Fireworks in the dark night

Shangguan Chengye followed Yuan Zefeng, along the way, the further he went into the mountains, the more he frowned. Why did he live in such a poor place?Although Yuan Zefeng assured him again and again that he saw Chu Yanxi with his own eyes, he still couldn't let go of his heart hanging in the air. He was afraid, afraid that if Yuan Zefeng was just wrong, how would he bear it at that time? That kind of despair, fear, heh, when he went out alone to expand the organization, he was never more than half afraid of losing his life many times, but now, he is so afraid that he will be so reckless when he is Shangguan Chengye.

The country couldn't afford roads, and the car couldn't drive in, so they parked the car in the small town, and the two of them walked to the village after 4 o'clock the next afternoon.

This season is the most likely to cause influenza. Su Yi has been busy since the clinic opened. Even the lunch was delivered by Chu Yanxi after class. The used items were sorted into boxes, and halfway through the packing, I heard someone coming in, and I couldn't help speeding up too much, while saying, "My fellow, sit first and I'll come right away."

Yuan Zefeng didn't make a sound, he looked at the busy figure with amused expression, he hadn't seen him in two years, he still had that hot-tempered personality, his thin appearance obviously lost a lot of weight, he walked over and wrapped Su Yi's waist from behind with distress, and put his chin down On his shoulder, he gently called out the name buried in his heart for two years.

"different…"

His body froze, the stethoscope in his hand fell to the table with a 'boom' sound, and a familiar breath came from his nose, how could he forget the voice engraved deep in his mind.

"Yuan Zefeng?"

"It's me." Hearing Su Yi call his name, Yuan Zefeng tightened his hands movingly, and finally held him in his arms again. This feeling is so nostalgic.

"Honey, I finally found you."

Su Yi, who was stunned for a moment, recovered from his astonishment, and began to struggle. At the beginning, he said those threatening words and did those unforgivable things. Now, what does it mean to find him? Don’t you think it’s not enough and want to play with him again? Ha, of course it is impossible, and I am not really stupid, how could I fall twice in the same place.

"Yuan Zefeng, let go."

"I won't let it go, I won't let it go again." For two years, searching aimlessly, he had had enough, and finally found out how to be willing to let go.

"Yi, come home with me."

Home?He was really embarrassed to say that Su Yi was imprisoned in Yuan Zefeng's arms and laughed out loud, how dare he mention this word in front of him, it is not because of him and Shangguan Chengye that he and Chu Yanxi stay here now ?

"Director Yuan, I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're talking about. Please get out right now, I'm afraid that your evil poisonous gas will pollute the air here, which is not good for the patients who come to see the doctor."

"I...I..."

"Get out!"

Stepping on Yuan Zefeng's instep, Yuan Zefeng let go of the pain.Su Yi quickly jumped out of his arms, took the opportunity to push him out of the clinic, and closed the door.Putting her head against the door, Su Yi's eyes turned red.Why did you come here again, why did you treat him like that at the beginning, how painful he was in the past two years, he endured it alone, dare not mention it, dare not touch it, why did it appear again when he thought he was about to forget?

Chu Yanxi works as an art teacher and math teacher in this rural elementary school. It is very close to Su Yi's clinic and their residence, and it only takes 10 minutes to walk. She usually goes to the clinic to help out after class.Although it is a school, there are not many students, and there are only about 30 students in total.Seeing that it was still early after class, Chu Yanxi wobbled and thought about going to the clinic to help, but walking on the road, she unconsciously remembered the proposition map in the art class in the afternoon: my teacher.The students all drew after him, some well-painted, some very...uh...abstract ones, those serious little faces, innocent, cute and romantic, every time I face them, I always feel like It's warm, all the sadness and troubles will be left behind, thinking of a student who accidentally painted his face out of shape and crying this afternoon, Chu Yanxi smiled softly, but when she saw that When the oncoming person came, the smile suddenly froze.

In the quiet countryside, on the narrow dirt road, two people meet each other and stare from a distance.

In the past two years, I thought that the painful parting between life and death, the heart that withered day by day in the past two years, was all smoothed by this look. Shangguan Chengye stood far away, clenched his fists to control the constant trembling of his body, and held his breath , Afraid that a single sound would break all the dreams, I wanted to take a step to get closer, I wanted to reach out to touch and feel the reality, but my feet seemed to be rooted, and I couldn't take that step even with all my strength.

The breeze came, blowing the connection between the trees, but it couldn't get close to the short distance of a few meters between the two of them.

Chu Yanxi was the first to look away, regained her composure, walked towards Shangguan Chengye expressionlessly, then turned sideways, and passed him by. The once intimate lover has now become a stranger.

"Yan..." Stretching out his hand to grab Chu Yanxi's sleeve, Shangguan Chengye shouted tremblingly, watching the man walk past him without even looking at him.

Chu Yanxi stopped the blocked steps, gently pulled down the hand that was holding the sleeve of his left hand with his right hand, and continued to walk forward without saying a word.

Shangguan Chengye couldn't bear his strange stare, and suddenly rushed up like crazy and hugged him tightly, holding him tightly, wishing to rub him into his body, melt into his flesh and blood, and bury his face in it. Between his neck, he was like a drug addict, desperately sucking the long-lost breath, such a real touch, such familiar warmth, made Shangguan Chengye's throat choke.I didn't expect, I didn't expect to see him, I didn't expect to have the opportunity to hug him.

"Homo, you're still alive, it's really..." That's great.I can't go on talking anymore, I can only hug her tightly, afraid that if I let go, the person in my arms will become a hallucination countless times and disappear.It's not hallucination, it's not dream, it's real.Homura is really alive!Unable to control his excitement, he kissed the missing lips, the familiar softness made his heart recover a little bit, and began to beat again.

Chu Yanxi was like a puppet, she didn't move and let him hug and kiss him, without any reaction, as if she was an outsider watching everything happen.It's just the pale cheeks and the clenched fists of the hands hanging on both sides, and the white knuckles clearly show the panic and depression in his heart.

The person in his arms didn't struggle or respond, and Shangguan Chengye let go with his numb performance. After all, everything was different.Bitter taste, sour eyes, let that person get farther and farther away from me.

——Yan, my Yan, the person I love the most, this time, how can I get you back?

Chu Yanxi was going to the clinic, but was disturbed by the person following behind him. He stopped and stopped when the person behind him left.

"Sir, I'm home. How long will you be with me? Please go back."

The alienated and indifferent tone, and Shangguan Chengye's almost untenable, this gentleman?The heart was torn into pieces in an instant, fell to the ground and was smashed into pieces. The person who used to call me night so intimately, the person who used to be defenseless against him, now treats himself with an indifferent and alienated attitude , there is no trace of warmth in the eyes, the face that used to look at people with a smile, now even unwilling to give such a disguise.What caused the current situation, heh, it was him, he himself broke those beautiful loves that were so intoxicating, and the happiness that was once at your fingertips.Pain, the pain is so uncomfortable, the whole body is shaking, and every part of the body is convulsing.

"Yan, I won't give up on you."

The door was closed vigorously, blocking the figure out, all the strength was evacuated in an instant, and it was difficult to return to the room. Chu Yanxi threw herself into the mattress, the scar on the heart was screaming and painful, and it could not be healed even if she pressed it hard. Ping's pain, once pointing a gun at him so heartlessly and cruelly, now he said why not give up, killed the only relative in the world, he was already a person who died once, but now he found him again, and still wanted him to die again Die once?He doesn't want to delve into the past, who is right and who is wrong at the end of that life, when will the grievance be repaid, he just wants to live quietly and simply, and spend the rest of his life in an ordinary way, God can't even satisfy his wish ?Weakly holding his head, he curled up on the bed like a wounded shrimp, letting his tears flow.

——What should I do, I thought my heart was no longer hurting, but now my whole body was in cold sweat. I thought I could face everything calmly, but I couldn't deceive myself with my true feelings.Why did that person show up again, and he agreed to put everything down, why am I still in such a mess, Shangguan Chengye, I'm just in the way of your eyes, what kind of situation do you have to push me into to be satisfied?

I don't know how long it took, but the sky had already darkened. Chu Yanxi suddenly remembered that she had come back without telling Su Yi. Seeing that Su Yi hadn't come back so late, she was probably still waiting for him in the clinic, so she hurriedly took out her phone and was thinking After making a phone call, I heard the sound of the key opening the door. After gathering my emotions, I ran out to have a look, and it was indeed Su Yi who had returned.

"Su Yi, it's not good..." meaning.He didn't finish talking, but unexpectedly saw Yuan Zefeng standing in the yard with Shangguan Chengye.

"he…"

Su Yi nodded, and when he came back to see Shangguan Chengye, he naturally understood.Looking at Chu Yanxi's eyes as red as her own, the answer is self-evident.

"Xiaoxi, I'm so hungry. Xiaoxue is not here today. I'm really exhausted. I want to eat boiled pork slices." Su Yi said loudly as if no one was around, and hugged Chu Yanxi's arm coquettishly, like a demonstrator He looked smug.

Su Yi made a fuss, and Chu Yanxi's depressed mood was relieved a little, she smiled softly, and responded sweetly: "No problem."

"Yeah, Xiaoxi, I love you the most!" Su Yi happily jumped up and kissed Chu Yanxi on the face, happily rolled up her sleeves and went to the kitchen, ready to fight.

Chu Yanxi looked at his happy background and smiled slightly, but he understood that Su Yi was just pretending to be happy, so he turned around and went to the kitchen, ignoring the two door gods in the yard.

In the courtyard, Shangguan Chengye and Yuan Zefeng were overwhelmed with anger by the previous scene, and they were afraid of offending the people inside, so they dared not act rashly.

"Yuan Zefeng, take care of your people."

"That's what I wanted to say."

The two looked at each other bitterly.

"Humph."

"Humph."

Then both turned their heads angrily and ignored each other.If anyone saw the childish behavior of these two people, their jaws would drop in shock.

But the two people in the kitchen in the house hugged each other tacitly and silently, comforting each other with their own warmth.Two scenes, four people, four moods, in this love, who wins and who loses?

The two cooked the meal, and then finished the meal with a level of intimacy they had never had before. It was almost nine o'clock in the evening, and they closed the door without looking at the people in the yard, and went back to their rooms. It was so sudden that they both needed time to think about what to do next.