Still tide

Miao Jiayan couldn't find Chen Chao anymore.

He couldn't get through the phone, and couldn't receive a reply when he sent a message. Miao Jiayan couldn't do anything except call him repeatedly.

He made no secret of his panic and helplessness in front of Grandma Chen, and Grandma Chen looked distressed.

"In the past few days, I only see that you two are not right. I look at this and that every day, and it's not easy to ask you." Grandma Chen patted him on the back and smoothed out a mess of hair, "Four I left after one o’clock, and I asked where I was going, and I said I was going to school.”

Miao Jia's face turned pale, and he looked at Grandma Chen blankly, suddenly as if he didn't know what to do.

Grandma Chen said she disagreed at first, but she accepted it in her heart after such a long time. Now seeing Miao Jiayan standing here with a blank face, she felt very uncomfortable.

"Xiaochao's temper is the same as his father's, dead stubborn." Grandma Chen whispered to him, not letting Grandpa Chen hear.

Miao Jiayan didn't know what Grandma Chen said later, and she didn't even know that Grandma Chen said nothing.He stood at the gate of Chen's courtyard for a long time, his heart was empty.

This was one of the few times that Miao Jiayan couldn't find Chen Chao. In these years, Chen Chao never let him be lost.It's inevitable that you can't take care of your mobile phone when you're busy, and sometimes you're so busy that you don't even have time to eat, but the two of them haven't been together for so many years, and Chen Chao has almost never worried Miao Jiayan because of this.

Every day when Miao Jiayan woke him up, Chen Chao muttered about the day's itinerary when he woke up, just like reporting work.Those who talk will listen carefully, and cooperate with each other with "hmm" while listening.Chen Chao's roommate heard him once and said he was long-winded.

Chen Chao smiled and said, "I'm afraid my wife won't be able to find me."

The roommate was speechless and said: "The people over there are almost asleep, who will look for you."

Chen Chao glanced at Miao Jiayan in the video and teased him: "Then who knows, maybe he woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to find me."

Even when I woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly wanted to find Chen Chao, I was afraid that he would not be able to find him, so I left without saying anything in advance like this, without even sending a message, this was the first time.

Miao Jiayan didn't dare to think about what he was thinking.

Chen Chao mentioned "separation" last night.

Chen Chao has so many things, a backpack is always enough, and a bag can take all his things away.

He didn't belong here.

"I can't get through." Jiang Xun hung up the phone and showed Miao Jiayan his hands.

Miao Jiayan sat on a small stool in a daze, her arms resting on her knees, and she huddled there, a small ball.

"Why did you mess with him?" Jiang Xun squatted beside him and asked.

Miao Jiayan blinked, but had nothing to say.

"I'm really angry, otherwise he can't leave, and he will come back." Jiang Xun didn't see the two of them having this level of awkwardness, and he didn't know the specific situation, and he was a little confused, "I really went back ?”

Miao Jiayan shook her head, he didn't know.

"Isn't his plane ticket up to date?" Jiang Xun asked.

Miao Jiayan still shook her head.

Jiang Xun looked at him for a while and said, "Wait, maybe he's on the plane."

Jiang Xun was supposed to bring someone over to take some pictures today, and he happened to come over to see Grandma Miao.As a result, seeing Miao Jiayan in this state as soon as she came, she seemed to have taken some time off.

It wasn't cold in the flower shed, but Miao Jiayan still looked cold, wrapped in a denim jacket worn by Chen Chao, and locked herself inside.

His mind is full of Chen Chao.

There is no direct flight back from them, every time Chen Chao has to fly to Seoul for a transit, he will call Miao Jiayan at the Seoul airport, every time he arrives in Seoul is the time when he is the most clingy.It's always the most uncomfortable just after separation. Basically, the heart is calm all the way, and when we arrive at the place, we have to call Miao Jiayan to listen to him.

Even if Chen Chao really changed his sign, he should have arrived in Seoul by now.But he still couldn't get through the phone, and he didn't reply a single message.

For the first time, Miao Jiayan knew that it was the feeling of not being able to find anyone for a long time.

He suddenly thought of the few days when grandma just got sick, he also didn't answer the phone like this, and Chen Chao couldn't contact him.

Miao Jiayan wrapped herself in a coat, her breath still smelled of Chen Chao's usual body wash, which Miao Jiayan bought for him, and felt that this mild and refreshing smell was very suitable for him.

My heart hurts with emptiness, and I have nowhere to go.

It's not that he can't accept Chen Chao's departure. If Chen Chao's plane ticket is today and Miao Jiayan is mentally prepared for his departure, he will be calm.

But leaving with emotional determination like today made Miao Jiayan feel that she was abandoned.

I felt as if I was losing him.

Miao Jian and his sister-in-law's family came back to see grandma. The Miao family's children are sincerely filial, and they come back whenever they have time.The sister-in-law was cooking in the kitchen, Miao Jian was talking to Grandma Miao, and Miao Jiayan was sitting at the small stone table in the yard in a daze.

Grandma Chen passed by the door and took a look inside. She saw Miao Jiayan holding the phone in a daze, her face still as pale as in the morning.

Grandma Chen went back with a sigh, and saw Grandpa Chen punch him on the back with his fist, although he didn't exert much force.Grandpa Chen was holding a thermos cup and drinking tea, and Grandma Chen was beating her mindlessly.

"Beat me for what?"

"You old Chen's bad temper is really annoying." Grandma Chen pushed Grandpa Chen away with her elbow, "Get out of the way, it's blocking me!"

"I have a temper?" Grandpa Chen laughed, "My old boss Chen has the best temper. How many years have I not lost my temper at you?"

Grandma Chen said, "Did you lose your hair when you were young?"

"Isn't that young?" Grandpa Chen screwed on the lid of the cup and put the cup aside, "Young people don't have a temper. Besides, when you were young, if you quarreled and got angry, there was a reason for it. You solve the problem?"

"You are always right." Grandma Chen is the one with the best temper. When they were young, every time the two of them got angry, Grandma Chen would cook some delicious dishes, and then she would go to grab Grandpa Chen's arm with a smile, silently to coax him.

It is a lucky and rare thing for two people to take care of each other and spend such a lifetime with care and consideration.

Grandpa Chen walked over, lowered his shoulders and bumped into Grandma Chen's back lightly, Grandma Chen looked back at him, Grandpa Chen made eye contact with her, Grandma Chen smiled and said he was annoying.

Something was wrong with Miao Jiayan today, even Grandma Miao could tell.

He hasn't spoken much today, he's lost his mind.Grandma Miao may not be able to sense other people's emotions now, she is quiet most of the time, immersed in her own world, but she is still very sensitive to Miao Jiayan's emotions.

She quietly walked over to Miao Jiayan and touched his hand.Miao Jiayan looked back at her, and Grandma Miao asked, "What's the matter?"

Miao Jiayan hugged her grandma, raised her face and said, "Grandma, don't leave me."

"I won't lose it," Grandma Miao said softly as she slowly ran his hair up and down, "I won't lose you."

Miao Jian and sister-in-law were there, Jiang Xun didn't stay long, and went back to the city after work.

Walked over to talk to Miao Jiayan, Miao Jiayan said: "Okay, brother."

"I contacted Shangchao to tell you." Jiang Xun said.

"Well," Miao Jiayan nodded and said, "Okay."

"Don't forget to take pictures and post these two days. It's been a few days? Grass is growing." Jiang Xun reminded him, "Just let them take some pictures."

Miao Jiayan still nodded: "Okay."

Seeing him like this, Jiang Xun also knew that it was probably a waste of words, he didn't have any thoughts here, he only knew to mechanically agree.

Jiang Xun knew what Chen Chao meant to Miao Jiayan best.He patted Miao Jiayan's arm and said, "It's okay, let's talk about it later."

Miao Jiayan wished to have a good talk with Chen Chao now, but he couldn't.

He thought a lot yesterday, and he has been thinking about it today, and he kind of hates himself for not being able to speak.If he could express something last night, Chen Chao might not have left.

Miao Jiayan lowered her head and slowly typed a sentence on the phone.The words were typed out and stayed in the chat box for a long time, Miao Jiayan put the phone aside and looked at the words.Then tapped the send button lightly with the index finger and sent it.

—Brother Chao, can you not give up on me?