After dystocia and death, I became everyone's white moonlight

Shu Yichen said he regretted it, but I think he didn't regret it enough.

"Shu Yichen, what you feel is more than a ten-thousandth of what I have, so how can you call it regret." Shu Yichen arched his back, I couldn't see his face, but I thought it must be ugly, then How can such a crying face look good, "I think back in the past, after I was broken by Yue Bohe, I told everyone on Yuegou Peak that I was not a furnace, and I ran to Qingjue Zhenren's cave to ask him Upholding justice, but what I got was a sentence: I have never had a disciple named Xie Ran under the sect of Daoist Qingjue."

"Shu Yichen, do you know how desperate I was at that time? Although I, Xie Ran, am not a proud man, I am also a dignified man. I entered Changming Mountain for cultivation. I am not the kind of person who sells his body for resources. Ridiculous person , but no one listens to me, I don't seem to be a person living in this world, I'm just an object called Xie Ran."

"That's why I hate, I hate Yue Bohe, I hate Qingjue Zhenren, and I hate you too. You keep saying that you like me, and you treat me like that because of jealousy. But what you did was only based on what happened to me. With the addition of a knife, you are not the instigator, but you are the one who inflicted the murder."

"Now do you understand how ridiculous you were five years ago?"

"Stop talking about Xie Ran, please stop." Shu Yichen couldn't take it anymore, he cried and begged me not to say any more, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. It’s so hard to hear. I’ve heard before that you really don’t seem to want to become a furnace, but I’m jealous... I’m jealous of Yue Bohe, I’m jealous that he got you.”

"There are too many furnaces and acacia bones around me. Either for the family's resources, or for their own development, they voluntarily double cultivated with me and gave me all their spiritual power. I just took care of myself. I really thought you were that kind of person, after all, Yue Bohe is the elder brother of Changming Mountain, how many people want to be with him."

"I wishfully compared those people with you. I wishfully thought that all acacia bones are like that. Until today...until just now, I didn't realize that acacia bones are also human beings, and they are also monks."

"As long as they are human, they have their own ideas. As long as they are human, they are different. Not every Acacia bone is willing to double cultivate and sleep with others. They will also respect themselves, have ideals and ambitions. But we Well, we self-proclaimed orthodox monks, how do we treat Albizia Jubilata? We never think about whether they are willing or not, and only want to satisfy our own desires."

After an auction that was almost demeaning, Shu Yichen finally understood the status of the Albizia Jubilata bone.

No one in the world cares about what Acacia Gu wants to say, what is Acacia Gu's dream, and the explanation of Acacia Gu.They think the acacia bone is lascivious, so the acacia bone must be lascivious.

"Xie Ran." Shu Yichen raised his head, his face was wet, and tears kept falling, "I'm so uncomfortable...my heart hurts so much...I regret it too much, okay regret……"

"If only I had listened to what you said, how much better if I had believed in you?"

Shu Yichen couldn't help crying, "They all say that you look old when you are young, but when you were young, you could play with a strange child just to amuse him. How could I believe that you are the kind of person who sells your body and is willing to be a lowly person?" , if I trust you more, will it not be what it is now."

"If... I asked Yue Bohe for you at that time, not as a furnace for dual cultivation, but as a friend, would the relationship between the two of us be different?"

"If... if... why do you both like to say if?" I stared at the embarrassed him with a little annoyance, and said, "It's a pity that there is no medicine for regret in this world, and there is no art of going back in time." , so there is no if."

"No matter how regretful you are, the pain you inflicted on me will not be reduced by half, and the despair and sadness I feel will not disappear in vain. Shu Yichen, as a man, since you already know your mistakes, then you should You should take your responsibilities.”

"You say I'm unclean, so now you, the acacia bone, are also unclean. You also said why it is so easy for others to have children, but it is so difficult for me to have children. I think, after that, you will find that sect instead." Only by refining a pregnant puppet can one understand how easy it is to have a child."

"What?" Shu Yichen raised his head suddenly, as if he couldn't believe that I would make such a request, he was stunned, with great pain, and regretted while crying: "But I was born in such pain because I saw you , and dystocia, I was afraid that you would die, so I said so anxiously that you had a difficult life. I don't think giving birth is an easy thing, and I don't think you are delicate."

Hearing what Shu Yichen said, I also froze for a moment.I am good at observing words and expressions. I can tell whether others are lying or telling the truth at a glance, and Shu Yichen is not lying.But how can there be such a person, who is obviously caring about others, but the words are so harsh.

I was dumbfounded that Shu Yichen actually cared about me back then, but I wouldn't change my mind.But before I could open my mouth, Shu Yichen opened his mouth, and he said: "Okay... since you want me to have a baby once, then I will go. But Xie Ran, after what I did, you can forgive me ?"

forgive?These two words are so easy to say.I didn't answer Shu Yichen's words, but at this moment, there was a message from outside the door that someone couldn't make it up, so I just took one last look at him and said, "Shu Yichen, please do it yourself."

"Xie Ran! Xie Ran! Please save me, please help me? I will never speak ill of Acacia bone again, and I will never judge a person at will, please help me?"

No, I deliberately turned you into an acacia bone to experience this, how can I help you save you.Before that person came in, I hid my figure and left.Before I left, I looked back at the room, actually feeling a little pity in my heart, because I knew that Shu Yichen could be willing to make an acacia bone, but he would never allow anyone to really invade him.

Maybe when that person violated him, he would blew himself up and left that body.But it's okay, at least my goal has been achieved, to let the proud man know that if he is acacia, he is no better than us, and he will even fall into a more miserable situation.

As for why I didn't stop Shu Yichen from blowing himself up, there was another reason.I don't want to be a puppet because of hatred, I don't want to be psychopathic because of revenge.Jin Liu told me not to be the person I hate the most, then I won't be the kind of person I hate myself.

I will take revenge, but I will not do those dirty things that force people.They are not worthy for me to go to that step. They are just a bump in my life. In the future, I will have a better time worth looking forward to.

And why not kill him? That's easy. I haven't paid off what he owed me, so let him die like this. Wouldn't it be better for him?

After leaving the house, I followed the paper cranes sent by Ya and Jinliu to find the inn where they stayed.Jin Liu had already bought those five people and put them in clean clothes.Seeing me coming back, he quickly brought the five people forward and said to me: "Xie Ran, I have settled them down and asked them if they would like to come with us, and they are all willing. What about you? how?"

An An also asked: "Daddy, did you go well there, that Shu Yichen, do you regret it after knowing it?!"

An An hates Shu Yichen even more than I do. I asked him why, besides knowing in my stomach that Shu Yichen and others abused me, is there anything else.An An said no, Shu Yichen treated him very well after knowing that he was my son, but so what?He personally tortured his father to death, no amount of good treatment can make up for his mistakes.

An An's personality is just like mine, and I can understand the hatred for An An.But I'm like Jin Liu before, I don't want An An to be fascinated by hatred.

Fortunately, in the past three years, An An has also worked hard to cultivate. He clearly distinguishes hatred from struggle. He knows that he is a half-demon, so he meditates every day. He knows his enemy, so every time I take action, They will ask me the result.

I touched An An's little head, and replied gently: "Yes, he regrets it very much, very regretful."

"But it's useless to regret, isn't it, Daddy?" An An asked again, with his eyes wide open, stubbornly waiting for my answer.I smiled again and said, "Of course."

"There is no regret medicine in this world, he just regrets, so what?"

"An'an, Jin Liu, let's go back to the sect first." After I finished speaking, I hugged An An, then held the tooth that hadn't spoken, and told Jin Liu to go back to the sect, "Shu Yichen should be here soon. Go back to Xianyunzong, and then that Daoist Qingjue will come back, we also have to go back and make arrangements to welcome Daoist Qingjue to search for us."

Jin Liu's expression became serious when he heard this, "Okay, Xie Ran, we'll go back right away."

After killing Yue Bohe himself, Jin Liu never stopped collecting news about Changming Mountain.After we came back from the secret realm that day, Changming Mountain's search for 'Xie Ran' became much stricter. Even though Yue Bohe's reputation was already rotten, they still insisted that Yue Bohe was right, not wrong.

There are some differences between the disciples of Changming Mountain and the disciples of Xianyunzong. The disciples of Xianyunzong still have some self-knowledge, but those people of Changming Mountain do not know how to repent.

Those disciples at Changming Mountain couldn't find me, but it doesn't mean that Daoist Qing Jue couldn't find me.In this world, apart from the dead Yue Bohe, I know the real person Qingjue best.Now that he can find me, then I have to be ready.I heard that Daoist Qingjue has also become a Nascent Soul cultivator in the past three years. He is a Nascent Soul, and I am a Nascent Soul, so I can only do my best.

Having said that, now that Yue Bohe is dead, one of my enemies has gone, and I have severed ties with Hu Buyan, two of my enemies have gone, and Shu Yichen has thrown himself into the trap. , to abolish him, I just need to know his itinerary, or go to Changming Mountain to open the peak. Now my most powerful enemy is actually Qingjue Zhenren.

Suddenly, I feel a little emotional.Those people I couldn't resist back then, now it seems that they are just paper tigers.Of the five mountains that I couldn't push away back then, I lifted three of them.

Not long after, we returned to the Hehuan Sect.Jin Liu went to arrange the five acacia bones, and after I sent An An back to the room, I brought the teeth to my room.Ya is the most powerful person around me, and the second most powerful person in Hehuan Sect. If Daoist Qingjue comes, only he and I can match him.

"Tooth." I sighed, stared at him closely, and said, "You should know that I have many enemies."

Ya nodded and said: "Ya knows." He gritted his teeth, bared his white teeth like he had no form, and said: "I will kill them for you! Anyone who bullies Ranran, Ya will kill for you die!"

"You don't have to be so excited." I laughed, rubbed Ya's big head, and said, "You just need to help me when I need help. Ya hasn't killed anyone yet, and there's no blood on your hands, so don't Let's get blood easily, okay?"

"Not good!" Ya shook his head, seeing that I touched his chin with my hand, he opened his mouth and sucked my finger into it with a whimper, and then gently ground it with the fangs that have not yet degenerated, " Aww, feel comfortable, Ranran, are you happy?"

"Hahahaha, happy." Ya is really a child, only a wolf cub can grind his teeth like this, but I am very happy and let my teeth grind enough.When the teeth were almost worn out, I said to him: "From today onwards, we will practice hard, understand?"

"Hmm, I understand!"

In fact, Ya doesn't like to practice. He seems to be worried that if he practices too much, he will surpass me. If he surpasses me, he may not be able to accompany me forever.That's why I coaxed Ya like this, I just wanted him to practice with me, but fortunately Ya was obedient and didn't refuse me.

So in the following days, we will eat, live and practice together.Until I received another paper crane, it was sent by Shu Yichen. He said that he had found a pregnant puppet, and he invited me to meet him.

And before that, I also heard from Jin Liu the follow-up of our departure that day. Sure enough, Shu Yichen blew himself up when the person violated him, but even so, he was very frightened, and he was enough to go back. It took seven or eight days for the foot disease to recover.

It's just surprising that he went to find the puppet again as soon as he recovered.Hey, he's so obedient, I'm still not used to it.But I still went and met at the place he said.

The difference is that this time he didn't come out alone, but brought those two guards with him. With those two guards by his side, he wouldn't be afraid of any more local hooligans making trouble for him.

Forget it, this time I didn't want to make him an acacia bone and be bullied by others, so I didn't care about the two guards around him.Unfortunately, I didn't care about those two guards. When Shu Yichen saw me, his eyes turned red in an instant. He seemed to be a little crazy. He stared straight at my side, and asked in tears: " Xie Ran, I have already followed what you said, but who is he?!"

"Why are there other men around you! When did he appear?!"

Who?

I turned my head slightly, followed his line of sight, and saw a man with white hair, a simian waist, handsome and wild appearance, a man who looked very handsome and menacing without speaking. .

Ah, I almost forgot, I brought the teeth out today.