love letter to you

After being with you, I applied for a day study and lived with you in your hut. I piled up all your bookshelves before, half of your closet was taken up by me, and your kitten was also taken in by me. Intimacy I am more than kissing you, we also raised a cactus, the alarm clock at 6 o'clock in the morning, you get up as usual, buy breakfast, and then send me to school, after school I will wait for you at the milk tea shop while doing homework Drinking the half cup of pearl milk tea you made for me, I look up at you from time to time. You have always been my obsessed look, but your hair is a little longer and parted in the middle, and you still wear gray cross earrings. Looking at the red bracelet I gave you, you turned your head and smiled at me, confusing all beings, I thought, if only time could stay at that time. 'Yangyang, you can go home now, I bought yams. 'I was just about to stand up and press my shoulders' the shoelaces unraveled wait a minute. 'Then you squat down and tie my shoelaces' let's go. 'You are indeed very gentle. You have never been jealous of me for so long with you. You will tie my shoelaces for me whenever they come loose. I blow my hair and then hug me and fall asleep together. Sometimes I even make you angry on purpose to see how angry you are, but every time you fail, you always tell me with a good temper, and when it’s serious, it’s just a stinky face. Talking, 'what do you think with that fugue look on your face? 'You pinched my face and asked, I looked up at you'Are you going to be angry?I've never seen you angry before? ' You took my hand and said as you walked, 'Yes, hey, reasonable Yangyang, when can you call me brother? 'I curled my lips and said,' I don't want to call. 'You laughed again, you took my hand and walked forward, holding my hand in one hand and carrying my schoolbag in the other, laughing while walking, I asked you' you love to laugh so much? ''Because my girlfriend seldom smiles, I need to laugh more, otherwise I will be suffocated to death! ''Do you think I'm bored? ''Then do you find me annoying? ''Of course not' Yes, definitely not, you look so pretty when you smile,'So, why would you hate someone if you love someone? 'Love someone?When I heard you say love, I was suddenly at a loss. When I got home, I asked you 'do you love me? 'You put down your schoolbag and pull me to sit on the sofa, you squatted in front of me, took my hand and raised your head and said to me,'Do you love me? 'I like you, I'm sure, but the word love is too heavy, how dare I say I love you casually? 'I don't know, I think it's too hasty to say love now, I~' You look into my eyes and say'It's okay, I know, you don't want to say love casually, I understand, I will wait for you to say you love me . 'Then you sat on the sofa, took me with your legs to face you, clasped my waist tightly with one hand, and supported my head with the other hand and kissed me. Wherever your hands went, it seemed Gonna burn up, slide down my back, I'm yelling 'Huh? 'You look up at me with desire in your eyes,' Don't stay here, go back to the house. ' you laughed ' good. 'You called me 'Yangyang, Yangyang' in my ears, I thought it was so sweet at the time, you were so fierce that day, as if you were going to eat me up, I suddenly remembered that you asked me when I could call you "Brother," I yelled softly in your ear, you were stunned for a moment, then bit my lip, and your hands became more aggressive, "Stop yelling, I can't stand it"

Yangyang, Yangyang, I love you

'In fact, my parents only have one son. My sister and I were picked up by them. I was picked up on April 4th. I am very grateful to them, because I am the youngest in the family, and they always favor me . 'That day you were drunk, you kept hugging me and chattering' I always wanted to know why they threw me away, aren't they afraid of my death?Am I not their daughter?Without my parents, I would have died in 4." She stood up suddenly, "Why don't you speak, do you want to throw me away too! 'I looked at you, my eyes were red, and there were tears on my face, and I said,'I will take you home for the New Year when I go to college. 'You looked at me fixedly, your whole face turned red like an allergy after drinking alcohol, and your eyes became even redder'Baby, what are you talking about? 'I resisted the urge to cry and said to you'I said, I'll take you home, back to my home' Before I finished speaking, you hugged my waist and kissed me, you kissed very hard, you see Look at me, put your hands on my ears, you ask me 'Will you leave me? ''No, never. '

My dear, I won't say any sweet love words, but I want to give you the best love, I will take you home, we will have our own home in the future, you have me, I will not leave you, I think Give you the best life, the best company, the best warmth, and the best love.

Chinese New Year, we made an appointment that you would stay at home for three days and come to see me, but things are not satisfactory, the virus broke out, the city is closed, you can’t come, I can’t make it through, you comfort me and say, baby, wait a minute, the cactus is blooming I'm coming to see you. "You also sent me a piece of voice, 'If you are willing to break my heart layer by layer~'" Is it nice, I will sing you a complete live version next time. 'It sounds good, it's very good, it's the most beautiful song I've ever heard, I put this voice into my favorites, I think, I can listen to it for a lifetime.

The author has something to say:

"I" attaches great importance to feelings, and I have not spent enough time with "you" to be able to say love, and I feel that I am not capable of saying such a great word "love"