Same-sex marriage legalized

What is Mr. Wei thinking?

I tried to read something from his expression and movements.

However, apart from the fact that he was in a good mood, I didn't read anything else.Thinking about it, we have a relationship like this, if we haven't talked openly and honestly, how can we casually guess the secrets hidden in each other's hearts.

"Guess" itself needs to be based on evidence, and the basis is familiar to each other.

Mr. Wei and I seldom have such in-depth chats, and occasionally talk about work, but it is just a superficial greeting like a routine.He will pick out new scripts with me, but I don't want to ask him too much what he is working on, that is the distance.

As for things in life, I never mentioned my past to Mr. Wei, and he never talked about his family.

Apart from the fact that he used to be my senior, Huang Zhengming told me many other things—such as how strict Father Wei is, the existence of Bai Yueguang, how he was sent to the hospital, how enthusiastic he was when he was young persistent...

Either way.

What to do after thinking so much has nothing to do with me.

In the evening, Mr. Wei made dinner with me.

His knife skills are getting better and better.

After dinner, after clearing away the dishes, Mr. Wei went to the study to deal with work.I went to take a shower, then continued to flip through the script, downloaded all Director Zhang's movies by the way, and sat in the living room to watch one by one.

I have watched a lot of director Zhang's movies. When I was honing my acting skills, I used to practice the characters and lines in his movies.

This time it is different, mainly to experience Director Zhang's shooting techniques and habits.

The lens language shapes the movie situation, and it complements the actors' acting skills.The director can shoot, the actors can act, and the two have the same understanding, so the effect of the movie will be very different.

Since it is necessary to gain Director Zhang's approval, it is natural to understand Director Zhang's shots.

When a quarter of the movie was finished, Mr. Wei came out.

I press pause and look at him.

He didn't speak.

I took the initiative to ask: "What's the matter?"

"Want to come to the study to watch a movie?" Mr. Wei asked me back, "You can turn on the projection screen."

When Mr. Wei works at home, he occasionally needs to hold meetings in the study, because there is a huge projection screen in the study, and he can see the directors of his company in proportion.

"The sound of the movie is a bit loud, it may disturb your work." I wondered, "Did Mr. Wei hear the sound just now and was disturbed?"

The soundproofing of this house is excellent.

In order not to disturb his work, I clearly lowered my voice just now, as long as I close the door, I won't hear any movement.

"No." Mr. Wei said, "I'm almost done with my work, but I can't calm down."

It dawned on me.

He was trying to tell me that he had no one around and couldn't concentrate on his work.

Mr. Wei has this habit, so I only read scripts in his study in the morning.But I think that when watching dramas, it will still disturb him to some extent.

But seeing his frowning, slightly distressed and persistent expression, I still stood up, nodded and said: "Okay."

Just watch it on a computer with headphones on.

I don't know how Mr. Wei handled his work before: Before me, I didn't hear that he was close to anyone, nor did I hear that he had other lovers.If he was in the company, he would have an assistant by his side when he was working; when he was at home, how did he work quietly by himself?

I walked into the study, but Mr. Wei went to the bathroom.

Probably a little tired, I was a little dazed unknowingly, and I haven't turned on the movie for a long time.When I came back to my senses, I found that Mr. Wei was walking towards me slowly, holding a towel and a hair dryer.

"Your hair is still a little wet." He asked, "Why didn't you blow dry just now?"

"Not blown," I replied, "I was going to wait for it to dry on its own."

As a result, I watched the movie for a long time, but I still didn't do it.

It seems to be a little longer recently.

However, I don't know what will happen in Director Zhang's play. If he can pass the audition, he will definitely rely on his image for the role, so he has no plans to get a haircut recently.

Mr. Wei rarely smiled, although he only pursed his lips, the corners of his mouth slightly raised: "I will help you."

I still remember the last time he helped me wipe my head, the movements were very unfamiliar, and every time I wiped it, it would cause bursts of pain.

I smiled: "That's troublesome."

I was probably prepared for the pain, and at the same time, I was also thinking about whether to guide him to wipe the head with a voice.Surprisingly, he wiped my head gently and didn't make me feel uncomfortable.

I was wondering, but I heard Mr. Wei say: "You never said that I am clumsy, and it will hurt you if you rub your head."

Turns out he noticed.

"When you blow my hair, I feel very comfortable." Mr. Wei said, "This time I learned."

In fact, the number of times I wiped his head is not much.

Firstly, both of us are very busy, we always see each other during the busy work breaks most of the time, our relationship is not a couple, and we seldom have tender moments on purpose; secondly, he always takes a shower after we have done it, At that time, I had been tossed without any strength.

Just noticing that I was uncomfortable, he went to learn how to wipe his head.It is probably because of this that I have thought countless times that Mr. Wei is really a good person.

But most of the time, I was thinking that if he wasn't so good, it would be better.

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For the next few days, the two of us stayed at home.

Mr. Wei has never been to the company once. He said that because he was planning to go out, he had done most of the work in advance, and the remaining trivial matters could be solved in piecemeal time.

So my job became to read the script and deal with Mr. Wei's strong desire.

To say that it is prosperous is to underestimate Mr. Wei.

He looked at me with a deep and terrifying gaze at all times, and always leaned over when I wasn't paying attention, and kissed me fascinatedly.The fingerprints on my waist and abdomen due to being grasped hard, and the dense hickey marks all over my body, hardly ever fade away.

Yue Mo felt that he had been holding back for more than a month before.

On the night of New Year's Eve in the Gregorian calendar, Mr. Wei stood by the French window holding me and asked me what I wished for.

I wondered: "Wish?"

"Yeah." He has a very high nose bridge, rubbing against the side of my face, "If you say it, it will come true in the new year."

I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't think of what I wanted.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems to have been a long time ago that I would consider this issue.

After my mother's successful operation, I had no other ideas.He only thought of being Mr. Wei's lover, and repaying him for his timely help; acting seriously, so as not to let Yiyu Entertainment's investment go to waste.

All of the above are following the trend, and I never need to ask myself: "Would you like it", "What do you want".

These are things that can only be done after a choice.

So I shook my head: "Thank you, Mr. Wei, I have no wish."

"No wish?" Mr. Wei didn't believe it, "I don't have anything I want to do?"

He didn't seem to give up until he heard me give an answer.If it is another canary, should I ask for a car, a house, or a famous watch at this time?

I tentatively asked, "Want a house?"

Mr. Wei smiled instantly.

He bit the tip of my ear: "He Zhi, don't be perfunctory to me."

Because I couldn't avoid it, I couldn't help but raise my lips at the slight itchiness: "I really can't think of it."

Mr. Wei once gave me cars, houses, and famous watches. He also has a habit of giving me money when he has nothing to do.I couldn't get used to his big money at first, so I refused his "subsidy" except for work and medical expenses.

It's not because of his aloofness or anything else, it's just that he can't understand his values ​​and thinks he doesn't have that kind of worth.

Later, I gradually understood that the money he paid was regarded as salary, and other valuables were work performance bonuses.Whether he is an artist in Yiyu or Mr. Wei's lover, he is considered qualified, and a generous salary and bonus can barely be justified.

But such values ​​can only be understood, not used.

Because he and I are not from the same world.

Mr. Wei smiled for a while and asked, "To put it another way, do you want to make a movie?"

I was silent: "No."

Rather than talking about what you want to shoot, it is better to talk about what you should strive for based on your work plan and personal development—such as Zhang Ming's new movie.

This time, Mr. Huan Wei was silent.

"I thought you liked acting very much."

Of course not, I'm just used to doing everything right now.

In fact, I like step-by-step things, because for me, step-by-step is already very rare.For a long time, my goal was to do further studies and do scientific research.

Later, after graduating from university, I came out to work because my mother asked hesitantly: "The family has become more and more difficult these years, do you still want to continue studying?"

I said that I was going to work first, and I would continue my studies after saving money.

She breathed a sigh of relief and said repeatedly, "Oh, okay."

Of course, I also think that if there are no such helpless things, no matter whether it is doing the scientific research that I yearn for or continuing to work in the future, I will succeed one day.In fact, I am a proud person in my bones. I am always confident in my ability. I believe that I can gain a firm foothold in Beicheng in two or three years, and consider buying a house or starting a business in five or eight years.

Thinking about it carefully, I still had dreams at that time. Although I was in the most difficult time, my heart was still free.

But not now.

Now my heart is really empty and lonely.Most people in the world are like this, and how many people can realize their childhood wishes.

But Mr. Wei cared so seriously about my thoughts that he couldn't be frustrated.

After thinking about it, I said to him: "I am a person with very low desires, why not leave this desire to Mr. Wei."

"give me?"

He looks at me.

"Yes." I nodded, looking sideways into his deep eyes, "I hope Mr. Wei's childhood dream can come true."

Like meeting someone you once loved passionately.

Let him know that you were hurt for him, that you fought for him, that you gritted your teeth and spent long hours in the hospital.

Then be with him.

Think about it, it should be a very complete thing.