After dystocia and death, I became everyone's white moonlight

When I woke up again, my lower body was numb and I couldn't feel anything.

Realizing that I was awake, Shu Yichen pinched my chin and said coldly, "I used to think you were impatient, but now it seems that I was wrong, you are very patient."

I lowered my eyes and didn't answer.

He continued: "You love that man, but now it's me on you. This is your love for that man? You can't even keep your body, but you still love him. "

Shu Yichen has been mocking me, but I really can't understand why he said these words.Why is the acacia bone not worthy of love, and it has nothing to do with me loving that man, I'm just a random person around him, right?

How angry is he.

As if seeing the discontent on my face, he suddenly laughed out loud, and approached me, his beautiful thin lips were only a few feet away from mine, "You loved me, didn't you?"

love him?My pupils shrank for a moment.

"You fell in love with me not long after you came to Xianyunzong." He caressed the side of my face, and the high temperature spread to my cold skin through his fingers, "We slept thirteen times in total, From the second month on, you would tuck me in the quilt after I fell asleep, wipe my face for me, and when you slept at night, you would nest into my chest and hold on to my shirt tightly."

"And the first time you didn't want anything to help me get over my demons, it was also because you loved me. It's not that you don't want anything, you just want me. As for the evil seed in your belly, it's just because of you Mu Zegang, you are afraid that I will kill him."

"Xie Ran, your love is so cheap. You still loved me in the front, but you love someone else in the back. Now that I think about it, I really feel disgusted that I was liked by you."

Shu Yichen was really ruthless, every word he uttered trampled my self-esteem to the ground.

Seeing the malicious sarcasm on his face, my thoughts gradually drifted away, and I couldn't help but think of the days when I first arrived at Xianyunzong.

That was the first time Shu Yichen and I met. At that time, I had only heard of his name, but never met him.On the third night of Xianyunzong, I was washed and sent to Shu Yichen's bed.

Shu Yichen is noble and arrogant, I didn't have any unreasonable thoughts about him, even I didn't like men at that time.

Before I knew that I was just a tool used by others for cultivation, I only thought about cultivation. Later, when I became Yue Bohe's subordinate, I only felt humiliation and pain.

I hate Yue Bohe for being cold and ruthless to me, but Shu Yichen is different from Yue Bohe, he is very gentle to me.

I know that tenderness is not for me alone, but for everyone around him, but I still keep it in my heart.

I have no merits, I am stupid and have no talent, the only one is to reciprocate kindness, if someone treats me well, I will treat that person well.Before my parents were killed by bandits, they often told me to repay their kindness.

Shu Yichen is not as rough as Yue Bohe, so I have a good impression of Shu Yichen.

Even though it was Shu Yichen who wanted me to go, it was Yue Bohe who decided to send me to him, and it was him who turned me into what I am now.

That was the second month when I arrived at Xianyunzong, because I was still fresh, so I was still liked by Shu Yichen.

After several visits, I found that Shu Yichen would have nightmares at night, but practitioners rarely have nightmares. Their souls are strong, their minds are stable, and there is almost nothing that can disturb their minds.

Because I have a good impression of Shu Yichen, I learned how my parents took care of me when I had nightmares when I was a child, wiped off the cold sweat for him, and then tucked him in the quilt.As for why I nestled into his arms, it was because I was cold.

From the bottom of my body to my heart, I am cold.

But Shu Yichen was very warm. After falling asleep, I instinctively yearned for warmth and leaned towards him.

I didn't intend to let Shu Yichen know about doing those things.Because for me, I just want to do it out of my heart, not for a certain purpose.And at that time, Shu Yichen was already asleep, so it didn't make any sense for me to do it on purpose.

I don't know when he noticed the things I did to him, and I don't know that he still remembers them in his heart.And take those actions as proof that I adore him.

I admit, I have a crush on him.But I think it's a subconscious reaction of the body, and has nothing to do with my thoughts.

And when I was young, I heard from the aunts in the village that all men have bad roots.They will succumb to desire, and many times, they cannot tell the difference between desire and liking.

I don't know if I'm that kind of man, most practitioners will lose their love and lust after practicing, and so will I.

Before I became Albizia, I didn't have that kind of worldly desire.

I didn't like Yue Bohe, but Shu Yichen... At that time, I really couldn't tell whether I liked him or liked him.

It was also at that time that I discovered that I might also be tempted by men.

"Remember?" Shu Yichen sneered, "So why do you think I'm so angry, I'm just angry that your love is so cheap. You love me, but I don't love you, because you are dirty, I despise you, and others I never want anything I've used."

"So..." I coughed twice, my throat was very dry, and a bloody smell spread up, "So after that, you don't look for me anymore, are you afraid that I will stick to you?"

"Yes." Shu Yichen frowned, his eyebrows were beautiful, even if he did this kind of action, there was a thrilling aesthetic feeling, and he really deserved the title of sick beauty in the world of cultivating immortals.

"Haha, hahahaha." I laughed suddenly, because my throat was dry and hoarse, and when I smiled, I felt the bloody smell in my throat getting heavier. I laughed abruptly, and Shu Yichen got up from me, with a sullen face, He asked me coldly, "What are you laughing at?"

I couldn't stop laughing, I even cried tears of laughter.Wet and salty tears slid down my cheeks and fell to the corner of my mouth, I licked it, it was really salty and bitter.

"Young master, I laughed at you. You are so funny." I said, "Before you, you knew that I had been with Yue Bohe. At that time, I was Yue Bohe's subordinate, but you took me Come here, aren't you contradicting yourself, huh? If you think I'm dirty, then don't want me, but now you want me, but you think I'm dirty. "

"Young master, why are you so cheap."

It was the first time I vented my emotions like this, and Shu Yichen was very shocked, he never thought that I would put that kind of words on him.Subconsciously, he was about to raise his hand to teach me a lesson, but I puffed up my stomach, reminding him of my child and his oath of soul.

If I am killed, my children will die too.But now Shu Yichen must protect my child according to the oath of the soul, so I have nothing to fear.

This is also the first time that I realized that I can be such a rascal.

Shu Yichen became impatient, I saw his eyes turn red, he pointed at me, he was speechless for a long time, and after a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "Very well, Xie Ran, then wait until you give birth to the child." Come down, and I will show you what torture is!"

I didn't reply to him because it was boring.I was already dead at that time, and I don't know if he tortured me again, so why should I be afraid?

And my child, I have already found him to protect, and I am not afraid.The Xianyun Sect is powerful, and with their protection, I don't have to worry about him being killed as soon as he is born.

As for his future life, I can't intervene.This is also normal, the monks in the world of cultivating immortals can't guarantee that they will die, and I will naturally not guarantee that my children will live a long life.

Shu Yichen saw that I looked like I was not afraid of the boiling water, so he finally restrained his anger, angrily waved a wave of spiritual power at the prison water, and walked away with his sleeves.

Shu Yichen was angry with me, but he didn't know that I was also very angry at this time.

No matter how dirty my Xie Ran's body is, it was also made by them.I used to be a good man, even if I would not marry a wife and have children like ordinary people, I would not fall under a man inexplicably.

My body is dirty, but my feelings are not dirty, that is my most precious thing.

So, looking at the back of Shu Yichen leaving angrily, I added another sentence leisurely, "Shu Yichen, you said how I love you, but why don't you think about it, why didn't I who love you so much not get pregnant with you?" child?"