Huaizhi remembers the past

After I was a teaching assistant in college for a year, I adopted a girl in an orphanage.Her parents died in a car accident, and no one in the family was willing to support her, so they sent her to an orphanage.Her original name was Li Meng, but after I adopted her, she changed her name to Yang Yumeng.It's not that I want to change her name, but she insists on my surname.

The child is just over 5 years old. I often visited her in the orphanage for a year. After Gu Nian's persuasion many times, I made up my mind to adopt her.Mengmeng is very sensible and will not make a scene because she didn't get what she wanted.

I heard from the head of the orphanage that after Mengmeng's parents got into a car accident, no relatives were willing to support her.At that time, Mengmeng was just 3 years old when she was sent here. She often fell ill, looked thin and small, and was malnourished.

I felt sorry for Mengmeng and told her: "Tell me what you want, don't wrong yourself." She just shook her head and said: "Auntie, you have treated me very well, I can't ask for so much anymore. "Yes, Mengmeng has never called me "Mom" since she was adopted by me.I don't care, after all, I'm not her biological mother.I will not force her to call me "Mom".

I remember that the first time Mengmeng called me "Mom" was on a night of thunder.Maybe I know that children are afraid of thunder.I pushed open her door and saw her curled up on the bed trembling, I knew she was afraid.I turned on the light and she looked up at me.I walked over and hugged her and said to her: "I will sleep with you tonight, don't be afraid." She buried her head in my arms and whispered "Mom".I was so happy, it was the first time she called me "Mom".After that, she sometimes called "Auntie" and "Mom" in succession, maybe because she couldn't change her mouth.

Gu Nian is also pregnant, I don't feel sad, but rather emotional.Time flies so fast, four years have passed since I left.I let go of my feelings for Gu Nian, even though I loved her back then, she is already married and has a child.I also stabilized my life and had Mengmeng.

Although the salary of the teaching assistant job is not very high, it is enough for me and Mengmeng to live a good life. I shifted the focus of my life to work and Mengmeng.

Gu Nian also likes Mengmeng very much.She sometimes takes Mengmeng to her home when I am busy at work.In the year I came back, Gu Nian moved to our community.She lives next door to me, and we often go shopping together and chat late into the night.

Everything is getting better, it seems that my love for her back then was just illusory, we have always been such good friends.But she is my whole youth, so how can I forget such a passionate love in those years.

When Mengmeng was in elementary school, the teacher often told me that Mengmeng was a smart child, but his personality was too introverted.I didn't think she could make great achievements, I just thought it was enough for her to be happy.

Everything in the house is no longer cold and has the taste of life.Some friends I made during the trip also blessed me after learning that Mengmeng was adopted.

The photo album sitting in the drawer is my sealed past, the future is still very long, I can't stay in one place forever.I'm not going to get married because I'm not going to fall in love with anyone else.

Time flies, the youth at that time was enthusiastic, and I didn't understand the mixed flavors of life until I grew up.I've met all kinds of people and traveled to nearly a dozen countries.Although I don't have any special feelings, I have learned a lot from them.

I learned to love life, pursue freedom, and no longer spend my days aimlessly.Fall in love with your job and feel the abundance of life.

We are all starting over, I am, Gu Nian is, and Meng Meng is too.

The author has something to say:

It's over~Scattering flowers!