.In the end, Ah Chu ate a quarter of the food.

"How long can you sleep with this thing?" Xiaojiang watched as Ah Chu took the medicine and went to bed with his clothes on.

"Everyone's resistance to medicine is different. I almost never take medicine, let alone this kind of sleep medicine, so it can probably let me sleep for four or five hours. During this time, it may be difficult for me to wake up. If Something happened suddenly..."

"Don't worry, I can handle it, you can sleep well!"

"Ah."

After turning off the lights, the two of them lay on the bed with a radio station between them.

Before his consciousness gradually blurred, Ah Chu asked softly, "Ah Ci, have you ever had a headache so bad that you needed to be hospitalized?"

Ah Chu originally thought that Xiaojiang would not answer, but she still said, "The military doctor suggested, but he didn't go."

"When did it happen?" The voice was gradually blurred.

"It was not long after the aphrodisiac test." He probably still felt guilty, otherwise why did he have such a severe headache that time?

"At that time..." Ah Chu's even breathing came.

"Big brother."

"I'm here to say goodbye to my brother."

"Take care, there will be a period later."

"Brother, I'm sorry!"

boom!

"Ah..." Ah Chu woke up with a yell, and Yu Xiaojiang who was beside him also groaned in shock. "What's wrong?"

Then look at Ah Chu sitting in the darkness beside him, his eyes are wide open, his mouth is wide open, he is panting rapidly, his face covered in cold sweat, his fists clenched, his whole body trembling, his eyes are staring straight at the void in front of him but there is no There is no focal length.

"Ah..." Yu Xiaojiang wanted to call him but didn't know how to speak. He wanted to touch him but was afraid of shocking him, so he could only sit by and accompany him silently.

After about an hour, Ah Chu finally recovered, his voice was hoarse, and he asked instead, "How long have I been asleep?"

Yu Xiaojiang looked at his watch, and it was only a little over three o'clock, "It's more than an hour!"

Ah Chu rubbed his face, "Go on to sleep!" Then he got out of bed in the dark.

Yu Xiaojiang looked at the flickering red light in front of the desk, smelled the increasingly strong smell of tobacco in the air, and somehow burst into tears, but this time it was not for the man named Yang Muci.

Part 3

Troubled times are not peaceful in the first place.Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, but this couple in the attic of No. 32 Xiaoshitou Hutong is not at peace.

The young couple are both young, maybe the woman's family background is not bad, but the man seems to have no skills, and he is either a reporter or a teacher. Anyway, in this troubled world, he is considered to be in decline.The men basically don’t leave the door, and the women even go to the pawn shop every now and then. When they come back, the two of them will argue endlessly. It's that easy to quarrel.One time, a person wanted to persuade a fight, so he went upstairs. Before he entered, he was almost slammed by a smashed chair. Since then, no one has gone upstairs, and he was surprised by the occasional ping, bang, bang, bang, bang in their house. No wonder.Even when the little daughter-in-law came down to use the kitchen, bathroom, etc., everyone tried to hide as much as possible, and let it go.Who would have thought that the two people who looked so handsome and handsome, had such hot tempers?If you can not provoke, it is better not to provoke!

"Huh..." After another round of fighting, Yu Xiaojiang leaned against the wall panting and wiping his sweat.Because Ah Chu is a medical student, he is proficient in grasping the weaknesses of various parts of the human body, which is not comparable to ordinary people. In addition, his years of surgical practice have given him great strength and endurance, which often brings additional burdens to opponents besides fists and feet. "You're improving so fast, I'm almost no match for you."

Ah Chu shook his head, "It's still far away." After speaking, he raised his foot and gave the chair a leg, and the chair hit the table with another loud noise.Then came Ah Chu's raised voice, "You're fucking endless!"

Yu Xiaojiang naturally knew who Ah Chu was talking about was far from him, so he couldn't help feeling sad again. "I'm going out in the afternoon. Lunch..."

Ah Chu looked back at the desk, "There are still two steamed buns left, I've had enough, go out and eat by yourself."

Yu Xiaojiang bit his lip, feeling even more sad. "Well, I'm going out then."

Yu Xiaojiang straightened up and said loudly, "Don't spend my money if you have the ability." After finishing speaking, he nodded and went out, and then the door was slammed with a bang.

Ah Chu waited until the aftershocks from the door frame disappeared, then he gently put on the bolt, then walked to the corner of the room, plunged his head into a wooden bucket filled with water, and began to practice holding his breath.He had seen on the report card that Ah Ci's breath holding performance was the first in history, and no one had ever broken his record.Therefore, he is still far away, no matter in every respect.

"Cough." On the three-person bench in the park, Yu Xiaojiang sat on the side where there was no one, and on the other side of an empty seat, sat a gentle man.

"You're here." Xia Yuechun casually flipped a page of the newspaper covering his face.

"How is he?" Yu Xiaojiang took out the jewelry box and began to touch up makeup. The jewelry box shook slightly from time to time in her hand. With the shaking of the jewelry box, the scenery in the mirror on the jewelry box was constantly changing.

"Still in a coma." Of course Xia Yuechun knew who Yu Xiaojiang was talking about.

"It's been more than ten days. Doesn't it mean that we are out of danger?" Yu Xiaojiang's tone was a little anxious.

"It's out of danger, but he doesn't wake up, so I can't help it. All the glucose in my hospital is tight for him. If this continues, I won't be able to last for a few more days." After all, Xia Yuechun had the same meaning : Do you think I don't want him to wake up!

The two were silent for a while, but Xia Yuechun couldn't help but speak. "How is Ah Chu? Are you still taking sleeping pills?"

"I don't take it anymore." Because it didn't work for him, they had already increased the dosage from a quarter of a tablet to two, but Ah Chu still couldn't sleep for two hours. The dosage was doubled several times, but the effect was almost Nothing changed, so they simply dropped the practice.Now Yu Xiaojiang only gives Ah Chu an injection when his body really can't take it anymore, but the effect is not satisfactory, being able to sleep for three hours in two days is considered pretty good.Besides, Ah Chu always felt nauseous after the last two injections. He vomited after eating at least two times. Even if Yu Xiaojiang has no common sense of Chinese medicine, he knows that this is wrong. Obviously, long-term injection of sleeping points is also extremely harmful to the human body. .But she would not say these words to Xia Yuechun, because as Ah Chu himself said, he is a doctor, and if he can't heal himself, no one can heal him.In this regard, Yu Xiaojiang chose to trust Ah Chu's professionalism, he would not make fun of herself, she knew that he was even more anxious than anyone else to make himself better, because he still carried all of Ah Ci's hopes and beliefs.

"That's good." Xia Yuechun was slightly relieved. "Any new news recently?"

"The lurking personnel of the detective department have been assembled, and one-third of the total personnel has been lost. The second batch of lurking personnel will arrive one after another in ten days, and our radio station will start sending the first report. So we have to move as soon as possible. The airtightness is not good, and the radio station is easily exposed." Yu Xiaojiang said.

"Ten days." Xia Yuechun silently calculated, "My glucose is barely enough for ten days."

"What do you want to say?" Yu Xiaojiang suddenly felt startled.

"If Ah Ci still doesn't wake up after ten days, I will have to extubate."

"You want to kill him?" Yu Xiaojiang opened his eyes in disbelief.

"How many days do you think a person can survive without eating or drinking with only glucose and urinary catheter?" Xia Yuechun also stared, "His muscles will atrophy, his urethra will become inflamed, his blood vessels will be full of pinholes, his ..."

"Stop talking." Yu Xiaojiang couldn't listen anymore.

"Why don't you just let him go like this, at least he can die with dignity before everything gets worse, at least, he is still the omnipotent, steel knife-like Yang Muchi in our hearts." Xia Yuechun felt uncomfortable He didn't understand how stubborn Yang Muci couldn't wake up this time, what happened to the person with such tenacious vitality, the person who survived life and death every time, what happened this time?

"Ten days, ten days later I will bring Ah Chu to see you. You can decide what to do at that time, but before that, you must let Ah Ci live well." After Yu Xiaojiang finished speaking, he got up and was about to leave. But Xia Yuechun's faint voice came, "If you think Ah Ci is alive like this, I can guarantee it."

When Yu Xiaojiang returned home, he was holding a mirror with a size of one square meter in his arms.Xiaojiang doesn't like beauty, or in other words, she doesn't like beauty as much as ordinary women. She doesn't need a mirror to comb her hair. Occasionally, the small mirror in the makeup box is enough.At that time, he and Ah Ci moved here in a hurry, and there was almost nothing in the house. Later, it was Ah Chu, not Ah Ci, and Xiaojiang didn't dare to buy mirrors, which would obviously irritate Ah Chu.Even a fuzzy one-inch photo of Ah Chu never left her body as a treasure. She couldn't imagine how crazy he would be to see another photo of herself in the mirror.But today, Xiaojiang decided to give it a try. This might be their last hope, and it belonged to Ah Chu and Ah Ci.

When Ah Chu opened the door and saw the mirror in Yu Xiaojiang's arms, he had a weird expression on his face, and his eyes stared blankly.