forgetting

I like you, I like you, it is because I like you that I don't want to hurt you...

I'm afraid of being hated by you, I'm afraid of being hated by you, that's why I... I dare not say it... You have always treated me like a big brother, but I actually treat you like this...

Qinger...you must think I'm disgusting...

He took a deep breath and waited for a long time, but he still didn't look back, and said, "Qing'er, how could I hate you..."

Resolutely walked out of the bath.

"lie……."

Jiuqing's gaze behind him was a little lax, staring closely at the direction he was leaving, with a slight pain in his heart.

Stretch out your hand to cover it, obviously I have no heart, obviously I have no heart, why does it still hurt...

On the day of the Mountain God Festival.

Early in the morning, every household set off firecrackers.

Chuhan lingered for a long time, hesitating whether to knock on the door.

Last night at the bathing pool, I shook off Qing'er's hand and left. How should I explain it today? Will Qing'er be angry..., or think that I hate myself.

He kept pacing outside the door, patting his head, but couldn't think of a good explanation.

"My lord..., you..., why don't the villains go to announce the sound? The temple fair is about to start..." The boy at the door saw that Chu Han had been wandering around the door for almost a quarter of an hour, and he didn't intend to go in. He bowed and whispered to Chuhan.

"No, I'll do it myself." He stretched out his hand, just about to push the door open.

"Squeak—" The door opened.

Jiuqing got up early this morning.Lying in bed last night, tossing and turning, I didn't fall asleep all night.Closing his eyes, he remembered Chu Han's indifference to him, and couldn't help feeling worried and scared again.

This morning, I got dressed, tidied up, and sat on the bed.

The morning sun slanted on the window paper, and cast spots of light on the branches next to the house.

Suddenly, another familiar figure appeared at the door, following the sunlight and casting its shadow on the ground through the thin window paper.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't see him coming in, just hovering around the door.

After a sleepless night, his bright golden eyes were full of exhaustion, looking at the shadows coming in through the window paper, the sadness in his heart slowly poured out again.

Sighing, he pushed open the door.

"Qing'er..." Chuhan at the door was a little at a loss, he quickly withdrew the hand that was about to open the door, and inadvertently met those golden eyes again, his heart was thumping, his heart was nervous, and he organized things indiscriminately. With words, "Qing'er..., you... woke up very early this morning, have you eaten yet, let's go eat first."

"Chuhan..." Jiuqing called out, reaching out to grab Chuhan's hand.

Chu Han instinctively withdrew his hand and avoided touching him again.

The hand stopped in mid-air, neither retracting nor pulling.

After a moment of stalemate, Jiuqing bit her lower lip, finally withdrew her hand, lowered her head in frustration, unable to see the expression in her golden eyes.

Chuhan sensed that Jiuqing was wrong, and Fang felt that he had gone too far just now. He often wanted to explain but the words were stuck in his throat, and he didn't know how to explain.

"Qing'er...," Chu Han settled down, calmed down his emotions, stretched out his hand, hesitantly, but still held the delicate catkin.

A small, soft hand was held in the palm of his own.

Holding Jiuqing's hand, slightly tight.

Suddenly, I felt my heart beating faster again.Just holding hands makes me so happy.

Jiuqing still lowered her head and said nothing, Ren Chuhan held her hand.

The servants brought the cloak that Chuhan ordered to prepare for Jiuqing. Jiuqing's hair color and eye color are different from those of ordinary people, and she is so beautiful. If she goes out like this, she will be surrounded by people.

Suppressing the feelings in my heart, I personally put on the cloak for Jiuqing, held hands, and prepared to go to the street.

I wandered from the temple in the south of the city to the peach blossom forest in the north of the city, and went to the dim sum shop to buy some snacks. I went back and forth, and it was almost evening.

Jiuqing was still looking dazed, and wanted to reach out and rub Jiuqing's head to comfort him, but even if he touched Qing'er casually, his heartbeat would speed up.After struggling in my heart for a long time, I still held my patience and looked at him like this silently.

"Qing'er, the Mountain God Dance is about to start." Chu Han took Jiu Qing's hand and walked towards the meeting place.

Jiuqing was stunned as if beaten by frost, and was dragged away by Chuhan for most of the day in a daze. He didn't hear clearly what Chuhan asked, but just replied lightly, "Oh."

Looking at such Jiuqing, Chu Han felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

"Oh, what did you say?! This year's bride can't come?!" The middle-aged man sitting on the stool sipping tea suddenly jumped up.

"Say it again...?! Who... who can't come?!"

"Master..., ouch..., master, calm down, calm down..." The young man next to him hurried forward to give the man a break.

"She can't even come, so why should I be happy!" The tea bowl in my hand fell to the table with a bang.

"You know..., you have to know..., this time, even the dignitaries and dignitaries in Chang'an will come to the Mountain God Dance. I have been preparing for several years, and I just want to rely on this to make a fortune, but she won't come if she can't say it." Already!!!"

"Master... Miss Yao is ill, I'm afraid she won't be able to get up today..."

"What kind of illness, still can't get up...! As long as there is still one breath left, drag her here for me!"

"Ms. Yao has been sent to the hospital. She didn't know what she ate yesterday. She had a stomachache early in the morning. She passed out before noon, and she still hasn't woken up yet."

"This..., this, this, this...," he almost didn't come up in one breath, when the servant next to him saw it, he hurried forward and patted the man on the back.

"Ahem...cough cough...," the man paused for a long time before he felt better, "Oh, this... how can this be..." He fell down on the chair and beat his chest, "I All of my wealth is at this temple fair!"

"Master...how about we find someone else?" The servant next to him rolled his eyes, "There are many beauties in the south of the Yangtze River, so we don't have to worry about missing this one."

"Look around..., where did you look for it? Clothes and all these things are all tailored according to her size at the silk shop, and it takes an hour just to apply the makeup. There is only one hour left, if you come now, you can make up the time, but if you are looking for someone now, where can you find it?!" The weather in early spring is still slightly cold, but there are pea-sized peas on the man's forehead. Beads of sweat rolled down.

"If you can't do it, you have to look for it, sir. The table is full of people now." The boy handed over a handkerchief, picked up the fan on the table, and fanned the wind, "Why don't we drag it around for a while?" A pretty girl comes here, and the dead horse is treated like a living horse."

"Then where do you say to find it?!"

"Ningxianglou has the most beautiful girls in the south of the Yangtze River."

"No, no...don't think that Master, I don't know where Ningxianglou is."

"Master, can you manage this now..."

Shaking his head, the man said with a sullen face, "Forget it..., that's the only way to go." After finishing speaking, he looked at the boy who was fanning the wind with a flattering face, raised his foot and kicked him, "You boy, why don't you leave me alone?" What are you doing here, hurry up and prepare the carriage...!"

"Ouch..., it's the master..." Gulu got up, and ran out without caring to shake off the dust on his body.

Chuhan is rushing to the rally holding Jiuqing's hand.

Along the way, the silence was terrifying, Chuhan didn't know what to say, and Jiuqing kept her head down and said nothing.

On the street, the carriage was running fast, heading towards Ningxianglou.

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