Dressed as the villain in the finale

Fu Yan pretended to be a master who was worried about his apprentice. His face was expressionless, but his brows were tightly frowned. He watched seriously the apprentice Song Huai who had entered the state. Everyone entered the arena together. After entering, the inner demons would gradually emerge. In front of me, from the superficial desire at the beginning, to the demons in my heart that cannot be vented.

At the beginning, Song Huai behaved normally, just like other people, everyone has desires, and there are very few people who can truly have no desires and no desires, but the test here is not whether a person has desires, but whether they have desires or not. The ability to overcome desire, to suppress desire.

Only people have preferences, and preferences will produce desires. Whether it is food, rights, or feelings, because they are not complete or satisfied, there will always be a desire for psychology, feelings or desire for tongue. It doesn't hurt, as long as you don't cloud your judgment with these superficial desires.

Just like the current Song Huai, what he sees at the beginning is the pursuit of cultivation, and the picture in front of him is endless cultivation. He wants to improve his cultivation and become stronger, while in front of others is Your loved ones, the people you like, and the food you like.

It is not terrible to have desires, what is terrible is that you cannot control your own desires. In fact, this level is a bit like lifting the fig leaf on your body, revealing all the longings deep in a person's heart. Therefore, if these desires are harmless, they will There is nothing worth mentioning, but if you make a mistake and your three views are not correct, then it will be a big problem.

What people in Xianmen pay attention to is cultivating the mind and cultivating the character, without desires and demands. Only when one reaches this level can one get real cultivation. If a person even has his own heart crooked, then there is no need to continue to cultivate.

At the beginning, everything was under Song Huai's control. He was smart, and naturally knew that if he had no desires, it would make people feel awkward, so he showed his obsession with cultivation.

But gradually, Song Huai realized something was wrong. He found that he couldn't help but think of the past with his master. Knowing that something was wrong, he immediately began to suppress his emotions, but no matter what he did, the picture in front of him was a little bit blurry. Become Fu Yanshu.

Looking at the picture in front of Song Huai, Fu Yan suddenly realized that something was wrong, very wrong. In the illusion, Song Huai was obviously picked up by him and led into the teacher's door, but why did Song Huai's perspective in the picture keep following him behind him? .

Song Huai was just an ordinary human being at that time, so why didn't he discover Song Huai's existence from the beginning to the end with Fu Yanshu's cultivation?

Some images suddenly flashed in Fu Yan's mind, clear and chaotic. He saw that he seemed to be searching for something in a pile of ruins, surrounded by corpses that had just been ransacked, and the whole image was stained red with blood. , It seems that there is not even a living person in the village.

Looking at everything in front of him, Fu Yan knew that Song Huai's memory probably stimulated the part of his memory that belonged to Fu Yanshu before, but shouldn't Song Huai's memory start from the first time he and Fu Yanshu met?Why is the point of view that he has been following Fu Yanshu to find himself?

There is another thing that Fu Yan is very strange. If he was Fu Yanshu from the beginning, why would he go to find Song Huai, the traitor who killed him, what is Fu Yanshu planning?Or did he not know that he was a character in the book at that time?But some things don't make sense again.

Fu Yan had a vague guess that someone or some kind of power had been preventing him from acting, and his lost memory might also be related to this power, but no matter what, the biggest test for Fu Yan right now was to survive.

As long as Fu Yan recovers his memory or finds out the real culprit, it won't be a big problem, and all problems will be solved in the end.

Fu Yan stabilized his mind, and continued to watch the scene in front of Song Huai, until now there was nothing too unusual.

Song Huai acted like an apprentice who admired and worshiped his master, he would subconsciously pay attention to his master's movements, he would be jealous of his master's preference for Jiang Shubai, and he would secretly keep the candied haws that his master gave him.

But gradually, the picture in front of him suddenly became strange. Song Huai would target Jiang Shubai after his master praised Jiang Shubai, deliberately play pranks on Jiang Shubai, and hate everyone who approached his master, no matter men and women.

Song Huai tried his best to control the darkest images in his heart. He told himself clearly that this was a competition, and he couldn't show the desire in his heart without reservation. If the master saw it, he would definitely be angry. of.

But there was another voice in my body that kept saying: "It's nothing, isn't this human nature? Isn't it normal to like someone as good as Master? Why should he be banned? Are the seven emotions and six desires not human nature? Since Master is looking for a Taoist companion, why can't that person be me?"

Song Huai desperately tried to suppress the voice in his heart, but the voice became louder and louder, "What morals and ethics? What about being a teacher for one day and being a father for life? I don't have any blood relationship with the master, why can't we be together?" ? There are so many men and women who like Shizun, why is it wrong for me to like Shizun?"

The more he thinks about Song Huai, the more he finds it ridiculous. He cultivates hard and improves his cultivation endlessly, just so that the master can see him. He wants an endless lifespan, just to be with the master in the long years to come. , is he wrong?

Of course Song Huai didn't think he was wrong, that's why he chose to disguise himself, hide all his feelings under his emotions, and not be noticed by anyone, but now he doesn't want to suppress it anymore, Jiang Shubai has been driven away Well, the master will only belong to him for the rest of his life, why should he suppress his feelings?

Everyone looked at the scene in front of Jiang Shubai getting more and more outrageous, and looked at Fu Yan who was still expressionless on the stage with some sympathy and weirdness, and everyone began to whisper, "I didn't expect that the disciple of Master Yiyang would still have such a secret in his heart." Thing, I really didn't expect it, I didn't expect it."

"I thought something was wrong with them before. I never figured out what was wrong before. Now it seems that I think less."

"This Song Huai is disgusting, what's the matter with Master Guan Yiyang, he must be very upset now, the first apprentice is the secret agent of the devil's sect, and the second apprentice is plotting against him again, hey!"

"I didn't expect that although Master Yiyang has a high level of cultivation, he is not at all accurate in judging people. Now it seems that no one is perfect."

The senior brother next to Fu Yan patted him on the shoulder helplessly. It is always unpleasant to talk about this kind of thing, even if they all knew that it was just one person's wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, but they talked about it. Always bear Fu Yan's name, and share weal and woe. Who made Fu Yan Song Huai's master?

At this time, Song Huai didn't know what was going on outside. The scene in front of him was exactly what he had longed for thousands of times, but only appeared in his dreams. They were married. Looking at the dazzling red light around him, Song Huai knew it was not Really let yourself go.

Seeing the master standing in front of him in a red wedding dress, Song Huai couldn't help staring blankly. He had never seen a master like this before. The master he saw in the past was always dressed in white, as graceful as a fairy, and beautiful month, not close.

But today, the master in red is more like an immortal contaminated by mortal fireworks. Even the jade crown on his head is red. , couldn't help breathing in Fu Yan's astonishing face.

Some people even developed some empathy, thinking that it is reasonable for Song Huai to think wildly about such a beauty every day, and to have some secret extravagant hopes. If Song Huai were replaced by them, I am afraid they are not as strong as Song Huai Woolen cloth.

You must know that Fu Yanshu is not yet a fairy, but he is already so obsessed. If he really becomes a fairy, I don't know who will be so blessed to get the position of Fu Yanshu's Taoist companion. He likes it, even if it is only for one day, this life is enough.

Only Fu Yan himself wished to destroy Song Huai with his own hands. Fortunately, he still kept his plan in mind, but his face was terribly ugly at the moment, looking coldly at Song Huai in the center of the storm, like a thousand-year-old Bingshan, without a smile, even the gentle atmosphere of the past disappeared without a trace.

Song Huai stared blankly at the person in front of him, and when he heard him slightly purse his lips, his tone of alienation was no longer the same as in the past, but he asked himself with some intimacy, "Ah Huai, would you like to become a Taoist partner with me?" , hand in hand?"

At this moment, Song Huai only felt that everything was just a dream. The expression on his face was both unbelievable and pleasantly surprised. The love in his eyes could not be hidden. His answer can be imagined, but Fu Yan did not tell everyone. Opportunity, directly raised his hand to wave away the annoying picture, and scolded in a cold voice: "Enough is enough.

Seeing that Fu Yan was angry, his senior brother, Daoist Qing'an, hurried forward to comfort him, "You don't need this kind of traitor! It's his wishful thinking, and it has nothing to do with you. Don't get mad at yourself for this kind of person, it's not worth it."

After speaking, Daoist Qing'an stood up and announced to the crowd below, "Today's trial is over for the time being, everyone will go back to make some adjustments, and the time of the next competition will be announced later."

"No need, brother," Fu Yan raised his hand to stop Master Qing'an, he knew that the other party was doing it for his own benefit, but his purpose was not to cover up his ugliness, but to drive Song Huai out of the master in front of everyone, his face was expressionless Standing up, he said to the crowd: "Everyone is here to bear witness that from today onwards, Song Huai is no longer a disciple of my sect, nor a disciple of the Tianque Sect."

After finishing speaking, Fu Yan got up and left without looking at Song Huai again. Song Huai, who had just escaped from the trial, saw the crowd pointing at him, and vaguely heard the words of "rebellion" and "wishful thinking" from them. Commenting, he immediately realized something was wrong.

Song Huai thought of what he had just seen, and before he recovered from the joy, he fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant. The master knew, he knew his heart, and saw that there was no one on the stage where the master should be sitting. , He instantly lost strength and was at a loss.

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