After dystocia and death, I became everyone's white moonlight

Finally, I put my teeth on the bed and lay down, and then I went out the door.But I didn't go anywhere, and I didn't know where to go. An An was still young, and I didn't want him to bear any more pressure. Jin Liu was busy with the affairs of the sect, and I didn't want to trouble him, so I could only sit At the door, waiting for the teeth to wake up.

To put it bluntly, I'm actually at a loss now, and I don't know what to do.

I think back, Xie Ran's life was very simple, lost his parents, grew up to be treated as a stove, died of dystocia, and resurrected to take revenge.But I didn't know that after taking revenge, such a sudden change would happen.How could the two dead people appear in Ya's sea of ​​consciousness...why...

Ya should be related to those two people, otherwise those two people would not have appeared in his sea of ​​consciousness for no reason.There are also those memory fragments, those of Ya, Yue Bohe, Shu Yichen, and the ones I have not finished reading. Is he Ya, or something else?Who is this person next to me?

And I... who is it?

I have to think this way, ever since I came out of Ya's sea of ​​consciousness, I couldn't help but think back to what Qingjue Daoist said: The three of them are my calamity.Am I really like what he said, it is my fate to meet the three of them, and it is also my fate to meet Ya.

Am I really like a marionette, I meet what other people let me meet, otherwise how to explain the relationship between Ya, Yue Bohe and Shu Yichen, maybe... there is still Hu Buyan.And Yao Lao... I couldn't help but start to wonder about Yao Lao, did he really discover the body of the senior by accident?Will he know something inside?

I doubt a lot, but what makes me feel at a loss is that I doubt more of myself.

Am I... still me?

With my head lowered slightly, I looked at my open hands. These hands were unfamiliar but familiar. I don't know if it was because I had used this body for eight years, or something else.I feel that my current emotions have fallen into a strange depression and self-doubt. I understand it, but there is no way to dispel it. I can only try my best to suppress that emotion.

What I can do now is to wait for Ya to wake up, and only when he wakes up will he know what is going on.

In order to calm down, I meditated directly outside Ya's door. I didn't practice, but just settled my mind.After an unknown amount of time, I heard movement in the room, so I immediately got up and opened the door to go in. As soon as I entered, I saw Ya sitting up from the bed.

When Ya saw me, he rushed over joyfully, "Ranran Ranran, I seem to have become stronger, look, I have become stronger!" Rushing in front of me, Ya hugged me clingingly, rubbing against my cheek Neck, full of emotion: "Thank you, Ranran, for always being with me when I have a headache. Ranran, I like you so much, what should I do, I like you so much that I don't even know what to do."

I can feel the joy of Ya, he is purely happy that he is more powerful, and also purely likes me, I can feel his liking, but it is precisely because of feeling that kind of liking, the more I want to know, he and Yue Bo What the hell is going on with He Shuyichen.

Because, I also like teeth like that.It's true that I don't like him between partners, but I still like him. I planned him in my future. I thought that if An An left, I would live with him until we grow old.

So, the more we value each other and enjoy each other, the less I can accept any distance between us.

So, I just let Ya hug me to express his joy, and didn't respond to him. After he was overjoyed, I closed my eyes and let out a breath, opened my eyes again, and asked with unprecedented seriousness: "Ya, I ask One thing about you, do you remember what happened after I entered your sea of ​​consciousness."

Ya's expression was a little dazed, "Ranran... I don't know, I, I don't remember." Seeing that I was serious, he followed my words to recall, but he couldn't remember anything.Originally, he was a little relaxed, but when he found that his memory was missing, he himself became flustered.

"I don't remember, I don't remember, Ranran, I don't remember anything." He was in a hurry, with a flustered expression on his face, and he looked more anxious than me, "Ranran, how could I not remember? Obviously I should remember , I only know that after I close my eyes, you enter my sea of ​​consciousness, and I don’t know anything. I don’t know when you went out, and I don’t know what you did inside.”

"How did this happen, how did this happen." Ya repeated over and over again, Ya's mind is actually a little unstable now, his character is sometimes pure, sometimes like an adult, when encountering incomprehensible things, as long as I If I'm by my side, he will subconsciously rely on me, "Ranran, why don't I remember? Why don't I remember?"

Ask me, I don't know either.

I stared at my teeth, I knew it was wrong for me to look suspiciously at anyone I trusted, it was wrong.But I can't help it, I want to see from his eyes that he didn't lie to me, he really doesn't remember anything.

Because he once had Yue Bohe and Shu Yichen in his mind. Those two people are almost composed of the worst personalities in the world. In order to achieve their own fundraising goals, those two people did deceitful things. , I have to guard against.

Feelings of self-blame lingered in my heart, however, when I still saw the familiar expression in Ya's eyes, I was relieved and did not regret my behavior.

"Tooth." After a long time, I finally came up with a way, and I said to him: "Let me enter your sea of ​​consciousness again, there are many memory fragments in your sea of ​​consciousness, maybe by touching those memory fragments, you can think stand up."

Hearing what I said, his flustered expression finally got better. He nodded hurriedly, closed his eyes obediently, leaned slightly, put his forehead close to me, and said with some fear and anxiety: "Ranran, come in, I Let you in. Help me see why I can't remember the memory of my headache, am I sick? Is there something wrong with my body?"

There was more tension in his voice, he was not a little scared, but very scared.I finally couldn't help it, raised my hand and touched his head, and promised in a low voice: "Tooth, I will help you."

As long as you don't become like Yue Bohe and Shu Yichen, I will never leave you.

Hearing my promise, Ya finally hugged me and said aggrievedly: "Ranran, thank you for being with me."

I also hold the tooth, the tooth is already an adult, taller and stronger than me, holding him, I have to tiptoe a little bit, no matter what the tooth looks like in the eyes of outsiders, but to me In front of him, he was still like the little wolf who had just hatched, innocent and cute.

I comforted Ya a few more words, then closed my eyes and touched Ya’s forehead. I separated my spiritual consciousness and plunged into his sea of ​​consciousness. Same as last time, after entering it, I saw him within a short time. The bright white sea of ​​consciousness is the light in the darkness, his sea of ​​consciousness is like an isolated island suspended in the night sky.

I went over there, but when I was looking forward to the past, as soon as I touched his sea of ​​consciousness, I couldn't get in anymore. There was a transparent film in front of me, surrounding his sea of ​​consciousness live.

what happened?I am puzzled.At this moment, I suddenly felt the film I was sticking to violently vibrated a few times, and the vibration was transmitted from my palm to my heart. For some reason, I suddenly panicked, as if something unexpected happened Things are happening.

And through the transparent film, I saw that Ya's sea of ​​consciousness was also being turned upside down, and memory fragments almost formed a storm, circling in his sea of ​​consciousness.

Something is really changing, I think, and a serious change at that.Maybe I can't stay here at all, I was thinking like this, the next moment, I was ejected from the tooth's sea of ​​consciousness, because this time I was ejected with great force, after I got out, I was a little dizzy, and I woke up again, I saw Teeth holding my face, full of worry and eagerness.

"Ranran, are you feeling better? Your face was so pale just now, I was so scared." He said.

I shook my head and said, "It's all right, it's all right."

"It's fine." He said, then he looked at me nervously and said, "Ranran, have you figured out the reason?"

"No." I shook my head again, and my teeth let out a disappointment, saying how could it be, he didn't resist me to go in at all, why he couldn't figure it out.He began to despise himself and scolded his sea of ​​consciousness for being disobedient. I couldn't help laughing at his childish behavior, and the fear of unknown things in my heart was actually reduced a little.

"Okay." I smiled and took the hand that beat my head with my teeth, and said, "It's okay, since you can't find the reason here, then let's go to Yao Lao and ask him if he really has nothing at all. have no idea."

Ya vaguely sensed something wrong with me from my attitude, and nodded, "Okay, let's go to Yao Lao!"

He made an agreement with Ya to go out, so he had to arrange the affairs of the sect.For this, I am very sorry for Jin Liu, and An An, obviously I said before that I want to establish a sect, but the person who manages the sect is basically Jin Liu, and I clearly said that I want to accompany An An, but I am accompanying An An Not much time.

And the more they understand me and support me, the more uncomfortable I feel.

"Xie Ran, you don't have to feel sorry. If you hadn't saved me, I might have died a long time ago. Even if I didn't die, I must be living a terrible life now." Jin Liu smiled happily at me.

"Daddy, An An is not angry with Daddy. An An knows what Daddy did for An An, and An An also knows how much Daddy loves An An, so no matter what Daddy does, An An will support you." An An, who is already a young boy, is even more sensible.

"Okay, we'll come back after I've dealt with this matter, and we'll never leave again. Let's live a stable life together, practice hard, and live well."

Spreading my arms, I held them in my arms, made a hug, and then planned to go out with my teeth.

We have already packed our bags and put them in the storage ring. We plan to go to Yaowang Valley after descending the mountain to look for Yaolao.If he is not there, go to Baixiao Pavilion to buy his news.

But just when we were about to go out, a little disciple ran in in a hurry, stopped me and Ya out of breath, and said: "Sect Master, it's not good, don't go, the fox king is here, just outside the door , Said I have something to see you."

"Hu Buyan? What is he doing here!" Ya heard that Hu Buyan was coming, and his face was full of vigilance.

Ya can be said to be the most annoying to Hubuyan, for no other reason, just because I liked Hubuyan before, but Hubuyan failed to live up to my liking.In fact, if you think about it carefully, there is nothing wrong with Hu Buyan, the fault lies in the wrong timing of our acquaintance and love, and the fact that Hu Buyan has great expectations for the Fox Clan.

It's just that Ya is very naive, like a child, and children's likes and dislikes are simple, so I corrected my teeth a few times and saw that he still couldn't change, so I stopped correcting him.

And now I really don't have the heart to correct Ya's distaste for Hu Buyan, because compared to Ya's dislike, my heart thumped even more, and I panicked for no reason.

Yue Bohe and Shu Yichen have already appeared in Ya's sea of ​​consciousness, could it be that Hu Buyan is he...

Could it... also appear in Ya's sea of ​​consciousness?If it is true, what should I do with my teeth?

Slowly clenched my fist, 'bang—bang—', my heart beat extremely fast, hitting my chest, and the sound was clearly audible.