Fireworks in the dark night

Yuan Zefeng opened the handbag he had been holding, took out a laptop, opened it, and placed it on the table in front of Chu Yanxi's bed.

"Look at this."

The screen flickered a few times, and it was frozen in Chu Yanxi's apartment.

The person who appeared on the screen was Shangguan Chengye who hadn't appeared in more than a month.The high-spirited and invincible man once sat alone in the corner of the living room, gulping down the stuffy wine, empty wine bottles were already piled up at his feet, and the TV screen in the living room was showing his life in the apartment. Two years ago, there were those who were happy and happy, and those who were silent and angry two years later, but Shangguan Chengye didn't know whether he was sober or drunk, and kept calling his name.

"Homo... don't leave me, Homo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, why can't you come back to me, Homo..."

The heartbroken apology, the sad persuasion, and the suppressed cry made everyone unable to bear to watch it anymore, and Chu Yanxi was so choked up that she couldn't speak.

"Ye...he..." He has never seen such a embarrassed Shangguan Chengye, because of him, all because of him.

"Xiao Xi, Cheng Ye has been afraid to come to see you, and has been guarding you outside the ward every night, fearing that you will be in a bad mood and affect your recovery when you see him. He has lost a lot of weight in more than a month, and he stays in your apartment every day. Watching your video, he refused to listen to your persuasion. At that time, he thought you were dead and ran to the empty tomb to guard. For the photo above, he would rather take off his clothes to cover the photo from the rain. If I found him later, my brain might burn out. You crashed into the operating room and almost couldn't be saved. He never shows weakness in front of others. He cried and begged for help. Cheng Ye, he really loves you."

Yuan Zefeng put away his computer and held back his tears, "You think you are the only one suffering, but you don't know what kind of life Cheng Ye has lived in the past two years. How could you commit suicide in front of him so cruelly that someone who loves you deeply People face your life and death again, you are killing him!"

"Suicide?" Chu Yanxi was so shocked by the words in Yuan Zefeng's words that she forgot to cry, and looked at Su Yi with tearful eyes in doubt.

But Su Yi also looked back at him with teary eyes, obviously not knowing.

what happened?

Old Yuan Jin was in tears, without Yuan Zeyu, Shangguan Chengye would be his other son, and now Shangguan Chengye's choice is undoubtedly to pry his heart.

"Xiaoye is just like his father who loved someone he shouldn't love. For this person who doesn't love him, he may not even want his life. There was hatred supporting him in the past, but now the hatred is gone. You are his living All, but you don't want him anymore, how do you let him live, he has no way to live, Mr. Chu, count us as elders, please, but persuade Xiaoye, even the will is written, I am afraid I really want to die."

"I...I..." Chu Yanxi was at a loss.

"Xiao Xi, Cheng Ye booked a flight ticket to Vietnam next week. I found out that he had someone buy a cemetery there. The date is the day you are discharged from the hospital."

It was really thoughtful to run so far just to seek death, and not to burden Chu Yanxi, nor to make him blame himself.Yuan Zefeng wished he could rush up to Shangguan Chengye and beat him up, for the sake of Chu Yanxi, he didn't even want their family members.

"Where is he, I...I'll go find him, where is he?" Putting aside all grievances and hesitation, Chu Yanxi couldn't care about anything else, she just wanted to find that person according to her heart.

"He should still be in the apartment now. I'll take you there, but your body..." Hearing that Chu Yanxi agreed to see Shangguan Chengye, Yuan Zefeng wished he could send him to Shangguan Chengye right away, but he was concerned about Chu Yan Xi's body has not yet recovered, so she cannot be discharged from the hospital without authorization.

"I'm ok."

"Hey, go, I'll go with you, if there is any problem, it can be dealt with urgently." Su Yi stood up and helped Chu Yanxi up.

"Odd..." Yuan Zefeng felt sorry for looking at his lover, causing him to worry again.

"Okay, let's go." After talking a lot, I came to worry about the other person's body not recovering, what to do, forget it, it's not important to save people.

When Chu Yanxi opened the apartment, there was a strong smell of alcohol. The living room was in a mess, with discarded wine bottles everywhere, but he did not see Shangguan Chengye.

Chu Yanxi's heart "thumped" and stopped, and hurriedly ran in, comforting herself all the way, nothing will happen, nothing will happen.One door after another was opened but no one was found, and he felt even more disturbed. The only door left was the studio door. Chu Yanxi pushed it open anxiously. The figure of a person, what should he do?

Seeing Shangguan Chengye huddled in the studio, the three of them were immediately relieved. Yuan Zefeng pulled Su Yi back to the living room, leaving space for the two who urgently needed to communicate.

Yuan Zefeng hugged Su Yi and sat on the sofa, rubbing his aching head, he was really tossed to death, fortunately, the person he loved was quietly leaning in his arms, so he couldn't help but increase his strength to hug him tightly.

"Yi, thank you for loving me again."

Rubbing in Yuan Zefeng's arms, Su Yi asked in a low voice, "If I were like Xiaoxi, would you be as persistent as Cheng Ye?"

"No!" Yuan Zefeng flatly denied, "I won't let you do stupid things, but your life is mine, and death is mine alone, you can't escape."

"Overbearing." Su Yi kissed Yuan Zefeng's chin contentedly, and fell back into his arms with a smile.

He should be glad that he didn't miss his own happiness, and even more thankful that they all have enlightened parents who can accept such a relationship.

Two years ago, Yuan Zefeng approached Su Yuan to inquire about Su Yi's whereabouts, and Su Yuan finally understood the reason for Su Yi's sudden change of temper. In his opinion, same-sex love, except for a male partner, cannot have children. Nothing else is unacceptable, as long as the children feel happy, their parents will not ask for it.And Yuan Jin has lived abroad for many years, so of course it is not surprising, and even supported Yuan Zefeng when he was chasing Su Yi back.

Su Yi and Yuan Zefeng were really too happy.

Chu Yanxi closed the door and approached Shangguan Chengye step by step, but that person who was extremely vigilant was just immersed in his own world, did not respond to his approach, and leaned on his easel blankly.

"night…"

Stepping forward, gently cupped Shangguan Chengye's face with his hands, trying to make Shangguan Chengye feel his warmth.

"Ye, I'm back."

Shangguan Chengye finally met his gaze, and after a long time, he laughed and cried.

"Heh, I'm actually hallucinating. You, who refuse to even dream, actually appear in my hallucination." Shangguan Chengye looked at him stupidly, and suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms tightly. Loop around.

"Illusion is fine, let me hug you, just a moment." He hugged Chu Yanxi's waist vigorously, wishing to rub him into his body, as if only in this way would he not have to worry about people pushing him away again, Don't worry about him blindly wanting to escape, even threatening his life.

"Flame...flame..."

"Why are you so stupid, you idiot, why do you do stupid things, why do you want to die?" Chu Yanxi beat his chest, the place that had given her warmth countless times.

"Then what do you tell me to do? I don't want to wake up every day and see the face of the person next to my pillow but it's not yours. I don't want to go for a walk every day. The hand I want to hold is not yours. I don't want to watch the sunrise and sunset with me. People are not you, I don’t want to accompany me to travel the world without you, I don’t want to think that the person who accompanied me when I was old is not you, if it’s not you, what’s the point of being alive, if you think, before you and me Only one person must die before those things are over, then, you live well, and I will bear all of this."

"I don't think so, I don't, you fool, you die, how can you die?" The tears couldn't stop falling, and when I met this man, his tears were more than women's. It was his fault that he always made him cry, and now he wanted to kill him to scare him.

"I can't help it. You forced me. You used your own life to force me to let go."

The moment Chu Yanxi bumped into the truck, he was stunned. He didn't know what would happen if he was gone in this world. How could he threaten him with his life? Shangguan Chengye couldn't help crying, Falling weakly in front of Chu Yanxi.

"If I lived somewhere in the world, I couldn't help but want to see you. When I saw you, I couldn't help myself wanting to be close to you, wanting to hold you, and wanting to lock you by my side forever, I can’t control all of this, how can I control it, love you so much, how can I control it, the best way is for me to disappear completely. Right, you think so too, right? In my heart, I must wish that I would die a thousand times."

"I didn't, I didn't. Ye, I'm back, I'm back now. You look at me carefully, I'm really back!" At this moment, he finally realized the fear and anxiety deep in Shangguan Chengye's heart.

"Yan, don't leave me, okay, I beg you, I don't want to let go, it's so painful, how can I live without you, I can't go on anymore, why are you so cruel."

"Don't let go, Ye, you can't let go, you look into my eyes." He held Shangguan Chengye's face, and his eyes met, "Ye, I will never leave, I will never leave you again, forever and ever With you, you trust me."

Gently kiss Chu Yanxi's lips, his forehead, and his eyes.

"Yan, I miss you so much!"

The longing is poisoned, and there is no other medicine to cure it except the only person.