After dystocia and death, I became everyone's white moonlight

They said that I was a slut who could do everything I could, lying in the valley of the war between immortals and demons, I quietly thought about the evaluation of me by the world in this life.

The valley is full of corpses of monsters and human monks. The strong smell of blood can't stop coming into my nose, making me want to vomit. However, the strongest smell of blood is not from those corpses, but from the Came from my lower body.

I had a miscarriage.

I couldn't keep the child who had been stubbornly in my stomach for seven months.

With trembling hands, I felt under my body, but my belly, which would usually be jumping and bulging slightly, didn't move at all.

My hands are cold, but I feel even colder on my rising belly.

As a father, I thought I was going to be very sad.Sadness is sad, but more than sad, I feel relieved.

After all, he is an unpopular child.

During the seven months I was pregnant with him, I was careful every second of every day to keep others from knowing his existence.

Because his mother is a furnace that everyone can eat, and a weird furnace that can conceive.

The child that Lu Ding conceived may not even know who the other father of the child is.

If he is born, he will be hated and cast aside throughout his life.

Because his biological father was a slut.

Someone is already cleaning the battlefield, I might die, I feel myself getting weaker and weaker, many corpses are pressing on my body, every second, my breathing becomes weaker.

Maybe deep down I still don't want to die.

I tried my best to open my eyes wide, and looked at the monks cleaning the battlefield seriously, trying to call for help when they were closest to me.

I'm alive, help me.

However, no one looked at me, or rather, no one cared about the pile of corpses.

I paused, glanced at the mountain jade pendants around the waists of those monks, and suddenly realized, because it was the disciples of Changming Mountain Sword Sect Kaishan who cleaned the battlefield as always.

The disciples who opened the mountain love the autumn wind the most, and also love "sending charcoal in the snow".

Whenever there is a battle between immortals and demons or a treasure hunt in a secret realm, the people who opened the mountain will always follow behind some people from small sects. When they are injured or exhausted, they will go forward to help, and after that, they will go to other sects to ask for rewards.

Everyone hates the behavior of such a villain who opened the mountain, but some people appreciate it.Said: "If the mountain hadn't been opened, I don't know how many monks lost their lives. Maybe they also have a benevolent heart."

This evaluation is really a big tooth to laugh at.

Because the owner of Kaishan Peak is just a stingy guy. The owner of the mountain was born in a poor family, and later he was favored by immortals to cultivate immortals, but he did not change his habit of loving money. He always said that he was not active in making money, and his thinking was problematic.

Brought by him, all the disciples at Kaishan Peak love Adu's things very much.

Therefore, those disciples would not pay attention to these corpses, because they were of no value.

I refused to admit defeat, and stretched out my hand from the pile of corpses with all my strength.

I have money, and in the past two years, I have nothing around me, the only thing I have is panacea and precious medicinal materials, which are enough to buy my life.

However, my luck is always a little bit worse. Two people pass by me without paying attention to me.

In the words of us cultivators, it means not being favored by the heaven, and being abandoned by the heaven.

When bandits attacked our village when I was young, everyone survived, only my parents were killed.

When I arrived at Changming Mountain, I thought I would become an ordinary monk who was not outstanding but practiced seriously, but in the end I was told that I was just a furnace.

Speaking of which, the reason why I became a cauldron started when my cold-as-celestial elder brother pushed me to the ground.

That night was the night before I traveled down the mountain as an adult. The senior brother called me into his room and said that he wanted to teach me the way of doing things down the mountain.

I was a mortal when I was young, and I stayed in the mortal world, so I knew that there were many inconveniences in the mortal world.

At that time, I happily went to his room. Now that I think about it, I was so stupid at that time.

After an unknown amount of time, he got up from me and straightened his moon-white clothes.

The moon is like a huge silver plate behind him.

As if he couldn't see my dirty appearance, he casually threw my torn clothes on me.

"Tomorrow Haishi, come here on time." He said indifferently.

He stands tall and tall.

From his eyes, I saw my most embarrassing appearance.

Lie on the ground, legs wide open, like a lowly whore.

Afterwards, I ran to the master's room in embarrassment, like a stubborn calf, trying to find out.

I don't believe what my senior brother said, he must have lied to me.

However, I didn't wait for the master to make the decision for me, but I waited for a sentence: "I am under the sect of Daoist Qingjue on Yuegou Peak in Changming Mountain. I have never been a disciple named Xie Ran."

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Looking at the backs of them talking and leaving with a smile, I don't resent them, but I am a little bit envious.

I desperately called for help, but my voice was too low, like a mouse in the gutter.

In fact, my voice has always been very loud. The night I was treated as a furnace, I explained to everyone that I was not a furnace.

Later, it was given to someone else, and I tried my best to escape.

I am showing everyone that I, Xie Ran, am not a furnace, but a decent monk.

Think about it carefully, I am so stupid, there are many people watching the excitement in this world, but there are no people who are serious and obedient.

This time, my voice was also not heard by them, until I saw a familiar person not far away.Beside him was a young man in green, who was talking to him with a smile while tilting his head.

He was still wearing the same white clothes, holding the Ruthless Sword in his hand, wearing a white crown with his hair tied up, and his brows and eyes were cold. He was still the coldest and most talented elder brother in Changming Mountain.

"Help me..." I hate him, but now I have to ask for help from the person I hate the most.

Just because I want to live, even if it's a bad life, I still want to live.

Maybe there was a connection between the furnace and the owner. After I called him a few times, he looked over.Immediately, I saw his eyes widen slightly, I think he should be surprised why I'm not dead yet, but I can't care so much anymore, taking advantage of his chance to look over, I exhausted all my strength Push the dead body.

So heavy and so cold.

At the same time, the harder I tried, the more I felt the throbbing pain in my belly. The dead child showed his presence by giving pain to his father.

It's your father who is useless, so he can't protect you.

In the next life, don't be reborn in my womb, go to another family.

Throw it into my stomach, life is bitter.

The body was too heavy for me to move.Suddenly I feel so desperate, I just want to live, why is it so difficult.I didn’t think about suicide when I was played with by others, and I still thought about cultivation when I was treated like a furnace. Why are I the only one who lives so hard.

I do not understand.

There were bursts of blackness in front of my eyes, and for the first time, the thought of giving up rose in my heart.At this moment, I suddenly felt lighter, and the corpse that was pressing on me was emptied.

The blood of the dead was flowing on my forehead and down the corners of my eyes. I couldn't see the person who helped me clearly, but I could see the white shirt.He is so cold, like ice and snow that cannot melt. I can't see his expression clearly, but I can feel that he is angry, very angry.

"You're here!" he asked angrily.

"I... I am also a monk, fighting between immortals and demons, why can't I be here." I answered intermittently.

Even though I am a furnace, I am also a monk.

"A monk? A monk who was pinned down on the bed and fucked?" He became more and more angry, "Xie Ran, I didn't know you had such a big ambition! What about Shu Yichen, he would actually put a furnace out to fight, he Xianyun Is there no one left?!"

Special also Chen?I was in a trance for a moment before I remembered that he is my current master.I don't have a good relationship with Shu Yichen. He has many cauldrons, and I'm just one of them. Of course, he won't find that one person is missing.

I am no longer in the mood to think about what kind of emotion Shu Yichen will feel when he finds out that I have disappeared. I just want to survive at this moment.

"Help me." Like the most despicable bitch, I tugged at his shirt for help.There was a lot of blood on my hands, and his white hem was quickly stamped with several bloody palm prints.

He loves Jie the most, knowing that he will be even angrier, but I can't let him go.

Sure enough, after I asked for help, I smiled coldly and said, "Help you? Xie Ran, you were my junior brother at any rate. On the mountain, the first lesson the master taught us is that everyone should do it for themselves." You are responsible for what you do. You know that your cultivation base is low, but you are at the bottom of this battlefield of immortals and demons."

"Then you should know you will be killed."

"Now that you are dying, do you think it is right for you to seek help?"

He spoke more and more harshly, but I dare not let go of his clothes.Yes, he is right, but I am not a disciple of Daoist Qingjue, and anything he said has nothing to do with me.

I noticed that he was beginning to dislike my stubbornness, or he had a tendency to let me die, and I became even more desperate, feeling chills rushing up from the bottom of my heart.

"Bo He, the ants are still alive. God has the virtue of loving life. After all, he was once a disciple of your Yuegou Peak. Please save him."

At this moment, the young man who was following him spoke. Even though I couldn't see his appearance clearly, I guess he must be smiling now, and the corners of his eyes would be blush.

He always loves to laugh so much, he is the master of the Kaishan Mountain, Yue Bohe's best friend—Qin Rushuang.That's right, to clean up the battlefield, he, the peak master who opened the mountain, will definitely be there.

Qin Rushuang is a Jindan cultivator, and as a Jindan real person, he has the ability to recruit disciples.Yue Bohe is also a Jindan cultivator, but he has no intention of accepting disciples, so he still lives in Yuegou Peak.

Hearing Qin Rushuang begging for mercy, Yue Bohe finally stopped his cynicism.

I stared at him with all my strength, trying to record all his reactions. Even though my eyes were blurred, I was actually about to faint, but I couldn't feel relieved until I heard him say save me.

After a long time, Yue Bohe finally replied in a deep voice, "Okay, I'll follow what you say."

Very good, I am relieved.

Yue Bohe would not listen to anyone, but as long as Qin Rushuang spoke, he would definitely not refuse.

Because only I know the secret of Yue Bohe, he likes Qin Rushuang, he loves Qin Rushuang.There were many times, between the two of us in bed, when he was deeply in love, he called Qin Rushuang's name.

To sleep with me, he has only one request, and that is to let me lie on my stomach and not show my face.

I was about to pass out when I was relieved, suddenly there was a shout in my ear, Yue Bohe grabbed my hair, and said eeriely: "You are pregnant!"

"Whose evil seed is this!"

"Xie Ran, Xie Ran, you are actually a monster!"

I was startled, my body could not help but twitch slightly, subconsciously grabbed his hand holding my hair, and said eagerly: "Don't hurt him!"

Yue Bohe's anger with spiritual power washed over my sea of ​​stones, there was a shock inside, and my eyes became even darker.How could I have forgotten that it is strange for a man to become pregnant.

I wanted to beg him again, but it was not easy for me to persist until now. After saying that sentence, my eyes went dark and I lost consciousness.

It suddenly occurred to me that my child was dead.

I suddenly realized that I still hoped that he would survive.