It turns out that I am a heartthrob who came out of the comics.

I don't know when he's coming, I don't even know if he's coming.

Even why I came here, I still haven't figured it out.

But at the first moment of his appearance, I recognized him.

Although he is still the same as before, turning a blind eye to me.

It's not his fault, in the previous world, I was a passer-by abc who didn't even have a name.

Fortunately, the author gave me a better background setting, although there is only a brief description of the dialog box:

[Even a certain film star A who was born as a child actor fell in love with him at first sight]

This means that I have the talent I have accumulated since I was a child, and I have the acting skills and sensibility that can easily win awards.

This means that I have never been able to resist him.

I looked through the comic book later, and I only appeared once in the whole time, and there was not even a blurred face.

But in fact, I am real.

I have a complete memory, from my childhood to the peak of my career, to every time I passed him every time, even if I shouted, he would not be put into my memory every time I met.

Since I was born, I have never realized that I am different from other people, or that I am basically the same as everyone around me, except for the setting of "love at first sight".

Like everyone else, I went to school, took exams, shuttled between all kinds of boring and interesting things, until I was photographed by a talent scout in a dessert shop when I was 6 years old, and I shot my first commercial. It started my acting career as a child star.

The first time I saw him was at a film conference ten years later. I was one of the leading actors on stage for an interview. When the conference was about to end, the organizer invited the manager of the film production company to come on stage. I saw a The boy was pushed twice, and reluctantly stepped onto the stage.

He didn't seem very good at this kind of situation, but when he took the microphone, everything he said was very decent, as if he was born to smooth everything out.

Then the person who pushed him up, the boss of the film production company, came on stage and introduced him to everyone.

Simon, the person standing in the center of the world.

This name is deeply embedded in my mind like a demon, and I can't get rid of it no matter what.

Every day after that, I can think of the light behind him when he appeared. He is different from everyone else. As long as he appears, no one will be the protagonist.

Sure enough, all the headlines on that day were Sinan's name. It was the first time Si Yuxi brought him into everyone's sight, and he easily caught everyone's attention.

The actors present at that time included Yu Chixiang and some other people besides me. Yu Chixiang was my strongest competitor among the nominees for each film award later on. We often appeared in major awards ceremonies as each other’s biggest suspense, so I take it for granted that Yu Chixiang and I should enjoy a nearly equal life setting.

On the day of Sinan's debut, I saw the same look in Yu Chixiang's eyes as mine, it was an infatuation that could not be looked away after being attracted.

After the press conference, Yu Chixiang, who was indifferent, took the initiative to ask for his number and chat with him. I watched all this from behind, but I never moved.

For the first time in my smooth life, I developed an inferiority complex. I felt that this person seemed to be a natural moon, and I was not worthy to walk with him.

I also think that Yu Chixiang is not worthy of such a person. Later, I will pay attention to every schedule of Yu Chixiang, because I know that every time he deliberately arranges it is because of Si Nan.

I followed them silently, watching Yu Chixiang's wishful thinking, but he was always polite and alienated. I never saw him speak violently or behave in any manner that was inappropriate, but I never saw him treat anyone intimately or specially. .

He treats everyone as if he is looking at the same individual, but there is a little difference when he treats Yu Chixiang, he will have slight mood swings with Yu Chixiang's behavior, but only slightly.

I think Yu Chixiang should have never chased after him, otherwise he wouldn't be begging each time we parted, and say, can we meet again next time?

I decided to take the initiative at a fashion show three months later. I was invited by the brand to watch the show. After I took my seat, I saw the name written on the seat next to me—Sinan.

Just seeing those two words makes me short of breath and dry out my throat.

I anxiously waited for his appearance.

He just came over when the show was about to start, wearing a high-end dress custom-made by the so-called Fashion Demon King, with the beam of light on his body appearing in the eyes of everyone adoring him.

The distance between me and him was less than ten centimeters, and the music in the show was loud, but I still heard his breathing, so light and slow, but I just heard it.

My eyes were on all kinds of models on the runway, but my peripheral vision never left him.

Qin Heyu, who appeared as the finale, appeared amidst cheers, and then positioned himself halfway through, looking in our direction, no, he should have looked in his direction and said hello.

Once again, the audience cheered and applauded.

But there was always that shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, and he accepted the support from the surroundings without being surprised.

When all the models started to go on stage, I finally mustered up the courage to say the first sentence to him: "Hello, my name is He Shenjian."

He looked at me slightly sideways, with the corners of his mouth raised slightly, "Hello, Simon."

"I'm Li Siying from "Don't See You", we should have met at the press conference three months ago, I don't know if you still remember." I introduced in a panic.

It was a terrible start, and I swear I've never had such a bad start.How could someone like her keep me in mind?

He looked at me very seriously, first staring at my face, then at my body, down to the shoes, with a peaceful expression, and finally stretched out his hand to me: "Hello, nice to meet you, "Don't you see me?" "very nice."

I exhale.

Regardless of whether he remembered me or not, in short he gave me a step.

The show ended quickly, and the finale model walked up to him as soon as it ended, and called him "Nan Nan" affectionately.

My heart ached as if it had been pricked by thousands of fine needles. I watched them leave together, disappearing from my sight with light.

With so many excellent people around him, how could he remember an ordinary me.

I tried to forget him, but it just backfired. Even when I was filming, I would imagine that the person standing opposite was him.

Later, after collecting information from various parties, I knew that the model named Qin Heyu couldn't get his extra attention, and the fire in my heart was rekindled.

I think I can't go on like this, no matter whether I will be accepted or not, I will try it once.So I took the initiative for the second time and found out about a charity dinner he and Si Yuxi attended together. I picked out a dress for a day just to look more confident when I saw him.

On the day of the dinner party, I held the wine glass and watched him chatting and laughing with everyone, and I was so nervous that the stem of the goblet was about to break.

Finally, I saw the gap between the conversations after he said goodbye to several directors and investors. I walked over with all my might, just in time to see the appearance of a child who turned his head and stuck out his tongue after he finished speaking decently. This made my heart skip half a beat again.

When I walked up to him, he was just picking up a piece of egg yolk pastry and stuffing it into his mouth. When he saw me, he was a little embarrassed, wiped his mouth like a child who was caught doing something wrong, put his hands behind his back, and rushed at me. Hehe smiled and turned around and was about to slip away.

"Wait." I called to him.

His back was a little hesitant, but he turned back, "What's the matter?"

"What a coincidence," I repeated my awkward opening line.

He paused and replied dryly, "What a coincidence."

"Are you familiar with Director Liu?" I didn't know what I was talking about.

He stared blankly for a moment, smacked the name "Director Liu" in his mouth, and then suddenly realized: "Yes, yes, quite familiar."

"When I was filming Director Liu's film before, he often mentioned you to me." I don't know why I would tell such a lie that can be exposed in an instant. I have never filmed Director Liu's film. I can easily check the matter on the Internet, but I really have no other topics to talk about.

"That's it..." He seemed to think about it for a while, and my heart was tense, and I prayed to God that he would not find out the clues. I would rather not get an award for ten years in exchange.

"How did you get here?"

The ancients said that the person behind the back must not be correct. When he was speaking, Director Liu suddenly walked over.

I saw Si Nan nodding his head and looking at the toe of his shoe, and then said, "Didn't Director Liu talk to Mr. Qi?"

Director Liu laughed: "This kind of occasion is not suitable for talking too much, enough is enough, enough is enough."

He smiled slightly again.

Then Director Liu put his gaze on my face, and said to Sinan, "You guys actually know each other? Why didn't you tell me before?"

Immediately afterwards, Director Liu looked at me again: "I have a scene I want to ask you to shoot."

I was afraid of making too many mistakes, so I wanted to find a topic to lure Director Liu away, "Your vision has always been the industry standard, and it would be my honor to have a suitable role."

Then I looked at Si Nan, hoping that Director Liu could understand what I meant, where I came from and where I went.But things backfired, and he asked Sinan with great interest, "How did you two know each other?"

I was thinking, he would say the opening ceremony of the movie, or the show.

As a result, he said: "This is also the first time we met, but it looks familiar."

I think that although my face is not the most beautiful face, it is still very impressive. The last time I met him was less than a month ago, and he is rumored to be a man with a near-photographic memory. genius.

I walked away and didn't bother him for a long time.

I thought he did it on purpose, but later, by accident, I found out that he might be face blind, because that time when I was wearing the clothes I wore to the show, he recognized me and called me by my name He Shen See.

When I changed my clothes again, he didn't recognize me anymore.

But I clearly saw that Yu Chixiang could recognize him when he changed into different clothes.

I can't figure it out.

But my fascination with him has grown since then, and I even started hanging around his house when I wasn't filming, hoping to run into him by chance.

Until I was knocked down by him while practicing cycling, leaving a deep scar on my arm.

I thought he would be able to remember me this way, but he still didn't. Every time we met, he looked at me like a stranger.

I understood that I couldn't leave traces in his life anymore, so I simply started to let myself go, mingled around him under various identities, and then became very fond of him.

I even helped walk his ragdoll cat, even though he never noticed me.

But I really enjoy this feeling of silently being by his side, even though I see new faces appearing one after another by his side, I still enjoy it.

But I know that it is impossible between him and them. I know too well what his various expressions represent. He treats everyone who appears around him equally, and there is never any light in anyone's eyes. come out.

This gave me a little comfort in the bitterness. Although he can remember these people, he will not have any future with these people.

But the same won't be with me.

Things changed in an ordinary afternoon, when I was resting under the shed after filming a scene, I suddenly saw a white light hole appearing out of nowhere in the distance. I asked my assistant, but he said he didn’t see it.

As if I was attracted, I walked over slowly, and then came to the present world.

Everything here is different from my world, but it seems to be the same.

Fortunately, I still have some banknotes with me, which are consistent with this place, so that I will not be left on the streets for the first few days in this world.

Then I lived alone in this strange world in a panic. I found out that there is also a career as an actor in this world, so I volunteered to act in my first scene, but I needed an ID card to sign the contract. This is a way to create an identity for yourself.

My talent is universal here, and soon I started to make a name for myself in the entertainment industry as an actor, until one day I was discovered by a man named Li Duan.

I wanted to reject him at first, but I accidentally learned that there was a trainee named "Sinan" in their company. I thought he was here too, but when I ran over excitedly, I found out that it wasn't him, neither from inside to outside. .

The man in front of him was also a nice man, but it wasn't him.

But I still signed this company, and I stayed by the side of this man with the same name as if I was guarding a hope.

I put all my concern for him on this person.

He is an excellent musician, with a soft appearance but a strong heart. Slowly, I began to appreciate this Sinan from the bottom of my heart, but I never had any special feelings for this Sinan from the beginning to the end.

Those who have met him, it is very difficult to fall in love with anyone else again.

Just when I thought my life was going to go on like this, things suddenly changed that day.

At the end of the play that day, I went back to the villa alone, and heard the sound of piano playing in the practice room.

At the beginning, I thought it was Mo Tingbai, but after listening carefully, it was not.

Mo Tingbai couldn't play such a tune, but none of us could play the piano except Mo Tingbai.

My heart began to beat violently, and I had some premonitions in my heart. When I walked there, my steps were even a little weak.

I stood at the door and listened to it for a long time. When I finished listening to the song completely, I knew it was him.

Neither of them knew Sinan, neither Sinan knew.

Only I know that the former Sinan will never be able to play this kind of music, and the only one who can bloom in a gloomy poem is my Sinan.

This is a secret that only I know.

I couldn't be more excited.

I only found out by accident a long time after I came here. It turned out that the world I was in was a comic, and he was the protagonist, and I was an insignificant passer-by, so it would never affect the plot, and would never be remembered by him.

But it doesn't matter, he came, my protagonist and I came to another world together.

I took dozens of deep breaths at the door before pushing the door in, which happened to help him solve the problem that his identity was about to be exposed.

I helped him.

I didn't expect that in my lifetime, I would be able to help him.

Then I pushed the boat along the way and asked to go to a variety show with him, and he actually agreed.

My world became clearer.

I think this is the opportunity God gave me, and it is the only way for me as a passer-by to have an intersection with the protagonist.

I made various snacks for him in different ways, and paid attention to all the people around him. When I found out that someone was doing tricks behind his back, I even threatened the other party in a way that was not enough to show up on the stage, and asked the other party to apologize obediently. Return his innocence.

I'm content to help him every moment

But I slowly found that he can indeed see my face clearly now, and he can remember everything that happened between me and him, but when he looked at me, his eyes were not different from those of everyone who appeared beside him , the only difference is that there is more gratitude for those who took care of him when he was in his slump.

But it doesn't matter, it's good to be able to do so.

We still have a long life to slowly develop.

Until I saw the expression he showed to Mo Tingbai, I knew something was wrong, he had never shown such an expression.

Mo Tingbai became a special person to him.

This incident brought my world close to collapse.

From the moment I met Mo Tingbai, I didn't like him very much, and I couldn't tell the reason, as if some people were born with the opposite aura, and Mo Tingbai and I were like that.

Likewise, he doesn't like me very much, or rather, he doesn't like anyone.

But Simon appeared.

I saw Mo Tingbai's eyes approaching him day by day, gradually becoming like myself.

Fortunately, he didn't realize his feelings, which is another difference between this world and my previous world.

In my previous world, it was normal for men to fall in love with men, but here, especially for a future star with a bright future, it is unbelievable.

But he finally found out, I know he will find out one day, Sinan will always have such a charm.

So I inquired about all kinds of information about our previous world in advance, and the closest thing was to create our cartoonist Hua Xia. Before I found him, he disappeared for a long time, and no one knew where he went. , Fortunately, I finally found him.

I will also condemn myself for being mean and selfish in my heart, but I am very clear in my heart, in that world at least I can still accompany him silently, and here, he will definitely fall in love with Mo Tingbai, no, he will realize I have fallen in love with Mo Tingbai.

I don't know if his recent lethargy has anything to do with going back, but he's definitely not the same as before.

Watching him disappear hurts me a hundred times more than watching him fall in love with someone else.

So under the superposition of two emotions, I finally said it.

But after saying it, the pain in my heart didn't ease in the slightest.

I knew I had gotten him into a tangle.

Going back or not going back was too cruel a choice for him.

He has the ability to become extremely perfect in every world, but I gave him such a choice.

I began to pray that those lethargy was just a coincidence, that there was no way to go back, and that even if he didn't go back, he would still be able to spend his life here in peace and health.

If possible, as long as he can be happy, it doesn't matter if I am a passerby.

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