faint star

Gu Heng lay on the bed in a daze, half dreaming and half waking, he felt someone touching his forehead, the touch was very gentle, like many times before, he was touched like this in his sleep.

"Zhiwei?"

He thought it was Xu Zhiwei who had come back, but when he woke up, he found that there was no one beside the bed, because he had a fever.

After waking up, Gu Heng felt hungry and thirsty, and had to get up from the bed. When he got up, he could feel the dull pain in his left leg again.After the fight between him and Gu Xin, there was always a dull pain in this leg.

He poured himself some hot water and took some antipyretics.Just cooked a bag of instant dumplings to deal with it.

Seeing that the time was about the same, he didn't want to sleep alone at home, so he just went to the studio to catch up with the meeting.

When he arrived, Shen Lian and his colleagues hadn't arrived yet.Gu Heng can do some preparatory work first.When his assistant saw him, he seemed to be taken aback: "Boss, why are you here?"

Gu Heng said: "I feel much better and can come to work."

The assistant said worriedly: "You look like you haven't slept for three days, and you seem to have been lying down for three days. Anyway, it's not good."

Gu Heng was reminded by her to look in the mirror, only to find that his hair was messy, his dark circles were obvious, and his face was a little swollen.He went to wash his face, straightened his hair, and took a bottle of ice mineral water to apply to his face.

When Shen Lian came, he barely looked better.

The content of today's meeting is to determine the shooting plan.Gu Heng's studio has prepared several plans. After the plans are finalized, the filming can begin.

The complete advertising content will be filmed for 8 minutes, and then edited into versions of different lengths to be launched on different occasions.

Based on the fame and characteristics of Gu Heng's documentary director, the studio proposed three proposals, all of which are relatively new and related to documentaries, but have a comedic style and a more serious drama style, which Party A can choose from.

Shen Lian came today with the company's boss and colleagues.Before the meeting, everyone was there, so he could only exchange a few words with Gu Heng. He could see that Gu Heng was in a bad mood.

"Is this from staying up all night yesterday?" he asked.

Gu Heng only felt that it was hard to say.He can only say: "Almost, I can't sleep to write a script."

The meeting didn't go well. Shen Lian's boss was a middle-aged man in his 40s. He didn't respond much to several proposals, but just talked about some very basic issues repeatedly.

Gu Heng's fever has not subsided, he listened to Che Jilu's words, stared at the screen, his expression gradually became dull.Those who are not familiar with him will think that he is thinking seriously, but those who are familiar with him will know that he is wandering.

When the meeting ended, a round of discussions did not advance substantially, and no plan was selected.Gu Heng only felt more tired.

But Shen Lian stayed, and he chatted with Gu Heng alone.

"I think the three proposals of abc are very good." Shen Lian said.

Gu Heng supported his head: "Which one do you want to use?"

Shen Lian said: "I think a is very good, but b looks easier to shoot

come out. "

Gu Heng himself actually prefers a.He said: "B is not easier. As long as the plan is determined, we can immediately prepare for shooting."

For an 8-minute commercial, as long as he is well prepared, he can shoot it in two days.

Shen Lian said apologetically: "Look at Mr. Chen's attitude today...I'm afraid it will be difficult to settle down. I will go back and try my best to convince him."

After discussing business matters, he invited Gu Heng to have a drink together.

Gu Heng shook his head: "I took medicine today."

Shen Lian said, "What's the matter? No wonder you look so listless today."

Gu Heng said: "It's nothing, it's just a little fever. It's much better after taking the medicine."

Shen Lian smiled and said: "You can't drink wine, you have to eat. Then go eat something simple."

Gu Heng did not refuse Shen Lian's invitation.

Because he really didn't want to go back to that empty apartment alone now.

Coming out of the studio, Shen Lian looked at the catering app on his mobile phone: "There seems to be a good restaurant near you. It's cheap and delicious, and you can listen to people singing."

Gu Heng's heart twitched.Their studio held an event in this store, and that was during the New Year...Xu Zhiwei was also there.

Sometimes when Xu Zhiwei comes over, the two of them will also go to this restaurant to eat.

He still remembered which dish Xu Zhiwei liked to order the most, and when counting down to the new year together, Xu Zhiwei buried her head on his shoulder and kissed him slowly.

In an instant, many memories flooded in together, squeezing his head to tingle.

"What's wrong?" Shen Lian asked.

Gu Heng rubbed his brows: "It's okay. The taste of this restaurant is not as good as before. Let's go to another place."

They ended up going to a nearby Chinese chain restaurant with a standard menu and standard taste.Because it is the meal time, it is also quite lively.

Gu Heng didn't eat much.Shen Lian took care of him, and ordered some light dishes, and even ordered a porridge.

"Is there really nothing wrong?" Shen Lian asked, "You are a little absent-minded today."

Gu Heng took two mouthfuls of porridge with a spoon, looked at Shen Lian and said, "I broke up with Xu Zhiwei."

Shen Lian was taken aback, as if he hadn't expected it at all.

He asked, "When... when did this happen?"

Gu Heng said, "Last week."

He remembered it clearly.Xu Zhiwei proposed to break up two days after he and Shen Lian met, but the decision to break up should have been on that day.

On that day, he also bought a soy milk cake home, hoping to coax Zhiwei.

Maybe Xu Zhiwei was too gentle when he was with him, which made him almost forget that this person is actually cruel to himself and even more cruel to others.

Shen Lian lowered his eyes: "You guys quarreled? Why do you want to break up suddenly."

Gu Heng said: "It's not that we want to break up, but we have already broken up. The cause of the incident is my fault, and I hurt him. It's normal for him to want to break up."

He didn't say why.

Shen Lian comforted him: "Based on what I know about you, you won't intentionally hurt others..."

He smiled bitterly again

Xia said: "I was always arguing some time ago, and I know how hurtful it is for two people to quarrel. Breaking up is a matter between two people. I don't know what the inside story is about you. But breaking up so quickly, I can only say that there were problems before. "

After Gu Heng said the words, his heart became much calmer. He said, "Maybe it is like this, but I planted the cause."

He has complicated emotions, the person he has been thinking about for many years is sitting in front of him, and he is about to face divorce.He is now depressed because he broke up with his ex-boyfriend.

His rationality told him to let go of Xu Zhiwei, to care more about Shen Lian, and to fight for the future.

But his emotions were on strike, asking him to confess first.

What's worse, in his subconscious mind, he even wanted to observe Shen Lian's reaction first, and he was not in a hurry for success.

Shen Lian said: "I can understand the pain of breaking up..."

Both of them ate in silence with bitter faces, and Shen Lian suddenly laughed: "I often hear people say, how to end the pain of breaking up? It's to start another relationship. There is a nice boy in our company, do you want me to introduce you?"

Gu Heng shook his head: "This statement does not apply to all situations."

Shen Lian retorted: "How will you know if you don't try?"

Gu Heng's face suddenly changed.He didn't want to argue with Shen Lian, he just thought of another thing - would Xu Zhiwei consider this idea?Will he use this method to deal with the pain of breakup?

Thinking of this possibility, Gu Heng was a little restless.

"What's wrong?" Seeing Gu Heng's pale face, Shen Lian thought he was not feeling well.

Gu Heng concealed the past indiscriminately.He's never been in this situation.He thought that breaking up with him would be something he could afford and let go. It was the first time he had this kind of withdrawal symptoms, and he felt horrible.

As a result, this night, he slept in the studio, and he was restless when he slept. Before going to sleep, he sent a message to Xu Zhiwei: "You have some things that I left here. Shall I send them to you?"

Sure enough, Xu Zhiwei deleted and blocked him.His message failed to get through.

Gu Heng was not too sad, this was the expected treatment.

It would be better to say that this is just right, if Xu Zhiwei replied "No need to meet, send it to me by courier", it would be difficult to meet.Now he can go to the hospital for a short stay.

But he is no more free now than he was in the past two years. He is so busy now that he didn't have time to go to the hospital until another week passed.

Just before Xu Zhiwei got off work, a patient about his age came for a follow-up visit.

The patient had insomnia and mild depressive symptoms, both from work and emotional stress.This kind of case is not complicated, but no matter what kind of patient it is, Xu Zhiwei is very attentive.

Maybe it's because of their similar age and Xu Zhiwei's attitude.The patient trusted him very much and was willing to tell him anything.

Because it happened to be off-duty time, Xu Zhiwei and the patient left the hospital together, and the two chatted while walking.

Gu Heng saw this scene from across the road.He only saw Xu Zhiwei walking side by side with another man he didn't know, what's more, that man he didn't know at all

The man looks handsome and has temperament.

He stayed for a second, and the red light for more than ten seconds seemed extremely long.

He rushed over with his things, and from a long distance: "Zhiwei!"

Seeing him, Xu Zhiwei didn't seem to see him, but in the end he greeted the man beside him: "Mr. Su, I have something else to do, let's talk next time."

Gu Heng walked up to him, looked at the back of the leaving man and asked, "Who is he?"

Xu Zhiwei said flatly, "My patient."

Gu Heng suddenly felt relieved.Doctors don't know how to fall in love with patients, Xu Zhiwei is very principled and won't make such mistakes.

He said: "This is what you left behind, and I will bring it to you."

Xu Zhiwei glanced at the bag, didn't say a word, and silently took it from Gu Heng's hand, just avoiding touching Gu Heng's hand.

Gu Heng was looking at Xu Zhiwei carefully.He only felt that Xu Zhiwei was thinner than the last time he met, almost as thin as when his grandfather passed away.

"Zhiwei..." He wanted to ask Zhiwei if he couldn't eat often, and if he had any checkups.

Xu Zhiwei interrupted him: "There is no need to bring over anything else. They are all unwanted things."

Gu Heng said: "I remember this pen is your graduation gift?"

Xu Zhiwei said: "Yes... it was given to me by Jiang Hongyu."

He seemed to be talking about someone else's matter, his tone was very flat, and he didn't care.

Gu Heng didn't expect that it was a gift from Jiang Hongyu.Not to mention that he would get the same treatment as Jiang Hongyu - Xu Zhiwei didn't want it.

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