love letter to you

'According to the research, the human body secretes many kinds of love hormones when in love, among which the hormone that produces pleasure is called 'phenylethylamine', which makes you eager to be with the other party, but phenylethylamine The peak concentration of ethyl ethylamine is only 6 months to 4 years, which is the time of a love, so people themselves are not long-lasting creatures, and unswerving love until death is against nature. 'I couldn't help laughing when I saw this passage, it goes against nature, are there still few people in this world who go against nature?

I have had the hardest time, I look at the pictures of you and her like masochistic every day, I compare myself with her, I am not as beautiful as her, not as tall as her, you don’t need her to step on your feet when you kiss, she is so thin, I think , I'm the worst girl in the world.Finally, you came to me, you added me, we chatted every day, like ordinary friends, you think so, but I am not, I showed a look of not caring about you, it’s not that I don’t like you anymore , I remember that you have a girlfriend now, and there is more than one. I can't forget you to share with me how those two girls were cheated by you, and how they expressed their expressions when they were desperate for you. You seem to be a different person in it, and I don’t know you anymore. I am disgusted by your proud expression. Why, aren’t you the person I knew before, or are you too good at pretending? Yes, you've always been like that.I ask you 'Who do you love? 'You stopped showing off to me'I don't love anyone. 'I laughed and scolded you' you rubbish. 'You laugh too.That's right, you don't know how to love anyone, you only love yourself, you only have yourself in your heart, other people are just seasonings in your lonely life, you like to watch them drown in your love words, you like to watch them watch You have glowing eyes, you like to be loved, you need to be loved, and I'm your seasoning too. 'Are we reconciled? You suddenly said, I was surprised at your shamelessness, but I was disgusted by my heartbeat at that moment, "Do you have a heart, how many hearts do you have, how many people can you love?"You let me be your mistress? ’ I smiled and asked you, and you laughed too, and you said, ‘Baby, are you making a mistake? It's mutual companionship. Anyway, you are alone, and I will be alone there too. I won't let them affect you. 'You're really good at talking, so we made up, and after hanging up the video I lit a -cigarette, when did I learn that?Ah, I learned it after we broke up. I’m so disgusting. I rushed to be someone else’s mistress. According to what you said, your second girlfriend knew about the existence of your real card. It turned out to be the same person as me. It's disgusting, I refreshed my three views, I still remember that when I was a child, the most hated thing was being a mistress. Slowly, I became such a person, so ridiculous, so disgusting.