Huaizhi remembers the past

During the internship, I heard the most words, "You are very talented, keep working hard." In fact, I don't care about these compliments.I don't know what made me insist on learning photography, maybe it was the promise at the beginning, or maybe it was for something else, I don't know.

For the whole year of my senior year, I hardly stayed in school, except for very important things to go to school.The rest of the time is basically spent shooting outside.Sometimes I will enter my work in competitions, and all the prize money I get will be saved.When I graduated from senior year, the professor talked to me once.He said that he didn't understand why I had to give up my career and become a photographer.I said, just to fulfill a promise.He seemed to know what I was doing, after all, I asked for leave several times in college just to take care of myself.My mentor is not feudal, and quite intelligent.

He told me: "Don't always get stuck in one place, you will trap yourself." I smiled and waved my hand: "I'm already trapped." He sighed and said to me: "We We have been together for four years. I have long regarded you as my daughter, if you come back, come to school, I will always welcome you as my assistant."

I was very moved, nodded and said to him: "I will."

On the day I graduated from senior year, Gu Nian came to pick me up by subway, she was still as carefree as before.Along the way, she kept chanting in my ear, and I didn't think she was annoying, so I just listened to her talk like this.

I took her to my rental house, she lay on my bed unceremoniously, I sat next to her, she asked me: "Why don't you fall in love?" I replied calmly: "I don't want to fall in love " She looked at me and smiled: "Then Ah Huai is mine." I knew she was joking, so I smiled and cooperated with her and said, "Then Ah Huai will be raised by Xiao Nian from now on." We lay on the bed Laughed together.But only I know, because of her words, my heart beats faster for her again.

He left after a week at my rental house and he had his own job.Of course, when I have no inspiration or work, I go to the coffee shop where I worked part-time during college to help.I learned to cook and entertain myself.

Family is even more of a burden to me. When people think of family, their faces are filled with happiness.And when people ask about my family, all I think about is beating, humiliation and unequal treatment.

I have never expected to be with Gu Nian, and of course I will not just find someone to marry for the rest of my life.Maybe it's because I like her so much. I never thought about getting married, but it's good to live like this for the rest of my life.I like freedom, unfettered freedom.

Gu Nian still keeps in touch with me, often complaining about being tired at work.I can't speak, so I can only tell her to take good care of herself.She didn't mind either, and said to me, "Let's go shopping together when I have time." I smiled and said, "Okay, now your work is done."

The way we get along is more like friends.I am no longer young, without the impulse of that time.I think the relationship between me and her is the best. I can stay by her side and protect her until she finds someone who can protect her instead of me.

Before long, I was out looking for inspiration.This time I went to Inner Mongolia, I like the air and grass there.I even thought about settling here after leaving Gu Nian.

Standing on the grass like this, looking into the distance, the white snow-capped mountains loomed.I met a little girl here, her name is Zhuo Ya, she is very beautiful.According to the residents here, Zhuo Ya is the most beautiful girl here.

Of course, Zhuoya has become the material of many of my photos, and she is also very happy.I gave her a few photos I developed as souvenirs, and she asked me curiously, "Why don't you take pictures of yourself?"

I shook my head: "I'm not good-looking, what's worth taking a picture of?" Zhuo Ya told me with stubborn eyes: "No, you are beautiful, both your skin and your soul are beautiful. "I asked her with some amusement: "Can you see my soul?" Zhuo Ya shook her head, pointed to the white mountain in the distance and said to me: "She told me." "

I have never believed that there are gods or ghosts in this world.Only you can make yourself successful.Gods and ghosts are nothing but people's spiritual sustenance.

This work successfully won me the first prize and a large sum of money, and I gave a part of it to Zhuo Ya.She readily accepted, and told me with a smile: "If there is such a good thing next time, then you must come to me."

I patted her on the head and said, "A photographer will not reuse a model." But I didn't seem to abide by it, and Gu Nian broke my rule again.

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