stupid beauty
Chapter 22
Pei Xun didn't expect Xu Boyan to answer like this, and was stunned for a moment.
The house fell into silence.
After a while, Pei Xun promised generously, "Then what do you want? I'm not short of money."
This is true.
Since he was a freshman, his monthly living expenses are not less than [-]. In addition, the photos he took in the early days were also bought by various people. Now he has enough savings to support several young people in the circle. .
Xu Boyan himself is famous and handsome, so it is not impossible to give more.
All the funds he used to support the three little fresh meats were used to support Xu Boyan.
Xu Boyan twitched the corners of his mouth, and rubbed the smooth instep with his fingertips vaguely.
The skin feels very good, and I can't put it down.
"I know." Xu Boyan's eyes flickered, and he said calmly, "I mean I want a lot more than money."
Pei Xun: "?"
Pei Xun didn't understand the meaning of these words for a moment.
The numbness from the instep made his thoughts go astray, his legs shrank unconsciously, but they were easily pulled out from those hands.
Pei Xun glanced at the instep, and there were mottled red marks on it, especially erotic.
He put on his shoes and asked inexplicably, "What else do you want besides money?"
Xu Boyan didn't answer right away.
Instead, he stood up, went to the table, picked up the mineral water, twisted the cap, and took a big sip.
Pei Xun didn't want to give up this hard-won opportunity, and it was rare for Xu Boyan to let go tonight, which meant he had a chance.
"Tell me, what else do you want besides money." Pei Xun leaned over, poked his arm with his finger, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, as long as you tell me, I will satisfy you."
Xu Boyan raised his eyebrows, looked down at him for a few seconds, and played with his taste: "Do you want to satisfy me?"
Pei Xun hummed.
The corners of Xu Boyan's lips curled up, his eyes fell on his lips, and he said meaningfully: "I'm not so easy to satisfy."
Pei Xun: "You have to say what you want, so that I can satisfy you."
Xu Boyan stared at him and said nothing.
Quietly.
His eyes were a little unclear, let alone his emotions.
The whole portrait is covered with a layer of veil, covered by clouds and fog, making it impossible to see the true depths of the heart.
Even if Pei Xun looked straight into Xu Boyan's eyes, he saw nothing but a small self in it.
Pei Xun didn't like this tricky way of communication, so he asked again: "What exactly do you want?"
Xu Boyan asked without answering, "Why do you always think about funding?"
Pei Xunyi said righteously: "Because this way we can go to bed in a fair manner. I pay for it, and you contribute. It's just right."
Hearing this, Xu Boyan couldn't help laughing.
Seems a little helpless.
Pei Xun stared round his eyes: "...you are not allowed to laugh."
It's okay if he doesn't threaten, once he threatens.
The smile on the corner of Xu Boyan's mouth spread even wider.
Especially obvious in the quiet tent.
Pei Xun bit his lip, feeling that he was being laughed at.
Seeing the child's face slump little by little, Xu Boyan asked knowingly, "What?"
Pei Xunqi said seriously, "You really won't accept my funding?"
He decided.
This is the last inquiry.
Ask later, he is a dog.
Xu Boyan's smile gradually narrowed.
"Is it in your heart." He asked, "Is it only possible to have sex in a sponsorship relationship?"
Pei Xun: "Yes."
"Then have you ever thought that there is another way to go to bed?" Xu Boyan reminded.
Pei Xun: "What method?"
Xu Boyan sighed, raised his hand and tapped Pei Xun's forehead, angrily said, "Little idiot."
Pei Xun covered his forehead with both hands, and said displeasedly, "Why are you scolding me?"
Xu Bo said concisely: "You should scold me."
Even so, there was a bit of pampering in the voice that I didn't realize.
"..."
Seeing that people couldn't remember, Xu Boyan once again expressed his bottom line in a roundabout way: "I don't accept sex and relationships without emotional foundation, remember?"
"Ah." Pei Xun opened his mouth slightly, slowly put down his hands, and looked at him.
Of course he remembered that Xu Boyan had already expressed his attitude earlier.One is not to accept sexual relations without emotional basis.
And the feeling of not being moved by yourself will keep rejecting yourself.
But Pei Xun thinks that his attitude will change; coupled with what happened in the past two days, Xu Boyan took good care of himself because he had a fever late at night, and even pinched his tongue, and now he even rubbed his feet.
These phenomena just don’t hate yourself anymore.
Don't hate it, isn't it just a heartbeat?
Heartbeat, isn't it that you can accept nurturing?
This is Pei Xun's logic.
So, seeing that the atmosphere just now was just right, he brought up the old matter again.
did not expect……
The answer was still the same as before.
No.
Pei Xun thought, maybe it's different.
Xu Boyan has a request, and the request is to have a relationship based on emotion.
Therefore, the person who should be considered the most is him.
It wasn't Xu Boyan.
but--
Pei Xun blinked, embarrassed: "But I don't accept sexual relationships based on feelings."
When principles collide, no one takes half a step back.
Pei Xun licked his lips, and the light in his eyes dimmed.
For the first time, Xu Boyan completely cut off his thoughts.
There was no great loss in his heart, he just simply didn't want to stay any longer.
After a long silence, Pei Xun said, "Excuse me, I'm going back first."
He turned slowly.
The man stood where he was, didn't hold back, and watched him leave.
After Pei Xun left, the air in the room seemed to be quiet.
The light silently fell on Xu Boyan's shoulders.
He lowered his head and sneered slightly, the smile not reaching his eyes.
Picking up the mineral water, he took a sip with no expression on his face, it seemed that this matter did not affect his mood in the slightest.
After Pei Xun returned to his tent, he took off his coat and fell down on the bed discouraged.
The conversation with Xu Boyan came to mind.
After thinking for a while, he complained unwillingly: "Why do you have to have feelings before you are willing to have a relationship."
He doesn't want anyone to know about his dirty things.
Pei Xun threw off his slippers sullenly, got into the quilt, and thought to himself before going to sleep.
—Okay, I'm going to set you free.
That night, Pei Xun didn't sleep well.
He was haunted by nightmares when he was a child, a young woman and a handsome man appeared in his dream, Pei Xun, who was only four years old, stood between the two, the woman and the man grabbed his arm and quarreled endlessly.
After the quarrel, the screen changed.
It was a dark master bedroom, two men were hugging and kissing, and one of them was his father...
Then the woman frantically held down Xiao Pei Xun, let him witness the scene of his father's cheating, and pasted it in his ear to instigate "This is your father" "He's gay" "He ruined my life and I can only ruin him son", "Do you know that sex is the dirtiest thing in this world", "You don't even have feelings, don't you know how to cry" and other words.
In the dream, those ear-piercing curses, screams of collapse, quarrels day and night, and the ferocious faces of mother and father were pressed down like a huge boulder.
Pei Xun seemed to be tortured in a mottled dream, his fingers clenched the quilt tightly, his brows were furrowed, and he couldn't get away no matter how hard he struggled.
It wasn't until the dazzling light passed through the tent that a halo appeared on the eyelids that Pei Xun suddenly woke up as if drowning.
It was bright outside.
Pei Xun sat on the bed with dull eyes, his ears and temples were all wet with sweat, he opened his mouth and took a few deep breaths, completely escaping from the dream.
He closed his eyes.
I don't know why I dream about those things when I was a child.
Could it be because I remembered something from the past last night?
With his chest heaving heavily for a moment, Pei Xun erased those memories from his mind, reached out and touched the phone to check the time.
07: 38.
It's still early.
Fu Er lay down, embraced the quilt and closed his eyes to calm his nerves.
After a few seconds, I opened my eyes, turned on my phone, and checked the calendar.
I silently counted the days of recording the program in my heart.
He muttered in a muffled voice: "There are 17 days left, and half a month before I can leave here..."
Pei Xun pressed the screen off wearily, thinking: It will take a long time!
……
After deciding to release Xu Boyan, during the next recording period, Pei Xun's thoughts were almost entirely on Shen Xiaoran.
Adhering to the idea of "you can't leave empty-handed if you come here", Pei Xun usually concentrates on recording, strikes up a conversation with Shen Xiaoran when taking a break, and occasionally observes Jiang Siming and Lin Yi. At the beginning, his eyes were too busy.
However, most of him are still with Xu Boyan, after all he is a "Sunny fan".
During that time, Pei Xun didn't know if it was his own illusion.
Since the conversation that night, Xu Boyan owed himself even a smile.
Xu Boyan's personality is a little more silent person, once he closes the door to others, he will never be able to touch his world, even if he is in front of his eyes every day, it feels very far away.
Sometimes, Pei Xun wanted to sit next to Xu Boyan, but he didn't dare to go over; even a greeting or a greeting between each other was completely different from the feeling before.
Pei Xun was sensitive since he was young.
When he was young, he found that the atmosphere of his parents was not right, so he learned not to speak and be a transparent person;
When he was in school, he noticed the strange eyes of his classmates, so he learned to stay away and be a lone ranger;
Now, feeling Xu Boyan's alienation, he dared not go forward.
Because he knew that Xu Boyan would not indulge himself like before.
Lin Shi was the first to notice that something was wrong between the two of them.
This day, while eating, he quietly asked Pei Xun, "Did you quarrel with my brother?"
Pei Xun sat cross-legged on the ground, held a bowl, poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks, and shook his head.
It's not a fight.
It just touched the bottom line of each other's principles, and no one was willing to make concessions, so there was a tacit alienation.
The world of adults is roughly like this, there is no need to explain it, everything needs to be pointed to the end, keep each other decent, and there will be results naturally.
Lin Shi looked at Pei Xunyan's slumped head, and a sense of paternal love rose in his heart. Regardless of the reason, he immediately concluded: "Oh, cutie, did my brother bully you? Don't worry about him, he has a temper. Just like that, our brothers are often dissatisfied with the group with high principles and bottom lines.”
Pei Xun blinked and looked at him: "He didn't bully me."
Lin Shi: "Then what's going on with you recently, you don't say a word, I think my brother is also in a bad mood."
Pei Xun: "I don't know about that."
Lin Shi smiled: "Why are you drooping, you were infected by my brother."
"I haven't." Pei Xun denied.
At the same time, I added in my heart: I can't see other men recently.
That's right, this is something Pei Xun couldn't figure out.
Originally, after Xu Boyan rejected him, he didn't feel anything on the second and third day. He was happy during the day and chatted happily with the man at night.
But gradually, his eyes returned to Xu Boyan.
He saw that Shen Xiaoran would make a comparison with Xu Boyan.
Let's compare Lin Yi with Xu Boyan.
In short, everyone will compare with Xu Boyan.
This kind of result caused other men to be uninteresting, only Xu Boyan became more and more delicious.
Thinking of this, Pei Xun threw the bowl in his hand angrily, lay on his back on the cobblestone, and said in mourning, "Why is this so!
Lin Shi looked at the two people in the "cold war" and couldn't figure it out.
He thinks he is someone who knows his brother better.
His elder brother is notoriously clean, a 25-year-old man who deals with music every day, and has many suitors and gossip objects around him.
But his brother is an iron tree, and it is not easy for an iron tree to bloom.
At the beginning, when Pei Xun appeared, he and Daidai were completely spectators.
Because Pei Xun is pretty, he is the type his brother likes, but he is too young.
However, these things are nothing compared to love!
Later, he discovered that his brother paid more attention to Pei Xun than he had imagined.
In fact, his brother didn't come to record the show "Idol Up Close", it was the concubine who insisted on taking over the variety show.
Lin Shi still remembered.
Not long after returning from the recording studio that time, Concubine Concubine called his brother and said on the other end of the phone: "It's okay if you don't go, I have already convinced Pei Xun that you can't stop the other team members from recording. , Xu Boyan, remember, IN is not Sunny’s monopoly, let alone your monopoly, you stick to your principles, I will fight for traffic for other players, considering the development of the entire company, we will not interfere with anyone else.”
It has not been a day or two for Sunny and the company to compete head-to-head, and verbal disputes have long been commonplace.
Fortunately, he was there too.
He really watched his brother's face change.
very scary.
He had no doubt that his brother would flip the table in front of him.
His brother didn't.
After a long time, he said lightly: "You can arrange it yourself."
Lin Shi was thinking, with his brother's rebellious personality, he would definitely not listen to his concubine to record this pheasant variety show, and it seemed that it must fall on him.
It's just that he never expected it.
His brother personally came to record this pheasant variety show...
This is nothing.
On the day of the recording, when his brother hugged Pei Xun and stepped on the back of his shoes across the mud pool, Lin Shi felt that his eyes were about to fall off.
Let me ask, who in the Sunny team doesn't know that their lead singer is not only a clean freak, but also a person with a strong sense of boundaries, let alone stepping on the back of his shoes, anyone who dares to rub a little dust on his shoes will be punched.
And the night when Pei Xun fell ill.
In the past, the Sunny team members were sick, not to mention the kindhearted lead singer who waited on the bedside. The lead singer poured a glass of water himself.
Anyway, the lead singer of Sunny treats Pei Xun very differently.
A few days ago, Lin Shijun saw every detail of the two of them. Most of the time, his brother never took his eyes off Pei Xun. Sometimes the eyes were so hot that he was embarrassed to look at them.
Several times he suspected that if no one was there, his brother would be able to "eat" people.
Only Pei Xun foolishly approached his brother and was "bullied" at his door.
At first, he and A Bai didn't dare to look directly at the sticky atmosphere.
In the past two days, it has gradually drifted away.
Really suspicious.
……
Half a month passed extremely quickly.
Pei Xun became familiar with all the guests.
On the day the recording ended, the guests returned to the urban area from the valley, and the program team booked a restaurant for dinner.
After Pei Xun recorded the program, he became visibly thinner.
He had a pointed chin, and it was like a slap in the face when he lost weight. The staff watched Pei Xun lose weight little by little, feeling like he was being abused.
The program group reserved two boxes.
Fans, artists and guests are separated.
Pei Xun sat in the fan box.
During the meal, the atmosphere in the box was pleasant.
At the end of the meal, some fans began to discuss the details of getting along with their idols in the past half month.
A girl started talking: "Sister Mengqi is really gentle, and she is also a goddess. Her waist is so thin that I want to hug her, let alone a man. I didn't know she smoked before. Usually, if my boyfriend smokes, I will Kick his head off every minute, but Sister Mengqi smokes, so fucking sexy."
When it comes to having fun, the girl couldn't help but swear.
Another person immediately echoed: "Yes, yes, there is also the Sunny band, the lead singer, my mother!!! His legs are so long, I think his appearance and personality are too suitable for my appetite, although he didn't say a few words, but I understand why fans call him "Su Shen", and my sense of security explodes."
"Me too, me too... Does anyone of you remember that when the program group asked for a talent show, I almost climbed the wall, Xu Boyan's fingers playing instruments, those hands...Really, I discovered for the first time that I was hand-controlled .”
Pei Xun did not participate in their discussion, but silently echoed in his heart: Yes, he has very long hands.
Halfway through, the hotel staff came in and reminded everyone to keep their voices down, so that everyone restrained their excitement and continued to discuss in a low voice.
Suddenly there were two vibrations in the pocket.
Pei Xun put down his chopsticks, took out his phone, and took a look.
On the screen, the huge word "Sister Concubine" danced.
Pei Xun was surprised, what was she calling for?
The box was too noisy, so Pei Xun stood up, went out, and picked up the phone only after finding a quiet corner.
"Ah Xun, I heard that you guys went to dinner, didn't I disturb you?" Concubine Qiao was extraordinarily enthusiastic: "I wanted to call you a few days ago, but I forgot."
Pei Xun guessed the meaning of Concubine Qiao's phone call.
Xu Boyan told him that Concubine Qiao wanted to sign him into IN.
He said politely: "I just finished eating, what's the matter? Sister Concubine."
Concubine Qiao didn't keep her secrets, and asked directly: "Can we meet and talk? I can't make it clear on the phone."
Pei Xun felt that there was no need to meet, and he could answer this kind of thing on the phone: "Sister Concubine, if you want to talk to me about signing a contract, you don't need to meet. vase."
Pei Xun has a clear understanding of himself.
He promised to record comprehensive but for the fish.
Now that the fish are all observed, naturally there is no need to swim in the circle.
The most important thing is that Xu Boyan lost the fish in this comprehensive recording.
Pei Xun was about to regret, when he caught a glimpse of the man coming out of the box out of the corner of his eye.
The other party was holding a cigarette in his hand, so he should be addicted to cigarettes.
Xu Boyan also noticed him and walked slowly.
Concubine Qiao spoke earnestly on the phone for a long time, but Pei Xun didn't listen, and when Xu Boyan approached, he hung up the phone.
"Have you finished eating?" Pei Xun asked.
Xu Boyan lowered his eyes, shook out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and looked at him: "Sister Concubine?"
He probably heard what he said just now.
Pei Xun didn't mind, nodded, and said obediently: "She asked me if I could enter the entertainment industry, but I refused."
Xu Boyan hummed without commenting.
Pei Xun pursed his lips, not knowing what to say for a while.
Today, the temperature in Suicheng is cooling down, Xu Boyan is wearing an off-white top, his hair is hanging down on his forehead, and a pair of glasses are placed on the bridge of his nose.
Pei Xun had nothing to say: "Are you short-sighted?"
Xu Boyan tilted his head, tapped his fingers on the cigarette, and the cigarette ash fell, and looked through the lens with dark eyes: "Some astigmatism, I rarely wear it."
Pei Xun snorted, then tilted his head to look curiously.
As if to determine the truth of this statement.
Xu Boyan leaned against the wall lightly, and when he saw this, the corners of his lips twitched, and he smiled very lightly: "What are you looking at?"
'without. Pei Xun straightened his body quickly: "I'm going back." "
After a few words, the conversation ended.
On the same day, bid farewell to the program group.
Pei Xun didn't go back to school directly, but went to the rented house outside.
Go inside and turn on the lights.
Pei Xun put down his backpack and slammed his whole body on the sofa, covering his head in the pillow, feeling the air becoming thinner little by little.
The nearly three weeks of recording were like a dream, fleeting.
He looked up, reached out his hand and took out his phone from his pocket, opened WeChat, and swipe the screen with his fingertips.
Many contacts have been added in it.
Pei Xun flipped through it, and then deleted the ones that he didn't remember one by one. When his fingertips touched [Charon], his eyes froze.
...Do you want to delete it?
Xu Boyan is no longer in the fish pond.
No longer an object of observation.
Pei Xun hesitated for a moment, clicked on the profile picture, and finally clicked [Delete].
It took nearly [-] hours to add Xu Boyan, but now it only takes less than a second to delete.
Pei Xun threw the phone above his head, turned over, and looked at the ceiling.
Anyway, I won't see it later.
Why keep it.
There are so many high-quality fish waiting for him, we can't give up the whole ocean just because of one Xu Boyan, Pei Xun thought.
……
The mid-term courses are very tight. Apart from class every day, Pei Xun occasionally sits in the dormitory to watch dramas. When he is bored, he takes a SLR to shoot around and manages the pond. It is no different from his previous life.
The only difference is that no one in the class dares to talk about him anymore, and even Qin Shaochuan seldom spread rumors behind his back. Pei Xun felt relieved about this.
The days passed by.
One day, when Pei Xun was browsing Weibo in the dormitory late at night, he suddenly saw Xu Boyan's related entries on the trending search.
#Suspected Sunny lead singer Xu Boyan damaged vocal cords#
The familiar name came into view again, Pei Xun was startled, he suppressed the curiosity in his heart, and didn't click on it.
He told himself in the bottom of his heart: Xu Boyan has disappeared from his world, and there will be no chance to meet him again. It doesn't matter to him whether Xu Boyan's voice is damaged or not.
Even though he thought so, the next morning, Pei Xun woke up with his eyes wide open, and still turned on his phone in a strange way, and looked at the trending searches.
Hot one became #IN refusing rumors that Sunny's vocal cords were damaged#.
Just when he was about to relax, he suddenly realized that he was still paying attention to Xu Boyan's affairs. He turned off his phone in panic, threw it aside, opened his eyes wide, and looked at the ceiling, in disbelief: "Damn it, why am I looking at Xu Boyan again?" It's a matter of words! ! !
Thinking of this, to avoid Xu Boyan related in the future, Pei Xun quickly picked up his phone and set the entries related to "Sunny's lead singer" as harmful news on all platforms, so as to reduce the number of pushes in the future.
Pei Xun felt as if he was fighting a protracted war with Xu Boyan unilaterally.
There were no casualties in this war, it was just a survival war deep in his heart.
……
Although the rumors about Sunny's lead singer's damaged vocal cords have been refuted, it still caused a lot of waves on the Internet.
Sunny has always been black and red, but this time black fans seized the opportunity to lead the rhythm, saying that since Lizi passed away in a car accident, Xu Boyan didn't want to stay in Sunny anymore, he has been smoking, drinking, deliberately self-harming, and classifying such behaviors as Sunny's lead singer Selling miserably to win the sympathy of the public.
The Internet is full of smog and scolding.
Xu Boyan buried his head in reading the netizen's speeches. The cigarette between his fingers was not exhausted, but burned to the bottom in his hand. The table was full of soot. When he saw the word "self-harm", he couldn't help smiling.
"Still laughing?" A gentle voice sounded.
Xu Boyan put down his phone, raised his eyes, looked at the man with a cold demeanor opposite, and said in a playful tone, "I cry when I don't laugh."
The environment of the tavern is not as noisy as a bar, the lights are dim and yellow, and a faint halo of mist shrouds Xu Boyan's body, making his facial features half-illuminated.
Xu Boyan relaxed and adjusted to a leisurely and comfortable sitting posture in front of his brother, with a lazy expression: "How do you say that netizens know me better than myself, they are omnipotent and omnipotent."
It can be seen that the gossip on the Internet did not cause any harm to Xu Boyan.
Hearing this, Sheng Chi chuckled, his beautiful peach eyes were slightly bent, and his voice was soft and deep: "It's not the first day you know."
Xu Boyan agreed, picked up the wine glass, and took a sip.
Champagne enters the throat, spicy and stimulating.
Xu Boyan clicked his tongue lightly, as if thinking of something: "Your response on the Internet two days ago is that you are going to tear yourself apart from the company?"
Sheng Chi's brows and eyes were lightly closed, he tapped his fingers on the table, and said two words thoughtfully: "Maybe."
Sheng Chi, an original musician in the Chinese music scene.
At the same time, he is also one of Xu Boyan's few friends besides Sunny in the circle.
It's different from Xu Boyan.
The former is a single person, and the latter is a band playing.
Sheng Chi made his debut later than Xu Boyan, but his personal attainments in music are quite high. What Xu Boyan admires the most is that his brother, who never smokes or drinks all the year round, has extraordinary self-control.
Xu Boyan wanted to say something else, when a little boy walked over to the table, he raised his eyes unconsciously, and glanced at him.
The boy looks well-behaved, looking at Sheng Chi, his eyes are full of admiration and admiration.
Sheng Chi also smiled, stood up and leaned against the window, and the boy obediently sat down beside him.
Xu Boyan's eyes went back and forth between the two for a moment, he understood, and he rarely joked: "I can't accompany you enough, you still call the children."
Sheng Chi squinted his eyes: "Don't be so short."
Xu Boyan smiled, and glanced at the boy.
The boy has soft black hair, and his eyebrows are very youthful. When he smiles, his eyes are curved, which are standard almond eyes.
It is different from willow eyes.
Willow eyes are naturally charming and seductive.
A beautiful face appeared in Xu Boyan's mind. Soon, he suppressed all the memories about the boy, picked up the cigarette case, and handed the boy a cigarette: "Can you smoke? It's boring to smoke alone."
"Thank you..." The boy seemed a little flattered, and subconsciously reached out to take it.
As a result, the smoke was still touched, and it was blocked by someone.
"He doesn't smoke." Sheng Chi refused.
"..." Xu Boyan clicked his tongue lightly, speechless.
The boy quietly glanced at Shengchi, quickly withdrew his hand, and obediently said: "I don't smoke, thank you,"
The cigarette was not given out, and Xu Boyan was not angry, so he put down the cigarette case.
Taking a look at the boy, the latter's attention was almost entirely on Sheng Chi, and the love in his eyes was about to spill out.
Xu Boyan thought amusedly: It would be a miracle if a certain child's eyes were half as self-aware as the boy in front of him.
Next, the three chatted for a long time.Xu Boyan learned that the boy's name is Yin Yan and he is a fan.
Then he learned that Sheng Chi even declared that his grandmother was "critically ill" as a shield in order to tie people by his side, and he was immediately in awe of Sheng Chi.
Taking advantage of the gap between Yin Yan going to the bathroom, Xu Boyan looked at Sheng Chi with admiration: "Brother, you are really...too stupid."
Sheng Chi's eyes were indifferent, and he answered frankly: "When you meet someone you're attracted to, it doesn't matter whether you are a dog or not."
"..." Xu Boyan smiled for a few seconds, then twitched the corner of his mouth in self-deprecating way: "Really?"
Sheng Chi thought of something, and his voice was so gentle that he could drown people: "Probably, the bottom line of any principle can be lowered for him."
Xu Boyan didn't respond unexpectedly, took a sip of the wine in front of him, and looked thoughtful.
Coming out of the tavern, the night was getting dark.
The temperature in Suicheng has dropped in the past two days, and the evening wind is blowing with a slight chill.
Xu Boyan put on his baseball cap, and with a black windbreaker in his hand, he stood on the side of the road, waiting for a taxi. His superior stature frequently attracted attention. Fortunately, it was dark and no one recognized him.
"...don't get in my way."
Just as Xu Boyan was looking at how far the driver was from his position, a soft and familiar voice sounded behind him.
"I don't want to go home with you, let go, don't tease me..."
With a snap of his fingers, Xu Boyan frowned, hearing hallucinations?
He couldn't help but look in the direction of the sound.
On the road, the boy was grabbed by the man's hand and pulled each other. During the struggle, the man looked around and dragged the boy by the waist, trying to take the opportunity to drag him into the car.
"What the hell are you pretending to be? Drunk and walking on the road in the middle of the night, your ass is twisted to death, don't you just let me pick you up and fuck you." The man lowered his voice, extremely annoyed, and stretched out his hand to cover the boy's mouth out of patience. The mouth was bitten.
"Fuck! Dog, you."
The tingling pain from his finger made the man curse and reflexively raised his hand, wanting to slap him down.
In the next second, a tall and outstanding man approached him with no emotion on his face, but his eyes were full of hostility, and he kicked him in the stomach without saying a word.
The man was caught off guard and sat down on the ground, his face full of bewilderment and embarrassment.
Pei Xun lost his center of gravity, threw his body on the ground, wrapped an arm around his waist, brought him up, and held him in his arms.
Pei Xun felt embraced by a strange man, and was about to stretch out his hand to push him away, when suddenly, he smelled the familiar scent of perfume mixed with tobacco.
Immediately afterwards, I heard the man lower his voice with anger: "Get lost!"
The man swallowed his saliva, looked at the man's tall figure, got up and ran away.
Quiet around.
Pei Xun narrowed his eyes and raised his head.
The man was wearing a baseball cap, his face was covered by the brim of the hat, his thin lips were pursed, and his lowered eyes were extremely indifferent: "You dare to walk on the street after drinking."
There was obvious anger in the voice.
Pei Xunzui's cheeks were flushed, his eyes were hazy, and he seemed to see Xu Boyan in a daze.
"Xu... Bo Yan?" Pei Xun called out the name.
Xu Boyan didn't expect that the children who hadn't seen each other for half a month would meet in this way.
Pei Xun hurriedly shook his head, forced his chaotic head to wake up, and continued to observe the man, trying to identify if it was him.
After looking at it for a few seconds, he felt that the hat was blocking his view, so he reached out and took it off.
Xu Boyan: "..."
When a familiar face appeared in front of his eyes, Pei Xun was stunned for a moment, then his slack eyes gradually focused, his lips lifted up a little bit, revealing a row of white teeth, and he laughed happily: "Why are you here? Xu Boyan... "
Shouting, Pei Xun flung himself bonelessly into his arms, clinging tightly, and the alcohol made him pour out all his restrained thoughts for many days: "I miss you so much, do you know that?"
Xu Boyan was stunned for a second by the sudden hug.
"I miss you so much." Pei Xun lay unconsciously in his arms, greedy for the man's breath, and repeated the same words in his mouth: "I miss you..."
A few simple words came softly, and Xu Boyan almost threw away his armor.
night.
The corners of the man's tightly pursed lips gradually evoked a soft curve, he raised his hand to hug the child's slender waist affectionately, lowered his head, and gently rubbed the soft hair of the child in his arms, like treating a lost and found treasure.
It's just that this "treasure" is not very safe.Xu Boyan received a call from the online car-hailing service, and took him into the car by the way. As soon as he closed the car door, Pei Xun immediately rubbed against Xu Boyan like a cheerful puppy.
"Why are you here?" Pei Xun put his hands around Xu Boyan's neck, his expression was hazy, he kept babbling, and his head accidentally hit the roof of the car, and he didn't feel any pain: "You came to see me ?"
The master looked at them several times through the rearview mirror.
Pei Xun was as clingy when he was drunk as he was when he was sick, and Xu Boyan's baseball cap was knocked askew on his head several times.
He couldn't bear to hold down Pei Xun's head that kept rubbing against his neck, fixed it, and looked into those eyes: "Be quiet."
The light in the car was dim, Pei Xun's lower body fell on the seat, and his upper body stuck to Xu Boyan's arms in a strange posture.
Hearing this, Pei Xun suddenly stopped, blinked, and looked a little dull.
Then, she tilted her head, so cute.
"..."
Xu Boyan didn't want to admit that he was cute at this moment.
He let go of his hand, smiled, and turned his head to look out the window.
The street lamp flashed past his eyes, bringing a bit of gentle warmth, feeling the person in his arms suddenly quiet down, Xu Boyan looked back in surprise, just glanced, then was stunned.
Pei Xun stared straight at him, his eyes gradually became foggy, his pupils were dyed extremely bright, his little face was pink, and two tears clotted on his eyelashes, which he couldn't get rid of, as if he had been touched by the heavens. Wronged.
Xu Boyan was shocked by this scene: "What's wrong?"
Pei Xun's rosy mouth was slightly pouted, his eyes were swept down, he looked at Xu Boyan's hand that naturally fell by his side, and hummed softly, "You don't even hug me."
"..."
Pei Xun asked weakly, "Why don't you hug me?"
Before Xu Boyan could speak, he heard the master in front persuade him, "Young man, hurry up and hug him, your boyfriend is about to cry."
"..."
Xu Boyan was convinced, stretched out his hand, put him in his arms, and hugged him tightly.
Pei Xun managed to lean into his arms, and had to move his butt onto Xu Boyan's lap, sitting sideways to fit him perfectly, and said with a smirk, "I've grown up with you."
Xu Boyan looked down at the person in his arms.
He reached out and touched Pei Xun's face lightly. His skin was delicate and smooth, and his usually calm eyes revealed a lot of affection at this moment.
Pei Xun's eyelashes trembled, and he asked, "Where are we going?"
Xu Boyan: "Where do you live?"
Pei Xun raised his finger and blinked: "I live in the sky, and I'm going to say hello to Pluto."
"..."
Yes, the little ancestor was quite drunk.
Xu Boyan had a faint smile in his throat, and coaxed softly: "Then I'll take you to heaven, okay?"
Pei Xun hummed happily.
It's impossible to send him to the sky, there are paparazzi squatting all day long where he lives, and it's not safe to take Pei Xun back in the middle of the night.
Xu Boyan got out of the car ahead of time, took Pei Xun out of the car, found his ID card in his pocket, and got a room at a nearby hotel.
Entering the elevator, Pei Xun leaned on Xu Boyan, looking around, his hair was messed up, Xu Boyan reached out to straighten him.
Pei Xun turned his head, his red lips parted: "Where is this?"
Xu Boyan glanced up at the camera, pressed down the brim of his hat, opened the elevator, and helped him out.
"This is a hotel, you sleep for one night first."
Pei Xun staggered, turned his head to look at Xu Boyan while walking, and asked, "Will you accompany me?"
Xu Boyan was speechless, and automatically ignored his words: "Get up and check out by yourself tomorrow morning."
find the room, he
The house fell into silence.
After a while, Pei Xun promised generously, "Then what do you want? I'm not short of money."
This is true.
Since he was a freshman, his monthly living expenses are not less than [-]. In addition, the photos he took in the early days were also bought by various people. Now he has enough savings to support several young people in the circle. .
Xu Boyan himself is famous and handsome, so it is not impossible to give more.
All the funds he used to support the three little fresh meats were used to support Xu Boyan.
Xu Boyan twitched the corners of his mouth, and rubbed the smooth instep with his fingertips vaguely.
The skin feels very good, and I can't put it down.
"I know." Xu Boyan's eyes flickered, and he said calmly, "I mean I want a lot more than money."
Pei Xun: "?"
Pei Xun didn't understand the meaning of these words for a moment.
The numbness from the instep made his thoughts go astray, his legs shrank unconsciously, but they were easily pulled out from those hands.
Pei Xun glanced at the instep, and there were mottled red marks on it, especially erotic.
He put on his shoes and asked inexplicably, "What else do you want besides money?"
Xu Boyan didn't answer right away.
Instead, he stood up, went to the table, picked up the mineral water, twisted the cap, and took a big sip.
Pei Xun didn't want to give up this hard-won opportunity, and it was rare for Xu Boyan to let go tonight, which meant he had a chance.
"Tell me, what else do you want besides money." Pei Xun leaned over, poked his arm with his finger, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, as long as you tell me, I will satisfy you."
Xu Boyan raised his eyebrows, looked down at him for a few seconds, and played with his taste: "Do you want to satisfy me?"
Pei Xun hummed.
The corners of Xu Boyan's lips curled up, his eyes fell on his lips, and he said meaningfully: "I'm not so easy to satisfy."
Pei Xun: "You have to say what you want, so that I can satisfy you."
Xu Boyan stared at him and said nothing.
Quietly.
His eyes were a little unclear, let alone his emotions.
The whole portrait is covered with a layer of veil, covered by clouds and fog, making it impossible to see the true depths of the heart.
Even if Pei Xun looked straight into Xu Boyan's eyes, he saw nothing but a small self in it.
Pei Xun didn't like this tricky way of communication, so he asked again: "What exactly do you want?"
Xu Boyan asked without answering, "Why do you always think about funding?"
Pei Xunyi said righteously: "Because this way we can go to bed in a fair manner. I pay for it, and you contribute. It's just right."
Hearing this, Xu Boyan couldn't help laughing.
Seems a little helpless.
Pei Xun stared round his eyes: "...you are not allowed to laugh."
It's okay if he doesn't threaten, once he threatens.
The smile on the corner of Xu Boyan's mouth spread even wider.
Especially obvious in the quiet tent.
Pei Xun bit his lip, feeling that he was being laughed at.
Seeing the child's face slump little by little, Xu Boyan asked knowingly, "What?"
Pei Xunqi said seriously, "You really won't accept my funding?"
He decided.
This is the last inquiry.
Ask later, he is a dog.
Xu Boyan's smile gradually narrowed.
"Is it in your heart." He asked, "Is it only possible to have sex in a sponsorship relationship?"
Pei Xun: "Yes."
"Then have you ever thought that there is another way to go to bed?" Xu Boyan reminded.
Pei Xun: "What method?"
Xu Boyan sighed, raised his hand and tapped Pei Xun's forehead, angrily said, "Little idiot."
Pei Xun covered his forehead with both hands, and said displeasedly, "Why are you scolding me?"
Xu Bo said concisely: "You should scold me."
Even so, there was a bit of pampering in the voice that I didn't realize.
"..."
Seeing that people couldn't remember, Xu Boyan once again expressed his bottom line in a roundabout way: "I don't accept sex and relationships without emotional foundation, remember?"
"Ah." Pei Xun opened his mouth slightly, slowly put down his hands, and looked at him.
Of course he remembered that Xu Boyan had already expressed his attitude earlier.One is not to accept sexual relations without emotional basis.
And the feeling of not being moved by yourself will keep rejecting yourself.
But Pei Xun thinks that his attitude will change; coupled with what happened in the past two days, Xu Boyan took good care of himself because he had a fever late at night, and even pinched his tongue, and now he even rubbed his feet.
These phenomena just don’t hate yourself anymore.
Don't hate it, isn't it just a heartbeat?
Heartbeat, isn't it that you can accept nurturing?
This is Pei Xun's logic.
So, seeing that the atmosphere just now was just right, he brought up the old matter again.
did not expect……
The answer was still the same as before.
No.
Pei Xun thought, maybe it's different.
Xu Boyan has a request, and the request is to have a relationship based on emotion.
Therefore, the person who should be considered the most is him.
It wasn't Xu Boyan.
but--
Pei Xun blinked, embarrassed: "But I don't accept sexual relationships based on feelings."
When principles collide, no one takes half a step back.
Pei Xun licked his lips, and the light in his eyes dimmed.
For the first time, Xu Boyan completely cut off his thoughts.
There was no great loss in his heart, he just simply didn't want to stay any longer.
After a long silence, Pei Xun said, "Excuse me, I'm going back first."
He turned slowly.
The man stood where he was, didn't hold back, and watched him leave.
After Pei Xun left, the air in the room seemed to be quiet.
The light silently fell on Xu Boyan's shoulders.
He lowered his head and sneered slightly, the smile not reaching his eyes.
Picking up the mineral water, he took a sip with no expression on his face, it seemed that this matter did not affect his mood in the slightest.
After Pei Xun returned to his tent, he took off his coat and fell down on the bed discouraged.
The conversation with Xu Boyan came to mind.
After thinking for a while, he complained unwillingly: "Why do you have to have feelings before you are willing to have a relationship."
He doesn't want anyone to know about his dirty things.
Pei Xun threw off his slippers sullenly, got into the quilt, and thought to himself before going to sleep.
—Okay, I'm going to set you free.
That night, Pei Xun didn't sleep well.
He was haunted by nightmares when he was a child, a young woman and a handsome man appeared in his dream, Pei Xun, who was only four years old, stood between the two, the woman and the man grabbed his arm and quarreled endlessly.
After the quarrel, the screen changed.
It was a dark master bedroom, two men were hugging and kissing, and one of them was his father...
Then the woman frantically held down Xiao Pei Xun, let him witness the scene of his father's cheating, and pasted it in his ear to instigate "This is your father" "He's gay" "He ruined my life and I can only ruin him son", "Do you know that sex is the dirtiest thing in this world", "You don't even have feelings, don't you know how to cry" and other words.
In the dream, those ear-piercing curses, screams of collapse, quarrels day and night, and the ferocious faces of mother and father were pressed down like a huge boulder.
Pei Xun seemed to be tortured in a mottled dream, his fingers clenched the quilt tightly, his brows were furrowed, and he couldn't get away no matter how hard he struggled.
It wasn't until the dazzling light passed through the tent that a halo appeared on the eyelids that Pei Xun suddenly woke up as if drowning.
It was bright outside.
Pei Xun sat on the bed with dull eyes, his ears and temples were all wet with sweat, he opened his mouth and took a few deep breaths, completely escaping from the dream.
He closed his eyes.
I don't know why I dream about those things when I was a child.
Could it be because I remembered something from the past last night?
With his chest heaving heavily for a moment, Pei Xun erased those memories from his mind, reached out and touched the phone to check the time.
07: 38.
It's still early.
Fu Er lay down, embraced the quilt and closed his eyes to calm his nerves.
After a few seconds, I opened my eyes, turned on my phone, and checked the calendar.
I silently counted the days of recording the program in my heart.
He muttered in a muffled voice: "There are 17 days left, and half a month before I can leave here..."
Pei Xun pressed the screen off wearily, thinking: It will take a long time!
……
After deciding to release Xu Boyan, during the next recording period, Pei Xun's thoughts were almost entirely on Shen Xiaoran.
Adhering to the idea of "you can't leave empty-handed if you come here", Pei Xun usually concentrates on recording, strikes up a conversation with Shen Xiaoran when taking a break, and occasionally observes Jiang Siming and Lin Yi. At the beginning, his eyes were too busy.
However, most of him are still with Xu Boyan, after all he is a "Sunny fan".
During that time, Pei Xun didn't know if it was his own illusion.
Since the conversation that night, Xu Boyan owed himself even a smile.
Xu Boyan's personality is a little more silent person, once he closes the door to others, he will never be able to touch his world, even if he is in front of his eyes every day, it feels very far away.
Sometimes, Pei Xun wanted to sit next to Xu Boyan, but he didn't dare to go over; even a greeting or a greeting between each other was completely different from the feeling before.
Pei Xun was sensitive since he was young.
When he was young, he found that the atmosphere of his parents was not right, so he learned not to speak and be a transparent person;
When he was in school, he noticed the strange eyes of his classmates, so he learned to stay away and be a lone ranger;
Now, feeling Xu Boyan's alienation, he dared not go forward.
Because he knew that Xu Boyan would not indulge himself like before.
Lin Shi was the first to notice that something was wrong between the two of them.
This day, while eating, he quietly asked Pei Xun, "Did you quarrel with my brother?"
Pei Xun sat cross-legged on the ground, held a bowl, poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks, and shook his head.
It's not a fight.
It just touched the bottom line of each other's principles, and no one was willing to make concessions, so there was a tacit alienation.
The world of adults is roughly like this, there is no need to explain it, everything needs to be pointed to the end, keep each other decent, and there will be results naturally.
Lin Shi looked at Pei Xunyan's slumped head, and a sense of paternal love rose in his heart. Regardless of the reason, he immediately concluded: "Oh, cutie, did my brother bully you? Don't worry about him, he has a temper. Just like that, our brothers are often dissatisfied with the group with high principles and bottom lines.”
Pei Xun blinked and looked at him: "He didn't bully me."
Lin Shi: "Then what's going on with you recently, you don't say a word, I think my brother is also in a bad mood."
Pei Xun: "I don't know about that."
Lin Shi smiled: "Why are you drooping, you were infected by my brother."
"I haven't." Pei Xun denied.
At the same time, I added in my heart: I can't see other men recently.
That's right, this is something Pei Xun couldn't figure out.
Originally, after Xu Boyan rejected him, he didn't feel anything on the second and third day. He was happy during the day and chatted happily with the man at night.
But gradually, his eyes returned to Xu Boyan.
He saw that Shen Xiaoran would make a comparison with Xu Boyan.
Let's compare Lin Yi with Xu Boyan.
In short, everyone will compare with Xu Boyan.
This kind of result caused other men to be uninteresting, only Xu Boyan became more and more delicious.
Thinking of this, Pei Xun threw the bowl in his hand angrily, lay on his back on the cobblestone, and said in mourning, "Why is this so!
Lin Shi looked at the two people in the "cold war" and couldn't figure it out.
He thinks he is someone who knows his brother better.
His elder brother is notoriously clean, a 25-year-old man who deals with music every day, and has many suitors and gossip objects around him.
But his brother is an iron tree, and it is not easy for an iron tree to bloom.
At the beginning, when Pei Xun appeared, he and Daidai were completely spectators.
Because Pei Xun is pretty, he is the type his brother likes, but he is too young.
However, these things are nothing compared to love!
Later, he discovered that his brother paid more attention to Pei Xun than he had imagined.
In fact, his brother didn't come to record the show "Idol Up Close", it was the concubine who insisted on taking over the variety show.
Lin Shi still remembered.
Not long after returning from the recording studio that time, Concubine Concubine called his brother and said on the other end of the phone: "It's okay if you don't go, I have already convinced Pei Xun that you can't stop the other team members from recording. , Xu Boyan, remember, IN is not Sunny’s monopoly, let alone your monopoly, you stick to your principles, I will fight for traffic for other players, considering the development of the entire company, we will not interfere with anyone else.”
It has not been a day or two for Sunny and the company to compete head-to-head, and verbal disputes have long been commonplace.
Fortunately, he was there too.
He really watched his brother's face change.
very scary.
He had no doubt that his brother would flip the table in front of him.
His brother didn't.
After a long time, he said lightly: "You can arrange it yourself."
Lin Shi was thinking, with his brother's rebellious personality, he would definitely not listen to his concubine to record this pheasant variety show, and it seemed that it must fall on him.
It's just that he never expected it.
His brother personally came to record this pheasant variety show...
This is nothing.
On the day of the recording, when his brother hugged Pei Xun and stepped on the back of his shoes across the mud pool, Lin Shi felt that his eyes were about to fall off.
Let me ask, who in the Sunny team doesn't know that their lead singer is not only a clean freak, but also a person with a strong sense of boundaries, let alone stepping on the back of his shoes, anyone who dares to rub a little dust on his shoes will be punched.
And the night when Pei Xun fell ill.
In the past, the Sunny team members were sick, not to mention the kindhearted lead singer who waited on the bedside. The lead singer poured a glass of water himself.
Anyway, the lead singer of Sunny treats Pei Xun very differently.
A few days ago, Lin Shijun saw every detail of the two of them. Most of the time, his brother never took his eyes off Pei Xun. Sometimes the eyes were so hot that he was embarrassed to look at them.
Several times he suspected that if no one was there, his brother would be able to "eat" people.
Only Pei Xun foolishly approached his brother and was "bullied" at his door.
At first, he and A Bai didn't dare to look directly at the sticky atmosphere.
In the past two days, it has gradually drifted away.
Really suspicious.
……
Half a month passed extremely quickly.
Pei Xun became familiar with all the guests.
On the day the recording ended, the guests returned to the urban area from the valley, and the program team booked a restaurant for dinner.
After Pei Xun recorded the program, he became visibly thinner.
He had a pointed chin, and it was like a slap in the face when he lost weight. The staff watched Pei Xun lose weight little by little, feeling like he was being abused.
The program group reserved two boxes.
Fans, artists and guests are separated.
Pei Xun sat in the fan box.
During the meal, the atmosphere in the box was pleasant.
At the end of the meal, some fans began to discuss the details of getting along with their idols in the past half month.
A girl started talking: "Sister Mengqi is really gentle, and she is also a goddess. Her waist is so thin that I want to hug her, let alone a man. I didn't know she smoked before. Usually, if my boyfriend smokes, I will Kick his head off every minute, but Sister Mengqi smokes, so fucking sexy."
When it comes to having fun, the girl couldn't help but swear.
Another person immediately echoed: "Yes, yes, there is also the Sunny band, the lead singer, my mother!!! His legs are so long, I think his appearance and personality are too suitable for my appetite, although he didn't say a few words, but I understand why fans call him "Su Shen", and my sense of security explodes."
"Me too, me too... Does anyone of you remember that when the program group asked for a talent show, I almost climbed the wall, Xu Boyan's fingers playing instruments, those hands...Really, I discovered for the first time that I was hand-controlled .”
Pei Xun did not participate in their discussion, but silently echoed in his heart: Yes, he has very long hands.
Halfway through, the hotel staff came in and reminded everyone to keep their voices down, so that everyone restrained their excitement and continued to discuss in a low voice.
Suddenly there were two vibrations in the pocket.
Pei Xun put down his chopsticks, took out his phone, and took a look.
On the screen, the huge word "Sister Concubine" danced.
Pei Xun was surprised, what was she calling for?
The box was too noisy, so Pei Xun stood up, went out, and picked up the phone only after finding a quiet corner.
"Ah Xun, I heard that you guys went to dinner, didn't I disturb you?" Concubine Qiao was extraordinarily enthusiastic: "I wanted to call you a few days ago, but I forgot."
Pei Xun guessed the meaning of Concubine Qiao's phone call.
Xu Boyan told him that Concubine Qiao wanted to sign him into IN.
He said politely: "I just finished eating, what's the matter? Sister Concubine."
Concubine Qiao didn't keep her secrets, and asked directly: "Can we meet and talk? I can't make it clear on the phone."
Pei Xun felt that there was no need to meet, and he could answer this kind of thing on the phone: "Sister Concubine, if you want to talk to me about signing a contract, you don't need to meet. vase."
Pei Xun has a clear understanding of himself.
He promised to record comprehensive but for the fish.
Now that the fish are all observed, naturally there is no need to swim in the circle.
The most important thing is that Xu Boyan lost the fish in this comprehensive recording.
Pei Xun was about to regret, when he caught a glimpse of the man coming out of the box out of the corner of his eye.
The other party was holding a cigarette in his hand, so he should be addicted to cigarettes.
Xu Boyan also noticed him and walked slowly.
Concubine Qiao spoke earnestly on the phone for a long time, but Pei Xun didn't listen, and when Xu Boyan approached, he hung up the phone.
"Have you finished eating?" Pei Xun asked.
Xu Boyan lowered his eyes, shook out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and looked at him: "Sister Concubine?"
He probably heard what he said just now.
Pei Xun didn't mind, nodded, and said obediently: "She asked me if I could enter the entertainment industry, but I refused."
Xu Boyan hummed without commenting.
Pei Xun pursed his lips, not knowing what to say for a while.
Today, the temperature in Suicheng is cooling down, Xu Boyan is wearing an off-white top, his hair is hanging down on his forehead, and a pair of glasses are placed on the bridge of his nose.
Pei Xun had nothing to say: "Are you short-sighted?"
Xu Boyan tilted his head, tapped his fingers on the cigarette, and the cigarette ash fell, and looked through the lens with dark eyes: "Some astigmatism, I rarely wear it."
Pei Xun snorted, then tilted his head to look curiously.
As if to determine the truth of this statement.
Xu Boyan leaned against the wall lightly, and when he saw this, the corners of his lips twitched, and he smiled very lightly: "What are you looking at?"
'without. Pei Xun straightened his body quickly: "I'm going back." "
After a few words, the conversation ended.
On the same day, bid farewell to the program group.
Pei Xun didn't go back to school directly, but went to the rented house outside.
Go inside and turn on the lights.
Pei Xun put down his backpack and slammed his whole body on the sofa, covering his head in the pillow, feeling the air becoming thinner little by little.
The nearly three weeks of recording were like a dream, fleeting.
He looked up, reached out his hand and took out his phone from his pocket, opened WeChat, and swipe the screen with his fingertips.
Many contacts have been added in it.
Pei Xun flipped through it, and then deleted the ones that he didn't remember one by one. When his fingertips touched [Charon], his eyes froze.
...Do you want to delete it?
Xu Boyan is no longer in the fish pond.
No longer an object of observation.
Pei Xun hesitated for a moment, clicked on the profile picture, and finally clicked [Delete].
It took nearly [-] hours to add Xu Boyan, but now it only takes less than a second to delete.
Pei Xun threw the phone above his head, turned over, and looked at the ceiling.
Anyway, I won't see it later.
Why keep it.
There are so many high-quality fish waiting for him, we can't give up the whole ocean just because of one Xu Boyan, Pei Xun thought.
……
The mid-term courses are very tight. Apart from class every day, Pei Xun occasionally sits in the dormitory to watch dramas. When he is bored, he takes a SLR to shoot around and manages the pond. It is no different from his previous life.
The only difference is that no one in the class dares to talk about him anymore, and even Qin Shaochuan seldom spread rumors behind his back. Pei Xun felt relieved about this.
The days passed by.
One day, when Pei Xun was browsing Weibo in the dormitory late at night, he suddenly saw Xu Boyan's related entries on the trending search.
#Suspected Sunny lead singer Xu Boyan damaged vocal cords#
The familiar name came into view again, Pei Xun was startled, he suppressed the curiosity in his heart, and didn't click on it.
He told himself in the bottom of his heart: Xu Boyan has disappeared from his world, and there will be no chance to meet him again. It doesn't matter to him whether Xu Boyan's voice is damaged or not.
Even though he thought so, the next morning, Pei Xun woke up with his eyes wide open, and still turned on his phone in a strange way, and looked at the trending searches.
Hot one became #IN refusing rumors that Sunny's vocal cords were damaged#.
Just when he was about to relax, he suddenly realized that he was still paying attention to Xu Boyan's affairs. He turned off his phone in panic, threw it aside, opened his eyes wide, and looked at the ceiling, in disbelief: "Damn it, why am I looking at Xu Boyan again?" It's a matter of words! ! !
Thinking of this, to avoid Xu Boyan related in the future, Pei Xun quickly picked up his phone and set the entries related to "Sunny's lead singer" as harmful news on all platforms, so as to reduce the number of pushes in the future.
Pei Xun felt as if he was fighting a protracted war with Xu Boyan unilaterally.
There were no casualties in this war, it was just a survival war deep in his heart.
……
Although the rumors about Sunny's lead singer's damaged vocal cords have been refuted, it still caused a lot of waves on the Internet.
Sunny has always been black and red, but this time black fans seized the opportunity to lead the rhythm, saying that since Lizi passed away in a car accident, Xu Boyan didn't want to stay in Sunny anymore, he has been smoking, drinking, deliberately self-harming, and classifying such behaviors as Sunny's lead singer Selling miserably to win the sympathy of the public.
The Internet is full of smog and scolding.
Xu Boyan buried his head in reading the netizen's speeches. The cigarette between his fingers was not exhausted, but burned to the bottom in his hand. The table was full of soot. When he saw the word "self-harm", he couldn't help smiling.
"Still laughing?" A gentle voice sounded.
Xu Boyan put down his phone, raised his eyes, looked at the man with a cold demeanor opposite, and said in a playful tone, "I cry when I don't laugh."
The environment of the tavern is not as noisy as a bar, the lights are dim and yellow, and a faint halo of mist shrouds Xu Boyan's body, making his facial features half-illuminated.
Xu Boyan relaxed and adjusted to a leisurely and comfortable sitting posture in front of his brother, with a lazy expression: "How do you say that netizens know me better than myself, they are omnipotent and omnipotent."
It can be seen that the gossip on the Internet did not cause any harm to Xu Boyan.
Hearing this, Sheng Chi chuckled, his beautiful peach eyes were slightly bent, and his voice was soft and deep: "It's not the first day you know."
Xu Boyan agreed, picked up the wine glass, and took a sip.
Champagne enters the throat, spicy and stimulating.
Xu Boyan clicked his tongue lightly, as if thinking of something: "Your response on the Internet two days ago is that you are going to tear yourself apart from the company?"
Sheng Chi's brows and eyes were lightly closed, he tapped his fingers on the table, and said two words thoughtfully: "Maybe."
Sheng Chi, an original musician in the Chinese music scene.
At the same time, he is also one of Xu Boyan's few friends besides Sunny in the circle.
It's different from Xu Boyan.
The former is a single person, and the latter is a band playing.
Sheng Chi made his debut later than Xu Boyan, but his personal attainments in music are quite high. What Xu Boyan admires the most is that his brother, who never smokes or drinks all the year round, has extraordinary self-control.
Xu Boyan wanted to say something else, when a little boy walked over to the table, he raised his eyes unconsciously, and glanced at him.
The boy looks well-behaved, looking at Sheng Chi, his eyes are full of admiration and admiration.
Sheng Chi also smiled, stood up and leaned against the window, and the boy obediently sat down beside him.
Xu Boyan's eyes went back and forth between the two for a moment, he understood, and he rarely joked: "I can't accompany you enough, you still call the children."
Sheng Chi squinted his eyes: "Don't be so short."
Xu Boyan smiled, and glanced at the boy.
The boy has soft black hair, and his eyebrows are very youthful. When he smiles, his eyes are curved, which are standard almond eyes.
It is different from willow eyes.
Willow eyes are naturally charming and seductive.
A beautiful face appeared in Xu Boyan's mind. Soon, he suppressed all the memories about the boy, picked up the cigarette case, and handed the boy a cigarette: "Can you smoke? It's boring to smoke alone."
"Thank you..." The boy seemed a little flattered, and subconsciously reached out to take it.
As a result, the smoke was still touched, and it was blocked by someone.
"He doesn't smoke." Sheng Chi refused.
"..." Xu Boyan clicked his tongue lightly, speechless.
The boy quietly glanced at Shengchi, quickly withdrew his hand, and obediently said: "I don't smoke, thank you,"
The cigarette was not given out, and Xu Boyan was not angry, so he put down the cigarette case.
Taking a look at the boy, the latter's attention was almost entirely on Sheng Chi, and the love in his eyes was about to spill out.
Xu Boyan thought amusedly: It would be a miracle if a certain child's eyes were half as self-aware as the boy in front of him.
Next, the three chatted for a long time.Xu Boyan learned that the boy's name is Yin Yan and he is a fan.
Then he learned that Sheng Chi even declared that his grandmother was "critically ill" as a shield in order to tie people by his side, and he was immediately in awe of Sheng Chi.
Taking advantage of the gap between Yin Yan going to the bathroom, Xu Boyan looked at Sheng Chi with admiration: "Brother, you are really...too stupid."
Sheng Chi's eyes were indifferent, and he answered frankly: "When you meet someone you're attracted to, it doesn't matter whether you are a dog or not."
"..." Xu Boyan smiled for a few seconds, then twitched the corner of his mouth in self-deprecating way: "Really?"
Sheng Chi thought of something, and his voice was so gentle that he could drown people: "Probably, the bottom line of any principle can be lowered for him."
Xu Boyan didn't respond unexpectedly, took a sip of the wine in front of him, and looked thoughtful.
Coming out of the tavern, the night was getting dark.
The temperature in Suicheng has dropped in the past two days, and the evening wind is blowing with a slight chill.
Xu Boyan put on his baseball cap, and with a black windbreaker in his hand, he stood on the side of the road, waiting for a taxi. His superior stature frequently attracted attention. Fortunately, it was dark and no one recognized him.
"...don't get in my way."
Just as Xu Boyan was looking at how far the driver was from his position, a soft and familiar voice sounded behind him.
"I don't want to go home with you, let go, don't tease me..."
With a snap of his fingers, Xu Boyan frowned, hearing hallucinations?
He couldn't help but look in the direction of the sound.
On the road, the boy was grabbed by the man's hand and pulled each other. During the struggle, the man looked around and dragged the boy by the waist, trying to take the opportunity to drag him into the car.
"What the hell are you pretending to be? Drunk and walking on the road in the middle of the night, your ass is twisted to death, don't you just let me pick you up and fuck you." The man lowered his voice, extremely annoyed, and stretched out his hand to cover the boy's mouth out of patience. The mouth was bitten.
"Fuck! Dog, you."
The tingling pain from his finger made the man curse and reflexively raised his hand, wanting to slap him down.
In the next second, a tall and outstanding man approached him with no emotion on his face, but his eyes were full of hostility, and he kicked him in the stomach without saying a word.
The man was caught off guard and sat down on the ground, his face full of bewilderment and embarrassment.
Pei Xun lost his center of gravity, threw his body on the ground, wrapped an arm around his waist, brought him up, and held him in his arms.
Pei Xun felt embraced by a strange man, and was about to stretch out his hand to push him away, when suddenly, he smelled the familiar scent of perfume mixed with tobacco.
Immediately afterwards, I heard the man lower his voice with anger: "Get lost!"
The man swallowed his saliva, looked at the man's tall figure, got up and ran away.
Quiet around.
Pei Xun narrowed his eyes and raised his head.
The man was wearing a baseball cap, his face was covered by the brim of the hat, his thin lips were pursed, and his lowered eyes were extremely indifferent: "You dare to walk on the street after drinking."
There was obvious anger in the voice.
Pei Xunzui's cheeks were flushed, his eyes were hazy, and he seemed to see Xu Boyan in a daze.
"Xu... Bo Yan?" Pei Xun called out the name.
Xu Boyan didn't expect that the children who hadn't seen each other for half a month would meet in this way.
Pei Xun hurriedly shook his head, forced his chaotic head to wake up, and continued to observe the man, trying to identify if it was him.
After looking at it for a few seconds, he felt that the hat was blocking his view, so he reached out and took it off.
Xu Boyan: "..."
When a familiar face appeared in front of his eyes, Pei Xun was stunned for a moment, then his slack eyes gradually focused, his lips lifted up a little bit, revealing a row of white teeth, and he laughed happily: "Why are you here? Xu Boyan... "
Shouting, Pei Xun flung himself bonelessly into his arms, clinging tightly, and the alcohol made him pour out all his restrained thoughts for many days: "I miss you so much, do you know that?"
Xu Boyan was stunned for a second by the sudden hug.
"I miss you so much." Pei Xun lay unconsciously in his arms, greedy for the man's breath, and repeated the same words in his mouth: "I miss you..."
A few simple words came softly, and Xu Boyan almost threw away his armor.
night.
The corners of the man's tightly pursed lips gradually evoked a soft curve, he raised his hand to hug the child's slender waist affectionately, lowered his head, and gently rubbed the soft hair of the child in his arms, like treating a lost and found treasure.
It's just that this "treasure" is not very safe.Xu Boyan received a call from the online car-hailing service, and took him into the car by the way. As soon as he closed the car door, Pei Xun immediately rubbed against Xu Boyan like a cheerful puppy.
"Why are you here?" Pei Xun put his hands around Xu Boyan's neck, his expression was hazy, he kept babbling, and his head accidentally hit the roof of the car, and he didn't feel any pain: "You came to see me ?"
The master looked at them several times through the rearview mirror.
Pei Xun was as clingy when he was drunk as he was when he was sick, and Xu Boyan's baseball cap was knocked askew on his head several times.
He couldn't bear to hold down Pei Xun's head that kept rubbing against his neck, fixed it, and looked into those eyes: "Be quiet."
The light in the car was dim, Pei Xun's lower body fell on the seat, and his upper body stuck to Xu Boyan's arms in a strange posture.
Hearing this, Pei Xun suddenly stopped, blinked, and looked a little dull.
Then, she tilted her head, so cute.
"..."
Xu Boyan didn't want to admit that he was cute at this moment.
He let go of his hand, smiled, and turned his head to look out the window.
The street lamp flashed past his eyes, bringing a bit of gentle warmth, feeling the person in his arms suddenly quiet down, Xu Boyan looked back in surprise, just glanced, then was stunned.
Pei Xun stared straight at him, his eyes gradually became foggy, his pupils were dyed extremely bright, his little face was pink, and two tears clotted on his eyelashes, which he couldn't get rid of, as if he had been touched by the heavens. Wronged.
Xu Boyan was shocked by this scene: "What's wrong?"
Pei Xun's rosy mouth was slightly pouted, his eyes were swept down, he looked at Xu Boyan's hand that naturally fell by his side, and hummed softly, "You don't even hug me."
"..."
Pei Xun asked weakly, "Why don't you hug me?"
Before Xu Boyan could speak, he heard the master in front persuade him, "Young man, hurry up and hug him, your boyfriend is about to cry."
"..."
Xu Boyan was convinced, stretched out his hand, put him in his arms, and hugged him tightly.
Pei Xun managed to lean into his arms, and had to move his butt onto Xu Boyan's lap, sitting sideways to fit him perfectly, and said with a smirk, "I've grown up with you."
Xu Boyan looked down at the person in his arms.
He reached out and touched Pei Xun's face lightly. His skin was delicate and smooth, and his usually calm eyes revealed a lot of affection at this moment.
Pei Xun's eyelashes trembled, and he asked, "Where are we going?"
Xu Boyan: "Where do you live?"
Pei Xun raised his finger and blinked: "I live in the sky, and I'm going to say hello to Pluto."
"..."
Yes, the little ancestor was quite drunk.
Xu Boyan had a faint smile in his throat, and coaxed softly: "Then I'll take you to heaven, okay?"
Pei Xun hummed happily.
It's impossible to send him to the sky, there are paparazzi squatting all day long where he lives, and it's not safe to take Pei Xun back in the middle of the night.
Xu Boyan got out of the car ahead of time, took Pei Xun out of the car, found his ID card in his pocket, and got a room at a nearby hotel.
Entering the elevator, Pei Xun leaned on Xu Boyan, looking around, his hair was messed up, Xu Boyan reached out to straighten him.
Pei Xun turned his head, his red lips parted: "Where is this?"
Xu Boyan glanced up at the camera, pressed down the brim of his hat, opened the elevator, and helped him out.
"This is a hotel, you sleep for one night first."
Pei Xun staggered, turned his head to look at Xu Boyan while walking, and asked, "Will you accompany me?"
Xu Boyan was speechless, and automatically ignored his words: "Get up and check out by yourself tomorrow morning."
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