After dystocia and death, I became everyone's white moonlight

I stayed in the cave all night alone, Jin Liu didn't come to disturb me, An An probably heard everything about Lian Yunshan from Jin Liu, and didn't come in to look for me, that night, only Ya was by my side.

When I walked out with my teeth on the second morning, both Jin Liu and An An were waiting for me at the dining table. When they saw me coming out, they all stood up immediately. Anxiously grabbing the clothes on her body, she said, "Daddy, how are you? Are you feeling better? Don't be sad. When An An grows up, An An will help you kill those people!"

"No, An'an, don't think so much." I said quickly.

An An snorted unhappily, and the fox's tail drooped, very unhappy.I didn't comfort An An any more, I just asked him to sit down and eat, and I'll talk about anything later.

Jin Liu stood aside, looking at me awkwardly, her big watery eyes were full of worry.I still remember the thing that he knocked me out yesterday, because I had no defense against him, even though my cultivation base was higher than his, I was attacked by him to key acupoints, and I fainted directly.

"Xie Ran, you should eat first. Although you have already fasted, I remember you used to love to eat." He said to me.

Inexplicably, I felt very irritable and uncomfortable. Seeing Jin Liu like this made me want to lose my temper. Yesterday was the best time for me to kill Yue Bohe, but he took me away.After a night of venting alone, I thought my emotions would calm down a lot, but it didn't.

I can't dispel my hatred towards Yue Bohe, especially after five years, he still thinks that what happened back then was my fault, he insisted that he was not at fault, the same is true of those Changming Mountain disciples, regardless of right and wrong, it seems that I am the one The bad guy who did all the bad things.

The surging hatred surging in my chest made me unable to sit down and eat with peace of mind, so I planned to let Jin Liu and An An eat by themselves, and then take my teeth into the forest to hunt monsters, which can both vent and earn souls stone.But Jin Liu seemed to see through my meaning, he immediately walked over and stood in front of me.

"Xie Ran, do you want to go out?" He asked.

I nodded, "Yeah."

"I don't allow you to go out!" Jin Liu said with a strong attitude. Not only that, he also took my hand and walked out. When An An was upset that he caught me, he even shouted back at An An, "An An, you If you want your father to become what he used to be, don't stop me!"

An'an stopped immediately and stared at us with wide eyes.Seeing this, I immediately looked at Jin Liu and said to him, "Don't scare An An."

"I didn't scare him." Jin Liu was obviously trembling, but the hand holding my hand was extremely firm. He turned around and asked An An to eat honestly, and then pulled me out, and didn't stop until the open space outside the cave. Staring back at me, said: "Xie Ran, do you know what you are doing now!"

I took a deep breath, stared at him as well, and asked, "Why don't I know what I'm doing?!"

"You know? You know?" Jin Liu turned around in front of me, staring at me with red eyes, "If you knew, you wouldn't be so crazy yesterday! Don't you feel that you have lost your mind? You completely Your mind is controlled by hatred! The you you were yesterday are not the usual you at all!"

"I didn't!" I growled, "I know what I'm doing, I'm killing Yue Bohe, I'm crippling Yue Bohe's energy, I want all the pain he gave me back, not only Yue Bohe Hey, Shu Yichen, Daoist Qingjue and Qin Rushuang, I will look for them one by one, and regret what they did to me!"

I don't understand why Jin Liu keeps saying that I have lost my mind. I clearly remember this and my purpose. I really want to ask, but Jin Liu suddenly burst into tears.

He covered his eyes, cried and said: "Xie Ran, if you haven't lost your mind, then I ask you why there were so many people in Changming Mountain yesterday, have you ever thought about what to do if they don't let us go You told us to leave quickly before Yue Bohe chased us, because you were afraid of being discovered by the people of Changming Mountain. You know that we are not their opponents now, and we have to sneak around even to get some spirit stones, so why did you yesterday Won't you leave?!"

"Yue Bohe has been exhausted by you. He is the senior brother of Changming Mountain. Those disciples of Changming Mountain will never let you go. At that time, Yue Bohe was not unconscious. Those disciples would not besiege us if they were worried about his words. , but what if he was in a coma? If I didn't knock you out, we don't know where we are now. If something happened to us, what would An An and Ya do? Have you ever thought about them! "

"Xie Ran! Xie Ran! You have clearly been controlled by anger and hatred!"

"No..." I shook my head, wanting to deny what Jin Liu said, but I couldn't find anything to refute.What Jin Liu said is true and well-founded, I really don't know how to refute it.

"And..." Jin Liu's crying became louder, her whole body trembling with grief, she squatted directly on the ground, her throat seemed to be stuffed with something, her hoarseness was excruciatingly painful, "And yesterday, you let me To absorb Yue Bohe's spiritual power, Xie Ran, what did you think of me at that time? Do you still think of me as a golden willow, or is it just a tool called a golden willow?!"

"Golden, golden willow..."

Jin Liu stood up, staring at me with bloodshot eyes, and said: "Xie Ran, have you forgotten why you founded the Hehuan Sect? Have you forgotten your original intention to create the Hehuan Sect? As you said, the Hehuan Sect It is for those of us who are despised by the world to have a place to hide, so that we can live like ordinary people."

"When I use the exercises left by senior demon cultivators to absorb other people's spiritual power, you advise me not to do that, because it will hinder my practice. You help me improve the exercises, and you promise to let me find someone to test, but you He also told me carefully: You need to find someone you like, someone you want, you want Albizia Jubilata to live upright like a human being, have you forgotten?!"

The sect of the Acacia Bone, the Acacia Sect.

Since there is no place in the world that can accommodate acacia bones, I will create one.

Jin Liu, you can't practice like this, if you continue to practice like this, how will you survive the thunder disaster in the future?

I...I...I suddenly had a dimness in front of my eyes, and my head hurt badly, not only my head, but also my whole body, as if something was colliding in my body.But I couldn't respond, I just stood there blankly.

I only saw Jin Liu stood up anxiously, rushed to me anxiously, and said sadly: "Xie Ran, Xie Ran, don't be sad, I'm just too anxious, really just too anxious."

I don't know why Jin Liu was so anxious, why didn't he continue to talk about me, until I saw him put his hand under my chin, and then a drop of water fell on it.

I just realized that I was crying.

Because my sudden crying made Jin Liu at a loss, I didn't say that I lost my mind, but I didn't continue to hunt in the forest with my teeth. I think Jin Liu was right, I might really lose my mind, and it was when I Unintentionally losing my sanity, I don't know when I became so crazy, it seems that revenge is the goal of all my life.

If I regard revenge as the only pursuit in my life, then what should I do after my revenge is over?I didn't use Jinliu as a tool, but I actually did it.

What's wrong with me?I'm at a loss, but can't find the reason.

At this moment, Jin Liu packed up and was ready to go out. I hurriedly stopped him and asked him what he was going to do. Jin Liu said, "I'm going to the mountain to find someone to test our new exercises, and then I'll find a craftsman to refine our skills." Finally, we need to contact some acacia bones, Xie Ran, our sect should be established."

At this time, I found that Jin Liu was no longer as timid as before, and felt like he was dependent on others. He really regarded me as a companion, and he really cared about our sect.When I have a problem, he is the one who stands up.

"Can I...can I go with you?" My thoughts were still a little confused, and I thought that if I followed Jin Liu, maybe he would be able to scold me when my thoughts were confused, and make me sober.

Jin Liu looked at me in astonishment, as if she didn't understand that I would propose to go out together.Seeing what he was thinking, I smiled at him and said: "It is not up to you to find the Acacia bone alone, I know them too, I asked to establish the sect with you, I can't leave everything to you you."

At this time, the cramped person became me, and I seemed to be tuned with Jin Liu one by one.

"But you and I left, what about An An and Ya?" he said.

I stood up and said, "Let's take An'an and Ya over there together. Although we are together, we haven't visited the market together yet. And if you want to find someone to test the exercises, I will definitely do it for you." Check, no cat or dog can be with you."

Jin Liu stared at me fixedly, her eyes gradually became wet, and said, "Okay!"

Next, we went to the town down the mountain together.An'an looked very excited, like a real child, but Fang was much calmer, just following me, if it wasn't for the wolf's tail not being able to wrap around people like a dog, maybe it would wrap around my trouser legs as well maybe.

When we arrived in the town, the first thing we did was to customize the sect. We had already dug up enough spirit stones, so we found a fairly good refiner who had reached the peak of foundation establishment to refine them. It cost 150 middle-grade spirit stones.Afterwards, we went to search for Jin Liu's favorite monk.

But when talking about this matter, Jin Liu lowered his head and said embarrassedly: "I have someone to choose, and that person is an outer disciple of Xianyun Sect. I have been in touch with him intermittently in the past five years. It's just that Not often, he has deep ambitions for cultivation, and our dual practice is beneficial to each other, so he should not refuse."

It dawned on me that Jin Liu has someone he likes, but is that person worthy of Jin Liu's entrustment?Subconsciously, I asked him: "Does that person know that you are Albizia Jubilus? Does he have some diseases such as amnesia? If so, I hope you can make a careful decision."

I don't want Jinliu to go my old way, I have bad luck, I hope Jinliu's luck is not so bad.When Jin Liu heard me say this, he finally laughed out loud, and said, "He's okay."

Then he looked at me and continued to me: "Xie Ran, you care about me, and I also want to care about you. I don't want you to be immersed in the memories of the past. For the Fox King, the Master Su or Yue Bohe Well, I hope you can keep moving forward after you've done your own thing."

"He doesn't lose his memory like the Fox King. He remembers everything, and he also knows that I am acacia. But it's just that I like him unilaterally. He doesn't like me, and I don't care. I'm not the kind of person who treats me well. I will like others, and I will not resent because others don't like me."

"Xie Ran, I know you are not that kind of person." He said, "You must have really liked the Fox King, otherwise in Xianyunzong, why didn't you like me when I was so good to you? Hello, it's not the reason why you like that person at all, but because you really like him. But you and Fox King have a short relationship, in the future I hope you can also meet someone you like, and he also likes you."

I stared fixedly at Jin Liu, my mood fluctuated, I didn't know that he thought so much when I didn't know.

"Okay, I'm going to find him, you and An An Ya wait for me in the inn, if all goes well, I will be back in three days." Jin Liu said, and he left after that.

After that, An An Ya and I stayed in the inn all the time, only going out for a stroll occasionally, during which time we went to Baibao Pavilion to see the refining progress of our sect.

On the second day, the Zongmen was refined. When the spiritual power was not applied, it was just a small building the size of a palm. After the spiritual power was applied, it would become a huge courtyard, which contained many small courtyards and martial arts training grounds. Wait, it was refined exactly according to their requirements.And after activating the sect-protecting formation, that formation can block the three strikes of the peak of foundation establishment.

In the realm of cultivating immortals, where the Jindan period is a powerful one, the peak of foundation building is already very good.To be able to block the three strikes of the foundation building peak, this formation is enough for us.

On the third day, Jin Liu came back.He didn't come back alone, but brought someone with him.

When I saw that person, my pupils shrank for a moment, because that person was none other than an Albizia bone, an Albizia bone who had stayed at Shu Yichen's place.He has a good relationship with Jin Liu. I rarely communicate with him, but I also know that he has a good personality, not some other acacia bone who only cares about collecting resources.

"Xie Ran, do you still remember him? He is Chi Yun." Jin Liu said, "I went to him after I finished testing the exercises. I wanted him to join us, and he agreed."

"I remember." I said.

At this time, I didn't know what emotion was in my heart, I smiled at Chi Yun and then took Jin Liu and him back to the mountain.I don't doubt the person Jin Liu brought. At this moment, I already know that if there is anyone in this world who would treat me that well, then after Hu Buyan An An Ya, he is the first one.

After returning to the mountain, we cleared out an open space and put the Zongmen down.A huge and exquisite building stands on this fairly barren land. Although there are few people, the words Hehuanzong on the door of the building are very clear.

"Acacia Sect, it's done." I said.

"En! This is our Hehuan Sect!" Jin Liu followed.

When I saw the Hehuan Sect, the faint irritability in my heart disappeared, and my chaotic head seemed to be gradually becoming clearer.At this time, I suddenly heard Jin Liu talking to me, he said: "Xie Ran, the Hehuan Sect has been established, so you don't have to bear it alone, we are here, we are your partners and friends, we You won't be bullied like you were five years ago, and you won't be turned upside down by people from Changming Mountain like that day."

"In addition to An'an and Ya, you can also trust us. Over the years, you have been carrying hatred alone for too long. I hope you can slow down for a while. Before your cultivation is stronger and we are stronger, Please hold back for a while, when we are strong, our entire sect will be your backing, you don't have to be too stressed because you can't resist them, and you don't have to be wary of others and be unable to open your heart."

"Xie Ran, I hope you can live easily and don't become the kind of person you hate the most."

"You are the Suzerain of the Hehuan Sect. You are the most powerful person among us. You are also the first to propose the establishment of the sect. Your ideals are our ideals, and your ideals are our ideals. If even you We can't keep calm, so what are we going to do?"

"How can these acacia bones really gain a foothold in this world?"

Looking at me, Jin Liu said the last deafening words, he said: "Xie Ran, we need you, and I implore you to need us too!"

Chi Yun didn't know how to speak, so he just said, "Yes, please trust us if you need us!"

An An pulled my sleeve and said: "Daddy, An An will work hard to grow up, don't force yourself to seek revenge from those people alone, okay?"

Fang silently rubbed against my waist, silently supporting me.

After listening to what they said, my heart suddenly lightened, as if Shen Ke, who had been suppressed in my heart for a long time, was gently brushed away with one hand, and the whole person became relaxed.

I suddenly felt something, and looked up at the sky above my head, only to see that the blue sky just now gradually became gloomy, with black clouds piling up, and there were faint rumbles of thunder.

Only then did I know that my thunder tribulation had arrived.And the dizziness, loss of reason, and fascination of hatred before me are the early arrival of my demons.

As long as I survive this catastrophe, I will become a Nascent Soul cultivator.

Before retreating, I told Jinliu Chiyun and the others, smiled at them and said, "Thank you."

If it weren't for you, I'm afraid I would have fallen because of the heart demon calamity.When I become a Nascent Soul, I will complete whatever I want to do step by step according to the previous plan, and I will never be fascinated by hatred and forget my original intention.