He Lanjin

In the early morning, Lin Chun woke up from He Lanjin's arms.

She received a message from Song Ya.

Song Ya: [Lin Chun, I asked my husband to find out He Lanjin's address. ]

Song Ya: [address]

Lin Chun kissed the corner of He Lanjin's lips——

Xiaojin, wait for me, wait for me to confirm the doubts in my heart.Regardless of whether you will be with me after recovering your memory, I will respect your wishes.

Lin Chun tiptoedly took out a key from He Lanjin's pocket, and closed the door softly.

According to the address given by Song Ya, Lin Chun drove to an old house not far away.

When she opened the door, the smell of dust and damp came over her face. Lin Chun coughed a few times and raised her hand to turn on the light. After several attempts, she couldn't turn it on. She simply gave up and turned on the flashlight of her mobile phone.

What came into view was the dilapidated and simple living room, with mottled wooden tables and chairs neatly placed in the center, and two sets of bowls and chopsticks on the table.There is no kitchen here, and there is an induction cooker and a small pot on the countertop by the window.

Lin Chun closed the door and was plunged into darkness for a moment. She pushed open the only door in the house——

The room is small but tidy. Photos are pasted on the entire wall. Lin Chun's right eye kept twitching. She lit the light with a flashlight and found that the entire wall was covered with photos of herself.

There are pictures from her junior high school military training, sports meeting running, singing at parties, and graduation photos.

There were when she entered high school, when she was on a spring outing, and when she won a certificate of merit.

There are also many photos taken when she and He Lanjin were together, but He Lanjin posted Lin Chun's alone, and cut off her own part with scissors.

Just like my own guess, He Lanjin has liked her since she was in junior high school.

But why?Why does He Lanjin like herself?

Lin Chun walked into the room and came to a narrow desk with many books on the left and a stack of notebooks on the right.

The cover of the notebook on the top reads: [I like Lin Chun's No. 13 years. 】

Three years of junior high school, three years of high school, four years of college, and three years of graduation.

Add up exactly 13 years.

It turned out that He Lanjin had liked her for so long.

Lin Chun pulled out the one at the bottom. Although the pages were yellowed but not wrinkled, Lin Chun felt his fingertips tremble when he turned to the first page.

【Like Lin Chun's first year】

[On the first day of junior high school, I fell in love with a girl named Lin Chun.She handed out candy to everyone and gave me a peach flavored one.This is the first time I eat candy, this is the first time I feel sweet in my life. ]

[We were assigned to different classes, and she was in the class next to mine, sitting in the second row of the third column. ]

[I like Lin Chun's eyes, she is really cute when she smiles. ]

……

【The second year of liking Lin Chun】

[I didn't see her for a summer vacation. Lin Chun grew taller, her hair was cut short, and her hair rope was yellow. ]

[A boy confessed to Lin Chun, but Lin Chun rejected him.How can he be worthy of Lin Chun? ]

[Lin Chun fainted today, and I stayed with her in the infirmary for an hour and 13 minutes.Her eyelashes are so long and her skin is so fair.But I feel sorry for her, what happened to her? ]

……

【The third year of liking Lin Chun】

[In the final exam, Lin Chun and I were in the same exam room. She was very serious about the questions, and I will work hard to learn from her. ]

[There are still three months before graduation, I don't know which high school Lin Chun will take the exam. ]

[I saw Lin Chun when I took the graduation photo today, she didn't tie her hair up today, she looks very good. ]

……

【The fourth year of liking Lin Chun】

[God must have heard my prayers, Lin Chun and I are in the same class. ]

[Lin Chun has made many friends, in fact, I want to be friends with her too, but I don't have the courage to talk to her. ]

[Lin Chun talked to me today when she was collecting homework. This is the second time I have talked to her. ]

……

【The fifth year of liking Lin Chun】

[We were assigned to the same physics experiment group, Lin Chunzhen is amazing, she was the first to complete such a difficult experiment. ]

[Lin Chun didn't eat at noon today, I secretly bought a piece of bread for her, but she didn't eat it. ]

[Separation into arts and sciences, the class teacher told me that she would choose science, so I will also choose science. ]

……

【The Sixth Year I Like Lin Chun】

[Separated into the same science class as Lin Chun.I'm in the third year of high school, and I must work harder. I want to go to a university with her. ]

[Aren't they friends?How could she treat Lin Chun like this? ]

[I'm sorry for grandma, but when I think that I won't see Lin Chun in the future, my whole world collapses. ]

……

【The seventh year of liking Lin Chun】

[Re-reading in the third year of high school, I seem to see Lin Chun's shadow every day in class. ]

[The teacher told me that Lin Chun was admitted to N University, which is great, she is so good. ]

[I was also admitted to N University, and I can see Lin Chun again. ]

[Grandma passed away, and since then, Lin Chun is my only concern in this world. ]

……

【The eighth year of liking Lin Chun】

[I met Lin Chun at school, but she doesn't seem to remember me. ]

……

【The ninth year of liking Lin Chun】

[Lin Chun is in a relationship, and the other party is a senior senior.I am happy for her, and I am also happy that she likes girls. ]

……

【Like Lin Chun's Tenth Year】

[Lin Chun graduated, I secretly went to see her graduation ceremony, she is still so dazzling. ]

……

【Like Lin Chun's No. 11 Years】

[I can only live by looking through my old diaries, and living on the memories of Lin Chun. ]

[I really miss Lin Chun. ]

[I am trying to write a novel, I want to include Lin Chun in it, and I also want to write down my miss for Lin Chun. ]

[Will Lin Chun read my novel? ]

……

【Like Lin Chun's No. 12 Years】

[God is kind to me, I found out where Lin Chun works, and she even opened a bar by herself. ]

[Lin Chun is serious when she works, but won't her stomach get overwhelmed by drinking so much? ]

[I was sick and the doctor said my memory would be messed up afterwards.I don't want to forget Lin Chun, she is my life. ]

[I'm so greedy, I can't help but go to Lin Chun's bar to see her.She actually asked me: "He Lanjin, why don't we give it a try?"]

[Lin Chun is the only light in my life, and this moment of pleasure is my last happiness before I die. ]

……

【Like Lin Chun's No. 13 Years】

[I lived with Lin Chun, and I was really with her. ]

[If I am not sick, I really want to be with Lin Chun for the rest of my life. ]

[Lin Chun seems to really like me, maybe a little bit.But I don't want to die when she loves me the most, I can't bear Lin Chun, I can't bear to make her sad. ]

[I went to the hospital for a reexamination with a glimmer of hope. The doctor said that my remaining days were numbered. I begged the doctor not to disclose my illness. No one, especially Lin Chun. ]

[It's time to leave. ]

[My Lin Chun, you deserve the best person in the world, not a dying person like me. ]

……

Lin Chun was crying until she couldn't make a sound. She clutched her heart tightly, as if she had been deboned and cramped.

He Lanjin...

you liar……

If He Lanjin hadn't lost her memory, if the police hadn't found her, would she never know the truth?

She doesn't know that He Lanjin loves herself so much, she doesn't know that He Lanjin has committed and paid so much, and she doesn't know that the reason why He Lanjin proposed to break up is because she has such a serious illness.

Lin Chun's tears flowed down uncontrollably, she sobbed, her chest heaved violently, she didn't know how to accept everything she just knew.

Lin Chun leaned helplessly on the small table, and she stroked the writing notebook over and over again, each of which contained He Lanjin's fervent love sustenance.

How many days and nights has He Lanjin sat here alone writing a diary.

How painful it must be for her.

Lin Chun's cell phone rang at this moment, and her mother's anxious voice was on the other end of the phone.

"Chunchun! Come back soon! Your friend—"