love letter to you

'So the kid can be your girlfriend'

'It's okay, I love you'

''From now on I will sing to you every day''

''I'll take you home''

'Children, come home with me to meet your parents'

'Children, I miss you so much'

'I dreamed that you left me, would you leave me? ''No, never, I will always love you'

"Yangyang, why do you love lollipops so much?" "I don't know, I just love them." "Then we will prepare a big jar of lollipops at home."

The thing I can't bear the most is that you stole what I said to you, and then went to tell other girls, what you did to me, do to other girls, you said I was a child, yes, I'm a child, and I don't understand how adults fall in love, but can't you wait for me?I love you really, I ask you, how many hearts do you have, how many people can you love, I even wonder if you have ever loved me, you said that one day I will fall in love with you, I love I'm falling for you, where are you?You are as gentle as a light, so I am addicted to this light and cannot get out.I don't want to say goodbye, but it would be rude not to say goodbye, we didn't even say 'goodbye' properly, the way we said goodbye was sorry for our first meeting you know.When I liked you more than myself, I dropped my self-esteem, I became what I hated the most, I still remember the day I left you, I took a car from a strange city alone, I was afraid , Uneasy, I was waiting for the car alone, thinking about the little things we were together, I was crying and laughing, I still don’t understand, how can a person say that if you don’t love, you don’t love, or there is no love at all. I have loved and can pretend to be in love, I am not reconciled, I hate you, I want to kill you, I want to die with you, but I look at you, the you I love the most, We drown in the sea of ​​love, we are addicted to the time.Forget it, I had you, that's all.I had a dream, I graduated, we rented a house together, we went to work together, cooked together after work, walked the dog together, bought flowers together, it was the same as we imagined many times, your smile is more dazzling in the dream , we won the consent of our parents together, my mother took my hand and told me to be good, we went to many places we wanted to go, we hugged and kissed at the beach, you said, you love me, you only love me in this life I.

will i go to heavenYes.

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The above is from the perspective of "I". After writing, the last chapter is written from the perspective of "you"