The blood of the dust and evil in the chaotic world dyes the red lotus

The flowing water and the flowers are far away, and the willows and green silk are still there.

That sigh lightly softened the pale life.

……

It's just that life is not over yet, and people are gone.

Before dawn, Chu Dan was lying in Yuan Xiu's arms, dreaming of being alone, thinking about the warmth of being alone...

Maybe it was awakened by the surging pain. When he opened his eyes, the deep and shallow panting and trembling also awakened another him.

The morning sun is very shallow, unable to illuminate the dim earth...

Yuan Xiu stood up and looked at the man in his arms with the hazy Li Guang.

In the darkness, Chu Dan's beautiful eyes were loosely opened slightly, and the two bends were as clear as the water moon, facing the top of the bedroom emptyly.

Looking at the indifferent face in front of him with a painful look, with a strange coquettishness, almost completely aroused Yuan Xiu's strong desire.

Stretching out his hand to caress Chu Dan's side face, Yuan Xiu greedily admired such a rare ink-colored scroll, and waited until Chu Dan couldn't bear it, and held Yuan Xiu's palm tremblingly, Yuan Xiu bowed his head in satisfaction, and kissed Chu Dan's thin lips.

Mobilizing internal force, stroked Chu Dan's bright red chest. After a long time, his breathing gradually stabilized. The raging pain receded like a tide, but Chu Dan's whole body was already drenched in cold sweat.

Powerless hands still covered his forehead, slender fingers brushed the crystal sweat, Chu Dan's eyes became extremely helpless - he thought of Cang Ye, crazily thinking of Cang Ye, his life could be lost, he wanted to go Looking for him, that is the only man he can rely on, the only love that makes him dream...

The sad and helpless posture, the loneliness of wiping sweat alone, and the experience of extreme pain, have painted the current Chu Dan, and painted him... he who is like a banished fairy...

Yuan Xiu looked dazed, and it took a long time before he lay down and held Chu Dan tightly in his arms, "I will never let you go in my life, unless you die..." Yuan Xiu's voice was full of desire No matter how recklessly he grabs and plunders, he has never considered whether Chu Dan will cry, be afraid, or... his heart is broken...

The morning sun hadn't fully risen yet, and the faint light shone faintly yellow, unable to illuminate Chu Dan's lonely soul.

Chu Dan's eyes drooped deeply, as if he had fallen into a big bustling dream again, Cang Ye's face was blurred in his mind, but a lonely thought told him not to forget, so he tried his best to imprint it, tried his best to engrave it In the depths of a lonely heart.

It turns out that staying together is so difficult. It turns out that the memory is so shallow, but there are still prosperous dreams.

Chu Dan buried his head into Yuan Xiu's arms again, and the bitter medicinal fragrance rushed into Yuan Xiu's nose.Hugging Yuan Xiu back weakly, Chu Dan rubbed Yuan Xiu's neck, "When... go to Jiangnan, the lotus is about to wither..." The clear voice was so pleasant that Yuan Xiu was confused for a while.

After a while, Yuan Xiu opened his mouth, "When you get better..." Such a simple answer, but Yuan Xiu has never given any male favor, he has never promised others anything, just treat him Seeing Chu Dan, it was a little hard to refuse.But what he didn't know was that Chu Dan fell into a dream... The Jiangnan he begged for was never for Yuan Xiu, but in the days to come, Yuan Xiu finally knew this fact...

That time, what awaited Chu Dan was an unforgettable torment in this life... and Chu Dan's pain was not just because of Yuan Xiu's abuse, but because his dream... was awakened by Yuan Xiu...

People often say that my Buddha is merciful and endures all hardships, but Chu Dan has to wait for Cang Ye to come and use Cang Ye's flesh and blood to overcome his wasted life... God is not merciless, but why can't he see Chu Dan's side? pain?I can't see...the pain can't stop...