The blood of the dust and evil in the chaotic world dyes the red lotus

The days of a month are like summer dew, quickly evaporating into the microcosm of time.

The time has not changed, but Chu Dan is getting weaker and weaker. He seems to have returned to those days when he fell asleep and couldn't wake up.

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During the rainy season, there will be one every few days.

The rain is far away, and the falling rain and lovesickness turn into dust and ashes.

The water beads rolled down the eaves like broken beads, hit the flowers blooming under the eaves, knocked off a few petals, and floated into the pond in the garden along the pooled rain puddles.

The cell hidden in the rain and fog was as quiet as ever, and there were still only two figures in the room.

The smell of the incense faded, and Cang Ye didn't get up to add more incense.

Beside him, Chu Dan lay quietly in Cang Ye's arms, listening to the ticking of the falling rain.

"The medicine is cold." Cang Ye looked at Chu Dan, kissed his lips, and pulled him up.

The decoction was delivered to Chu Dan's lips, and the salty and bitter smell came over his face. Chu Dan couldn't help frowning, and hesitated for a moment before taking a sip.

Just like yesterday, the potion entered the stomach and immediately caused overwhelming discomfort. As soon as he took a mouthful of the medicine, Chu Dan couldn't help but vomited it out. The dark color of the medicine splashed on the light-colored brocade quilt, soaking into it like ink splashed on paper. In silky fabric.

"Why did you vomit again?" Cang Ye hurriedly put down the medicine bowl and ran along Shun Chu Dan's back, looked down at Chu Dan, brushed his fingertips over Chu Dan's lips, and wiped away the remaining liquid medicine.

Chu Dan lowered his head and coughed for a long time before he eased up, his eye sockets were already red from coughing.

The salty smell of the medicine still did not dissipate, Cang Ye fed Chu Dan a few sips of tea, and hugged him quietly.

Chu Dan's foot rested on Cang Ye's shoulders, the two of them were still speechless, the only sound in the room was the sound of rain in the garden, and the rain was also uttering bitter words.

They hugged each other like this for a long time, until Cang Ye's hand covered Chu Dan's abdomen, "This time, don't you still want to tell me?" Cang Ye's voice was so low that only Chu Dan could hear clearly.

Without replying, Chu Dan just buried his head deeper into Cang Ye's neck.

After a long time, the sound of the rain outside the window subsided, and the incense inside the window was also extinguished. A burnt red candle turned into oil stains on the candlestick, taking away a jumping light.

A soft sigh came from Cang Ye's throat, and those dim eyes became even darker.

Cang Ye stared straight in front of her eyes, her eyes became misty, her slightly trembling hands moved from Chu Dan's belly to Chu Dan's thin back, to Chu Dan's soft black hair, "The rain is about to stop, let's go out today Well, the lotus in the pond is blooming, after this year, let's go to see the lotus in the south of the Yangtze River, it's so beautiful, you must like it." Cang Ye's voice was flat and flat, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with himself, and the story was full of It was an infatuated man who bet his life to keep Chu Dan.

Hearing Cang Ye's words, Chu Dan raised his head suddenly, there was a flash of astonishment in his eyes for a moment, and then it dissipated, leaving only the indifference like smoke, "Yeah" Chu Dan finally opened his mouth, and let Cang Ye give it to him. Put on a thicker coat.

It rained a few times outside, but it was colder.

When the two came out, Cang Ye had already ordered people to set up the teacups and wine jars.Covered by rain and fog, the pavilions and corridors in the garden look like a fairyland from a distance, ethereal and far away.

Cang Ye led Chu Dan into the pavilion, found a low stool beside the stone table and sat down.He reached out his hand to touch the wine jar that had been warmed with hot water, and poured a glass for Chu Dan with a smile, "This is this year's pear blossom wine. Drinking lightly will not hurt your body. Let's have a few glasses." Cang Ye handed the wine glass to Chu Dan. Dan's hands.

Chu Dan also smiled lightly, raised his glass and waited for Cang Ye to meet him.

The two of them had three glasses and two cups like this, not for the sake of getting drunk, but for the safety that only belonged to him and him.

Chu Dan never thought that in his lifetime, this only piece of plain water would come to him like this, just like the little bits of happiness that Cang Ye gave him, little by little gathered into a clear river and flowed into his dry heart.

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The lotus in the pond is stained with rain and dew, and the water drops roll down the petals, tick on the green lotus leaves, and continue to roll down.

Time passed slowly, and finally, the servant brought the medicine bowl, Cang Ye took it lightly and signaled them to go down.

"I haven't finished the medicine yet, let's drink it." Cang Ye fed the soup medicine to Chu Dan's mouth again, this time, the medicine did not have a fishy and salty taste, it was not the original bowl.

The bitter smell of medicine rushed into the tip of his nose, Chu Dan's Adam's apple twitched, and he turned his head slightly.

"Drink the medicine." Cang Ye's tone cast a strong tone, but the moment he saw Chu Dan's red eyes, Cang Ye's throat finally choked.

Just now, Chu Dan was smiling at him like that, but now, he was going to hurt Chu Dan.

Even though the pair of clear eyes in front of him were blind, they still showed sadness, such eyes made Cang Ye want to shed tears.

"Drink it, didn't we make an appointment, and next year... we still have to go to Jiangnan." Cang Ye's tone softened a little, with bit by bit distressed, the spoon was still held by Chu Dan's lips.

"...You still refuse to keep him..." Chu Dan slowly turned to Cang Ye, his flat voice concealed a long sadness.

A drop of water finally rolled into the pond from the lotus leaf, causing small ripples to spread around.

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Cang Ye stared at Chu Dan, feeling so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak for a while.

After a long time, the firm decision finally buried the unspeakable bitterness, split those strands of sorrow, and cast a look of determination on Pale Ye's pale face.

"If this life will damage you, even if it is your own flesh and blood, I will definitely not keep it," said the tone firmly, leaving no room for it.

Cang Ye's world is very small, so small that it can only accommodate him alone.Cang Ye is very selfish, she only wants to spoil him alone.He doesn't want to care about other things, even if some things will hurt Chu Dan, he will still do it, just because he is too scared and distressed.And in the picture scroll of his life, blood and tears are poured out to describe the future of holding hands and relying on each other, and he will not allow the slightest mistake.

In the end, the pot of soup was finally fed, and Cang Ye's heart sank to the bottom.

On this day, in front of the misty pavilion, Chu Dan's mournful eyes turned into weak water, submerging Cang Ye's wholehearted sorrow.

But he was powerless to drive away those lingering sorrows for Chu Dan.

He gave Chu Dan a bit of hope, and then disappointed him—just because he was so distressed, he led him out of the closed door.It's just because they are too distressed, so they ended their flesh and blood.

His distress, what qualifications does he have in exchange for Chu Dan's gentle smile, but Chu Dan accepted him with the most calm attitude, accepted his distress and cruelty...